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‘And how do you get on; and where are you being educated;
Brooks?’ said Mr。 Quinion。
He had put his hand upon my shoulder; and turned me about;
to walk with them。 I did not know what to reply; and glanced
dubiously at Mr。 Murdstone。
‘He is at home at present;’ said the latter。 ‘He is not being
educated anywhere。 I don’t know what to do with him。 He is a
difficult subject。’
That old; double look was on me for a moment; and then his
eyes darkened with a frown; as it turned; in its aversion;
elsewhere。
‘Humph!’ said Mr。 Quinion; looking at us both; I thought。 ‘Fine
weather!’
Silence ensued; and I was considering how I could best
disengage my shoulder from his hand; and go away; when he said:
‘I suppose you are a pretty sharp fellow still? Eh; Brooks?’
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‘Aye! He is sharp enough;’ said Mr。 Murdstone; impatiently。
‘You had better let him go。 He will not thank you for troubling
him。’
On this hint; Mr。 Quinion released me; and I made the best of
my way home。 Looking back as I turned into the front garden; I
saw Mr。 Murdstone leaning against the wicket of the churchyard;
and Mr。 Quinion talking to him。 They were both looking after me;
and I felt that they were speaking of me。
Mr。 Quinion lay at our house that night。 After breakfast; the
next morning; I had put my chair away; and was going out of the
room; when Mr。 Murdstone called me back。 He then gravely
repaired to another table; where his sister sat herself at her desk。
Mr。 Quinion; with his hands in his pockets; stood looking out of
window; and I stood looking at them all。
‘David;’ said Mr。 Murdstone; ‘to the young this is a world for
action; not for moping and droning in。’
—‘As you do;’ added his sister。
‘Jane Murdstone; leave it to me; if you please。 I say; David; to
the young this is a world for action; and not for moping and
droning in。 It is especially so for a young boy of your disposition;
which requires a great deal of correcting; and to which no greater
service can be done than to force it to conform to the ways of the
working world; and to bend it and break it。’
‘For stubbornness won’t do here;’ said his sister ‘What it wants
is; to be crushed。 And crushed it must be。 Shall be; too!’
He gave her a look; half in remonstrance; half in approval; and
went on:
‘I suppose you know; David; that I am not rich。 At any rate; you
know it now。 You have received some considerable education
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already。 Education is costly; and even if it were not; and I could
afford it; I am of opinion that it would not be at all advantageous to
you to be kept at school。 What is before you; is a fight with the
world; and the sooner you begin it; the better。’
I think it occurred to me that I had already begun it; in my poor
way: but it occurs to me now; whether or no。
‘You have heard the “counting…house” mentioned sometimes;’
said Mr。 Murdstone。
‘The counting…house; sir?’ I repeated。 ‘Of Murdstone and
Grinby; in the wine trade;’ he replied。
I suppose I looked uncertain; for he went on hastily:
‘You have heard the “counting…house” mentioned; or the
business; or the cellars; or the wharf; or something about it。’
‘I think I have heard the business mentioned; sir;’ I said;
remembering what I vaguely knew of his and his sister’s
resources。 ‘But I don’t know when。’
‘It does not matter when;’ he returned。 ‘Mr。 Quinion manages
that business。’
I glanced at the latter deferentially as he stood looking out of
window。
‘Mr。 Quinion suggests that it gives employment to some other
boys; and that he sees no reason why it shouldn’t; on the same
terms; give employment to you。’
‘He having;’ Mr。 Quinion observed in a low voice; and half
turning round; ‘no other prospect; Murdstone。’
Mr。 Murdstone; with an impatient; even an angry gesture;
resumed; without noticing what he had said:
‘Those terms are; that you will earn enough for yourself to
provide for your eating and drinking; and pocket…money。 Your
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lodging (which I have arranged for) will be paid by me。 So will
your washing—’
‘—Which will be kept down to my estimate;’ said his sister。
‘Your clothes will be looked after for you; too;’ said Mr。
Murdstone; ‘as you will not be able; yet awhile; to get them for
yourself。 So you are now going to London; David; with Mr。
