第 10 节
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her always like a mantle。 He; sensitive like a bond slave to the
moods of the master; was moved by the subtle relenting of her grace
to an infinite tenderness。 He fought down the impulse to seize her
by the hand; lead her down into the garden away under the big
trees; and throw himself at her feet uttering words of love。 His
emotion was so strong that he had to cough slightly; and not
knowing what to talk to her about he began to tell her of his
mother and sisters。 All the family were coming to London to live
there; for some little time at least。
〃I hope you will go and tell them something of me。 Something
seen;〃 he said pressingly。
By this miserable subterfuge; like a man about to part with his
life; he hoped to make her remember him a little longer。
〃Certainly;〃 she said。 〃I'll be glad to call when I get back。 But
that 'when' may be a long time。〃
He heard a light sigh。 A cruel jealous curiosity made him ask …
〃Are you growing weary; Miss Moorsom?〃
A silence fell on his low spoken question。
〃Do you mean heart…weary?〃 sounded Miss Moorsom's voice。 〃You
don't know me; I see。〃
〃Ah! Never despair;〃 he muttered。
〃This; Mr。 Renouard; is a work of reparation。 I stand for truth
here。 I can't think of myself。〃
He could have taken her by the throat for every word seemed an
insult to his passion; but he only said …
〃I never doubted the … the … nobility of your purpose。〃
〃And to hear the word weariness pronounced in this connection
surprises me。 And from a man too who; I understand; has never
counted the cost。〃
〃You are pleased to tease me;〃 he said; directly he had recovered
his voice and had mastered his anger。 It was as if Professor
Moorsom had dropped poison in his ear which was spreading now and
tainting his passion; his very jealousy。 He mistrusted every word
that came from those lips on which his life hung。 〃How can you
know anything of men who do not count the cost?〃 he asked in his
gentlest tones。
〃From hearsay … a little。〃
〃Well; I assure you they are like the others; subject to suffering;
victims of spells。 。 。 。〃
〃One of them; at least; speaks very strangely。〃
She dismissed the subject after a short silence。 〃Mr。 Renouard; I
had a disappointment this morning。 This mail brought me a letter
from the widow of the old butler … you know。 I expected to learn
that she had heard from … from here。 But no。 No letter arrived
home since we left。〃
Her voice was calm。 His jealousy couldn't stand much more of this
sort of talk; but he was glad that nothing had turned up to help
the search; glad blindly; unreasonably … only because it would keep
her longer in his sight … since she wouldn't give up。
〃I am too near her;〃 he thought; moving a little further on the
seat。 He was afraid in the revulsion of feeling of flinging
himself on her hands; which were lying on her lap; and covering
them with kisses。 He was afraid。 Nothing; nothing could shake
that spell … not if she were ever so false; stupid; or degraded。
She was fate itself。 The extent of his misfortune plunged him in
such a stupor that he failed at first to hear the sound of voices
and footsteps inside the drawing…room。 Willie had come home … and
the Editor was with him。
They burst out on the terrace babbling noisily; and then pulling
themselves together stood still; surprising … and as if themselves
surprised。
CHAPTER VII
They had been feasting a poet from the bush; the latest discovery
of the Editor。 Such discoveries were the business; the vocation;
the pride and delight of the only apostle of letters in the
hemisphere; the solitary patron of culture; the Slave of the Lamp …
as he subscribed himself at the bottom of the weekly literary page
of his paper。 He had had no difficulty in persuading the virtuous
Willie (who had festive instincts) to help in the good work; and
now they had left the poet lying asleep on the hearthrug of the
editorial room and had rushed to the Dunster mansion wildly。 The
Editor had another discovery to announce。 Swaying a little where
he stood he opened his mouth very wide to shout the one word
〃Found!〃 Behind him Willie flung both his hands above his head and
