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  places which had been mentioned; when a fly…driver; coming by
  with his carriage; dropped a horsecloth。 Something good…natured
  in the man’s face; as I handed it up; encouraged me to ask him if
  he could tell me where Miss Trotwood lived; though I had asked
  the question so often; that it almost died upon my lips。
  ‘Trotwood;’ said he。 ‘Let me see。 I know the name; too。 Old
  lady?’
  ‘Yes;’ I said; ‘rather。’
  ‘Pretty stiff in the back?’ said he; making himself upright。
  ‘Yes;’ I said。 ‘I should think it very likely。’
  ‘Carries a bag?’ said he—‘bag with a good deal of room in it—is
  gruffish; and comes down upon you; sharp?’
  My heart sank within me as I acknowledged the undoubted
  accuracy of this description。
  ‘Why then; I tell you what;’ said he。 ‘If you go up there;’ pointing
  with his whip towards the heights; ‘and keep right on till you come
  to some houses facing the sea; I think you’ll hear of her。 My
  opinion is she won’t stand anything; so here’s a penny for you。’
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  I accepted the gift thankfully; and bought a loaf with it。
  Dispatching this refreshment by the way; I went in the direction
  my friend had indicated; and walked on a good distance without
  coming to the houses he had mentioned。 At length I saw some
  before me; and approaching them; went into a little shop (it was
  what we used to call a general shop; at home); and inquired if they
  could have the goodness to tell me where Miss Trotwood lived。 I
  addressed myself to a man behind the counter; who was weighing
  some rice for a young woman; but the latter; taking the inquiry to
  herself; turned round quickly。
  ‘My mistress?’ she said。 ‘What do you want with her; boy?’
  ‘I want;’ I replied; ‘to speak to her; if you please。’
  ‘To beg of her; you mean;’ retorted the damsel。
  ‘No;’ I said; ‘indeed。’ But suddenly remembering that in truth I
  came for no other purpose; I held my peace in confusion; and felt
  my face burn。
  My aunt’s handmaid; as I supposed she was from what she had
  said; put her rice in a little basket and walked out of the shop;
  telling me that I could follow her; if I wanted to know where Miss
  Trotwood lived。 I needed no second permission; though I was by
  this time in such a state of consternation and agitation; that my
  legs shook under me。 I followed the young woman; and we soon
  came to a very neat little cottage with cheerful bow…windows: in
  front of it; a small square gravelled court or garden full of flowers;
  carefully tended; and smelling deliciously。
  ‘This is Miss Trotwood’s;’ said the young woman。 ‘Now you
  know; and that’s all I have got to say。’ With which words she
  hurried into the house; as if to shake off the responsibility of my
  appearance; and left me standing at the garden…gate; looking
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  disconsolately over the top of it towards the parlour window;
  where a muslin curtain partly undrawn in the middle; a large
  round green screen or fan fastened on to the windowsill; a small
  table; and a great chair; suggested to me that my aunt might be at
  that moment seated in awful state。
  My shoes were by this time in a woeful condition。 The soles had
  shed themselves bit by bit; and the upper leathers had broken and
  burst until the very shape and form of shoes had departed from
  them。 My hat (which had served me for a night…cap; too) was so
  crushed and bent; that no old battered handleless saucepan on a
  dunghill need have been ashamed to vie with it。 My shirt and
  trousers; stained with heat; dew; grass; and the Kentish soil on
  which I had slept—and torn besides—might have frightened the
  birds from my aunt’s garden; as I stood at the gate。 My hair had
  known no comb or brush since I left London。 My face; neck; and
  hands; from unaccustomed exposure to the air and sun; were
  burnt to a berry…brown。 From head to foot I was powdered almost
  as white with chalk and dust; as if I had come out of a lime…kiln。 In
  this plight; and with a strong consciousness of it; I waited to
  introduce myself to; and make my first impression on; my
  formidable aunt。
  The unbroken stillness of the parlour window leading me to
  infer; after a while; that she was not there; I lifted up my eyes to
  the window above it; where I saw a florid; pleasant…looking
  gentleman; with a grey head; who shut up one eye in a grotesque
  manner; nodded his head at me several times; shook it at me as
  often; laughed; and went away。
  I had been discomposed enough before; but I was so much the
  more discomposed by this unexpected behaviour; that I was on the
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  point of slinking off; to think how I had best proceed; when there
  came out of the house a lady with her handkerchief tied over her
  cap; and a pair of gardening gloves on her hands; wearing a
  gardening pocket like a toll…man’s apron; and carrying a great
  knife。 I knew her immediately to be Miss Betsey; for she came
  stalking out of the house exactly as my poor mother had so often
  described her stalking up our garden at Blunderstone Rookery。
  ‘Go away!’ said Miss Betsey; shaking her head; and making a
  distant chop in the air with her knife。 ‘Go along! No boys here!’
