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Doctor took me into the house to present me to Mrs。 Strong; whom
we found in the Doctor’s new study; dusting his books;—a freedom
which he never permitted anybody else to take with those sacred
favourites。
They had postponed their breakfast on my account; and we sat
down to table together。 We had not been seated long; when I saw
an approaching arrival in Mrs。 Strong’s face; before I heard any
sound of it。 A gentleman on horseback came to the gate; and
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leading his horse into the little court; with the bridle over his arm;
as if he were quite at home; tied him to a ring in the empty coach…
house wall; and came into the breakfast parlour; whip in hand。 It
was Mr。 Jack Maldon; and Mr。 Jack Maldon was not at all
improved by India; I thought。 I was in a state of ferocious virtue;
however; as to young men who were not cutting down trees in the
forest of difficulty; and my impression must be received with due
allowance。
‘Mr。 Jack!’ said the Doctor。 ‘Copperfield!’
Mr。 Jack Maldon shook hands with me; but not very warmly; I
believed; and with an air of languid patronage; at which I secretly
took great umbrage。 But his languor altogether was quite a
wonderful sight; except when he addressed himself to his cousin
Annie。 ‘Have you breakfasted this morning; Mr。 Jack?’ said the
Doctor。
‘I hardly ever take breakfast; sir;’ he replied; with his head
thrown back in an easy…chair。 ‘I find it bores me。’
‘Is there any news today?’ inquired the Doctor。
‘Nothing at all; sir;’ replied Mr。 Maldon。 ‘There’s an account
about the people being hungry and discontented down in the
North; but they are always being hungry and discontented
somewhere。’
The Doctor looked grave; and said; as though he wished to
change the subject; ‘Then there’s no news at all; and no news; they
say; is good news。’
‘There’s a long statement in the papers; sir; about a murder;’
observed Mr。 Maldon。 ‘But somebody is always being murdered;
and I didn’t read it。’
A display of indifference to all the actions and passions of
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mankind was not supposed to be such a distinguished quality at
that time; I think; as I have observed it to be considered since。 I
have known it very fashionable indeed。 I have seen it displayed
with such success; that I have encountered some fine ladies and
gentlemen who might as well have been born caterpillars。 Perhaps
it impressed me the more then; because it was new to me; but it
certainly did not tend to exalt my opinion of; or to strengthen my
confidence in; Mr。 Jack Maldon。
‘I came out to inquire whether Annie would like to go to the
opera tonight;’ said Mr。 Maldon; turning to her。 ‘It’s the last good
night there will be; this season; and there’s a singer there; whom
she really ought to hear。 She is perfectly exquisite。 Besides which;
she is so charmingly ugly;’ relapsing into languor。
The Doctor; ever pleased with what was likely to please his
young wife; turned to her and said:
‘You must go; Annie。 You must go。’
‘I would rather not;’ she said to the Doctor。 ‘I prefer to remain
at home。 I would much rather remain at home。’
Without looking at her cousin; she then addressed me; and
asked me about Agnes; and whether she should see her; and
whether she was not likely to come that day; and was so much
disturbed; that I wondered how even the Doctor; buttering his
toast; could be blind to what was so obvious。
But he saw nothing。 He told her; good…naturedly; that she was
young and ought to be amused and entertained; and must not
allow herself to be made dull by a dull old fellow。 Moreover; he
said; he wanted to hear her sing all the new singer’s songs to him;
and how could she do that well; unless she went? So the Doctor
persisted in making the engagement for her; and Mr。 Jack Maldon
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was to come back to dinner。 This concluded; he went to his Patent
place; I suppose; but at all events went away on his horse; looking
very idle。
I was curious to find out next morning; whether she had been。
She had not; but had sent into London to put her cousin off; and
had gone out in the afternoon to see Agnes; and had prevailed
upon the Doctor to go with her; and they had walked home by the
fields; the Doctor told me; the evening being delightful。 I
wondered then; whether she would have gone if Agnes had not
been in town; and whether Agnes had some good influence over
her too!
