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applause; and such hearty laughter that it made me laugh too; at
which they laughed the more。 In short; we quite enjoyed
ourselves。
We walked about on the cliff after that; and sat on the grass;
and looked at things through a telescope—I could make out
nothing myself when it was put to my eye; but I pretended I
could—and then we came back to the hotel to an early dinner。 All
the time we were out; the two gentlemen smoked incessantly—
which; I thought; if I might judge from the smell of their rough
coats; they must have been doing; ever since the coats had first
come home from the tailor’s。 I must not forget that we went on
board the yacht; where they all three descended into the cabin;
and were busy with some papers。 I saw them quite hard at work;
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when I looked down through the open skylight。 They left me;
during this time; with a very nice man with a very large head of
red hair and a very small shiny hat upon it; who had got a cross…
barred shirt or waistcoat on; with ‘Skylark’ in capital letters across
the chest。 I thought it was his name; and that as he lived on board
ship and hadn’t a street door to put his name on; he put it there
instead; but when I called him Mr。 Skylark; he said it meant the
vessel。
I observed all day that Mr。 Murdstone was graver and steadier
than the two gentlemen。 They were very gay and careless。 They
joked freely with one another; but seldom with him。 It appeared to
me that he was more clever and cold than they were; and that they
regarded him with something of my own feeling。 I remarked that;
once or twice when Mr。 Quinion was talking; he looked at Mr。
Murdstone sideways; as if to make sure of his not being
displeased; and that once when Mr。 Passnidge (the other
gentleman) was in high spirits; he trod upon his foot; and gave him
a secret caution with his eyes; to observe Mr。 Murdstone; who was
sitting stern and silent。 Nor do I recollect that Mr。 Murdstone
laughed at all that day; except at the Sheffield joke—and that; by
the by; was his own。
We went home early in the evening。 It was a very fine evening;
and my mother and he had another stroll by the sweetbriar; while
I was sent in to get my tea。 When he was gone; my mother asked
me all about the day I had had; and what they had said and done。 I
mentioned what they had said about her; and she laughed; and
told me they were impudent fellows who talked nonsense—but I
knew it pleased her。 I knew it quite as well as I know it now。 I took
the opportunity of asking if she was at all acquainted with Mr。
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Brooks of Sheffield; but she answered No; only she supposed he
must be a manufacturer in the knife and fork way。
Can I say of her face—altered as I have reason to remember it;
perished as I know it is—that it is gone; when here it comes before
me at this instant; as distinct as any face that I may choose to look
on in a crowded street? Can I say of her innocent and girlish
beauty; that it faded; and was no more; when its breath falls on my
cheek now; as it fell that night? Can I say she ever changed; when
my remembrance brings her back to life; thus only; and; truer to
its loving youth than I have been; or man ever is; still holds fast
what it cherished then?
I write of her just as she was when I had gone to bed after this
talk; and she came to bid me good night。 She kneeled down
playfully by the side of the bed; and laying her chin upon her
hands; and laughing; said:
‘What was it they said; Davy? Tell me again。 I can’t believe it。’
‘“Bewitching—”’ I began。
My mother put her hands upon my lips to stop me。
‘It was never bewitching;’ she said; laughing。 ‘It never could
have been bewitching; Davy。 Now I know it wasn’t!’
