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  ‘Much!’ said Steerforth。 ‘Much more than for any other。 Here is
  Daisy; too; loves music from his soul。 Sing us an Irish song; Rosa!
  and let me sit and listen as I used to do。’
  He did not touch her; or the chair from which she had risen; but
  sat himself near the harp。 She stood beside it for some little while;
  in a curious way; going through the motion of playing it with her
  right hand; but not sounding it。 At length she sat down; and drew
  it to her with one sudden action; and played and sang。
  I don’t know what it was; in her touch or voice; that made that
  song the most unearthly I have ever heard in my life; or can
  imagine。 There was something fearful in the reality of it。 It was as
  if it had never been written; or set to music; but sprung out of
  passion within her; which found imperfect utterance in the low
  sounds of her voice; and crouched again when all was still。 I was
  dumb when she leaned beside the harp again; playing it; but not
  sounding it; with her right hand。
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  A minute more; and this had roused me from my trance:—
  Steerforth had left his seat; and gone to her; and had put his arm
  laughingly about her; and had said; ‘Come; Rosa; for the future we
  will love each other very much!’ And she had struck him; and had
  thrown him off with the fury of a wild cat; and had burst out of the
  room。
  ‘What is the matter with Rosa?’ said Mrs。 Steerforth; coming in。
  ‘She has been an angel; mother;’ returned Steerforth; ‘for a
  little while; and has run into the opposite extreme; since; by way of
  compensation。’
  ‘You should be careful not to irritate her; James。 Her temper
  has been soured; remember; and ought not to be tried。’
  Rosa did not come back; and no other mention was made of
  her; until I went with Steerforth into his room to say Good night。
  Then he laughed about her; and asked me if I had ever seen such a
  fierce little piece of incomprehensibility。
  I expressed as much of my astonishment as was then capable of
  expression; and asked if he could guess what it was that she had
  taken so much amiss; so suddenly。
  ‘Oh; Heaven knows;’ said Steerforth。 ‘Anything you like—or
  nothing! I told you she took everything; herself included; to a
  grindstone; and sharpened it。 She is an edge…tool; and requires
  great care in dealing with。 She is always dangerous。 Good night!’
  ‘Good night!’ said I; ‘my dear Steerforth! I shall be gone before
  you wake in the morning。 Good night!’
  He was unwilling to let me go; and stood; holding me out; with a
  hand on each of my shoulders; as he had done in my own room。
  ‘Daisy;’ he said; with a smile—‘for though that’s not the name
  your godfathers and godmothers gave you; it’s the name I like best
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  to call you by—and I wish; I wish; I wish; you could give it to me!’
  ‘Why so I can; if I choose;’ said I。
  ‘Daisy; if anything should ever separate us; you must think of
  me at my best; old boy。 Come! Let us make that bargain。 Think of
  me at my best; if circumstances should ever part us!’
  ‘You have no best to me; Steerforth;’ said I; ‘and no worst。 You
  are always equally loved; and cherished in my heart。’
  So much compunction for having ever wronged him; even by a
  shapeless thought; did I feel within me; that the confession of
  having done so was rising to my lips。 But for the reluctance I had
  to betray the confidence of Agnes; but for my uncertainty how to
  approach the subject with no risk of doing so; it would have
  reached them before he said; ‘God bless you; Daisy; and good
  night!’ In my doubt; it did not reach them; and we shook hands;
  and we parted。
  I was up with the dull dawn; and; having dressed as quietly as I
  could; looked into his room。 He was fast asleep; lying; easily; with
  his head upon his arm; as I had often seen him lie at school。
  The time came in its season; and that was very soon; when I
  almost wondered that nothing troubled his repose; as I looked at
  him。 But he slept—let me think of him so again—as I had often
  seen him sleep at school; and thus; in this silent hour; I left him。
  —Never more; oh God forgive you; Steerforth! to touch that
  passive hand in love and friendship。 Never; never more!
