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out like so many caged sparrows。
We went to the Golden Cross at Charing Cross; then a mouldy
sort of establishment in a close neighbourhood。 A waiter showed
me into the coffee…room; and a chambermaid introduced me to my
small bedchamber; which smelt like a hackney…coach; and was
shut up like a family vault。 I was still painfully conscious of my
youth; for nobody stood in any awe of me at all: the chambermaid
being utterly indifferent to my opinions on any subject; and the
waiter being familiar with me; and offering advice to my
inexperience。
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‘Well now;’ said the waiter; in a tone of confidence; ‘what would
you like for dinner? Young gentlemen likes poultry in general:
have a fowl!’
I told him; as majestically as I could; that I wasn’t in the
humour for a fowl。
‘Ain’t you?’ said the waiter。 ‘Young gentlemen is generally tired
of beef and mutton: have a weal cutlet!’
I assented to this proposal; in default of being able to suggest
anything else。
‘Do you care for taters?’ said the waiter; with an insinuating
smile; and his head on one side。 ‘Young gentlemen generally has
been overdosed with taters。’
I commanded him; in my deepest voice; to order a veal cutlet
and potatoes; and all things fitting; and to inquire at the bar if
there were any letters for Trotwood Copperfield; Esquire—which I
knew there were not; and couldn’t be; but thought it manly to
appear to expect。
He soon came back to say that there were none (at which I was
much surprised) and began to lay the cloth for my dinner in a box
by the fire。 While he was so engaged; he asked me what I would
take with it; and on my replying ‘Half a pint of sherry;’ thought it a
favourable opportunity; I am afraid; to extract that measure of
wine from the stale leavings at the bottoms of several small
decanters。 I am of this opinion; because; while I was reading the
newspaper; I observed him behind a low wooden partition; which
was his private apartment; very busy pouring out of a number of
those vessels into one; like a chemist and druggist making up a
prescription。 When the wine came; too; I thought it flat; and it
certainly had more English crumbs in it; than were to be expected
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in a foreign wine in anything like a pure state; but I was bashful
enough to drink it; and say nothing。
Being then in a pleasant frame of mind (from which I infer that
poisoning is not always disagreeable in some stages of the
process); I resolved to go to the play。 It was Covent Garden
Theatre that I chose; and there; from the back of a centre box; I
saw Julius Caesar and the new Pantomime。 To have all those
noble Romans alive before me; and walking in and out for my
entertainment; instead of being the stern taskmasters they had
been at school; was a most novel and delightful effect。 But the
mingled reality and mystery of the whole show; the influence upon
me of the poetry; the lights; the music; the company; the smooth
stupendous changes of glittering and brilliant scenery; were so
dazzling; and opened up such illimitable regions of delight; that
when I came out into the rainy street; at twelve o’clock at night; I
felt as if I had come from the clouds; where I had been leading a
romantic life for ages; to a bawling; splashing; link…lighted;
umbrella…struggling; hackney…coach…jostling; patten…clinking;
muddy; miserable world。
I had emerged by another door; and stood in the street for a
little while; as if I really were a stranger upon earth: but the
unceremonious pushing and hustling that I received; soon recalled
me to myself; and put me in the road back to the hotel; whither I
went; revolving the glorious vision all the way; and where; after
some porter and oysters; I sat revolving it still; at past one o’clock;
with my eyes on the coffee…room fire。
I was so filled with the play; and with the past—for it was; in a
manner; like a shining transparency; through which I saw my
earlier life moving along—that I don’t know when the figure of a
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handsome well…formed young man dressed with a tasteful easy
negligence which I have reason to remember very well; became a
real presence to me。 But I recollect being conscious of his
company without having noticed his coming in—and my still
sitting; musing; over the coffee…room fire。
At last I rose to go to bed; much to the relief of the sleepy
waiter; who had got the fidgets in his legs; and was twisting them;
and hitting them; and putting them through all kinds of
contortions in his small pantry。 In going towards the door; I
passed the person who had come in; and saw him plainly。 I turned
directly; came back; and looked again。 He did not know me; but I
knew him in a moment。
At another time I might have wanted the confidence or the
decision to speak to him; and might have put it off until next day;
and might have lost him。 But; in the then condition of my mind;
where the play was still running high; his former protection of me
appeared so deserving of my gratitude; and my old love for him
overflowed my breast so freshly and spontaneously; that I went up
to him at once; with a fast…beating heart; and said:
‘Steerforth! won’t you speak to me?’
