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that it seems to rain blessings on my ed。 You have heard
something; I des…say; of a change in my expectations; Master
Copperfield;—I should say; Mister Copperfield?’
As he sat on my sofa; with his long knees drawn up under his
coffee…cup; his hat and gloves upon the ground close to him; his
spoon going softly round and round; his shadowless red eyes;
which looked as if they had scorched their lashes off; turned
towards me without looking at me; the disagreeable dints I have
formerly described in his nostrils coming and going with his
breath; and a snaky undulation pervading his frame from his chin
to his boots; I decided in my own mind that I disliked him
intensely。 It made me very uncomfortable to have him for a guest;
for I was young then; and unused to disguise what I so strongly
felt。
‘You have heard something; I des…say; of a change in my
expectations; Master Copperfield;—I should say; Mister
Copperfield?’ observed Uriah。
‘Yes;’ said I; ‘something。’
‘Ah! I thought Miss Agnes would know of it!’ he quietly
returned。 ‘I’m glad to find Miss Agnes knows of it。 Oh; thank you;
Master—Mister Copperfield!’
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I could have thrown my bootjack at him (it lay ready on the
rug); for having entrapped me into the disclosure of anything
concerning Agnes; however immaterial。 But I only drank my
coffee。
‘What a prophet you have shown yourself; Mister Copperfield!’
pursued Uriah。 ‘Dear me; what a prophet you have proved
yourself to be! Don’t you remember saying to me once; that
perhaps I should be a partner in Mr。 Wickfield’s business; and
perhaps it might be Wickfield and Heep? You may not recollect it;
but when a person is umble; Master Copperfield; a person
treasures such things up!’
‘I recollect talking about it;’ said I; ‘though I certainly did not
think it very likely then。’
‘Oh! who would have thought it likely; Mister Copperfield!’
returned Uriah; enthusiastically。 ‘I am sure I didn’t myself。 I
recollect saying with my own lips that I was much too umble。 So I
considered myself really and truly。’
He sat; with that carved grin on his face; looking at the fire; as I
looked at him。
‘But the umblest persons; Master Copperfield;’ he presently
resumed; ‘may be the instruments of good。 I am glad to think I
have been the instrument of good to Mr。 Wickfield; and that I may
be more so。 Oh what a worthy man he is; Mister Copperfield; but
how imprudent he has been!’
‘I am sorry to hear it;’ said I。 I could not help adding; rather
pointedly; ‘on all accounts。’
‘Decidedly so; Mister Copperfield;’ replied Uriah。 ‘On all
accounts。 Miss Agnes’s above all! You don’t remember your own
eloquent expressions; Master Copperfield; but I remember how
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you said one day that everybody must admire her; and how I
thanked you for it! You have forgot that; I have no doubt; Master
Copperfield?’
‘No;’ said I; drily。
‘Oh how glad I am you have not!’ exclaimed Uriah。 ‘To think
that you should be the first to kindle the sparks of ambition in my
umble breast; and that you’ve not forgot it! Oh!—Would you
excuse me asking for a cup more coffee?’
Something in the emphasis he laid upon the kindling of those
sparks; and something in the glance he directed at me as he said it;
had made me start as if I had seen him illuminated by a blaze of
light。 Recalled by his request; preferred in quite another tone of
voice; I did the honours of the shaving…pot; but I did them with an
unsteadiness of hand; a sudden sense of being no match for him;
and a perplexed suspicious anxiety as to what he might be going to
say next; which I felt could not escape his observation。
He said nothing at all。 He stirred his coffee round and round; he
sipped it; he felt his chin softly with his grisly hand; he looked at
the fire; he looked about the room; he gasped rather than smiled at
me; he writhed and undulated about; in his deferential servility; he
stirred and sipped again; but he left the renewal of the
conversation to me。
‘So; Mr。 Wickfield;’ said I; at last; ‘who is worth five hundred of
you—or me’; for my life; I think; I could not have helped dividing
that part of the sentence with an awkward jerk; ‘has been
imprudent; has he; Mr。 Heep?’