Quinion; to begin the world on your own account。’
‘In short; you are provided for;’ observed his sister; ‘and will
please to do your duty。’
Though I quite understood that the purpose of this
announcement was to get rid of me; I have no distinct
remembrance whether it pleased or frightened me。 My impression
is; that I was in a state of confusion about it; and; oscillating
between the two points; touched neither。 Nor had I much time for
the clearing of my thoughts; as Mr。 Quinion was to go upon the
morrow。
Behold me; on the morrow; in a much…worn little white hat;
with a black crape round it for my mother; a black jacket; and a
pair of hard; stiff corduroy trousers—which Miss Murdstone
considered the best armour for the legs in that fight with the world
which was now to come off。 behold me so attired; and with my
little worldly all before me in a small trunk; sitting; a lone lorn
child (as Mrs。 Gummidge might have said); in the post…chaise that
was carrying Mr。 Quinion to the London coach at Yarmouth! See;
how our house and church are lessening in the distance; how the
grave beneath the tree is blotted out by intervening objects; how
the spire points upwards from my old playground no more; and
the sky is empty!
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Chapter 11
I BEGIN LIFE ON MY OWN ACCOUNT; AND
DON’T LIKE IT
Iknow enough of the world now; to have almost lost the
capacity of being much surprised by anything; but it is matter
of some surprise to me; even now; that I can have been so
easily thrown away at such an age。 A child of excellent abilities;
and with strong powers of observation; quick; eager; delicate; and
soon hurt bodily or mentally; it seems wonderful to me that
nobody should have made any sign in my behalf。 But none was
made; and I became; at ten years old; a little labouring hind in the
service of Murdstone and Grinby。
Murdstone and Grinby’s warehouse was at the waterside。 It was
down in Blackfriars。 Modern improvements have altered the
place; but it was the last house at the bottom of a narrow street;
curving down hill to the river; with some stairs at the end; where
people took boat。 It was a crazy old house with a wharf of its own;
abutting on the water when the tide was in; and on the mud when
the tide was out; and literally overrun with rats。 Its panelled
rooms; discoloured with the dirt and smoke of a hundred years; I
dare say; its decaying floors and staircase; the squeaking and
scuffling of the old grey rats down in the cellars; and the dirt and
rottenness of the place; are things; not of many years ago; in my
mind; but of the present instant。 They are all before me; just as
they were in the evil hour when I went among them for the first
time; with my trembling hand in Mr。 Quinion’s。
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Murdstone and Grinby’s trade was among a good many kinds of
people; but an important branch of it was the supply of wines and
spirits to certain packet ships。 I forget now where they chiefly
went; but I think there were some among them that made voyages
both to the East and West Indies。 I know that a great many empty
bottles were one of the consequences of this traffic; and that
certain men and boys were employed to examine them against the
light; and reject those that were flawed; and to rinse and wash
them。 When the empty bottles ran short; there were labels to be
pasted on full ones; or corks to be fitted to them; or seals to be put
upon the corks; or finished bottles to be packed in casks。 All this
work was my work; and of the boys employed upon it I was one。
There were three or four of us; counting me。 My working place
was established in a corner of the warehouse; where Mr。 Quinion
could see me; when he chose to stand up on the bottom rail of his
stool in the counting…house; and look at me through a window
above the desk。 Hither; on the first morning of my so auspiciously
beginning life on my own account; the oldest of the regular boys
was summoned to show me my business。 His name was Mick
Walker; and he wore a ragged apron and a paper cap。 He informed
me that his father was a bargeman; and walked; in a black velvet
head…dress; in the Lord Mayor’s Show。 He also informed me that
our principal associate would be another boy whom he introduced
by the—to me—extraordinary name of Mealy Potatoes。 I
discovered; however; that this youth had not been christened by
that name; but that it had been bes