第 138 节
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  Doctor took me into the house to present me to Mrs。 Strong; whom
  we found in the Doctor’s new study; dusting his books;—a freedom
  which he never permitted anybody else to take with those sacred
  favourites。
  They had postponed their breakfast on my account; and we sat
  down to table together。 We had not been seated long; when I saw
  an approaching arrival in Mrs。 Strong’s face; before I heard any
  sound of it。 A gentleman on horseback came to the gate; and
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  leading his horse into the little court; with the bridle over his arm;
  as if he were quite at home; tied him to a ring in the empty coach…
  house wall; and came into the breakfast parlour; whip in hand。 It
  was Mr。 Jack Maldon; and Mr。 Jack Maldon was not at all
  improved by India; I thought。 I was in a state of ferocious virtue;
  however; as to young men who were not cutting down trees in the
  forest of difficulty; and my impression must be received with due
  allowance。
  ‘Mr。 Jack!’ said the Doctor。 ‘Copperfield!’
  Mr。 Jack Maldon shook hands with me; but not very warmly; I
  believed; and with an air of languid patronage; at which I secretly
  took great umbrage。 But his languor altogether was quite a
  wonderful sight; except when he addressed himself to his cousin
  Annie。 ‘Have you breakfasted this morning; Mr。 Jack?’ said the
  Doctor。
  ‘I hardly ever take breakfast; sir;’ he replied; with his head
  thrown back in an easy…chair。 ‘I find it bores me。’
  ‘Is there any news today?’ inquired the Doctor。
  ‘Nothing at all; sir;’ replied Mr。 Maldon。 ‘There’s an account
  about the people being hungry and discontented down in the
  North; but they are always being hungry and discontented
  somewhere。’
  The Doctor looked grave; and said; as though he wished to
  change the subject; ‘Then there’s no news at all; and no news; they
  say; is good news。’
  ‘There’s a long statement in the papers; sir; about a murder;’
  observed Mr。 Maldon。 ‘But somebody is always being murdered;
  and I didn’t read it。’
  A display of indifference to all the actions and passions of
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  mankind was not supposed to be such a distinguished quality at
  that time; I think; as I have observed it to be considered since。 I
  have known it very fashionable indeed。 I have seen it displayed
  with such success; that I have encountered some fine ladies and
  gentlemen who might as well have been born caterpillars。 Perhaps
  it impressed me the more then; because it was new to me; but it
  certainly did not tend to exalt my opinion of; or to strengthen my
  confidence in; Mr。 Jack Maldon。
  ‘I came out to inquire whether Annie would like to go to the
  opera tonight;’ said Mr。 Maldon; turning to her。 ‘It’s the last good
  night there will be; this season; and there’s a singer there; whom
  she really ought to hear。 She is perfectly exquisite。 Besides which;
  she is so charmingly ugly;’ relapsing into languor。
  The Doctor; ever pleased with what was likely to please his
  young wife; turned to her and said:
  ‘You must go; Annie。 You must go。’
  ‘I would rather not;’ she said to the Doctor。 ‘I prefer to remain
  at home。 I would much rather remain at home。’
  Without looking at her cousin; she then addressed me; and
  asked me about Agnes; and whether she should see her; and
  whether she was not likely to come that day; and was so much
  disturbed; that I wondered how even the Doctor; buttering his
  toast; could be blind to what was so obvious。
  But he saw nothing。 He told her; good…naturedly; that she was
  young and ought to be amused and entertained; and must not
  allow herself to be made dull by a dull old fellow。 Moreover; he
  said; he wanted to hear her sing all the new singer’s songs to him;
  and how could she do that well; unless she went? So the Doctor
  persisted in making the engagement for her; and Mr。 Jack Maldon
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  was to come back to dinner。 This concluded; he went to his Patent
  place; I suppose; but at all events went away on his horse; looking
  very idle。
  I was curious to find out next morning; whether she had been。
  She had not; but had sent into London to put her cousin off; and
  had gone out in the afternoon to see Agnes; and had prevailed
  upon the Doctor to go with her; and they had walked home by the
  fields; the Doctor told me; the evening being delightful。 I
  wondered then; whether she would have gone if Agnes had not
  been in town; and whether Agnes had some good influence over
  her too!
