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invitation I was only too proud and happy to accept。 It being now
pretty late; we took our candles and went upstairs; where we
parted with friendly heartiness at his door; and where I found my
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new room a great improvement on my old one; it not being at all
musty; and having an immense four…post bedstead in it; which was
quite a little landed estate。 Here; among pillows enough for six; I
soon fell asleep in a blissful condition; and dreamed of ancient
Rome; Steerforth; and friendship; until the early morning coaches;
rumbling out of the archway underneath; made me dream of
thunder and the gods。
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Chapter 20
STEERFORTH’S HOME
When the chambermaid tapped at my door at eight
o’clock; and informed me that my shaving…water was
outside; I felt severely the having no occasion for it;
and blushed in my bed。 The suspicion that she laughed too; when
she said it; preyed upon my mind all the time I was dressing; and
gave me; I was conscious; a sneaking and guilty air when I passed
her on the staircase; as I was going down to breakfast。 I was so
sensitively aware; indeed; of being younger than I could have
wished; that for some time I could not make up my mind to pass
her at all; under the ignoble circumstances of the case; but;
hearing her there with a broom; stood peeping out of window at
King Charles on horseback; surrounded by a maze of hackney…
coaches; and looking anything but regal in a drizzling rain and a
dark…brown fog; until I was admonished by the waiter that the
gentleman was waiting for me。
It was not in the coffee…room that I found Steerforth expecting
me; but in a snug private apartment; red…curtained and Turkey…
carpeted; where the fire burnt bright; and a fine hot breakfast was
set forth on a table covered with a clean cloth; and a cheerful
miniature of the room; the fire; the breakfast; Steerforth; and all;
was shining in the little round mirror over the sideboard。 I was
rather bashful at first; Steerforth being so self…possessed; and
elegant; and superior to me in all respects (age included); but his
easy patronage soon put that to rights; and made me quite at
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home。 I could not enough admire the change he had wrought in
the Golden Cross; or compare the dull forlorn state I had held
yesterday; with this morning’s comfort and this morning’s
entertainment。 As to the waiter’s familiarity; it was quenched as if
it had never been。 He attended on us; as I may say; in sackcloth
and ashes。
‘Now; Copperfield;’ said Steerforth; when we were alone; ‘I
should like to hear what you are doing; and where you are going;
and all about you。 I feel as if you were my property。’ Glowing with
pleasure to find that he had still this interest in me; I told him how
my aunt had proposed the little expedition that I had before me;
and whither it tended。
‘As you are in no hurry; then;’ said Steerforth; ‘come home with
me to Highgate; and stay a day or two。 You will be pleased with my
mother—she is a little vain and prosy about me; but that you can
forgive her—and she will be pleased with you。’
‘I should like to be as sure of that; as you are kind enough to say
you are;’ I answered; smiling。
‘Oh!’ said Steerforth; ’everyone who likes me; has a claim on
her that is sure to be acknowledged。’
‘Then I think I shall be a favourite;’ said I。
‘Good!’ said Steerforth。 ‘Come and prove it。 We will go and see
the lions for an hour or two—it’s something to have a fresh fellow
like you to show them to; Copperfield—and then we’ll journey out
to Highgate by the coach。’
I could hardly believe but that I was in a dream; and that I
should wake presently in number forty…four; to the solitary box in
the coffee…room and the familiar waiter again。 After I had written
to my aunt and told her of my fortunate meeting with my admired
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old schoolfellow; and my acceptance of his invitation; we went out
in a hackney…chariot; and saw a Panorama and some other sights;
and took a walk through the Museum; where I could not help
observing how much Steerforth knew; on an infinite variety of
subjects; and of how little account he seemed to make his
knowledge。
‘You’ll take a high degree at college; Steerforth;’ said I; ‘if you
have not done so already; and they will have good reason to be
proud of you。’
‘I take a degree!’ cried Steerforth。 ‘Not I! my dear Daisy—will
you mind my calling you Daisy?’