‘Oh; very imprudent indeed; Master Copperfield;’ returned
Uriah; sighing modestly。 ‘Oh; very much so! But I wish you’d call
me Uriah; if you please。 It’s like old times。’
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‘Well! Uriah;’ said I; bolting it out with some difficulty。
‘Thank you;’ he returned; with fervour。 ‘Thank you; Master
Copperfield! It’s like the blowing of old breezes or the ringing of
old bellses to hear you say Uriah。 I beg your pardon。 Was I making
any observation?’
‘About Mr。 Wickfield;’ I suggested。
‘Oh! Yes; truly;’ said Uriah。 ‘Ah! Great imprudence; Master
Copperfield。 It’s a topic that I wouldn’t touch upon; to any soul but
you。 Even to you I can only touch upon it; and no more。 If anyone
else had been in my place during the last few years; by this time he
would have had Mr。 Wickfield (oh; what a worthy man he is;
Master Copperfield; too!) under his thumb。 Un—der—his thumb;’
said Uriah; very slowly; as he stretched out his cruel…looking hand
above my table; and pressed his own thumb upon it; until it shook;
and shook the room。
If I had been obliged to look at him with him splay foot on Mr。
Wickfield’s head; I think I could scarcely have hated him more。
‘Oh; dear; yes; Master Copperfield;’ he proceeded; in a soft
voice; most remarkably contrasting with the action of his thumb;
which did not diminish its hard pressure in the least degree;
‘there’s no doubt of it。 There would have been loss; disgrace; I
don’t know what at all。 Mr。 Wickfield knows it。 I am the umble
instrument of umbly serving him; and he puts me on an eminence
I hardly could have hoped to reach。 How thankful should I be!’
With his face turned towards me; as he finished; but without
looking at me; he took his crooked thumb off the spot where he
had planted it; and slowly and thoughtfully scraped his lank jaw
with it; as if he were shaving himself。
I recollect well how indignantly my heart beat; as I saw his
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crafty face; with the appropriately red light of the fire upon it;
preparing for something else。
‘Master Copperfield;’ he began—‘but am I keeping you up?’
‘You are not keeping me up。 I generally go to bed late。’
‘Thank you; Master Copperfield! I have risen from my umble
station since first you used to address me; it is true; but I am
umble still。 I hope I never shall be otherwise than umble。 You will
not think the worse of my umbleness; if I make a little confidence
to you; Master Copperfield? Will you?’
‘Oh no;’ said I; with an effort。
‘Thank you!’ He took out his pocket…handkerchief; and began
wiping the palms of his hands。 ‘Miss Agnes; Master Copperfield—’
‘Well; Uriah?’
‘Oh; how pleasant to be called Uriah; spontaneously!’ he cried;
and gave himself a jerk; like a convulsive fish。 ‘You thought her
looking very beautiful tonight; Master Copperfield?’
‘I thought her looking as she always does: superior; in all
respects; to everyone around her;’ I returned。
‘Oh; thank you! It’s so true!’ he cried。 ‘Oh; thank you very much
for that!’
‘Not at all;’ I said; loftily。 ‘There is no reason why you should
thank me。’
‘Why that; Master Copperfield;’ said Uriah; ‘is; in fact; the
confidence that I am going to take the liberty of reposing。 Umble
as I am;’ he wiped his hands harder; and looked at them and at the
fire by turns; ’umble as my mother is; and lowly as our poor but
honest roof has ever been; the image of Miss Agnes (I don’t mind
trusting you with my secret; Master Copperfield; for I have always
overflowed towards you since the first moment I had the pleasure
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of beholding you in a pony…shay) has been in my breast for years。
Oh; Master Copperfield; with what a pure affection do I love the
ground my Agnes walks on!’
I believe I had a delirious idea of seizing the red…hot poker out
of the fire; and running him through with it。 It went from me with
a shock; like a ball fired from a rifle: but the image of Agnes;
outraged by so much as a thought of this red…headed animal’s;
remained in my mind when I looked at him; sitting all awry as if
his mean soul griped his body; and made me giddy。 He seemed to
swell and grow before my eyes; the room seemed full of the echoes
of his voice; and the strange feeling (to which; perhaps; no one is
quite a stranger) that all this had occurred before; at some
indefinite time; and that I knew what he was going to say next;
took possession of me。
A timely observation of the sense of power that the