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morning; among the butterflies; in a white chip bonnet and a dress
of celestial blue! There was a young lady with her—comparatively
stricken in years—almost twenty; I should say。 Her name was Miss
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Mills。 and Dora called her Julia。 She was the bosom friend of Dora。
Happy Miss Mills!
Jip was there; and Jip would bark at me again。 When I
presented my bouquet; he gnashed his teeth with jealousy。 Well he
might。 If he had the least idea how I adored his mistress; well he
might!
‘Oh; thank you; Mr。 Copperfield! What dear flowers!’ said Dora。
I had had an intention of saying (and had been studying the
best form of words for three miles) that I thought them beautiful
before I saw them so near her。 But I couldn’t manage it。 She was
too bewildering。 To see her lay the flowers against her little
dimpled chin; was to lose all presence of mind and power of
language in a feeble ecstasy。 I wonder I didn’t say; ‘Kill me; if you
have a heart; Miss Mills。 Let me die here!’
Then Dora held my flowers to Jip to smell。 Then Jip growled;
and wouldn’t smell them。 Then Dora laughed; and held them a
little closer to Jip; to make him。 Then Jip laid hold of a bit of
geranium with his teeth; and worried imaginary cats in it。 Then
Dora beat him; and pouted; and said; ‘My poor beautiful flowers!’
as compassionately; I thought; as if Jip had laid hold of me。 I
wished he had!
‘You’ll be so glad to hear; Mr。 Copperfield;’ said Dora; ‘that that
cross Miss Murdstone is not here。 She has gone to her brother’s
marriage; and will be away at least three weeks。 Isn’t that
delightful?’
I said I was sure it must be delightful to her; and all that was
delightful to her was delightful to me。 Miss Mills; with an air of
superior wisdom and benevolence; smiled upon us。
‘She is the most disagreeable thing I ever saw;’ said Dora。 ‘You
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can’t believe how ill…tempered and shocking she is; Julia。’
‘Yes; I can; my dear!’ said Julia。
‘You can; perhaps; love;’ returned Dora; with her hand on
Julia’s。 ‘Forgive my not excepting you; my dear; at first。’
I learnt; from this; that Miss Mills had had her trials in the
course of a chequered existence; and that to these; perhaps; I
might refer that wise benignity of manner which I had already
noticed。 i found; in the course of the day; that this was the case:
Miss Mills having been unhappy in a misplaced affection; and
being understood to have retired from the world on her awful
stock of experience; but still to take a calm interest in the
unblighted hopes and loves of youth。
But now Mr。 Spenlow came out of the house; and Dora went to
him; saying; ‘Look; papa; what beautiful flowers!’ And Miss Mills
smiled thoughtfully; as who should say; ‘Ye Mayflies; enjoy your
brief existence in the bright morning of life!’ And we all walked
from the lawn towards the carriage; which was getting ready。
I shall never have such a ride again。 I have never had such
another。 There were only those three; their hamper; my hamper;
and the guitar…case; in the phaeton; and; of course; the phaeton
was open; and I rode behind it; and Dora sat with her back to the
horses; looking towards me。 She kept the bouquet close to her on
the cushion; and wouldn’t allow Jip to sit on that side of her at all;
for fear he should crush it。 She often carried it in her hand; often
refreshed herself with its fragrance。 Our eyes at those times often
met; and my great astonishment is that I didn’t go over the head of
my gallant grey into the carriage。
There was dust; I believe。 There was a good deal of dust; I
believe。 I have a faint impression that Mr。 Spenlow remonstrated
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with me for riding in it; but I knew of none。 I was sensible of a mist
of love and beauty about Dora; but of nothing else。 He stood up
sometimes; and asked me what I thought of the prospect。 I said it
was delightful; and I dare say it was; but it was all Dora to me。 The
sun shone Dora; and the birds sang Dora。 The south wind blew
Dora; and the wild flowers in the hedges were all Doras; to a bud。
My comfort is; Miss Mills understood me。 Miss Mills alone could
enter into my feelings thoroughly。
I don’t know how long we were going; and to this hour I know
as little where we went。 Perhaps it was near Guildford。 Perhaps
some Arabian…night magician; opened up the place for the day;
and shut it up for ever when we came away。 It was a green spot; on
a hill; carpeted with soft turf。 There were shady trees; and heather;
and; as far as the eye could see; a rich landscape。
It was a trying thing to find people here; waiting for us; and my
jealousy; even of the ladies; knew no bounds。 But all of my own
sex—especially one impostor; three or four years my elder; with a
red whisker; on which he established an amount of presumption
not to be endured—were my mortal foes。
We all unpacked our baskets; and employed ourselves in
getting dinner ready。 Red Whisker pretended he could make a
salad (which I don’t believe); and obtruded himself on public
notice。 Some of the young ladies washed the lettuces for him; and
sliced them under his directions。 Dora was among these。 I felt that
fate had pitted me against this man; and one of us must fall。
Red Whisker made his salad (I wondered how they could eat it。
Nothing should have induced me to touch it!) and voted himself
into the charge of the wine…cellar; which he constructed; being an
ingenious beast; in the hollow trunk of a tree。 By and by; I saw
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him; with the majority of a lobster on his plate; eating his dinner at
the feet of Dora!
