第 42 节
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  discovered; however; that this youth had not been christened by
  that name; but that it had been bestowed upon him in the
  warehouse; on account of his complexion; which was pale or
  mealy。 Mealy’s father was a waterman; who had the additional
  distinction of being a fireman; and was engaged as such at one of
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  the large theatres; where some young relation of Mealy’s—I think
  his little sister—did Imps in the Pantomimes。
  No words can express the secret agony of my soul as I sunk into
  this companionship; compared these henceforth everyday
  associates with those of my happier childhood—not to say with
  Steerforth; Traddles; and the rest of those boys; and felt my hopes
  of growing up to be a learned and distinguished man; crushed in
  my bosom。 The deep remembrance of the sense I had; of being
  utterly without hope now; of the shame I felt in my position; of the
  misery it was to my young heart to believe that day by day what I
  had learned; and thought; and delighted in; and raised my fancy
  and my emulation up by; would pass away from me; little by little;
  never to be brought back any more; cannot be written。 As often as
  Mick Walker went away in the course of that forenoon; I mingled
  my tears with the water in which I was washing the bottles; and
  sobbed as if there were a flaw in my own breast; and it were in
  danger of bursting。
  The counting…house clock was at half past twelve; and there
  was general preparation for going to dinner; when Mr。 Quinion
  tapped at the counting…house window; and beckoned to me to go
  in。 I went in; and found there a stoutish; middle…aged person; in a
  brown surtout and black tights and shoes; with no more hair upon
  his head (which was a large one; and very shining) than there is
  upon an egg; and with a very extensive face; which he turned full
  upon me。 His clothes were shabby; but he had an imposing shirt…
  collar on。 He carried a jaunty sort of a stick; with a large pair of
  rusty tassels to it; and a quizzing…glass hung outside his coat;—for
  ornament; I afterwards found; as he very seldom looked through
  it; and couldn’t see anything when he did。
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  ‘This;’ said Mr。 Quinion; in allusion to myself; ‘is he。’
  ‘This;’ said the stranger; with a certain condescending roll in his
  voice; and a certain indescribable air of doing something genteel;
  which impressed me very much; ‘is Master Copperfield。 I hope I
  see you well; sir?’
  I said I was very well; and hoped he was。 I was sufficiently ill at
  ease; Heaven knows; but it was not in my nature to complain
  much at that time of my life; so I said I was very well; and hoped
  he was。
  ‘I am;’ said the stranger; ‘thank Heaven; quite well。 I have
  received a letter from Mr。 Murdstone; in which he mentions that
  he would desire me to receive into an apartment in the rear of my
  house; which is at present unoccupied—and is; in short; to be let
  as a—in short;’ said the stranger; with a smile and in a burst of
  confidence; ‘as a bedroom—the young beginner whom I have now
  the pleasure to—’ and the stranger waved his hand; and settled his
  chin in his shirt…collar。
  ‘This is Mr。 Micawber;’ said Mr。 Quinion to me。
  ‘Ahem!’ said the stranger; ‘that is my name。’
  ‘Mr。 Micawber;’ said Mr。 Quinion; ‘is known to Mr。 Murdstone。
  He takes orders for us on commission; when he can get any。 He
  has been written to by Mr。 Murdstone; on the subject of your
  lodgings; and he will receive you as a lodger。’
  ‘My address;’ said Mr。 Micawber; ‘is Windsor Terrace; City
  Road。 I—in short;’ said Mr。 Micawber; with the same genteel air;
  and in another burst of confidence—‘I live there。’
  I made him a bow。
  ‘Under the impression;’ said Mr。 Micawber; ‘that your
  peregrinations in this metropolis have not as yet been extensive;
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  and that you might have some difficulty in penetrating the arcana
  of the Modern Babylon in the direction of the City Road;—in
  short;’ said Mr。 Micawber; in another burst of confidence; ‘that you
  might lose yourself—I shall be happy to call this evening; and
  install you in the knowledge of the nearest way。’
  I thanked him with all my heart; for it was friendly in him to
  offer to take that trouble。
  ‘At what hour;’ said Mr。 Micawber; ‘shall I—’
  ‘At about eight;’ said Mr。 Quinion。
  ‘At about eight;’ said Mr。 Micawber。 ‘I beg to wish you good day;
