第 13 节
作者:人生几何      更新:2021-08-28 17:14      字数:9322
  twelve。〃
  According to my counting that day; we were always right in detail;
  but in the gross we were always one too many。  There was no
  appearanceno figureto account for it; but I had now an inward
  foreshadowing of the figure that was surely coming。
  The Jury were housed at the London Tavern。  We all slept in one
  large room on separate tables; and we were constantly in the charge
  and under the eye of the officer sworn to hold us in safe…keeping。
  I see no reason for suppressing the real name of that officer。  He
  was intelligent; highly polite; and obliging; and (I was glad to
  hear) much respected in the City。  He had an agreeable presence;
  good eyes; enviable black whiskers; and a fine sonorous voice。  His
  name was Mr。 Harker。
  When we turned into our twelve beds at night; Mr。 Harker's bed was
  drawn across the door。  On the night of the second day; not being
  disposed to lie down; and seeing Mr。 Harker sitting on his bed; I
  went and sat beside him; and offered him a pinch of snuff。  As Mr。
  Harker's hand touched mine in taking it from my box; a peculiar
  shiver crossed him; and he said; 〃Who is this?〃
  Following Mr。 Harker's eyes; and looking along the room; I saw again
  the figure I expected;the second of the two men who had gone down
  Piccadilly。  I rose; and advanced a few steps; then stopped; and
  looked round at Mr。 Harker。  He was quite unconcerned; laughed; and
  said in a pleasant way; 〃I thought for a moment we had a thirteenth
  juryman; without a bed。  But I see it is the moonlight。〃
  Making no revelation to Mr。 Harker; but inviting him to take a walk
  with me to the end of the room; I watched what the figure did。  It
  stood for a few moments by the bedside of each of my eleven brother
  jurymen; close to the pillow。  It always went to the right…hand side
  of the bed; and always passed out crossing the foot of the next bed。
  It seemed; from the action of the head; merely to look down
  pensively at each recumbent figure。  It took no notice of me; or of
  my bed; which was that nearest to Mr。 Harker's。  It seemed to go out
  where the moonlight came in; through a high window; as by an aerial
  flight of stairs。
  Next morning at breakfast; it appeared that everybody present had
  dreamed of the murdered man last night; except myself and Mr。
  Harker。
  I now felt as convinced that the second man who had gone down
  Piccadilly was the murdered man (so to speak); as if it had been
  borne into my comprehension by his immediate testimony。  But even
  this took place; and in a manner for which I was not at all
  prepared。
  On the fifth day of the trial; when the case for the prosecution was
  drawing to a close; a miniature of the murdered man; missing from
  his bedroom upon the discovery of the deed; and afterwards found in
  a hiding…place where the Murderer had been seen digging; was put in
  evidence。  Having been identified by the witness under examination;
  it was handed up to the Bench; and thence handed down to be
  inspected by the Jury。  As an officer in a black gown was making his
  way with it across to me; the figure of the second man who had gone
  down Piccadilly impetuously started from the crowd; caught the
  miniature from the officer; and gave it to me with his own hands; at
  the same time saying; in a low and hollow tone;before I saw the
  miniature; which was in a locket;〃I WAS YOUNGER THEN; AND MY FACE
  WAS NOT THEN DRAINED OF BLOOD。〃  It also came between me and the
  brother juryman to whom I would have given the miniature; and
  between him and the brother juryman to whom he would have given it;
  and so passed it on through the whole of our number; and back into
  my possession。  Not one of them; however; detected this。
  At table; and generally when we were shut up together in Mr。
  Harker's custody; we had from the first naturally discussed the
  day's proceedings a good deal。  On that fifth day; the case for the
  prosecution being closed; and we having that side of the question in
  a completed shape before us; our discussion was more animated and
  serious。  Among our number was a vestryman;the densest idiot I
  have ever seen at large;who met the plainest evidence with the
  most preposterous objections; and who was sided with by two flabby
  parochial parasites; all the three impanelled from a district so
  delivered over to Fever that they ought to have been upon their own
  trial for five hundred Murders。  When these mischievous blockheads
