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  morning; among the butterflies; in a white chip bonnet and a dress
  of celestial blue! There was a young lady with her—comparatively
  stricken in years—almost twenty; I should say。 Her name was Miss
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  Mills。 and Dora called her Julia。 She was the bosom friend of Dora。
  Happy Miss Mills!
  Jip was there; and Jip would bark at me again。 When I
  presented my bouquet; he gnashed his teeth with jealousy。 Well he
  might。 If he had the least idea how I adored his mistress; well he
  might!
  ‘Oh; thank you; Mr。 Copperfield! What dear flowers!’ said Dora。
  I had had an intention of saying (and had been studying the
  best form of words for three miles) that I thought them beautiful
  before I saw them so near her。 But I couldn’t manage it。 She was
  too bewildering。 To see her lay the flowers against her little
  dimpled chin; was to lose all presence of mind and power of
  language in a feeble ecstasy。 I wonder I didn’t say; ‘Kill me; if you
  have a heart; Miss Mills。 Let me die here!’
  Then Dora held my flowers to Jip to smell。 Then Jip growled;
  and wouldn’t smell them。 Then Dora laughed; and held them a
  little closer to Jip; to make him。 Then Jip laid hold of a bit of
  geranium with his teeth; and worried imaginary cats in it。 Then
  Dora beat him; and pouted; and said; ‘My poor beautiful flowers!’
  as compassionately; I thought; as if Jip had laid hold of me。 I
  wished he had!
  ‘You’ll be so glad to hear; Mr。 Copperfield;’ said Dora; ‘that that
  cross Miss Murdstone is not here。 She has gone to her brother’s
  marriage; and will be away at least three weeks。 Isn’t that
  delightful?’
  I said I was sure it must be delightful to her; and all that was
  delightful to her was delightful to me。 Miss Mills; with an air of
  superior wisdom and benevolence; smiled upon us。
  ‘She is the most disagreeable thing I ever saw;’ said Dora。 ‘You
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  can’t believe how ill…tempered and shocking she is; Julia。’
  ‘Yes; I can; my dear!’ said Julia。
  ‘You can; perhaps; love;’ returned Dora; with her hand on
  Julia’s。 ‘Forgive my not excepting you; my dear; at first。’
  I learnt; from this; that Miss Mills had had her trials in the
  course of a chequered existence; and that to these; perhaps; I
  might refer that wise benignity of manner which I had already
  noticed。 i found; in the course of the day; that this was the case:
  Miss Mills having been unhappy in a misplaced affection; and
  being understood to have retired from the world on her awful
  stock of experience; but still to take a calm interest in the
  unblighted hopes and loves of youth。
  But now Mr。 Spenlow came out of the house; and Dora went to
  him; saying; ‘Look; papa; what beautiful flowers!’ And Miss Mills
  smiled thoughtfully; as who should say; ‘Ye Mayflies; enjoy your
  brief existence in the bright morning of life!’ And we all walked
  from the lawn towards the carriage; which was getting ready。
  I shall never have such a ride again。 I have never had such
  another。 There were only those three; their hamper; my hamper;
  and the guitar…case; in the phaeton; and; of course; the phaeton
  was open; and I rode behind it; and Dora sat with her back to the
  horses; looking towards me。 She kept the bouquet close to her on
  the cushion; and wouldn’t allow Jip to sit on that side of her at all;
  for fear he should crush it。 She often carried it in her hand; often
  refreshed herself with its fragrance。 Our eyes at those times often
  met; and my great astonishment is that I didn’t go over the head of
  my gallant grey into the carriage。
  There was dust; I believe。 There was a good deal of dust; I
  believe。 I have a faint impression that Mr。 Spenlow remonstrated
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  with me for riding in it; but I knew of none。 I was sensible of a mist
  of love and beauty about Dora; but of nothing else。 He stood up
  sometimes; and asked me what I thought of the prospect。 I said it
  was delightful; and I dare say it was; but it was all Dora to me。 The
  sun shone Dora; and the birds sang Dora。 The south wind blew
  Dora; and the wild flowers in the hedges were all Doras; to a bud。
  My comfort is; Miss Mills understood me。 Miss Mills alone could
  enter into my feelings thoroughly。
  I don’t know how long we were going; and to this hour I know
  as little where we went。 Perhaps it was near Guildford。 Perhaps
  some Arabian…night magician; opened up the place for the day;
  and shut it up for ever when we came away。 It was a green spot; on
  a hill; carpeted with soft turf。 There were shady trees; and heather;
  and; as far as the eye could see; a rich landscape。
  It was a trying thing to find people here; waiting for us; and my
  jealousy; even of the ladies; knew no bounds。 But all of my own
  sex—especially one impostor; three or four years my elder; with a
  red whisker; on which he established an amount of presumption
  not to be endured—were my mortal foes。
  We all unpacked our baskets; and employed ourselves in
  getting dinner ready。 Red Whisker pretended he could make a
  salad (which I don’t believe); and obtruded himself on public
  notice。 Some of the young ladies washed the lettuces for him; and
  sliced them under his directions。 Dora was among these。 I felt that
  fate had pitted me against this man; and one of us must fall。
  Red Whisker made his salad (I wondered how they could eat it。
  Nothing should have induced me to touch it!) and voted himself
  into the charge of the wine…cellar; which he constructed; being an
  ingenious beast; in the hollow trunk of a tree。 By and by; I saw
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  him; with the majority of a lobster on his plate; eating his dinner at
  the feet of Dora!
