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Copperfield; to visit here; as the accepted suitor of our niece。’
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‘If our brother Francis;’ said Miss Clarissa; breaking out again;
if I may call anything so calm a breaking out; ‘wished to surround
himself with an atmosphere of Doctors’ Commons; and of Doctors’
Commons only; what right or desire had we to object? None; I am
sure。 We have ever been far from wishing to obtrude ourselves on
anyone。 But why not say so? Let our brother Francis and his wife
have their society。 Let my sister Lavinia and myself have our
society。 We can find it for ourselves; I hope。’
As this appeared to be addressed to Traddles and me; both
Traddles and I made some sort of reply。 Traddles was inaudible。 I
think I observed; myself; that it was highly creditable to all
concerned。 I don’t in the least know what I meant。
‘Sister Lavinia;’ said Miss Clarissa; having now relieved her
mind; ‘you can go on; my dear。’
Miss Lavinia proceeded:
‘Mr。 Copperfield; my sister Clarissa and I have been very
careful indeed in considering this letter; and we have not
considered it without finally showing it to our niece; and
discussing it with our niece。 We have no doubt that you think you
like her very much。’
‘Think; ma’am;’ I rapturously began; ‘oh!—’
But Miss Clarissa giving me a look (just like a sharp canary); as
requesting that I would not interrupt the oracle; I begged pardon。
‘Affection;’ said Miss Lavinia; glancing at her sister for
corroboration; which she gave in the form of a little nod to every
clause; ‘mature affection; homage; devotion; does not easily
express itself。 Its voice is low。 It is modest and retiring; it lies in
ambush; waits and waits。 Such is the mature fruit。 Sometimes a
life glides away; and finds it still ripening in the shade。’
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Of course I did not understand then that this was an allusion to
her supposed experience of the stricken Pidger; but I saw; from
the gravity with which Miss Clarissa nodded her head; that great
weight was attached to these words。
‘The light—for I call them; in comparison with such sentiments;
the light—inclinations of very young people;’ pursued Miss
Lavinia; ‘are dust; compared to rocks。 It is owing to the difficulty
of knowing whether they are likely to endure or have any real
foundation; that my sister Clarissa and myself have been very
undecided how to act; Mr。 Copperfield; and Mr。—’
‘Traddles;’ said my friend; finding himself looked at。 ‘I beg
pardon。 Of the Inner Temple; I believe?’ said Miss Clarissa; again
glancing at my letter。
Traddles said ‘Exactly so;’ and became pretty red in the face。
Now; although I had not received any express encouragement
as yet; I fancied that I saw in the two little sisters; and particularly
in Miss Lavinia; an intensified enjoyment of this new and fruitful
subject of domestic interest; a settling down to make the most of it;
a disposition to pet it; in which there was a good bright ray of
hope。 I thought I perceived that Miss Lavinia would have
uncommon satisfaction in superintending two young lovers; like
Dora and me; and that Miss Clarissa would have hardly less
satisfaction in seeing her superintend us; and in chiming in with
her own particular department of the subject whenever that
impulse was strong upon her。 This gave me courage to protest
most vehemently that I loved Dora better than I could tell; or
anyone believe; that all my friends knew how I loved her; that my
aunt; Agnes; Traddles; everyone who knew me; knew how I loved
her; and how earnest my love had made me。 For the truth of this; I
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appealed to Traddles。 And Traddles; firing up as if he were
plunging into a Parliamentary Debate; really did come out nobly:
confirming me in good round terms; and in a plain sensible
practical manner; that evidently made a favourable impression。
‘I speak; if I may presume to say so; as one who has some little
experience of such things;’ said Traddles; ‘being myself engaged to
a young lady—one of ten; down in Devonshire—and seeing no
probability; at present; of our engagement coming to a
termination。’
‘You may be able to confirm what I have said; Mr。 Traddles;’
observed Miss Lavinia; evidently taking a new interest in him; ‘of
the affection that is modest and retiring; that waits and waits?’
