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  indifferent to anyone who is so sensible of his merit; and I am very
  glad to see you here; and can assure you that he feels an unusual
  friendship for you; and that you may rely on his protection。’
  Miss Dartle played backgammon as eagerly as she did
  everything else。 If I had seen her; first; at the board; I should have
  fancied that her figure had got thin; and her eyes had got large;
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  over that pursuit; and no other in the world。 But I am very much
  mistaken if she missed a word of this; or lost a look of mine as I
  received it with the utmost pleasure; and honoured by Mrs。
  Steerforth’s confidence; felt older than I had done since I left
  Canterbury。
  When the evening was pretty far spent; and a tray of glasses
  and decanters came in; Steerforth promised; over the fire; that he
  would seriously think of going down into the country with me。
  There was no hurry; he said; a week hence would do; and his
  mother hospitably said the same。 While we were talking; he more
  than once called me Daisy; which brought Miss Dartle out again。
  ‘But really; Mr。 Copperfield;’ she asked; ‘is it a nickname? And
  why does he give it you? Is it—eh?—because he thinks you young
  and innocent? I am so stupid in these things。’
  I coloured in replying that I believed it was。
  ‘Oh!’ said Miss Dartle。 ‘Now I am glad to know that! I ask for
  information; and I am glad to know it。 He thinks you young and
  innocent; and so you are his friend。 Well; that’s quite delightful!’
  She went to bed soon after this; and Mrs。 Steerforth retired too。
  Steerforth and I; after lingering for half…an…hour over the fire;
  talking about Traddles and all the rest of them at old Salem
  House; went upstairs together。 Steerforth’s room was next to
  mine; and I went in to look at it。 It was a picture of comfort; full of
  easy…chairs; cushions and footstools; worked by his mother’s hand;
  and with no sort of thing omitted that could help to render it
  complete。 Finally; her handsome features looked down on her
  darling from a portrait on the wall; as if it were even something to
  her that her likeness should watch him while he slept。
  I found the fire burning clear enough in my room by this time;
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  and the curtains drawn before the windows and round the bed;
  giving it a very snug appearance。 I sat down in a great chair upon
  the hearth to meditate on my happiness; and had enjoyed the
  contemplation of it for some time; when I found a likeness of Miss
  Dartle looking eagerly at me from above the chimney…piece。
  It was a startling likeness; and necessarily had a startling look。
  The painter hadn’t made the scar; but I made it; and there it was;
  coming and going; now confined to the upper lip as I had seen it at
  dinner; and now showing the whole extent of the wound inflicted
  by the hammer; as I had seen it when she was passionate。
  I wondered peevishly why they couldn’t put her anywhere else
  instead of quartering her on me。 To get rid of her; I undressed
  quickly; extinguished my light; and went to bed。 But; as I fell
  asleep; I could not forget that she was still there looking; ‘Is it
  really; though? I want to know’; and when I awoke in the night; I
  found that I was uneasily asking all sorts of people in my dreams
  whether it really was or not—without knowing what I meant。
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  Chapter 21
  LITTLE EM’LY
  There was a servant in that house; a man who; I
  understood; was usually with Steerforth; and had come
  into his service at the University; who was in appearance
  a pattern of respectability。 I believe there never existed in his
  station a more respectable…looking man。 He was taciturn; soft…
  footed; very quiet in his manner; deferential; observant; always at
  hand when wanted; and never near when not wanted; but his
  great claim to consideration was his respectability。 He had not a
  pliant face; he had rather a stiff neck; rather a tight smooth head
  with short hair clinging to it at the sides; a soft way of speaking;
  with a peculiar habit of whispering the letter S so distinctly; that
  he seemed to use it oftener than any other man; but every
  peculiarity that he had he made respectable。 If his nose had been
  upside…down; he would have made that respectable。 He
  surrounded himself with an atmosphere of respectability; and
  walked secure in it。 It would have been next to impossible to