let them fall dramatically。 Renouard saw the four white…headed
people at the end of the terrace rise all together from their
chairs with an effect of sudden panic。
〃I tell you … he … is … found;〃 the patron of letters shouted
emphatically。
〃What is this!〃 exclaimed Renouard in a choked voice。 Miss Moorsom
seized his wrist suddenly; and at that contact fire ran through all
his veins; a hot stillness descended upon him in which he heard the
blood … or the fire … beating in his ears。 He made a movement as
if to rise; but was restrained by the convulsive pressure on his
wrist。
〃No; no。〃 Miss Moorsom's eyes stared black as night; searching the
space before her。 Far away the Editor strutted forward; Willie
following with his ostentatious manner of carrying his bulky and
oppressive carcass which; however; did not remain exactly
perpendicular for two seconds together。
〃The innocent Arthur 。 。 。 Yes。 We've got him;〃 the Editor became
very business…like。 〃Yes; this letter has done it。〃
He plunged into an inside pocket for it; slapped the scrap of paper
with his open palm。 〃From that old woman。 William had it in his
pocket since this morning when Miss Moorsom gave it to him to show
me。 Forgot all about it till an hour ago。 Thought it was of no
importance。 Well; no! Not till it was properly read。〃
Renouard and Miss Moorsom emerged from the shadows side by side; a
well…matched couple; animated yet statuesque in their calmness and
in their pallor。 She had let go his wrist。 On catching sight of
Renouard the Editor exclaimed:
〃What … you here!〃 in a quite shrill voice。
There came a dead pause。 All the faces had in them something
dismayed and cruel。
〃He's the very man we want;〃 continued the Editor。 〃Excuse my
excitement。 You are the very man; Renouard。 Didn't you tell me
that your assistant called himself Walter? Yes? Thought so。 But
here's that old woman … the butler's wife … listen to this。 She
writes: All I can tell you; Miss; is that my poor husband directed
his letters to the name of H。 Walter。〃
Renouard's violent but repressed exclamation was lost in a general
murmur and shuffle of feet。 The Editor made a step forward; bowed
with creditable steadiness。
〃Miss Moorsom; allow me to congratulate you from the bottom of my
heart on the happy … er … issue。 。 。 〃
〃Wait;〃 muttered Renouard irresolutely。
The Editor jumped on him in the manner of their old friendship。
〃Ah; you! You are a fine fellow too。 With your solitary ways of
life you will end by having no more discrimination than a savage。
Fancy living with a gentleman for months and never guessing。 A
man; I am certain; accomplished; remarkable; out of the common;
since he had been distinguished〃 (he bowed again) 〃by Miss Moorsom;
whom we all admire。〃
She turned her back on him。
〃I hope to goodness you haven't been leading him a dog's life;
Geoffrey;〃 the Editor addressed his friend in a whispered aside。
Renouard seized a chair violently; sat down; and propping his elbow
on his knee leaned his head on his hand。 Behind him the sister of
the professor looked up to heaven and wrung her hands stealthily。
Mrs。 Dunster's hands were clasped forcibly under her chin; but she;
dear soul; was looking sorrowfully at Willie。 The model nephew!
In this strange state! So very much flushed! The careful
disposition of the thin hairs across Willie's bald spot was
deplorably disarranged; and the spot itself was red and; as it
were; steaming。
〃What's the matter; Geoffrey?〃 The Editor seemed disconcerted by
the silent attitudes round him; as though he had expected all these
people to shout and dance。 〃You have him on the island … haven't
you?〃
〃Oh; yes: I have him there;〃 said Renouard; without looking up。
〃Well; then!〃 The Editor looked helplessly around as if begging
for response of some sort。 But the only response that came was
very unexpected。 Annoyed at being left in the background; and also
because very little drink made him nasty; the emotional Willie
turned malignant all at once; and in a bibulous tone surprising in
a man able to keep his balance so well …
〃Aha! But you haven't got him here … not yet!〃 he sneered。 〃No!
You haven't