He looked at me—just as he used to look; sometimes—but I saw
no recognition in his face。
‘You don’t remember me; I am afraid;’ said I。
‘My God!’ he suddenly exclaimed。 ‘It’s little Copperfield!’
I grasped him by both hands; and could not let them go。 But for
very shame; and the fear that it might displease him; I could have
held him round the neck and cried。
‘I never; never; never was so glad! My dear Steerforth; I am so
overjoyed to see you!’
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‘And I am rejoiced to see you; too!’ he said; shaking my hands
heartily。 ‘Why; Copperfield; old boy; don’t be overpowered!’ And
yet he was glad; too; I thought; to see how the delight I had in
meeting him affected me。
I brushed away the tears that my utmost resolution had not
been able to keep back; and I made a clumsy laugh of it; and we
sat down together; side by side。
‘Why; how do you come to be here?’ said Steerforth; clapping
me on the shoulder。
‘I came here by the Canterbury coach; today。 I have been
adopted by an aunt down in that part of the country; and have just
finished my education there。 How do you come to be here;
Steerforth?’
‘Well; I am what they call an Oxford man;’ he returned; ‘that is
to say; I get bored to death down there; periodically—and I am on
my way now to my mother’s。 You’re a devilish amiable…looking
fellow; Copperfield。 just what you used to be; now I look at you!
Not altered in the least!’
‘I knew you immediately;’ I said; ‘but you are more easily
remembered。’
He laughed as he ran his hand through the clustering curls of
his hair; and said gaily:
‘Yes; I am on an expedition of duty。 My mother lives a little way
out of town; and the roads being in a beastly condition; and our
house tedious enough; I remained here tonight instead of going
on。 I have not been in town half…a…dozen hours; and those I have
been dozing and grumbling away at the play。’
‘I have been at the play; too;’ said I。 ‘At Covent Garden。 What a
delightful and magnificent entertainment; Steerforth!’
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Steerforth laughed heartily。
‘My dear young Davy;’ he said; clapping me on the shoulder
again; ‘you are a very Daisy。 The daisy of the field; at sunrise; is
not fresher than you are。 I have been at Covent Garden; too; and
there never was a more miserable business。 Holloa; you sir!’
This was addressed to the waiter; who had been very attentive
to our recognition; at a distance; and now came forward
deferentially。
‘Where have you put my friend; Mr。 Copperfield?’ said
Steerforth。
‘Beg your pardon; sir?’
‘Where does he sleep? What’s his number? You know what I
mean;’ said Steerforth。
‘Well; sir;’ said the waiter; with an apologetic air。 ‘Mr。
Copperfield is at present in forty…four; sir。’
‘And what the devil do you mean;’ retorted Steerforth; ‘by
putting Mr。 Copperfield into a little loft over a stable?’
‘Why; you see we wasn’t aware; sir;’ returned the waiter; still
apologetically; ‘as Mr。 Copperfield was anyways particular。 We can
give Mr。 Copperfield seventy…two; sir; if it would be preferred。
Next you; sir。’
‘Of course it would be preferred;’ said Steerforth。 ‘And do it at
once。’ The waiter immediately withdrew to make the exchange。
Steerforth; very much amused at my having been put into forty…
four; laughed again; and clapped me on the shoulder again; and
invited me to breakfast with him next morning at ten o’clock—an
invitation I was only too proud and happy to accept。 It being now
pretty late; we took our candles and went upstairs; whe