  suspect him of anything wrong; he was so thoroughly respectable。
  Nobody could have thought of putting him in a livery; he was so
  highly respectable。 To have imposed any derogatory work upon
  him; would have been to inflict a wanton insult on the feelings of a
  most respectable man。 And of this; I noticed—the women…servants
  in the household were so intuitively conscious; that they always
  did such work themselves; and generally while he read the paper
  by the pantry fire。
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  Such a self…contained man I never saw。 But in that quality; as in
  every other he possessed; he only seemed to be the more
  respectable。 Even the fact that no one knew his Christian name;
  seemed to form a part of his respectability。 Nothing could be
  objected against his surname; Littimer; by which he was known。
  Peter might have been hanged; or Tom transported; but Littimer
  was perfectly respectable。
  It was occasioned; I suppose; by the reverend nature of
  respectability in the abstract; but I felt particularly young in this
  man’s presence。 How old he was himself; I could not guess—and
  that again went to his credit on the same score; for in the calmness
  of respectability he might have numbered fifty years as well as
  thirty。
  Littimer was in my room in the morning before I was up; to
  bring me that reproachful shaving…water; and to put out my
  clothes。 When I undrew the curtains and looked out of bed; I saw
  him; in an equable temperature of respectability; unaffected by the
  east wind of January; and not even breathing frostily; standing my
  boots right and left in the first dancing position; and blowing
  specks of dust off my coat as he laid it down like a baby。
  I gave him good morning; and asked him what o’clock it was。
  He took out of his pocket the most respectable hunting…watch I
  ever saw; and preventing the spring with his thumb from opening
  far; looked in at the face as if he were consulting an oracular
  oyster; shut it up again; and said; if I pleased; it was half past eight。
  ‘Mr。 Steerforth will be glad to hear how you have rested; sir。’
  ‘Thank you;’ said I; ‘very well indeed。 Is Mr。 Steerforth quite
  well?’
  ‘Thank you; sir; Mr。 Steerforth is tolerably well。’ Another of his
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  characteristics—no use of superlatives。 A cool calm medium
  always。
  ‘Is there anything more I can have the honour of doing for you;
  sir? The warning…bell will ring at nine; the family take breakfast at
  half past nine。’
  ‘Nothing; I thank you。’
  ‘I thank you; sir; if you please’; and with that; and with a little
  inclination of his head when he passed the bed…side; as an apology
  for correcting me; he went out; shutting the door as delicately as if
  I had just fallen into a sweet sleep on which my life depended。
  Every morning we held exactly this conversation: never any
  more; and never any less: and yet; invariably; however far I might
  have been lifted out of myself over…night; and advanced towards
  maturer years; by Steerforth’s companionship; or Mrs。
  Steerforth’s confidence; or Miss Dartle’s conversation; in the
  presence of this most respectable man I became; as our smaller
  poets sing; ‘a boy again’。
  He got horses for us; and Steerforth; who knew everything;
  gave me lessons in riding。 He provided foils for us; and Steerforth
  gave me lessons in fencing—gloves; and I began; of the same
  master; to improve in boxing。 It gave me no manner of concern
  that Steerforth should find me a novice in these sciences; but I
  never could bear to show my want of skill before the respectable
  Littimer。 I had no reason to believe that Littimer understood such
  arts himself; he never led me to suppose anything of the kind; by
  so much as the vibration of one of his respectable eyelashes; yet
  whenever he was by; while we were practising; I felt myself the
  greenest and most inexperienced of mortals。
  I am particular about this man; because he made a particular
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  effect on me at that time; and because of what took place
  thereafter。
  The week passed away in a most delightful manner。 It passed
  rapidly; as may be supposed; to one entranced as I was; and yet it
  gave me so many occasions for knowing Steerforth better; and
  admiring him more in a thousand respects; that at its close I
  seemed to have been with him for a much longer time。 A dashing
  way he had of treating me like a plaything; was more agreeable to
  me than any behaviour h