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have detailed in the last chapter。 My aunt was deeply
interested in them; and walked up and down the room with her
arms folded; for more than two hours afterwards。 Whenever she
was particularly discomposed; she always performed one of these
pedestrian feats; and the amount of her discomposure might
always be estimated by the duration of her walk。 On this occasion
she was so much disturbed in mind as to find it necessary to open
the bedroom door; and make a course for herself; comprising the
full extent of the bedrooms from wall to wall; and while Mr。 Dick
and I sat quietly by the fire; she kept passing in and out; along this
measured track; at an unchanging pace; with the regularity of a
clock…pendulum。
When my aunt and I were left to ourselves by Mr。 Dick’s going
out to bed; I sat down to write my letter to the two old ladies。 By
that time she was tired of walking; and sat by the fire with her
dress tucked up as usual。 But instead of sitting in her usual
manner; holding her glass upon her knee; she suffered it to stand
neglected on the chimney…piece; and; resting her left elbow on her
right arm; and her chin on her left hand; looked thoughtfully at
me。 As often as I raised my eyes from what I was about; I met hers。
‘I am in the lovingest of tempers; my dear;’ she would assure me
with a nod; ‘but I am fidgeted and sorry!’
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I had been too busy to observe; until after she was gone to bed;
that she had left her night…mixture; as she always called it;
untasted on the chimney…piece。 She came to her door; with even
more than her usual affection of manner; when I knocked to
acquaint her with this discovery; but only said; ‘I have not the
heart to take it; Trot; tonight;’ and shook her head; and went in
again。
She read my letter to the two old ladies; in the morning; and
approved of it。 I posted it; and had nothing to do then; but wait; as
patiently as I could; for the reply。 I was still in this state of
expectation; and had been; for nearly a week; when I left the
Doctor’s one snowy night; to walk home。
It had been a bitter day; and a cutting north…east wind had
blown for some time。 The wind had gone down with the light; and
so the snow had come on。 It was a heavy; settled fall; I recollect; in
great flakes; and it lay thick。 The noise of wheels and tread of
people were as hushed; as if the streets had been strewn that
depth with feathers。
My shortest way home;—and I naturally took the shortest way
on such a night—was through St。 Martin’s Lane。 Now; the church
which gives its name to the lane; stood in a less free situation at
that time; there being no open space before it; and the lane
winding down to the Strand。 As I passed the steps of the portico; I
encountered; at the corner; a woman’s face。 It looked in mine;
passed across the narrow lane; and disappeared。 I knew it。 I had
seen it somewhere。 But I could not remember where。 I had some
association with it; that struck upon my heart directly; but I was
thinking of anything else when it came upon me; and was
confused。
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On the steps of the church; there was the stooping figure of a
man; who had put down some burden on the smooth snow; to
adjust it; my seeing the face; and my seeing him; were
simultaneous。 I don’t think I had stopped in my surprise; but; in
any case; as I went on; he rose; turned; and came down towards
me。 I stood face to face with Mr。 Peggotty!
Then I remembered the woman。 It was Martha; to whom Emily
had given the money that night in the kitchen。 Martha Endell—
side by side with whom; he would not have seen his dear niece;
Ham had told me; for all the treasures wrecked in the sea。
We shook hands heartily。 At first; neither of us could speak a
word。
‘Mas’r Davy!’ he said; gripping me tight; ‘it do my art good to
see you; sir。 Well met; well met!’
