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about and embellished by more fertile minds。 He is called to the
bar; and with admirable industry and self…denial has scraped
another hundred pounds together; to fee a Conveyancer whose
chambers he attends。 A great deal of very hot port wine was
consumed at his call; and; considering the figure; I should think
the Inner Temple must have made a profit by it。
I have come out in another way。 I have taken with fear and
trembling to authorship。 I wrote a little something; in secret; and
sent it to a magazine; and it was published in the magazine。 Since
then; I have taken heart to write a good many trifling pieces。 Now;
I am regularly paid for them。 Altogether; I am well off; when I tell
my income on the fingers of my left hand; I pass the third finger
and take in the fourth to the middle joint。
We have removed; from Buckingham Street; to a pleasant little
cottage very near the one I looked at; when my enthusiasm first
came on。 My aunt; however (who has sold the house at Dover; to
good advantage); is not going to remain here; but intends
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removing herself to a still more tiny cottage close at hand。 What
does this portend? My marriage? Yes!
Yes! I am going to be married to Dora! Miss Lavinia and Miss
Clarissa have given their consent; and if ever canary birds were in
a flutter; they are。 Miss Lavinia; self…charged with the
superintendence of my darling’s wardrobe; is constantly cutting
out brown…paper cuirasses; and differing in opinion from a highly
respectable young man; with a long bundle; and a yard measure
under his arm。 A dressmaker; always stabbed in the breast with a
needle and thread; boards and lodges in the house; and seems to
me; eating; drinking; or sleeping; never to take her thimble off。
They make a lay…figure of my dear。 They are always sending for
her to come and try something on。 We can’t be happy together for
five minutes in the evening; but some intrusive female knocks at
the door; and says; ‘Oh; if you please; Miss Dora; would you step
upstairs!’
Miss Clarissa and my aunt roam all over London; to find out
articles of furniture for Dora and me to look at。 It would be better
for them to buy the goods at once; without this ceremony of
inspection; for; when we go to see a kitchen fender and meat…
screen; Dora sees a Chinese house for Jip; with little bells on the
top; and prefers that。 And it takes a long time to accustom Jip to
his new residence; after we have bought it; whenever he goes in or
out; he makes all the little bells ring; and is horribly frightened。
Peggotty comes up to make herself useful; and falls to work
immediately。 Her department appears to be; to clean everything
over and over again。 She rubs everything that can be rubbed; until
it shines; like her own honest forehead; with perpetual friction。
And now it is; that I begin to see her solitary brother passing
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through the dark streets at night; and looking; as he goes; among
the wandering faces。 I never speak to him at such an hour。 I know
too well; as his grave figure passes onward; what he seeks; and
what he dreads。
Why does Traddles look so important when he calls upon me
this afternoon in the Commons—where I still occasionally attend;
for form’s sake; when I have time? The realization of my boyish
day…dreams is at hand。 I am going to take out the licence。
It is a little document to do so much; and Traddles
contemplates it; as it lies upon my desk; half in admiration; half in
awe。 There are the names; in the sweet old visionary connexion;
David Copperfield and Dora Spenlow; and there; in the corner; is
that Parental Institution; the Stamp Office; which is so
benignantly interested in the various transactions of human life;
looking down upon our Union; and there is the Archbishop of
Canterbury invoking a blessing on us in print; and doing it as
cheap as could possibly be expected。
Nevertheless; I am in a dream; a flustered; happy; hurried
dream。 I can’t believe that it is going to be; and yet I can’t believe
but that everyone I pass in the street; must have some kind of
perception; that I am to be married the day after tomorrow。 The
Surrogate knows me; when I go down to be sworn; and disposes of
me easily; as if there were a Masonic understanding between us。
Traddles is not at all wanted; but is in attendance as my general
backer。
‘I hope the next time you come here; my dear fellow;’ I say to
Traddles; ‘it will be on the same errand for yourself。 And I hope it
will be soon。’
‘Thank you for your good wishes; my dear Copperfield;’ he
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replies。 ‘I hope so too。 It’s a satisfaction to know that she’ll wait for
me any length of time; and that she really is the dearest girl—’
‘When are you to meet her at the coach?’ I ask。
‘At seven;’ says Traddles; looking at his plain old silver watch—
the very watch he once took a wheel out of; at school; to make a
water…mill。 ‘That is about Miss Wickfield’s time; is it not?’
‘A little earlier。 Her time is half past eight。’
‘I assure you; my dear boy;’ says Traddles; ‘I am almost as
pleased as if I were going to be married myself; to think that this
event is coming to such a happy termination。 And really the great
friendship and consideration of personally associating Sophy with
the joyful occasion; and inviting her to be a bridesmaid in
conjunction with Miss Wickfield; demands my warmest thanks。 I
am extremely sensible of it。’
I hear him; and shake hands with him; and we talk; and walk;
and dine; and so on; but I don’t believe it。 Nothing is real。
Sophy arrives at the house of Dora’s aunts; in due course。 She
has the most agreeable of faces;—not absolutely beautiful; but
extraordinarily pleasant;—and is one of the most genial;
unaffected; frank; engaging creatures I have ever seen。 Traddles
presents her to us with great pride; and rubs his hands for ten
minutes by the clock; with every individual hair upon his head
standing on tiptoe; when I congratulate him in a corner on his
choice。
I have brought Agnes from the Canterbury coach; and her
cheerful and beautiful face is among us for the second time。 Agnes
has a great liking for Traddles; and it is capital to see them meet;
and to observe the glory of Traddles as he commends the dearest
girl in the world to her acquaintance。
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Still I don’t believe it。 We have a delightful evening; and are
supremely happy; but I don’t believe it yet。 I can’t collect myself。 I
can’t check off my happiness as it takes place。 I feel in a misty and
unsettled kind of state; as if I had got up very early in the morning
a week or two ago; and had never been to bed since。 I can’t make
out when yesterday was。 I seem to have been carrying the licence
about; in my pocket; many months。
Next day; too; when we all go in a flock to see the house—our
house—Dora’s and mine—I am quite unable to regard myself as
its master。 I seem to be there; by permission of somebody else。 I
half expect the real master to come home presently; and say he is
glad to see me。 Such a beautiful little house as it is; with
everything so bright and new; with the flowers on the carpets
looking as if freshly gathered; and the green leaves on the paper as
if they had just come out; with the spotless muslin curtains; and
the blushing rose…coloured furniture; and Dora’s garden hat with
the blue ribbon—do I remember; now; how I loved her in such
another hat when I first knew her!—already hanging on its little
peg; the guitar…case quite at home on its heels in a corner; and
everybody tumbling over Jip’s pagoda; which is much too big for
the establishment。 Another happy evening; quite as unreal as all
the rest of it; and I steal into the usual room before goi