  Mr。 Quinion。 I will intrude no longer。’
  So he put on his hat; and went out with his cane under his arm:
  very upright; and humming a tune when he was clear of the
  counting…house。
  Mr。 Quinion then formally engaged me to be as useful as I could
  in the warehouse of Murdstone and Grinby; at a salary; I think; of
  six shillings a week。 I am not clear whether it was six or seven。 I
  am inclined to believe; from my uncertainty on this head; that it
  was six at first and seven afterwards。 He paid me a week down
  (from his own pocket; I believe); and I gave Mealy sixpence out of
  it to get my trunk carried to Windsor Terrace that night: it being
  too heavy for my strength; small as it was。 I paid sixpence more for
  my dinner; which was a meat pie and a turn at a neighbouring
  pump; and passed the hour which was allowed for that meal; in
  walking about the streets。
  At the appointed time in the evening; Mr。 Micawber
  reappeared。 I washed my hands and face; to do the greater honour
  to his gentility; and we walked to our house; as I suppose I must
  now call it; together; Mr。 Micawber impressing the name of
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  streets; and the shapes of corner houses upon me; as we went
  along; that I might find my way back; easily; in the morning。
  Arrived at this house in Windsor Terrace (which I noticed was
  shabby like himself; but also; like himself; made all the show it
  could); he presented me to Mrs。 Micawber; a thin and faded lady;
  not at all young; who was sitting in the parlour (the first floor was
  altogether unfurnished; and the blinds were kept down to delude
  the neighbours); with a baby at her breast。 This baby was one of
  twins; and I may remark here that I hardly ever; in all my
  experience of the family; saw both the twins detached from Mrs。
  Micawber at the same time。 One of them was always taking
  refreshment。
  There were two other children; Master Micawber; aged about
  four; and Miss Micawber; aged about three。 These; and a dark…
  complexioned young woman; with a habit of snorting; who was
  servant to the family; and informed me; before half an hour had
  expired; that she was ‘a Orfling’; and came from St。 Luke’s
  workhouse; in the neighbourhood; completed the establishment。
  My room was at the top of the house; at the back: a close chamber;
  stencilled all over with an ornament which my young imagination
  represented as a blue muffin; and very scantily furnished。
  ‘I never thought;’ said Mrs。 Micawber; when she came up; twin
  and all; to show me the apartment; and sat down to take breath;
  ‘before I was married; when I lived with papa and mama; that I
  should ever find it necessary to take a lodger。 But Mr。 Micawber
  being in difficulties; all considerations of private feeling must give
  way。’
  I said: ‘Yes; ma’am。’
  ‘Mr。 Micawber’s difficulties are almost overwhelming just at
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  present;’ said Mrs。 Micawber; ‘and whether it is possible to bring
  him through them; I don’t know。 When I lived at home with papa
  and mama; I really should have hardly understood what the word
  meant; in the sense in which I now employ it; but experientia does
  it;—as papa used to say。’
  I cannot satisfy myself whether she told me that Mr。 Micawber
  had been an officer in the Marines; or whether I have imagined it。
  I only know that I believe to this hour that he WAS in the Marines
  once upon a time; without knowing why。 He was a sort of town
  traveller for a number of miscellaneous houses; now; but made
  little or nothing of it; I am afraid。
  ‘If Mr。 Micawber’s creditors will not give him time;’ said Mrs。
  Micawber; ‘they must take the consequences; and the sooner they
  bring it to an issue the better。 Blood cannot be obtained from a
  stone; neither can anything on account be obtained at present (not
  to mention law expenses) from Mr。 Micawber。’
  I never can quite understand whether my precocious self…
  dependence confused Mrs。 Micawber in reference to my age; or
  whether she was so full of the subject that she would have talked
  about it to the very twins if there had been nobody else to
  communicate with; but this was the strain in which she began; and
  she went on accordingly all the time I knew her。
  Poor Mrs。 Micawber! She said she had tried to exert herself;
  and so; I have no doubt; she had。 The centre of the street door was
  perfectly covered with a great brass…plate; on which was engraved
  ‘Mrs。 Micawber’s Boarding Establishment for Youn