‘Well met; my dear old friend!’ said I。
‘I had my thowts o’ coming to make inquiration for you; sir;
tonight;’ he said; ‘but knowing as your aunt was living along wi’
you—fur I’ve been down yonder—Yarmouth way—I was afeerd it
was too late。 I should have come early in the morning; sir; afore
going away。’
‘Again?’ said I。
‘Yes; sir;’ he replied; patiently shaking his head; ‘I’m away
tomorrow。’
‘Where were you going now?’ I asked。
‘Well!’ he replied; shaking the snow out of his long hair; ‘I was
a…going to turn in somewheers。’
In those days there was a side…entrance to the stable…yard of the
Golden Cross; the inn so memorable to me in connexion with his
misfortune; nearly opposite to where we stood。 I pointed out the
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gateway; put my arm through his; and we went across。 Two or
three public…rooms opened out of the stable…yard; and looking into
one of them; and finding it empty; and a good fire burning; I took
him in there。
When I saw him in the light; I observed; not only that his hair
was long and ragged; but that his face was burnt dark by the sun。
He was greyer; the lines in his face and forehead were deeper; and
he had every appearance of having toiled and wandered through
all varieties of weather; but he looked very strong; and like a man
upheld by steadfastness of purpose; whom nothing could tire out。
He shook the snow from his hat and clothes; and brushed it away
from his face; while I was inwardly making these remarks。 As he
sat down opposite to me at a table; with his back to the door by
which we had entered; he put out his rough hand again; and
grasped mine warmly。
‘I’ll tell you; Mas’r Davy;’ he said;—‘wheer all I’ve been; and
what…all we’ve heerd。 I’ve been fur; and we’ve heerd little; but I’ll
tell you!’
I rang the bell for something hot to drink。 He would have
nothing stronger than ale; and while it was being brought; and
being warmed at the fire; he sat thinking。 There was a fine;
massive gravity in his face; I did not venture to disturb。
‘When she was a child;’ he said; lifting up his head soon after we
were left alone; ‘she used to talk to me a deal about the sea; and
about them coasts where the sea got to be dark blue; and to lay a…
shining and a…shining in the sun。 I thowt; odd times; as her father
being drownded made her think on it so much。 I doen’t know; you
see; but maybe she believed—or hoped—he had drifted out to
them parts; where the flowers is always a…blowing; and the
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country bright。’
‘It is likely to have been a childish fancy;’ I replied。
‘When she was—lost;’ said Mr。 Peggotty; ‘I know’d in my mind;
as he would take her to them countries。 I know’d in my mind; as
he’d have told her wonders of ’em; and how she was to be a lady
theer; and how he got her to listen to him fust; along o’ sech like。
When we see his mother; I know’d quite well as I was right。 I went
across…channel to France; and landed theer; as if I’d fell down
from the sky。’
I saw the door move; and the snow drift in。 I saw it move a little
more; and a hand softly interpose to keep it open。
‘I found out an English gen’leman as was in authority;’ said Mr。
Peggotty; ‘and told him I was a…going to seek my niece。 He got me
them papers as I wanted fur to carry me through—I doen’t rightly
know how they’re called—and he would have give me money; but
that I was thankful to have no need on。 I thank him kind; for all he
done; I’m sure! “I’ve wrote afore you;” he says to me; “and I shall
speak to many as will come that way; and many will know you; fur
distant from here; when you’re a…travelling alone。” I told him; best
as I was able; what my gratitoode was; and went away through
France。’
‘Alone; and on foot?’ said I。
‘Mostly a…foot;’ he rejoined; ‘sometimes in carts along with
people going to market; sometimes in empty coaches。 Many mile a
day a…foot; and often with some poor soldier or another; travelling
to see his friends。 I couldn’t talk to him;’ said Mr。 Peggotty; ‘nor he
to me; but we was company for one another; too; along the dusty
roads。’
I should have known that by his friendly tone。
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‘When I come to any town;’ he pursued; ‘I found the inn; and
waited about the yard till someone turned up (someone mostly
did) as know’d English。 Then I told how that I was on my way to
seek my niece; and they told me what manner of gentlefolks was in
the house; and I waited to see any as seemed like her; going in or
out。 When it warn’t Em’ly; I went on agen。 By little and little; when
I come to a new village or that; among the poor people; I found
they know’d about me。 They would set me down at their cottage
doors; and give me what…not fur to eat and drink; and show me
where to sleep; and many a woman; Mas’r Davy; as has had a
daughter of about Em’ly’s age; I’ve found a…waiting fur me; at Our
Saviour’s