‘Not at all!’ said I。
‘That’s a good fellow! My dear Daisy;’ said Steerforth; laughing。
‘I have not the least desire or intention to distinguish myself in
that way。 I have done quite sufficient for my purpose。 I find that I
am heavy company enough for myself as I am。’
‘But the fame—’ I was beginning。
‘You romantic Daisy!’ said Steerforth; laughing still more
heartily: ‘why should I trouble myself; that a parcel of heavy…
headed fellows may gape and hold up their hands? Let them do it
at some other man。 There’s fame for him; and he’s welcome to it。’
I was abashed at having made so great a mistake; and was glad
to change the subject。 Fortunately it was not difficult to do; for
Steerforth could always pass from one subject to another with a
carelessness and lightness that were his own。
Lunch succeeded to our sight…seeing; and the short winter day
wore away so fast; that it was dusk when the stage…coach stopped
with us at an old brick house at Highgate on the summit of the hill。
An elderly lady; though not very far advanced in years; with a
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proud carriage and a handsome face; was in the doorway as we
alighted; and greeting Steerforth as ‘My dearest James;’ folded
him in her arms。 To this lady he presented me as his mother; and
she gave me a stately welcome。
It was a genteel old…fashioned house; very quiet and orderly。
From the windows of my room I saw all London lying in the
distance like a great vapour; with here and there some lights
twinkling through it。 I had only time; in dressing; to glance at the
solid furniture; the framed pieces of work (done; I supposed; by
Steerforth’s mother when she was a girl); and some pictures in
crayons of ladies with powdered hair and bodices; coming and
going on the walls; as the newly…kindled fire crackled and
sputtered; when I was called to dinner。
There was a second lady in the dining…room; of a slight short
figure; dark; and not agreeable to look at; but with some
appearance of good looks too; who attracted my attention: perhaps
because I had not expected to see her; perhaps because I found
myself sitting opposite to her; perhaps because of something really
remarkable in her。 She had black hair and eager black eyes; and
was thin; and had a scar upon her lip。 It was an old scar—I should
rather call it seam; for it was not discoloured; and had healed
years ago—which had once cut through her mouth; downward
towards the chin; but was now barely visible across the table;
except above and on her upper lip; the shape of which it had
altered。 I concluded in my own mind that she was about thirty
years of age; and that she wished to be married。 She was a little
dilapidated—like a house—with having been so long to let; yet
had; as I have said; an appearance of good looks。 Her thinness
seemed to be the effect of some wasting fire within her; which
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found a vent in her gaunt eyes。
She was introduced as Miss Dartle; and both Steerforth and his
mother called her Rosa。 I found that she lived there; and had been
for a long time Mrs。 Steerforth’s companion。 It appeared to me
that she never said anything she wanted to say; outright; but
hinted it; and made a great deal more of it by this practice。 For
example; when Mrs。 Steerforth observed; more in jest than
earnest; that she feared her son led but a wild life at college; Miss
Dartle put in thus:
‘Oh; really? You know how ignorant I am; and that I only ask
for information; but isn’t it always so? I thought that kind of life
was on all hands understood to be—eh?’
‘It is education for a very grave profession; if you mean that;
Rosa;’ Mrs。 Steerforth answered with some coldness。
‘Oh! Yes! That’s very true;’ returned Miss Dartle。 ‘But isn’t it;
though?—I want to be put right; if I am wrong—isn’t it; really?’
‘Really what?’ said Mrs。 Steerforth。
‘Oh! You mean it’s not!’ returned Miss Dartle。 ‘Well; I’m very
glad to hear it! Now; I know what to do! That’s the advantage of
asking。 I shall never allow people to talk before me about
wastefulness and profligacy; and so forth; in connexion with that
life; any more。’
‘And you will be right;’ said Mrs。 Steerforth。 ‘My son’s tutor is a
conscientious gentleman; and if I had not implicit reliance o