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discovered; however; that this youth had not been christened by
that name; but that it had been bestowed upon him in the
warehouse; on account of his complexion; which was pale or
mealy。 Mealy’s father was a waterman; who had the additional
distinction of being a fireman; and was engaged as such at one of
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the large theatres; where some young relation of Mealy’s—I think
his little sister—did Imps in the Pantomimes。
No words can express the secret agony of my soul as I sunk into
this companionship; compared these henceforth everyday
associates with those of my happier childhood—not to say with
Steerforth; Traddles; and the rest of those boys; and felt my hopes
of growing up to be a learned and distinguished man; crushed in
my bosom。 The deep remembrance of the sense I had; of being
utterly without hope now; of the shame I felt in my position; of the
misery it was to my young heart to believe that day by day what I
had learned; and thought; and delighted in; and raised my fancy
and my emulation up by; would pass away from me; little by little;
never to be brought back any more; cannot be written。 As often as
Mick Walker went away in the course of that forenoon; I mingled
my tears with the water in which I was washing the bottles; and
sobbed as if there were a flaw in my own breast; and it were in
danger of bursting。
The counting…house clock was at half past twelve; and there
was general preparation for going to dinner; when Mr。 Quinion
tapped at the counting…house window; and beckoned to me to go
in。 I went in; and found there a stoutish; middle…aged person; in a
brown surtout and black tights and shoes; with no more hair upon
his head (which was a large one; and very shining) than there is
upon an egg; and with a very extensive face; which he turned full
upon me。 His clothes were shabby; but he had an imposing shirt…
collar on。 He carried a jaunty sort of a stick; with a large pair of
rusty tassels to it; and a quizzing…glass hung outside his coat;—for
ornament; I afterwards found; as he very seldom looked through
it; and couldn’t see anything when he did。
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‘This;’ said Mr。 Quinion; in allusion to myself; ‘is he。’
‘This;’ said the stranger; with a certain condescending roll in his
voice; and a certain indescribable air of doing something genteel;
which impressed me very much; ‘is Master Copperfield。 I hope I
see you well; sir?’
I said I was very well; and hoped he was。 I was sufficiently ill at
ease; Heaven knows; but it was not in my nature to complain
much at that time of my life; so I said I was very well; and hoped
he was。
‘I am;’ said the stranger; ‘thank Heaven; quite well。 I have
received a letter from Mr。 Murdstone; in which he mentions that
he would desire me to receive into an apartment in the rear of my
house; which is at present unoccupied—and is; in short; to be let
as a—in short;’ said the stranger; with a smile and in a burst of
confidence; ‘as a bedroom—the young beginner whom I have now
the pleasure to—’ and the stranger waved his hand; and settled his
chin in his shirt…collar。
‘This is Mr。 Micawber;’ said Mr。 Quinion to me。
‘Ahem!’ said the stranger; ‘that is my name。’
‘Mr。 Micawber;’ said Mr。 Quinion; ‘is known to Mr。 Murdstone。
He takes orders for us on commission; when he can get any。 He
has been written to by Mr。 Murdstone; on the subject of your
lodgings; and he will receive you as a lodger。’
‘My address;’ said Mr。 Micawber; ‘is Windsor Terrace; City
Road。 I—in short;’ said Mr。 Micawber; with the same genteel air;
and in another burst of confidence—‘I live there。’
I made him a bow。
‘Under the impression;’ said Mr。 Micawber; ‘that your
peregrinations in this metropolis have not as yet been extensive;
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and that you might have some difficulty in penetrating the arcana
of the Modern Babylon in the direction of the City Road;—in
short;’ said Mr。 Micawber; in another burst of confidence; ‘that you
might lose yourself—I shall be happy to call this evening; and
install you in the knowledge of the nearest way。’
I thanked him with all my heart; for it was friendly in him to
offer to take that trouble。
‘At what hour;’ said Mr。 Micawber; ‘shall I—’
‘At about eight;’ said Mr。 Quinion。
‘At about eight;’ said Mr。 Micawber。 ‘I beg to wish you good day;
