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But; as to reading them after I had got them; I might as well have
copied the Chinese inscriptions of an immense collection of tea…
chests; or the golden characters on all the great red and green
bottles in the chemists’ shops!
There was nothing for it; but to turn back and begin all over
again。 It was very hard; but I turned back; though with a heavy
heart; and began laboriously and methodically to plod over the
same tedious ground at a snail’s pace; stopping to examine
minutely every speck in the way; on all sides; and making the most
desperate efforts to know these elusive characters by sight
wherever I met them。 I was always punctual at the office; at the
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Doctor’s too: and I really did work; as the common expression is;
like a cart…horse。 One day; when I went to the Commons as usual; I
found Mr。 Spenlow in the doorway looking extremely grave; and
talking to himself。 As he was in the habit of complaining of pains
in his head—he had naturally a short throat; and I do seriously
believe he over…starched himself—I was at first alarmed by the
idea that he was not quite right in that direction; but he soon
relieved my uneasiness。
Instead of returning my ‘Good morning’ with his usual
affability; he looked at me in a distant; ceremonious manner; and
coldly requested me to accompany him to a certain coffee…house;
which; in those days; had a door opening into the Commons; just
within the little archway in St。 Paul’s Churchyard。 I complied; in a
very uncomfortable state; and with a warm shooting all over me;
as if my apprehensions were breaking out into buds。 When I
allowed him to go on a little before; on account of the narrowness
of the way; I observed that he carried his head with a lofty air that
was particularly unpromising; and my mind misgave me that he
had found out about my darling Dora。
If I had not guessed this; on the way to the coffee…house; I could
hardly have failed to know what was the matter when I followed
him into an upstairs room; and found Miss Murdstone there;
supported by a background of sideboard; on which were several
inverted tumblers sustaining lemons; and two of those
extraordinary boxes; all corners and flutings; for sticking knives
and forks in; which; happily for mankind; are now obsolete。
Miss Murdstone gave me her chilly finger…nails; and sat
severely rigid。 Mr。 Spenlow shut the door; motioned me to a chair;
and stood on the hearth…rug in front of the fireplace。
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‘Have the goodness to show Mr。 Copperfield;’ said Mr。 Spenlow;
what you have in your reticule; Miss Murdstone。’
I believe it was the old identical steel…clasped reticule of my
childhood; that shut up like a bite。 Compressing her lips; in
sympathy with the snap; Miss Murdstone opened it—opening her
mouth a little at the same time—and produced my last letter to
Dora; teeming with expressions of devoted affection。
‘I believe that is your writing; Mr。 Copperfield?’ said Mr。
Spenlow。
I was very hot; and the voice I heard was very unlike mine;
when I said; ‘It is; sir!’
‘If I am not mistaken;’ said Mr。 Spenlow; as Miss Murdstone
brought a parcel of letters out of her reticule; tied round with the
dearest bit of blue ribbon; ‘those are also from your pen; Mr。
Copperfield?’
I took them from her with a most desolate sensation; and;
glancing at such phrases at the top; as ‘My ever dearest and own
Dora;’ ‘My best beloved angel;’ ‘My blessed one for ever;’ and the
like; blushed deeply; and inclined my head。
‘No; thank you!’ said Mr。 Spenlow; coldly; as I mechanically
offered them back to him。 ‘I will not deprive you of them。 Miss
Murdstone; be so good as to proceed!’
