第 10 节
作者:莫再讲      更新:2021-05-04 17:53      字数:9322
  her always like a mantle。  He; sensitive like a bond slave to the
  moods of the master; was moved by the subtle relenting of her grace
  to an infinite tenderness。  He fought down the impulse to seize her
  by the hand; lead her down into the garden away under the big
  trees; and throw himself at her feet uttering words of love。  His
  emotion was so strong that he had to cough slightly; and not
  knowing what to talk to her about he began to tell her of his
  mother and sisters。  All the family were coming to London to live
  there; for some little time at least。
  〃I hope you will go and tell them something of me。  Something
  seen;〃 he said pressingly。
  By this miserable subterfuge; like a man about to part with his
  life; he hoped to make her remember him a little longer。
  〃Certainly;〃 she said。  〃I'll be glad to call when I get back。  But
  that 'when' may be a long time。〃
  He heard a light sigh。  A cruel jealous curiosity made him ask …
  〃Are you growing weary; Miss Moorsom?〃
  A silence fell on his low spoken question。
  〃Do you mean heart…weary?〃 sounded Miss Moorsom's voice。  〃You
  don't know me; I see。〃
  〃Ah!  Never despair;〃 he muttered。
  〃This; Mr。 Renouard; is a work of reparation。  I stand for truth
  here。  I can't think of myself。〃
  He could have taken her by the throat for every word seemed an
  insult to his passion; but he only said …
  〃I never doubted the … the … nobility of your purpose。〃
  〃And to hear the word weariness pronounced in this connection
  surprises me。  And from a man too who; I understand; has never
  counted the cost。〃
  〃You are pleased to tease me;〃 he said; directly he had recovered
  his voice and had mastered his anger。  It was as if Professor
  Moorsom had dropped poison in his ear which was spreading now and
  tainting his passion; his very jealousy。  He mistrusted every word
  that came from those lips on which his life hung。  〃How can you
  know anything of men who do not count the cost?〃 he asked in his
  gentlest tones。
  〃From hearsay … a little。〃
  〃Well; I assure you they are like the others; subject to suffering;
  victims of spells。 。 。 。〃
  〃One of them; at least; speaks very strangely。〃
  She dismissed the subject after a short silence。  〃Mr。 Renouard; I
  had a disappointment this morning。  This mail brought me a letter
  from the widow of the old butler … you know。  I expected to learn
  that she had heard from … from here。  But no。  No letter arrived
  home since we left。〃
  Her voice was calm。  His jealousy couldn't stand much more of this
  sort of talk; but he was glad that nothing had turned up to help
  the search; glad blindly; unreasonably … only because it would keep
  her longer in his sight … since she wouldn't give up。
  〃I am too near her;〃 he thought; moving a little further on the
  seat。  He was afraid in the revulsion of feeling of flinging
  himself on her hands; which were lying on her lap; and covering
  them with kisses。  He was afraid。  Nothing; nothing could shake
  that spell … not if she were ever so false; stupid; or degraded。
  She was fate itself。  The extent of his misfortune plunged him in
  such a stupor that he failed at first to hear the sound of voices
  and footsteps inside the drawing…room。  Willie had come home … and
  the Editor was with him。
  They burst out on the terrace babbling noisily; and then pulling
  themselves together stood still; surprising … and as if themselves
  surprised。
  CHAPTER VII
  They had been feasting a poet from the bush; the latest discovery
  of the Editor。  Such discoveries were the business; the vocation;
  the pride and delight of the only apostle of letters in the
  hemisphere; the solitary patron of culture; the Slave of the Lamp …
  as he subscribed himself at the bottom of the weekly literary page
  of his paper。  He had had no difficulty in persuading the virtuous
  Willie (who had festive instincts) to help in the good work; and
  now they had left the poet lying asleep on the hearthrug of the
  editorial room and had rushed to the Dunster mansion wildly。  The
  Editor had another discovery to announce。  Swaying a little where
  he stood he opened his mouth very wide to shout the one word
  〃Found!〃  Behind him Willie flung both his hands above his head and