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  Chapter 30
  A LOSS
  Igot down to Yarmouth in the evening; and went to the inn。 I
  knew that Peggotty’s spare room—my room—was likely to
  have occupation enough in a little while; if that great Visitor;
  before whose presence all the living must give place; were not
  already in the house; so I betook myself to the inn; and dined
  there; and engaged my bed。
  It was ten o’clock when I went out。 Many of the shops were
  shut; and the town was dull。 When I came to Omer and Joram’s; I
  found the shutters up; but the shop door standing open。 As I could
  obtain a perspective view of Mr。 Omer inside; smoking his pipe by
  the parlour door; I entered; and asked him how he was。
  ‘Why; bless my life and soul!’ said Mr。 Omer; ‘how do you find
  yourself? Take a seat。—Smoke not disagreeable; I hope?’
  ‘By no means;’ said I。 ‘I like it—in somebody else’s pipe。’
  ‘What; not in your own; eh?’ Mr。 Omer returned; laughing。 ‘All
  the better; sir。 Bad habit for a young man。 Take a seat。 I smoke;
  myself; for the asthma。’
  Mr。 Omer had made room for me; and placed a chair。 He now
  sat down again very much out of breath; gasping at his pipe as if it
  contained a supply of that necessary; without which he must
  perish。
  ‘I am sorry to have heard bad news of Mr。 Barkis;’ said I。
  Mr。 Omer looked at me; with a steady countenance; and shook
  his head。
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  ‘Do you know how he is tonight?’ I asked。
  ‘The very question I should have put to you; sir;’ returned Mr。
  Omer; ‘but on account of delicacy。 It’s one of the drawbacks of our
  line of business。 When a party’s ill; we can’t ask how the party is。’
  The difficulty had not occurred to me; though I had had my
  apprehensions too; when I went in; of hearing the old tune。 On its
  being mentioned; I recognized it; however; and said as much。
  ‘Yes; yes; you understand;’ said Mr。 Omer; nodding his head。
  ‘We dursn’t do it。 Bless you; it would be a shock that the generality
  of parties mightn’t recover; to say “Omer and Joram’s
  compliments; and how do you find yourself this morning?”—or
  this afternoon—as it may be。’
  Mr。 Omer and I nodded at each other; and Mr。 Omer recruited
  his wind by the aid of his pipe。
  ‘It’s one of the things that cut the trade off from attentions they
  could often wish to show;’ said Mr。 Omer。 ‘Take myself。 If I have
  known Barkis a year; to move to as he went by; I have known him
  forty years。 But I can’t go and say; “how is he?”’
  I felt it was rather hard on Mr。 Omer; and I told him so。
  ‘I’m not more self…interested; I hope; than another man;’ said
  Mr。 Omer。 ‘Look at me! My wind may fail me at any moment; and
  it ain’t likely that; to my own knowledge; I’d be self…interested
  under such circumstances。 I say it ain’t likely; in a man who knows
  his wind will go; when it does go; as if a pair of bellows was cut
  open; and that man a grandfather;’ said Mr。 Omer。
  I said; ‘Not at all。’
  ‘It ain’t that I complain of my line of business;’ said Mr。 Omer。
  ‘It ain’t that。 Some good and some bad goes; no doubt; to all
  callings。 What I wish is; that parties was brought up stronger…
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  minded。’
  Mr。 Omer; with a very complacent and amiable face; took
  several puffs in silence; and then said; resuming his first point:
  ‘Accordingly we’re obleeged; in ascertaining how Barkis goes
  on; to limit ourselves to Em’ly。 She knows what our real objects
  are; and she don’t have any more alarms or suspicions about us;
  than if we was so many lambs。 Minnie and Joram have just
  stepped down to the house; in fact (she’s there; after hours;
  helping her aunt a bit); to ask her how he is tonight; and if you was
  to please to wait till they come back; they’d give you full
  partic’lers。 Will you take something? A glass of srub and water;
  now? I smoke on srub and water; myself;’ said Mr。 Omer; taking
  up his glass; ‘because it’s considered softening to the passages; by
  which this troublesome breath of mine gets into action。 But; Lord
  bless you;’ said Mr。 Omer; huskily; ‘it ain’t the passages that’s out
  of order! “Give me breath enough;” said I to my daughter Minnie;
  “and I’ll find passages; my dear。”’
  He really had no breath to spare; and it was very alarming to
  see him laugh。 When he was again in a condition to be talked to; I
  thanked him for the proffered refreshment; which I declined; as I
  had just had dinner; and; observing that I would wait; since he was
  so good as to invite me; until his daughter and his son…in…law came
  back; I inquired how little Emily was?
  ‘Well; sir;’