She did not look very happy; I thought; but it was a good face;
or a very false one。 I often glanced at it; for she sat in the window
all the time we were at work; and made our breakfast; which we
took by snatches as we were employed。 When I left; at nine
o’clock; she was kneeling on the ground at the Doctor’s feet;
putting on his shoes and gaiters for him。 There was a softened
shade upon her face; thrown from some green leaves overhanging
the open window of the low room; and I thought all the way to
Doctors’ Commons; of the night when I had seen it looking at him
as he read。
I was pretty busy now; up at five in the morning; and home at
nine or ten at night。 But I had infinite satisfaction in being so
closely engaged; and never walked slowly on any account; and felt
enthusiastically that the more I tired myself; the more I was doing
to deserve Dora。 I had not revealed myself in my altered character
to Dora yet; because she was coming to see Miss Mills in a few
days; and I deferred all I had to tell her until then; merely
informing her in my letters (all our communications were secretly
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forwarded through Miss Mills); that I had much to tell her。 In the
meantime; I put myself on a short allowance of bear’s grease;
wholly abandoned scented soap and lavender water; and sold off
three waistcoats at a prodigious sacrifice; as being too luxurious
for my stern career。
Not satisfied with all these proceedings; but burning with
impatience to do something more; I went to see Traddles; now
lodging up behind the parapet of a house in Castle Street;
Holborn。 Mr。 Dick; who had been with me to Highgate twice
already; and had resumed his companionship with the Doctor; I
took with me。
I took Mr。 Dick with me; because; acutely sensitive to my aunt’s
reverses; and sincerely believing that no galley…slave or convict
worked as I did; he had begun to fret and worry himself out of
spirits and appetite; as having nothing useful to do。 In this
condition; he felt more incapable of finishing the Memorial than
ever; and the harder he worked at it; the oftener that unlucky head
of King Charles the First got into it。 Seriously apprehending that
his malady would increase; unless we put some innocent
deception upon him and caused him to believe that he was useful;
or unless we could put him in the way of being really useful (which
would be better); I made up my mind to try if Traddles could help
us。 Before we went; I wrote Traddles a full statement of all that
had happened; and Traddles wrote me back a capital answer;
expressive of his sympathy and friendship。
We found him hard at work with his inkstand and papers;
refreshed by the sight of the flower…pot stand and the little round
table in a corner of the small apartment。 He received us cordially;
and made friends with Mr。 Dick in a moment。 Mr。 Dick professed
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an absolute certainty of having seen him before; and we both said;
‘Very likely。’
The first subject on which I had to consult Traddles was this;—I
had heard that many men distinguished in various pursuits had
begun life by reporting the debates in Parliament。 Traddles having
mentioned newspapers to me; as one of his hopes; I had put the
two things together; and told Traddles in my letter that I wished to
know how I could qualify myself for this pursuit。 Traddles now
informed me; as the result of his inquiries; that the mere
mechanical acquisition necessary; except in rare cases; for
thorough excellence in it; that is to say; a perfect and entire
command of the mystery of short…hand writing and reading; was
about equal in difficulty to the mastery of six languages; and that it
might perhaps be attained; by dint of perseverance; in the course
of a few years。 Traddles reasonably supposed that this would settle
the business; but I; only feeling that here indeed were a few tall
trees to be hewn down; immediately resolved to work my way on
to Dora through this thicket; axe in hand。
‘I am very much obliged to you; my dear Traddles!’ said I。 ‘I’ll
begin tomorrow。’
Traddles looked astonished; as he well might; but he had no
notion as yet of my rapturous condition。
‘I’ll buy a book;’ said I; ‘with a good scheme of this art in it; I’ll
work at it at the Commons; where I haven’t half enough to do; I’ll
take down the speeches in our court for