第 98 节
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  I know how he has narrowed the circle of his sympathies and
  duties; in the concentration of his whole mind upon me。 I know
  what a multitude of things he has shut out for my sake; and how
  his anxious thoughts of me have shadowed his life; and weakened
  his strength and energy; by turning them always upon one idea。 If
  I could ever set this right! If I could ever work out his restoration;
  as I have so innocently been the cause of his decline!’
  I had never before seen Agnes cry。 I had seen tears in her eyes
  when I had brought new honours home from school; and I had
  seen them there when we last spoke about her father; and I had
  seen her turn her gentle head aside when we took leave of one
  another; but I had never seen her grieve like this。 It made me so
  sorry that I could only say; in a foolish; helpless manner; ‘Pray;
  Agnes; don’t! Don’t; my dear sister!’
  But Agnes was too superior to me in character and purpose; as
  I know well now; whatever I might know or not know then; to be
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  long in need of my entreaties。 The beautiful; calm manner; which
  makes her so different in my remembrance from everybody else;
  came back again; as if a cloud had passed from a serene sky。
  ‘We are not likely to remain alone much longer;’ said Agnes;
  ‘and while I have an opportunity; let me earnestly entreat you;
  Trotwood; to be friendly to Uriah。 Don’t repel him。 Don’t resent
  (as I think you have a general disposition to do) what may be
  uncongenial to you in him。 He may not deserve it; for we know no
  certain ill of him。 In any case; think first of papa and me!’
  Agnes had no time to say more; for the room door opened; and
  Mrs。 Waterbrook; who was a large lady—or who wore a large
  dress: I don’t exactly know which; for I don’t know which was
  dress and which was lady—came sailing in。 I had a dim
  recollection of having seen her at the theatre; as if I had seen her
  in a pale magic lantern; but she appeared to remember me
  perfectly; and still to suspect me of being in a state of intoxication。
  Finding by degrees; however; that I was sober; and (I hope) that
  I was a modest young gentleman; Mrs。 Waterbrook softened
  towards me considerably; and inquired; firstly; if I went much into
  the parks; and secondly; if I went much into society。 On my
  replying to both these questions in the negative; it occurred to me
  that I fell again in her good opinion; but she concealed the fact
  gracefully; and invited me to dinner next day。 I accepted the
  invitation; and took my leave; making a call on Uriah in the office
  as I went out; and leaving a card for him in his absence。
  When I went to dinner next day; and on the street door being
  opened; plunged into a vapour…bath of haunch of mutton; I divined
  that I was not the only guest; for I immediately identified the
  ticket…porter in disguise; assisting the family servant; and waiting
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  at the foot of the stairs to carry up my name。 He looked; to the best
  of his ability; when he asked me for it confidentially; as if he had
  never seen me before; but well did I know him; and well did he
  know me。 Conscience made cowards of us both。
  I found Mr。 Waterbrook to be a middle…aged gentleman; with a
  short throat; and a good deal of shirt…collar; who only wanted a
  black nose to be the portrait of a pug…dog。 He told me he was
  happy to have the honour of making my acquaintance; and when I
  had paid my homage to Mrs。 Waterbrook; presented me; with
  much ceremony; to a very awful lady in a black velvet dress; and a
  great black velvet hat; whom I remember as looking like a near
  relation of Hamlet’s—say his aunt。
  Mrs。 Henry Spiker was this lady’s name; and her husband was
  there too: so cold a man; that his head; instead of being grey;
  seemed to be sprinkled with hoar…frost。 Immense deference was
  shown to the Henry Spikers; male and female; which Agnes told
  me was on account of Mr。 Henry Spiker being solicitor to
  something Or to Somebody; I forget what or which; remotely
  connected with the Treasury。
  I found Uriah Heep among the company; in a suit of black; and
  in deep humility。 He told me; when I shook hands with him; that
  he was proud to be noticed by me; and that he really felt obliged to
  me for my condescension。 I could have wished he had been less
  obliged to me; for he hovered about me in his gratitude all the rest
  of the evening; and whenever I said a word to Agnes; was sure;
  with his shadowless eyes and cadaverous face; to be looking
  gauntly down upon us from behind。
  There were other guests—all iced for the occasion; as it struck
  me; like the wine。 But there was one who attracted my attention
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  before he came in; on account of my hearing him announced as
  Mr。 Traddles! My mind flew back to Salem House; and could it be
  Tommy; I thought; who used to draw the skeletons!