  were at their loudest; which was towards midnight; while some of us
  were already preparing for bed; I again saw the murdered man。  He
  stood grimly behind them; beckoning to me。  On my going towards
  them; and striking into the conversation; he immediately retired。
  This was the beginning of a separate series of appearances; confined
  to that long room in which we were confined。  Whenever a knot of my
  brother jurymen laid their heads together; I saw the head of the
  murdered man among theirs。  Whenever their comparison of notes was
  going against him; he would solemnly and irresistibly beckon to me。
  It will be borne in mind that down to the production of the
  miniature; on the fifth day of the trial; I had never seen the
  Appearance in Court。  Three changes occurred now that we entered on
  the case for the defence。  Two of them I will mention together;
  first。  The figure was now in Court continually; and it never there
  addressed itself to me; but always to the person who was speaking at
  the time。  For instance:  the throat of the murdered man had been
  cut straight across。  In the opening speech for the defence; it was
  suggested that the deceased might have cut his own throat。  At that
  very moment; the figure; with its throat in the dreadful condition
  referred to (this it had concealed before); stood at the speaker's
  elbow; motioning across and across its windpipe; now with the right
  hand; now with the left; vigorously suggesting to the speaker
  himself the impossibility of such a wound having been self…inflicted
  by either hand。  For another instance:  a witness to character; a
  woman; deposed to the prisoner's being the most amiable of mankind。
  The figure at that instant stood on the floor before her; looking
  her full in the face; and pointing out the prisoner's evil
  countenance with an extended arm and an outstretched finger。
  The third change now to be added impressed me strongly as the most
  marked and striking of all。  I do not theorise upon it; I accurately
  state it; and there leave it。  Although the Appearance was not
  itself perceived by those whom it addressed; its coming close to
  such persons was invariably attended by some trepidation or
  disturbance on their part。  It seemed to me as if it were prevented;
  by laws to which I was not amenable; from fully revealing itself to
  others; and yet as if it could invisibly; dumbly; and darkly
  overshadow their minds。  When the leading counsel for the defence
  suggested that hypothesis of suicide; and the figure stood at the
  learned gentleman's elbow; frightfully sawing at its severed throat;
  it is undeniable that the counsel faltered in his speech; lost for a
  few seconds the thread of his ingenious discourse; wiped his
  forehead with his handkerchief; and turned extremely pale。  When the
  witness to character was confronted by the Appearance; her eyes most
  certainly did follow the direction of its pointed finger; and rest
  in great hesitation and trouble upon the prisoner's face。  Two
  additional illustrations will suffice。  On the eighth day of the
  trial; after the pause which was every day made early in the
  afternoon for a few minutes' rest and refreshment; I came back into
  Court with the rest of the Jury some little time before the return
  of the Judges。  Standing up in the box and looking about me; I
  thought the figure was not there; until; chancing to raise my eyes
  to the gallery; I saw it bending forward; and leaning over a very
  decent woman; as if to assure itself whether the Judges had resumed
  their seats or not。  Immediately afterwards that woman screamed;
  fainted; and was carried out。  So with the venerable; sagacious; and
  patient Judge who conducted the trial。  When the case was over; and
  he settled himself and his papers to sum up; the murdered man;
  entering by the Judges' door; advanced to his Lordship's desk; and
  looked eagerly over his shoulder at the pages of his notes which he
  was turning。  A change came over his Lordship's face; his hand
  stopped; the peculiar shiver; that I knew so well; passed over him;
  he faltered; 〃Excuse me; gentlemen; for a few moments。  I am
  somewhat oppressed by the vitiated air;〃 and did not recover until
  he had drunk a glass of water。
  Through all the monotony of six of those interminable ten days;the
  same Judges and others on the bench; the same Murderer in the dock;
  the same lawyers at the table; the same tones of question and answer
  rising to the roof of the court; the same scratching of the Judge's
  pen; the same ushers going