  I have but an indistinct idea of what happened for some time
  after this baleful object presented itself to my view。 I was very
  merry; I know; but it was hollow merriment。 I attached myself to a
  young creature in pink; with little eyes; and flirted with her
  desperately。 She received my attentions with favour; but whether
  on my account solely; or because she had any designs on Red
  Whisker; I can’t say。 Dora’s health was drunk。 When I drank it; I
  affected to interrupt my conversation for that purpose; and to
  resume it immediately afterwards。 I caught Dora’s eye as I bowed
  to her; and I thought it looked appealing。 But it looked at me over
  the head of Red Whisker; and I was adamant。
  The young creature in pink had a mother in green; and I rather
  think the latter separated us from motives of policy。 Howbeit;
  there was a general breaking up of the party; while the remnants
  of the dinner were being put away; and I strolled off by myself
  among the trees; in a raging and remorseful state。 I was debating
  whether I should pretend that I was not well; and fly—I don’t
  know where—upon my gallant grey; when Dora and Miss Mills
  met me。
  ‘Mr。 Copperfield;’ said Miss Mills; ‘you are dull。’
  I begged her pardon。 Not at all。
  ‘And Dora;’ said Miss Mills; ‘you are dull。’
  Oh dear no! Not in the least。
  ‘Mr。 Copperfield and Dora;’ said Miss Mills; with an almost
  venerable air。 ‘Enough of this。 Do not allow a trivial
  misunderstanding to wither the blossoms of spring; which; once
  put forth and blighted; cannot be renewed。 I speak;’ said Miss
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  Mills; ‘from experience of the past—the remote; irrevocable past。
  The gushing fountains which sparkle in the sun; must not be
  stopped in mere caprice; the oasis in the desert of Sahara must not
  be plucked up idly。’
  I hardly knew what I did; I was burning all over to that
  extraordinary extent; but I took Dora’s little hand and kissed it—
  and she let me! I kissed Miss Mills’s hand; and we all seemed; to
  my thinking; to go straight up to the seventh heaven。 We did not
  come down again。 We stayed up there all the evening。 At first we
  strayed to and fro among the trees: I with Dora’s shy arm drawn
  through mine: and Heaven knows; folly as it all was; it would have
  been a happy fate to have been struck immortal with those foolish
  feelings; and have stayed among the trees for ever!
  But; much too soon; we heard the others laughing and talking;
  and calling ‘where’s Dora?’ So we went back; and they wanted
  Dora to sing。 Red Whisker would have got the guitar…case out of
  the carriage; but Dora told him nobody knew where it was; but I。
  So Red Whisker was done for in a moment; and I got it; and I
  unlocked it; and I took the guitar out; and I sat by her; and I held
  her handkerchief and gloves; and I drank in every note of her dear
  voice; and she sang to me who loved her; and all the others might
  applaud as much as they liked; but they had nothing to do with it!
  I was intoxicated with joy。 I was afraid it was too happy to be
  real; and that I should wake in Buckingham Street presently; and
  hear Mrs。 Crupp clinking the teacups in getting breakfast ready。
  But Dora s