‘Yes; it was。 “Bewitching Mrs。 Copperfield”;’ I repeated stoutly。
‘And; “pretty。”’
‘No; no; it was never pretty。 Not pretty;’ interposed my mother;
laying her fingers on my lips again。
‘Yes it was。 “Pretty little widow。”’
‘What foolish; impudent creatures!’ cried my mother; laughing
and covering her face。 ‘What ridiculous men! An’t they? Davy
dear—’
‘Well; Ma。’
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‘Don’t tell Peggotty; she might be angry with them。 I am
dreadfully angry with them myself; but I would rather Peggotty
didn’t know。’
I promised; of course; and we kissed one another over and over
again; and I soon fell fast asleep。
It seems to me; at this distance of time; as if it were the next day
when Peggotty broached the striking and adventurous proposition
I am about to mention; but it was probably about two months
afterwards。
We were sitting as before; one evening (when my mother was
out as before); in company with the stocking and the yard…
measure; and the bit of wax; and the box with St。 Paul’s on the lid;
and the crocodile book; when Peggotty; after looking at me several
times; and opening her mouth as if she were going to speak;
without doing it—which I thought was merely gaping; or I should
have been rather alarmed—said coaxingly:
‘Master Davy; how should you like to go along with me and
spend a fortnight at my brother’s at Yarmouth? Wouldn’t that be a
treat?’
‘Is your brother an agreeable man; Peggotty?’ I inquired;
provisionally。
‘Oh; what an agreeable man he is!’ cried Peggotty; holding up
her hands。 ‘Then there’s the sea; and the boats and ships; and the
fishermen; and the beach; and Am to play with—’
Peggotty meant her nephew Ham; mentioned in my first
chapter; but she spoke of him as a morsel of English Grammar。
I was flushed by her summary of delights; and replied that it
would indeed be a treat; but what would my mother say?
‘Why then I’ll as good as bet a guinea;’ said Peggotty; intent
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upon my face; ‘that she’ll let us go。 I’ll ask her; if you like; as soon
as ever she comes home。 There now!’
‘But what’s she to do while we’re away?’ said I; putting my
small elbows on the table to argue the point。 ‘She can’t live by
herself。’
If Peggotty were looking for a hole; all of a sudden; in the heel
of that stocking; it must have been a very little one indeed; and not
worth darning。
‘I say! Peggotty! She can’t live by herself; you know。’
‘Oh; bless you!’ said Peggotty; looking at me again at last。 ‘Don’t
you know? She’s going to stay for a fortnight with Mrs。 Grayper。
Mrs。 Grayper’s going to have a lot of company。’
Oh! If that was it; I was quite ready to go。 I waited; in the
utmost impatience; until my mother came home from Mrs。
Grayper’s (for it was that identical neighbour); to ascertain if we
could get leave to carry out this great idea。 Without being nearly
so much surprised as I had expected; my mother entered into it
readily; and it was all arranged that night; and my board and
lodging during the visit were to be paid for。
The day soon came for our going。 It was such an early day that
it came soon; even to me; who was in a fever of expectation; and
half afraid that an earthquake or a fiery mountain; or some other
great convulsion of nature; might interpose to stop the expedition。
We were to go in a carrier’s cart; which departed in the morning
after breakfast。 I would have given any money to have been
allowed to wrap myself up over…night; and sleep in my hat and
boots。
It touches me nearly now; although I tell it lightly; to recollect
how eager I was to leave my happy home; to think how little I
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suspected what I did leave for ever。
I am glad to recollect that when the carrier’s cart was at the
gate; and my mother stood there kissing me; a grateful fondness
for her and for the old place I had never turned my back upon
before; made me cry。 I am glad to know that my mother cried too;
and that I felt her heart beat against mine。
I am glad to recollect that when the carrier began to move; my
mother ran out at the gate; and called to him to stop; that she
might kiss me once more。 I am glad to dwell upon the earnestness
and love with which she lifted up her face to mine; and did so。
As we left her standing in the road; Mr。 Murdstone came up to
where she was; and seemed to expostulate with her for being so
moved。 I was looking back round the awning of the cart; and
wondered what business it was of his。 Peggotty; who was also
looking back on the other side; seemed anything but satisfied; as
the face she brought back in the cart denoted。
I sat looking at Peggotty for some time; in a reverie on this
supposititious case: whether; if she were employed to lose me like
the boy in the fairy tale; I should be able to track my way home
again by the buttons she would shed。
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Chapter 3
I HAVE A CHANGE
The carrier’s horse was the laziest horse in the world; I