第 16 节
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冰点沸点 更新:2021-05-04 17:31 字数:9321
notes tried; the lad turned his head towards her; in order that they
might sing together。 〃Ah! sweet coz you have a wonderful glance in
your eye; you move I know not what in my heart。〃
〃Ah! cousin;〃 replied the false Sylvia; 〃that it is which has been my
ruin。 A sweet milord of the land across the sea told me so often that
I had fine eyes; and kissed them so well; that I yielded; so much
pleasure did I feel in letting them be kissed。〃
〃Cousin; does love then; commence in the eyes?〃
〃In them is the forge of Cupid's bolts; my dear Bertha;〃 said the
lover; casting fire and flame at her。
〃Let us go on with our singing。〃
They then sang; by Jehan's desire; a lay of Christine de Pisan; every
word of which breathed love。
〃Ah! cousin; what a deep and powerful voice you have。 It seems to
pierce me。〃
〃Where?〃 said the impudent Sylvia。
〃There;〃 replied Bertha; touching her little diaphragm; where the
sounds of love are understood better than by the ears; but the
diaphragm lies nearer the heart; and that which is undoubtedly the
first brain; the second heart; and the third ear of the ladies。 I say
this; with all respect and with all honour; for physical reasons and
for no others。
〃Let us leave off singing;〃 said Bertha; 〃it has too great an effect
upon me。 Come to the window; we can do needlework until the evening。〃
〃Ah! dear cousin of my soul; I don't know how to hold the needle in my
fingers; having been accustomed; to my perdition to do something else
with them。〃
〃Eh! what did you do then all day long?〃
〃Ah! I yielded to the current of love; which makes days seem Instants;
months seem days; and years months; and if it could last; would gulp
down eternity like a strawberry; seeing that it is all youth and
fragrance; sweetness and endless joy。〃
Then the youth dropped his beautiful eyelids over his eyes; and
remained as melancholy as a poor lady who has been abandoned by her
lover; who weeps for him; wishes to kiss him; and would pardon his
perfidy; if he would but seek once again the sweet path to his once…
loved fold。
〃Cousin; does love blossom in the married state?〃
〃Oh no;〃 said Sylvia; 〃because in the married state everything is
duty; but in love everything is done in perfect freedom of heart。 This
difference communicates an indescribable soft balm to those caresses
which are the flowers of love。〃
〃Cousin; let us change the conversation; it affects me more than did
the music。〃
She called hastily to a servant to bring her boy to her; who came; and
when Sylvia saw him; she exclaimed
〃Ah! the little dear; he is as beautiful as love。〃
Then she kissed him heartily upon the forehead。
〃Come; my little one;〃 said the mother; as the child clambered into
her lap。 〃Thou art thy mother's blessing; her unclouded joy; the
delight of her every hour; her crown; her jewel; her own pure pearl;
her spotless soul; her treasure; her morning and evening star; her
only flame; and her heart's darling。 Give me thy hands; that I may eat
them; give me thine ears; that I may bite them; give me thy head; that
I may kiss thy curls。 Be happy sweet flower of my body; that I may be
happy too。〃
〃Ah! cousin;〃 said Sylvia; 〃you are speaking the language of love to
him。〃
〃Love is a child then?〃
〃Yes; cousin; therefore the heathen always portrayed him as a little
boy。〃
And with many other remarks fertile in the imagery of love; the two
pretty cousins amused themselves until supper time; playing with the
child。
〃Would you like to have another?〃 whispered Jehan; at an opportune
moment; into his cousin's ear; which he touched with his warm lips。
〃Ah! Sylvia! for that I would ensure a hundred years of purgatory; if
it would only please God to give me that joy。 But in spite of the
work; labour; and industry of my spouse; which causes me much pain; my
waist does not vary in size。 Alas! It is nothing to have but one
child。 If I hear the sound of a cry in the castle; my heart beats
ready to burst。 I fear man and beast alike for this innocent darling;
I dread volts; passes; and manual exercises; in fact; I dread
everything。 I live not in myself; but in him alone。 And; alas! I like
to endure these miseries; because when I fidget; and tremble; it is a
sign that my offspring is safe and sound。 To be brieffor I am never
weary of talking on this subjectI believe that my breath is in him;