I have but an indistinct idea of what happened for some time
after this baleful object presented itself to my view。 I was very
merry; I know; but it was hollow merriment。 I attached myself to a
young creature in pink; with little eyes; and flirted with her
desperately。 She received my attentions with favour; but whether
on my account solely; or because she had any designs on Red
Whisker; I can’t say。 Dora’s health was drunk。 When I drank it; I
affected to interrupt my conversation for that purpose; and to
resume it immediately afterwards。 I caught Dora’s eye as I bowed
to her; and I thought it looked appealing。 But it looked at me over
the head of Red Whisker; and I was adamant。
The young creature in pink had a mother in green; and I rather
think the latter separated us from motives of policy。 Howbeit;
there was a general breaking up of the party; while the remnants
of the dinner were being put away; and I strolled off by myself
among the trees; in a raging and remorseful state。 I was debating
whether I should pretend that I was not well; and fly—I don’t
know where—upon my gallant grey; when Dora and Miss Mills
met me。
‘Mr。 Copperfield;’ said Miss Mills; ‘you are dull。’
I begged her pardon。 Not at all。
‘And Dora;’ said Miss Mills; ‘you are dull。’
Oh dear no! Not in the least。
‘Mr。 Copperfield and Dora;’ said Miss Mills; with an almost
venerable air。 ‘Enough of this。 Do not allow a trivial
misunderstanding to wither the blossoms of spring; which; once
put forth and blighted; cannot be renewed。 I speak;’ said Miss
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Mills; ‘from experience of the past—the remote; irrevocable past。
The gushing fountains which sparkle in the sun; must not be
stopped in mere caprice; the oasis in the desert of Sahara must not
be plucked up idly。’
I hardly knew what I did; I was burning all over to that
extraordinary extent; but I took Dora’s little hand and kissed it—
and she let me! I kissed Miss Mills’s hand; and we all seemed; to
my thinking; to go straight up to the seventh heaven。 We did not
come down again。 We stayed up there all the evening。 At first we
strayed to and fro among the trees: I with Dora’s shy arm drawn
through mine: and Heaven knows; folly as it all was; it would have
been a happy fate to have been struck immortal with those foolish
feelings; and have stayed among the trees for ever!
But; much too soon; we heard the others laughing and talking;
and calling ‘where’s Dora?’ So we went back; and they wanted
Dora to sing。 Red Whisker would have got the guitar…case out of
the carriage; but Dora told him nobody knew where it was; but I。
So Red Whisker was done for in a moment; and I got it; and I
unlocked it; and I took the guitar out; and I sat by her; and I held
her handkerchief and gloves; and I drank in every note of her dear
voice; and she sang to me who loved her; and all the others might
applaud as much as they liked; but they had nothing to do with it!
I was intoxicated with joy。 I was afraid it was too happy to be
real; and that I should wake in Buckingham Street presently; and
hear Mrs。 Crupp clinking the teacups in getting breakfast ready。
But Dora s