  let them fall dramatically。  Renouard saw the four white…headed
  people at the end of the terrace rise all together from their
  chairs with an effect of sudden panic。
  〃I tell you … he … is … found;〃 the patron of letters shouted
  emphatically。
  〃What is this!〃 exclaimed Renouard in a choked voice。  Miss Moorsom
  seized his wrist suddenly; and at that contact fire ran through all
  his veins; a hot stillness descended upon him in which he heard the
  blood … or the fire … beating in his ears。  He made a movement as
  if to rise; but was restrained by the convulsive pressure on his
  wrist。
  〃No; no。〃  Miss Moorsom's eyes stared black as night; searching the
  space before her。  Far away the Editor strutted forward; Willie
  following with his ostentatious manner of carrying his bulky and
  oppressive carcass which; however; did not remain exactly
  perpendicular for two seconds together。
  〃The innocent Arthur 。 。 。 Yes。  We've got him;〃 the Editor became
  very business…like。  〃Yes; this letter has done it。〃
  He plunged into an inside pocket for it; slapped the scrap of paper
  with his open palm。  〃From that old woman。  William had it in his
  pocket since this morning when Miss Moorsom gave it to him to show
  me。  Forgot all about it till an hour ago。  Thought it was of no
  importance。  Well; no!  Not till it was properly read。〃
  Renouard and Miss Moorsom emerged from the shadows side by side; a
  well…matched couple; animated yet statuesque in their calmness and
  in their pallor。  She had let go his wrist。  On catching sight of
  Renouard the Editor exclaimed:
  〃What … you here!〃 in a quite shrill voice。
  There came a dead pause。  All the faces had in them something
  dismayed and cruel。
  〃He's the very man we want;〃 continued the Editor。  〃Excuse my
  excitement。  You are the very man; Renouard。  Didn't you tell me
  that your assistant called himself Walter?  Yes?  Thought so。  But
  here's that old woman … the butler's wife … listen to this。  She
  writes:  All I can tell you; Miss; is that my poor husband directed
  his letters to the name of H。 Walter。〃
  Renouard's violent but repressed exclamation was lost in a general
  murmur and shuffle of feet。  The Editor made a step forward; bowed
  with creditable steadiness。
  〃Miss Moorsom; allow me to congratulate you from the bottom of my
  heart on the happy … er … issue。 。 。 〃
  〃Wait;〃 muttered Renouard irresolutely。
  The Editor jumped on him in the manner of their old friendship。
  〃Ah; you!  You are a fine fellow too。  With your solitary ways of
  life you will end by having no more discrimination than a savage。
  Fancy living with a gentleman for months and never guessing。  A
  man; I am certain; accomplished; remarkable; out of the common;
  since he had been distinguished〃 (he bowed again) 〃by Miss Moorsom;
  whom we all admire。〃
  She turned her back on him。
  〃I hope to goodness you haven't been leading him a dog's life;
  Geoffrey;〃 the Editor addressed his friend in a whispered aside。
  Renouard seized a chair violently; sat down; and propping his elbow
  on his knee leaned his head on his hand。  Behind him the sister of
  the professor looked up to heaven and wrung her hands stealthily。
  Mrs。 Dunster's hands were clasped forcibly under her chin; but she;
  dear soul; was looking sorrowfully at Willie。  The model nephew!
  In this strange state!  So very much flushed!  The careful
  disposition of the thin hairs across Willie's bald spot was
  deplorably disarranged; and the spot itself was red and; as it
  were; steaming。
  〃What's the matter; Geoffrey?〃  The Editor seemed disconcerted by
  the silent attitudes round him; as though he had expected all these
  people to shout and dance。  〃You have him on the island … haven't
  you?〃
  〃Oh; yes:  I have him there;〃 said Renouard; without looking up。
  〃Well; then!〃  The Editor looked helplessly around as if begging
  for response of some sort。  But the only response that came was
  very unexpected。  Annoyed at being left in the background; and also
  because very little drink made him nasty; the emotional Willie
  turned malignant all at once; and in a bibulous tone surprising in
  a man able to keep his balance so well …
  〃Aha!  But you haven't got him here … not yet!〃 he sneered。  〃No!
  You haven't