  I looked for Mr。 Traddles with unusual interest。 He was a sober;
  steady…looking young man of retiring manners; with a comic head
  of hair; and eyes that were rather wide open; and he got into an
  obscure corner so soon; that I had some difficulty in making him
  out。 At length I had a good view of him; and either my vision
  deceived me; or it was the old unfortunate Tommy。
  I made my way to Mr。 Waterbrook; and said; that I believed I
  had the pleasure of seeing an old schoolfellow there。
  ‘Indeed!’ said Mr。 Waterbrook; surprised。 ‘You are too young to
  have been at school with Mr。 Henry Spiker?’
  ‘Oh; I don’t mean him!’ I returned。 ‘I mean the gentleman
  named Traddles。’
  ‘Oh! Aye; aye! Indeed!’ said my host; with much diminished
  interest。 ‘Possibly。’
  ‘If it’s really the same person;’ said I; glancing towards him; ‘it
  was at a place called Salem House where we were together; and he
  was an excellent fellow。’
  ‘Oh yes。 Traddles is a good fellow;’ returned my host nodding
  his head with an air of toleration。 ‘Traddles is quite a good fellow。’
  ‘It’s a curious coincidence;’ said I。
  ‘It is really;’ returned my host; ‘quite a coincidence; that
  Traddles should be here at all: as Traddles was only invited this
  morning; when the place at table; intended to be occupied by Mrs。
  Henry Spiker’s brother; became vacant; in consequence of his
  indisposition。 A very gentlemanly man; Mrs。 Henry Spiker’s
  brother; Mr。 Copperfield。’
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  I murmured an assent; which was full of feeling; considering
  that I knew nothing at all about him; and I inquired what Mr。
  Traddles was by profession。
  ‘Traddles;’ returned Mr。 Waterbrook; ‘is a young man reading
  for the bar。 Yes。 He is quite a good fellow—nobody’s enemy but his
  own。’
  ‘Is he his own enemy?’ said I; sorry to hear this。
  ‘Well;’ returned Mr。 Waterbrook; pursing up his mouth; and
  playing with his watch…chain; in a comfortable; prosperous sort of
  way。 ‘I should say he was one of those men who stand in their own
  light。 Yes; I should say he would never; for example; be worth five
  hundred pound。 Traddles was recommended to me by a
  professional friend。 Oh yes。 Yes。 He has a kind of talent for
  drawing briefs; and stating a case in writing; plainly。 I am able to
  throw something in Traddles’s way; in the course of the year;
  something—for him—considerable。 Oh yes。 Yes。’
  I was much impressed by the extremely comfortable and
  satisfied manner in which Mr。 Waterbrook delivered himself of
  this little word ‘Yes’; every now and then。 There was wonderful
  expression in it。 It completely conveyed the idea of a man who had
  been born; not to say with a silver spoon; but with a scaling…ladder;
  and had gone on mounting all the heights of life one after another;
  until now he looked; from the top of the fortifications; with the eye
  of a philosopher and a patron; on the people down in the trenches。
  My reflections on this theme were still in progress when dinner
  was announced。 Mr。 Waterbrook went down with Hamlet’s aunt。
  Mr。 Henry Spiker took Mrs。 Waterbrook。 Agnes; whom I should
  have liked to take myself; was given to a simpering fellow with
  weak legs。 Uriah; Traddles; and I; as the junior part of the
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  company; went down last; how we could。 I was not so vexed at
  losing Agnes as I might have been; since it gave me an opportunity
  of making myself known to Traddles on the stairs; who greeted me
  with great fervour; while Uriah writhed with such obtrusive
  satisfaction and self…abasement; that I could gladly have pitched
  him over the banisters。 Traddles and I were separated at table;
  being billeted in two remote corners: he in the glare of a red velvet
  lady; I; in the gloom of Hamlet’s aunt。 The dinner was very long;
  and the conversation was about the Aristocracy—and Blood。 Mrs。
  Waterbrook repeatedly told us; that if she had a weakness; it was
  Blood。
  It occurred to me several times that we should have got on
  better; if w