第 14 节
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That poor lost Arthur! I confess that I am almost afraid of the
great moment。 It will be like seeing a ghost。〃
〃Have you ever seen a ghost?〃 asked Renouard; in a dull voice。
She shifted her hands a little。 Her pose was perfect in its ease
and middle…aged grace。
〃Not actually。 Only in a photograph。 But we have many friends who
had the experience of apparitions。〃
〃Ah! They see ghosts in London;〃 mumbled Renouard; not looking at
her。
〃Frequently … in a certain very interesting set。 But all sorts of
people do。 We have a friend; a very famous author … his ghost is a
girl。 One of my brother's intimates is a very great man of
science。 He is friendly with a ghost 。 。 。 Of a girl too;〃 she
added in a voice as if struck for the first time by the
coincidence。 〃It is the photograph of that apparition which I have
seen。 Very sweet。 Most interesting。 A little cloudy naturally。 。
。 。 Mr。 Renouard! I hope you are not a sceptic。 It's so consoling
to think。 。 。〃
〃Those plantation boys of mine see ghosts too;〃 said Renouard
grimly。
The sister of the philosopher sat up stiffly。 What crudeness! It
was always so with this strange young man。
〃Mr。 Renouard! How can you compare the superstitious fancies of
your horrible savages with the manifestations 。 。 。 〃
Words failed her。 She broke off with a very faint primly angry
smile。 She was perhaps the more offended with him because of that
flutter at the beginning of the conversation。 And in a moment with
perfect tact and dignity she got up from her chair and left him
alone。
Renouard didn't even look up。 It was not the displeasure of the
lady which deprived him of his sleep that night。 He was beginning
to forget what simple; honest sleep was like。 His hammock from the
ship had been hung for him on a side verandah; and he spent his
nights in it on his back; his hands folded on his chest; in a sort
of half conscious; oppressed stupor。 In the morning he watched
with unseeing eyes the headland come out a shapeless inkblot
against the thin light of the false dawn; pass through all the
stages of daybreak to the deep purple of its outlined mass nimbed
gloriously with the gold of the rising sun。 He listened to the
vague sounds of waking within the house: and suddenly he became
aware of Luiz standing by the hammock … obviously troubled。
〃What's the matter?〃
〃Tse! Tse! Tse!〃
〃Well; what now? Trouble with the boys?〃
〃No; master。 The gentleman when I take him his bath water he speak
to me。 He ask me … he ask … when; when; I think Mr。 Walter; he
come back。〃
The half…caste's teeth chattered slightly。 Renouard got out of the
hammock。
〃And he is here all the time … eh?〃
Luiz nodded a scared affirmative; but at once protested; 〃I no see
him。 I never。 Not I! The ignorant wild boys say they see 。 。 。
Something! Ough!〃
He clapped his teeth on another short rattle; and stood there;
shrunk; blighted; like a man in a freezing blast。
〃And what did you say to the gentleman?〃
〃I say I don't know … and I clear out。 I … I don't like to speak
of him。〃
〃All right。 We shall try to lay that poor ghost;〃 said Renouard
gloomily; going off to a small hut near by to dress。 He was saying
to himself: 〃This fellow will end by giving me away。 The last
thing that I 。 。 。 No! That mustn't be。〃 And feeling his hand
being forced he discovered the whole extent of his cowardice。
CHAPTER X
That morning wandering about his plantation; more like a frightened
soul than its creator and master; he dodged the white parasol
bobbing up here and there like a buoy adrift on a sea of dark…green
plants。 The crop promised to be magnificent; and the fashionable
philosopher of the age took other than a merely scientific interest
in the experiment。 His investments were judicious; but he had
always some little money lying by; for experiments。
After lunch; being left alone with Renouard; he talked a little of
cultivation and such matters。 Then suddenly:
〃By the way; is it true what my sister tells me; that your
plantation boys have been disturbed by a ghost?〃
Renouard; who since the ladies had left the table was not keeping
such a strict watch on himself; came out of his abstraction with a
start and a stiff smile。
〃My foreman had some trouble with them during my absence。 They
funk working in a certain field on the slope of the hill。〃
〃A ghost here!〃 exclaimed the amused professor。 〃Then our whole
conception of the psychology of ghosts must be revised。 This
island has been uninhabited probably since the dawn of ages。 How
did a ghost come here。 By air or water? And why did it leave its
native haunts。 Was it from misanthropy? Was he expelled from some
community of spirits?〃
Renouard essayed to respond in the same tone。 The words died on
his lips。 Was it a man or a woman ghost; the professor inquired。
〃I don't know。〃 Renouard made an effort to appear at ease。 He
had; he said; a couple of Tahitian amongst his boys … a ghost…
ridden race。 They had started the scare。 They had probably
brought their ghost with them。
〃Let us investigate the matter; Renouard;〃 proposed the professor
half in earnest。 〃We may make some interesting discoveries as to
the state of primitive minds; at any rate。〃
This was too much。 Renouard jumped up and leaving the room went
out and walked about in front of the house。 He would allow no one
to force his hand。 Presently the professor joined him outside。 He
carried his parasol; but had neither his book nor his pipe with
him。 Amiably serious he laid his hand on his 〃dear young friend's〃
arm。
〃We are all of us a little strung up;〃 he said。 〃For my part I
have been like sister Anne in the story。 But I cannot see anything
coming。 Anything that would be the least good for anybody … I
mean。〃
Renouard had recovered sufficiently to murmur coldly his regret of
this waste of time。 For that was what; he supposed; the professor
had in his mind。
〃Time;〃 mused Professor Moorsom。 〃I don't know that time can be
wasted。 But I will tell you; my dear friend; what this is: it is
an awful waste of life。 I mean for all of us。 Even for my sister;
who has got a headache and is gone to lie down。〃
He shook gently Renouard's arm。 〃Yes; for all of us! One may
meditate on life endlessly; one may even have a poor opinion of it
… but the fact remains that we have only one life to live。 And it
is short。 Think of that; my young friend。〃
He released Renouard's arm and stepped out of the shade opening his
parasol。 It was clear that there was something more in his mind
than mere anxiety about the date of his lectures for fashionable
audiences。 What did the man mean by his confounded platitudes? To
Renouard; scared by Luiz in the morning (for he felt that nothing
could be more fatal than to have his deception unveiled otherwise
than by personal confession); this talk sounded like encouragement
or a warning from that man who seemed to him to be very brazen and
very subtle。 It was like being bullied by the dead and cajoled by
the living into a throw of dice for a supreme stake。
Renouard went away to some distance from the house and threw
himself down in the shade of a tree。 He lay there perfectly still
with his forehead resting on his folded arms; light…headed and
thinking。 It seemed to him that he must be on fire; then that he
had fallen into a cool whirlpool; a smooth funnel of water swirling
about with nauseating rapidity。 And then (it must have been a
reminiscence of his boyhood) he was walking on the dangerous thin
ice of a river; unable to turn back。 。 。 。 Suddenly it parted from
shore to shore with a loud crack like the report of a gun。
With one leap he found himself on his feet。 All was peace;
stillness; sunshine。 He walked away from there slowly。 Had he
been a gambler he would have perhaps been supported in a measure by
the mere excitement。 But he was not a gambler。 He had always
disdained that artificial manner of challenging the fates。 The
bungalow came into view; bright and pretty; and all about
everything was peace; stillness; sunshine。 。 。 。
While he was plodding towards it he had a disagreeable sense of the
dead man's company at his elbow。 The ghost! He seemed to be
everywhere but in his grave。 Could one ever shake him off? he
wondered。 At that moment Miss Moorsom came out on the verandah;
and at once; as if by a my