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  foreman of the packers; and another named Tipp; who was the
  carman; and wore a red jacket; used to address me sometimes as
  ‘David’: but I think it was mostly when we were very confidential;
  and when I had made some efforts to entertain them; over our
  work; with some results of the old readings; which were fast
  perishing out of my remembrance。 Mealy Potatoes uprose once;
  and rebelled against my being so distinguished; but Mick Walker
  settled him in no time。
  My rescue from this kind of existence I considered quite
  hopeless; and abandoned; as such; altogether。 I am solemnly
  convinced that I never for one hour was reconciled to it; or was
  otherwise than miserably unhappy; but I bore it; and even to
  Peggotty; partly for the love of her and partly for shame; never in
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  any letter (though many passed between us) revealed the truth。
  Mr。 Micawber’s difficulties were an addition to the distressed
  state of my mind。 In my forlorn state I became quite attached to
  the family; and used to walk about; busy with Mrs。 Micawber’s
  calculations of ways and means; and heavy with the weight of Mr。
  Micawber’s debts。 On a Saturday night; which was my grand
  treat;—partly because it was a great thing to walk home with six or
  seven shillings in my pocket; looking into the shops and thinking
  what such a sum would buy; and partly because I went home
  early;—Mrs。 Micawber would make the most heart…rending
  confidences to me; also on a Sunday morning; when I mixed the
  portion of tea or coffee I had bought over…night; in a little shaving…
  pot; and sat late at my breakfast。 It was nothing at all unusual for
  Mr。 Micawber to sob violently at the beginning of one of these
  Saturday night conversations; and sing about jack’s delight being
  his lovely Nan; towards the end of it。 I have known him come
  home to supper with a flood of tears; and a declaration that
  nothing was now left but a jail; and go to bed making a calculation
  of the expense of putting bow…windows to the house; ‘in case
  anything turned up’; which was his favourite expression。 And Mrs。
  Micawber was just the same。
  A curious equality of friendship; originating; I suppose; in our
  respective circumstances; sprung up between me and these
  people; notwithstanding the ludicrous disparity in our years。 But I
  never allowed myself to be prevailed upon to accept any invitation
  to eat and drink with them out of their stock (knowing that they
  got on badly with the butcher and baker; and had often not too
  much for themselves); until Mrs。 Micawber took me into her entire
  confidence。 This she did one evening as follows:
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  ‘Master Copperfield;’ said Mrs。 Micawber; ‘I make no stranger
  of you; and therefore do not hesitate to say that Mr。 Micawber’s
  difficulties are coming to a crisis。’
  It made me very miserable to hear it; and I looked at Mrs。
  Micawber’s red eyes with the utmost sympathy。
  ‘With the exception of the heel of a Dutch cheese—which is not
  adapted to the wants of a young family’—said Mrs。 Micawber;
  ‘there is really not a scrap of anything in the larder。 I was
  accustomed to speak of the larder when I lived with papa and
  mama; and I use the word almost unconsciously。 What I mean to
  express is; that there is nothing to eat in the house。’
  ‘Dear me!’ I said; in great concern。
  I had two or three shillings of my week’s money in my pocket—
  from which I presume that it must have been on a Wednesday
  night when we held this conversation—and I hastily produced
  them; and with heartfelt emotion begged Mrs。 Micawber to accept
  of them as a loan。 But that lady; kissing me; and making me put
  them back in my pocket; replied that she couldn’t think of it。
  ‘No; my dear Master Copperfield;’ said she; ‘far be it from my
  thoughts! But you have a discretion beyond your years; and can
  render me another kind of service; if you will; and a service I will
  thankfully accept of。’
  I begged Mrs。 Micawber to name it。
  ‘I have parted with the plate myself;’ said Mrs。 Micawber。 ‘Six
  tea; two salt; and a pair of sugars; I have at different times
  borrowed money on; in secret; with my own hands。 But the twins
  are a great tie; and to me; with my recollections; of papa and
  mama; these transactions are very painful。 There are still a few
  trifles that we could part with。 Mr。 Micawber’s feelings would