  I watched her; with my heart at my lips; as she marched to a
  corner of her garden; and stooped to dig up some little root there。
  Then; without a scrap of courage; but with a great deal of
  desperation; I went softly in and stood beside her; touching her
  with my finger。
  ‘If you please; ma’am;’ I began。
  She started and looked up。
  ‘If you please; aunt。’
  ‘Eh?’ exclaimed Miss Betsey; in a tone of amazement I have
  never heard approached。
  ‘If you please; aunt; I am your nephew。’
  ‘Oh; Lord!’ said my aunt。 And sat flat down in the garden…path。
  ‘I am David Copperfield; of Blunderstone; in Suffolk—where
  you came; on the night when I was born; and saw my dear mama。 I
  have been very unhappy since she died。 I have been slighted; and
  taught nothing; and thrown upon myself; and put to work not fit
  for me。 It made me run away to you。 I was robbed at first setting
  out; and have walked all the way; and have never slept in a bed
  since I began the journey。’ Here my self…support gave way all at
  once; and with a movement of my hands; intended to show her my
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  ragged state; and call it to witness that I had suffered something; I
  broke into a passion of crying; which I suppose had been pent up
  within me all the week。
  My aunt; with every sort of expression but wonder discharged
  from her countenance; sat on the gravel; staring at me; until I
  began to cry; when she got up in a great hurry; collared me; and
  took me into the parlour。 Her first proceeding there was to unlock
  a tall press; bring out several bottles; and pour some of the
  contents of each into my mouth。 I think they must have been taken
  out at random; for I am sure I tasted aniseed water; anchovy
  sauce; and salad dressing。 When she had administered these
  restoratives; as I was still quite hysterical; and unable to control
  my sobs; she put me on the sofa; with a shawl under my head; and
  the handkerchief from her own head under my feet; lest I should
  sully the cover; and then; sitting herself down behind the green
  fan or screen I have already mentioned; so that I could not see her
  face; ejaculated at intervals; ‘Mercy on us!’ letting those
  exclamations off like minute guns。
  After a time she rang the bell。 ‘Janet;’ said my aunt; when her
  servant came in。 ‘Go upstairs; give my compliments to Mr。 Dick;
  and say I wish to speak to him。’
  Janet looked a little surprised to see me lying stiffly on the sofa
  (I was afraid to move lest it should be displeasing to my aunt); but
  went on her errand。 My aunt; with her hands behind her; walked
  up and down the room; until the gentleman who had squinted at
  me from the upper window came in laughing。
  ‘Mr。 Dick;’ said my aunt; ‘don’t be a fool; because nobody can be
  more discreet than you can; when you choose。 We all know that。
  So don’t be a fool; whatever you are。’
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  The gentleman was serious immediately; and looked at me; I
  thought; as if he would entreat me to say nothing about the
  window。
  ‘Mr。 Dick;’ said my aunt; ‘you have heard me mention David
  Copperfield? Now don’t pretend not to have a memory; because
  you and I know better。’
  ‘David Copperfield?’ said Mr。 Dick; who did not appear to me to
  remember much about it。 ‘David Copperfield? Oh yes; to be sure。
  David; certainly。’
  ‘Well;’ said my aunt; ‘this is his boy—his son。 He would be as
  like his father as it’s possible to be; if he was not so like his mother;
  too。’
  ‘His son?’ said Mr。 Dick。 ‘David’s son? Indeed!’
  ‘Yes;’ pursued my aunt; ‘and he has done a pretty piece of
  business。 He has run away。 Ah! His sister; Betsey Trotwood; never
  would have run aw