and not in myself。〃
With these words she hugged him to her breasts; as only mothers know
how to hug children; with a spiritual force that is felt only in their
hearts。 If you doubt this; watch a cat carrying her kittens in her
mouth; not one of them gives a single mew。 The youthful gallant; who
had certain fears about watering this fair; unfertile plain; was
reassured by this speech。 He thought then that it would only be
following the commandments of God to win this saint to love; and he
thought right。 At night Bertha asked her cousinaccording to the old
custom; to which the ladies of our day objectto keep her company in
her big seigneurial bed。 To which request Sylvia repliedin order to
keep up the role of a well…born maidenthat nothing would give her
greater pleasure。 The curfew rang; and found the two cousins in a
chamber richly ornamented with carpeting; fringes; and royal
tapestries; and Bertha began gracefully to disarray herself; assisted
by her women。 You can imagine that her companion modestly declined
their services; and told her cousin; with a little blush; that she was
accustomed to undress herself ever since she had lost the services of
her dearly beloved; who had put her out of conceit with feminine
fingers by his gentle ways; that these preparations brought back the
pretty speeches he used to make; and his merry pranks while playing
the lady's…maid; and that to her injury; the memory of all these
things brought the water into her mouth。
This discourse considerably astonished the lady Bertha; who let her
cousin say her prayers; and make other preparations for the night
beneath the curtains of the bed; into which my lord; inflamed with
desire; soon tumbled; happy at being able to catch an occasional
glimpse of the wondrous charms of the chatelaine; which were in no way
injured。 Bertha; believing herself to be with an experienced girl; did
not omit any of the usual practices; she washed her feet; not minding
whether she raised them little or much; exposed her delicate little
shoulders; and did as all the ladies do when they are retiring to
rest。 At last she came to bed; and settled herself comfortably in it;
kissing her cousin on the lips; which she found remarkably warm。
〃Are you unwell; Sylvia; that you burn so?〃 said she。
〃I always burn like that when I go to bed;〃 replied her companion;
〃because at that time there comes back to my memory the pretty little
tricks that he invented to please me; and which make me burn still
more。〃
〃Ah! cousin; tell me all about this he。 Tell all the sweets of love to
me; who live beneath the shadow of a hoary head; of which the snows
keep me from such warm feelings。 Tell me all; you are cured。 It will
be a good warning to me; and then your misfortunes will have been a
salutary lesson to two poor weak women。〃
〃I do not know I ought to obey you; sweet cousin;〃 said the youth。
〃Tell me; why not?〃
〃Ah! deeds are better than words;〃 said the false maiden; heaving a
deep sigh as the /ut/ of an organ。 〃But I am afraid that this milord
has encumbered me with so much joy that you may get a little of it;
which would be enough to give you a daughter; since the power of
engendering is weakened in me。〃
〃But;〃 said Bertha; 〃between us; would it be a sin?〃
〃It would be; on the contrary; a joy both here and in heaven; the
angels would shed their fragrance around you; and make sweet music in
your ears。〃
〃Tell me quickly; then;〃 said Bertha。
〃Well; then; this is how my dear lord made my heart rejoice。〃
With these words Jehan took Bertha in his arms; and strained her
hungering to his heart; for in the soft light of the lamp; and clothed
with the spotless linen; she was in this tempting bed; like the pretty
petals of a lily at the bottom of the virgin calyx。
〃When he held me as I hold thee he said to me; with a voice far
sweeter than mine; 'Ah; Bertha; thou art my eternal love; my priceless
treasure; my joy by day and my joy by night; thou art fairer than the
day is day; there is naught so pretty as thou art。 I love thee more
than God; and would endure a thousand deaths for the happiness I ask
of thee!' Then he would kiss me; not after the manner of husbands;
which is rough; but in a peculiar dove…like fashion。〃
To show her there and then how much better was the method of lovers;
he sucked all the honey from Bertha's lips; and taught her how; with
her pretty tongue; small and rosy as that of