Mr。 Quinion。 I will intrude no longer。’
So he put on his hat; and went out with his cane under his arm:
very upright; and humming a tune when he was clear of the
counting…house。
Mr。 Quinion then formally engaged me to be as useful as I could
in the warehouse of Murdstone and Grinby; at a salary; I think; of
six shillings a week。 I am not clear whether it was six or seven。 I
am inclined to believe; from my uncertainty on this head; that it
was six at first and seven afterwards。 He paid me a week down
(from his own pocket; I believe); and I gave Mealy sixpence out of
it to get my trunk carried to Windsor Terrace that night: it being
too heavy for my strength; small as it was。 I paid sixpence more for
my dinner; which was a meat pie and a turn at a neighbouring
pump; and passed the hour which was allowed for that meal; in
walking about the streets。
At the appointed time in the evening; Mr。 Micawber
reappeared。 I washed my hands and face; to do the greater honour
to his gentility; and we walked to our house; as I suppose I must
now call it; together; Mr。 Micawber impressing the name of
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streets; and the shapes of corner houses upon me; as we went
along; that I might find my way back; easily; in the morning。
Arrived at this house in Windsor Terrace (which I noticed was
shabby like himself; but also; like himself; made all the show it
could); he presented me to Mrs。 Micawber; a thin and faded lady;
not at all young; who was sitting in the parlour (the first floor was
altogether unfurnished; and the blinds were kept down to delude
the neighbours); with a baby at her breast。 This baby was one of
twins; and I may remark here that I hardly ever; in all my
experience of the family; saw both the twins detached from Mrs。
Micawber at the same time。 One of them was always taking
refreshment。
There were two other children; Master Micawber; aged about
four; and Miss Micawber; aged about three。 These; and a dark…
complexioned young woman; with a habit of snorting; who was
servant to the family; and informed me; before half an hour had
expired; that she was ‘a Orfling’; and came from St。 Luke’s
workhouse; in the neighbourhood; completed the establishment。
My room was at the top of the house; at the back: a close chamber;
stencilled all over with an ornament which my young imagination
represented as a blue muffin; and very scantily furnished。
‘I never thought;’ said Mrs。 Micawber; when she came up; twin
and all; to show me the apartment; and sat down to take breath;
‘before I was married; when I lived with papa and mama; that I
should ever find it necessary to take a lodger。 But Mr。 Micawber
being in difficulties; all considerations of private feeling must give
way。’
I said: ‘Yes; ma’am。’
‘Mr。 Micawber’s difficulties are almost overwhelming just at
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present;’ said Mrs。 Micawber; ‘and whether it is possible to bring
him through them; I don’t know。 When I lived at home with papa
and mama; I really should have hardly understood what the word
meant; in the sense in which I now employ it; but experientia does
it;—as papa used to say。’
I cannot satisfy myself whether she told me that Mr。 Micawber
had been an officer in the Marines; or whether I have imagined it。
I only know that I believe to this hour that he WAS in the Marines
once upon a time; without knowing why。 He was a sort of town
traveller for a number of miscellaneous houses; now; but made
little or nothing of it; I am afraid。
‘If Mr。 Micawber’s creditors will not give him time;’ said Mrs。
Micawber; ‘they must take the consequences; and the sooner they
bring it to an issue the better。 Blood cannot be obtained from a
stone; neither can anything on account be obtained at present (not
to mention law expenses) from Mr。 Micawber。’
I never can quite understand whether my precocious self…
dependence confused Mrs。 Micawber in reference to my age; or
whether she was so full of the subject that she would have talked
about it to the very twins if there had been nobody else to
communicate with; but this was the strain in which she began; and
she went on accordingly all the time I knew her。
Poor Mrs。 Micawber! She said she had tried to exert herself;
and so; I have no doubt; she had。 The centre of the street door was
perfectly covered with a great brass…plate; on which was engraved
‘Mrs。 Micawber’s Boarding Establishment for Youn