‘Entirely; ma’am;’ said Traddles。
Miss Clarissa looked at Miss Lavinia; and shook her head
gravely。 Miss Lavinia looked consciously at Miss Clarissa; and
heaved a little sigh。 ‘Sister Lavinia;’ said Miss Clarissa; ‘take my
smelling…bottle。’
Miss Lavinia revived herself with a few whiffs of aromatic
vinegar—Traddles and I looking on with great solicitude the
while; and then went on to say; rather faintly:
‘My sister and myself have been in great doubt; Mr。 Traddles;
what course we ought to take in reference to the likings; or
imaginary likings; of such very young people as your friend Mr。
Copperfield and our niece。’
‘Our brother Francis’s child;’ remarked Miss Clarissa。 ‘If our
brother Francis’s wife had found it convenient in her lifetime
(though she had an unquestionable right to act as she thought
best) to invite the family to her dinner…table; we might have known
our brother Francis’s child better at the present moment。 Sister
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Lavinia; proceed。’
Miss Lavinia turned my letter; so as to bring the superscription
towards herself; and referred through her eye…glass to some
orderly…looking notes she had made on that part of it。
‘It seems to us;’ said she; ‘prudent; Mr。 Traddles; to bring these
feelings to the test of our own observation。 At present we know
nothing of them; and are not in a situation to judge how much
reality there may be in them。 Therefore we are inclined so far to
accede to Mr。 Copperfield’s proposal; as to admit his visits here。’
‘I shall never; dear ladies;’ I exclaimed; relieved of an immense
load of apprehension; ‘forget your kindness!’
‘But;’ pursued Miss Lavinia;—‘but; we would prefer to regard
those visits; Mr。 Traddles; as made; at present; to us。 We must
guard ourselves from recognizing any positive engagement
between Mr。 Copperfield and our niece; until we have had an
opportunity—’
‘Until you have had an opportunity; sister Lavinia;’ said Miss
Clarissa。
‘Be it so;’ assented Miss Lavinia; with a sigh—‘until I have had
an opportunity of observing them。’
‘Copperfield;’ said Traddles; turning to me; ‘you feel; I am sure;
that nothing could be more reasonable or considerate。’
‘Nothing!’ cried I。 ‘I am deeply sensible of it。’
‘In this position of affairs;’ said Miss Lavinia; again referring to
her notes; ‘and admitting his visits on this understanding only; we
must require from Mr。 Copperfield a distinct assurance; on his
word of honour; that no communication of any kind shall take
place between him and our niece without our knowledge。 That no
project whatever shall be entertained with regard to our niece;
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without being first submitted to us—’
‘To you; sister Lavinia;’ Miss Clarissa interposed。
‘Be it so; Clarissa!’ assented Miss Lavinia resignedly—‘to me—
and receiving our concurrence。 We must make this a most express
and serious stipulation; not to be broken on any account。 We
wished Mr。 Copperfield to be accompanied by some confidential
friend today;’ with an inclination of her head towards Traddles;
who bowed; ‘in order that there might be no doubt or
misconception on this subject。 If Mr。 Copperfield; or if you; Mr。
Traddles; feel the least scruple; in giving this promise; I beg you to
take time to consider it。’
I exclaimed; in a state of high ecstatic fervour; that not a
moment’s consideration could be necessary。 I bound myself by the
required promise; in a most impassioned manner; called upon
Traddles to witness it; and denounced myself as the most
atrocious of characters if I ever swerved from it in the least degree。
‘Stay!’ said Miss Lavinia; holding up her hand; ‘we resolved;
before we had the pleasure of receiving you two gentlemen; to
leave you alone for a quarter of an hour; to consider this point。
You will allow us to retire。’
It was in vain for me to say that no consideration was necessary。
They persisted in withdrawing for the specified time。 Accordingly;
these little birds hopped out with great dignity; leaving me to
receive the congratulations of Traddles; and to feel as if I were
translated to regions of exquisite happiness。 Exactly at the
expiration of the quarter of an hour; they reappeared with no less
dignity than they had disappeared。 They had gone rustling away
as if their little dresses were made of autumn…leaves: and they
came rustling back; in like manner。
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