That gentle creature; after a moment’s thoughtful survey of the
carpet; delivered herself with much dry unction as follows。
‘I must confess to having entertained my suspicions of Miss
Spenlow; in reference to David Copperfield; for some time。 I
observed Miss Spenlow and David Copperfield; when they first
met; and the impression made upon me then was not agreeable。
The depravity of the human heart is such—’
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‘You will oblige me; ma’am;’ interrupted Mr。 Spenlow; ‘by
confining yourself to facts。’
Miss Murdstone cast down her eyes; shook her head as if
protesting against this unseemly interruption; and with frowning
dignity resumed:
‘Since I am to confine myself to facts; I will state them as dryly
as I can。 Perhaps that will be considered an acceptable course of
proceeding。 I have already said; sir; that I have had my suspicions
of Miss Spenlow; in reference to David Copperfield; for some time。
I have frequently endeavoured to find decisive corroboration of
those suspicions; but without effect。 I have therefore forborne to
mention them to Miss Spenlow’s father’; looking severely at him—
‘knowing how little disposition there usually is in such cases; to
acknowledge the conscientious discharge of duty。’
Mr。 Spenlow seemed quite cowed by the gentlemanly sternness
of Miss Murdstone’s manner; and deprecated her severity with a
conciliatory little wave of his hand。
‘On my return to Norwood; after the period of absence
occasioned by my brother’s marriage;’ pursued Miss Murdstone in
a disdainful voice; ‘and on the return of Miss Spenlow from her
visit to her friend Miss Mills; I imagined that the manner of Miss
Spenlow gave me greater occasion for suspicion than before。
Therefore I watched Miss Spenlow closely。’
Dear; tender little Dora; so unconscious of this Dragon’s eye!
‘Still;’ resumed Miss Murdstone; ‘I found no proof until last
night。 It appeared to me that Miss Spenlow received too many
letters from her friend Miss Mills; but Miss Mills being her friend
with her father’s full concurrence;’ another telling blow at Mr。
Spenlow; ‘it was not for me to interfere。 If I may not be permitted
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to allude to the natural depravity of the human heart; at least I
may—I must—be permitted; so far to refer to misplaced
confidence。’
Mr。 Spenlow apologetically murmured his assent。
‘Last evening after tea;’ pursued Miss Murdstone; ‘I observed
the little dog starting; rolling; and growling about the drawing…
room; worrying something。 I said to Miss Spenlow; “Dora; what is
that the dog has in his mouth? It’s paper。” Miss Spenlow
immediately put her hand to her frock; gave a sudden cry; and ran
to the dog。 I interposed; and said; “Dora; my love; you must permit
me。” ‘
Oh Jip; miserable Spaniel; this wretchedness; then; was your
work!
‘Miss Spenlow endeavoured;’ said Miss Murdstone; ‘to bribe me
with kisses; work…boxes; and small articles of jewellery—that; of
course; I pass over。 The little dog retreated under the sofa on my
approaching him; and was with great difficulty dislodged by the
fire…irons。 Even when dislodged; he still kept the letter in his
mouth; and on my endeavouring to take it from him; at the
imminent risk of being bitten; he kept it between his teeth so
pertinaciously as to suffer himself to be held suspended in the air
by means of the document。 At length I obtained possession of it。
After perusing it; I taxed Miss Spenlow with having many such
letters in her possession; and ultimately obtained from her the
packet which is now in David Copperfield’s hand。’
Here she ceased; and snapping her reticule again; and shutting
her mouth; looked as if she might be broken; but could never be
bent。
‘You have heard Miss Murdstone;’ said Mr。 Spenlow; turning to
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me。 ‘I beg to ask; Mr。 Copperfield; if you have anything to say in
reply?’
The picture I had before me; of the beautiful little treasure of
my heart; sobbing and crying all night—of her being alone;
frightened; and wretched; then—of her having so piteously begged
and prayed that stony…hearted woman to forgive her—of her
having vainly offered her those kisses; work…boxes; and trinkets—
of her being in such grievous distress; and all for me—very much
impaired the little dignity I had been able to muster。 I am afraid I
was in a tremulous state for a minute or so; though I did my best to
disguise it。
‘There is nothing I can say; sir;’ I returned; ‘except that all the
blame is mine。 Dora—’
‘Miss Spenlow; if you please;’ said her father; majestically。
‘—was induced and persuaded by me;’ I went on; swallowing
that colder designation; ‘to consent to this concealment; and I
bitterly regret it。’
‘You are very much to blame; sir;’ said Mr。 Spenlow; walking to
and fro upon the hearth…rug; and emphasizing what he said with
his whole body instead of his head; on account of the stiffness of
his cravat and spine。 ‘You have done a stealthy and unbecoming
action; Mr。 Copperfield。 When I take a gentleman to my house; no
matter