  She did not look very happy; I thought; but it was a good face;
  or a very false one。 I often glanced at it; for she sat in the window
  all the time we were at work; and made our breakfast; which we
  took by snatches as we were employed。 When I left; at nine
  o’clock; she was kneeling on the ground at the Doctor’s feet;
  putting on his shoes and gaiters for him。 There was a softened
  shade upon her face; thrown from some green leaves overhanging
  the open window of the low room; and I thought all the way to
  Doctors’ Commons; of the night when I had seen it looking at him
  as he read。
  I was pretty busy now; up at five in the morning; and home at
  nine or ten at night。 But I had infinite satisfaction in being so
  closely engaged; and never walked slowly on any account; and felt
  enthusiastically that the more I tired myself; the more I was doing
  to deserve Dora。 I had not revealed myself in my altered character
  to Dora yet; because she was coming to see Miss Mills in a few
  days; and I deferred all I had to tell her until then; merely
  informing her in my letters (all our communications were secretly
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  forwarded through Miss Mills); that I had much to tell her。 In the
  meantime; I put myself on a short allowance of bear’s grease;
  wholly abandoned scented soap and lavender water; and sold off
  three waistcoats at a prodigious sacrifice; as being too luxurious
  for my stern career。
  Not satisfied with all these proceedings; but burning with
  impatience to do something more; I went to see Traddles; now
  lodging up behind the parapet of a house in Castle Street;
  Holborn。 Mr。 Dick; who had been with me to Highgate twice
  already; and had resumed his companionship with the Doctor; I
  took with me。
  I took Mr。 Dick with me; because; acutely sensitive to my aunt’s
  reverses; and sincerely believing that no galley…slave or convict
  worked as I did; he had begun to fret and worry himself out of
  spirits and appetite; as having nothing useful to do。 In this
  condition; he felt more incapable of finishing the Memorial than
  ever; and the harder he worked at it; the oftener that unlucky head
  of King Charles the First got into it。 Seriously apprehending that
  his malady would increase; unless we put some innocent
  deception upon him and caused him to believe that he was useful;
  or unless we could put him in the way of being really useful (which
  would be better); I made up my mind to try if Traddles could help
  us。 Before we went; I wrote Traddles a full statement of all that
  had happened; and Traddles wrote me back a capital answer;
  expressive of his sympathy and friendship。
  We found him hard at work with his inkstand and papers;
  refreshed by the sight of the flower…pot stand and the little round
  table in a corner of the small apartment。 He received us cordially;
  and made friends with Mr。 Dick in a moment。 Mr。 Dick professed
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  an absolute certainty of having seen him before; and we both said;
  ‘Very likely。’
  The first subject on which I had to consult Traddles was this;—I
  had heard that many men distinguished in various pursuits had
  begun life by reporting the debates in Parliament。 Traddles having
  mentioned newspapers to me; as one of his hopes; I had put the
  two things together; and told Traddles in my letter that I wished to
  know how I could qualify myself for this pursuit。 Traddles now
  informed me; as the result of his inquiries; that the mere
  mechanical acquisition necessary; except in rare cases; for
  thorough excellence in it; that is to say; a perfect and entire
  command of the mystery of short…hand writing and reading; was
  about equal in difficulty to the mastery of six languages; and that it
  might perhaps be attained; by dint of perseverance; in the course
  of a few years。 Traddles reasonably supposed that this would settle
  the business; but I; only feeling that here indeed were a few tall
  trees to be hewn down; immediately resolved to work my way on
  to Dora through this thicket; axe in hand。
  ‘I am very much obliged to you; my dear Traddles!’ said I。 ‘I’ll
  begin tomorrow。’
  Traddles looked astonished; as he well might; but he had no
  notion as yet of my rapturous condition。
  ‘I’ll buy a book;’ said I; ‘with a good scheme of this art in it; I’ll
  work at it at the Commons; where I haven’t half enough to do; I’ll
  take down the speeches in our court for