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  never allow him to dispose of them; and Clickett’—this was the girl
  from the workhouse—‘being of a vulgar mind; would take painful
  liberties if so much confidence was reposed in her。 Master
  Copperfield; if I might ask you—’
  I understood Mrs。 Micawber now; and begged her to make use
  of me to any extent。 I began to dispose of the more portable
  articles of property that very evening; and went out on a similar
  expedition almost every morning; before I went to Murdstone and
  Grinby’s。
  Mr。 Micawber had a few books on a little chiffonier; which he
  called the library; and those went first。 I carried them; one after
  another; to a bookstall in the City Road—one part of which; near
  our house; was almost all bookstalls and bird shops then—and
  sold them for whatever they would bring。 The keeper of this
  bookstall; who lived in a little house behind it; used to get tipsy
  every night; and to be violently scolded by his wife every morning。
  More than once; when I went there early; I had audience of him in
  a turn…up bedstead; with a cut in his forehead or a black eye;
  bearing witness to his excesses over…night (I am afraid he was
  quarrelsome in his drink); and he; with a shaking hand;
  endeavouring to find the needful shillings in one or other of the
  pockets of his clothes; which lay upon the floor; while his wife;
  with a baby in her arms and her shoes down at heel; never left off
  rating him。 Sometimes he had lost his money; and then he would
  ask me to call again; but his wife had always got some—had taken
  his; I dare say; while he was drunk—and secretly completed the
  bargain on the stairs; as we went down together。 At the
  pawnbroker’s shop; too; I began to be very well known。 The
  principal gentleman who officiated behind the counter; took a
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  good deal of notice of me; and often got me; I recollect; to decline a
  Latin noun or adjective; or to conjugate a Latin verb; in his ear;
  while he transacted my business。 After all these occasions Mrs。
  Micawber made a little treat; which was generally a supper; and
  there was a peculiar relish in these meals which I well remember。
  At last Mr。 Micawber’s difficulties came to a crisis; and he was
  arrested early one morning; and carried over to the King’s Bench
  Prison in the Borough。 He told me; as he went out of the house;
  that the God of day had now gone down upon him—and I really
  thought his heart was broken and mine too。 But I heard;
  afterwards; that he was seen to play a lively game at skittles;
  before noon。
  On the first Sunday after he was taken there; I was to go and
  see him; and have dinner with him。 I was to ask my way to such a
  place; and just short of that place I should see such another place;
  and just short of that I should see a yard; which I was to cross; and
  keep straight on until I saw a turnkey。 All this I did; and when at
  last I did see a turnkey (poor little fellow that I was!); and thought
  how; when Roderick Random was in a debtors’ prison; there was a
  man there with nothing on him but an old rug; the turnkey swam
  before my dimmed eyes and my beating heart。
  Mr。 Micawber was waiting for me within the gate; and we went
  up to his room (top story but one); and cried very much。 He
  solemnly conjured me; I remember; to take warning by his fate;
  and to observe that if a man had twenty pounds a…year for his
  income; and spent nineteen pounds nineteen shillings and
  sixpence; he would be happy; but that if he spent twenty pounds
  one he would be miserable。 After which he borrowed a shilling of
  me for porter; gave me a written order on Mrs。 Micawber for the
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  amount; and put away his pocket…handkerchief; and cheered up。
  We sat before a little fire; with two bricks put within the rusted
  grate; one on each side; to prevent its burning too many coals;
  until another debtor; who shared the room with Mr。 Micawber;
  came in from the bakehouse with the loin of mutton which was
  our joint…stock repast。 Then I was sent up to ‘Captain Hopkins’ in
  the room overhead; with Mr。 Micawber’s compliments; and I was
  his young friend; and would Captain Hopkins lend me a knife and
  fork。
  Captain Hopkins lent me the knife and fork; with his
  compliments to Mr。 Micawber。 There was a very dirty lady in his
  little room; and two wan girls; his daughters; with shock heads of
  hair。 I thought it was better to borrow Captain Hopkins’s knife and
  fork; than Captain Hopkins’s comb。 The Captain himself was in