第 7 节
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  can you go on as if it was all settled and arranged; Peggotty; when
  I tell you over and over again; you cruel thing; that beyond the
  commonest civilities nothing has passed! You talk of admiration。
  What am I to do? If people are so silly as to indulge the sentiment;
  is it my fault? What am I to do; I ask you? Would you wish me to
  shave my head and black my face; or disfigure myself with a burn;
  or a scald; or something of that sort? I dare say you would;
  Peggotty。 I dare say you’d quite enjoy it。’
  Peggotty seemed to take this aspersion very much to heart; I
  thought。
  ‘And my dear boy;’ cried my mother; coming to the elbow…chair
  in which I was; and caressing me; ‘my own little Davy! Is it to be
  hinted to me that I am wanting in affection for my precious
  treasure; the dearest little fellow that ever was!’
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  ‘Nobody never went and hinted no such a thing;’ said Peggotty。
  ‘You did; Peggotty!’ returned my mother。 ‘You know you did。
  What else was it possible to infer from what you said; you unkind
  creature; when you know as well as I do; that on his account only
  last quarter I wouldn’t buy myself a new parasol; though that old
  green one is frayed the whole way up; and the fringe is perfectly
  mangy? You know it is; Peggotty。 You can’t deny it。’ Then; turning
  affectionately to me; with her cheek against mine; ‘Am I a naughty
  mama to you; Davy? Am I a nasty; cruel; selfish; bad mama? Say I
  am; my child; say “yes”; dear boy; and Peggotty will love you; and
  Peggotty’s love is a great deal better than mine; Davy。 I don’t love
  you at all; do I?’
  At this; we all fell a…crying together。 I think I was the loudest of
  the party; but I am sure we were all sincere about it。 I was quite
  heart…broken myself; and am afraid that in the first transports of
  wounded tenderness I called Peggotty a ‘Beast’。 That honest
  creature was in deep affliction; I remember; and must have
  become quite buttonless on the occasion; for a little volley of those
  explosives went off; when; after having made it up with my
  mother; she kneeled down by the elbow…chair; and made it up with
  me。
  We went to bed greatly dejected。 My sobs kept waking me; for a
  long time; and when one very strong sob quite hoisted me up in
  bed; I found my mother sitting on the coverlet; and leaning over
  me。 I fell asleep in her arms; after that; and slept soundly。
  Whether it was the following Sunday when I saw the gentleman
  again; or whether there was any greater lapse of time before he
  reappeared; I cannot recall。 I don’t profess to be clear about dates。
  But there he was; in church; and he walked home with us
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  afterwards。 He came in; too; to look at a famous geranium we had;
  in the parlour…window。 It did not appear to me that he took much
  notice of it; but before he went he asked my mother to give him a
  bit of the blossom。 She begged him to choose it for himself; but he
  refused to do that—I could not understand why—so she plucked it
  for him; and gave it into his hand。 He said he would never; never
  part with it any more; and I thought he must be quite a fool not to
  know that it would fall to pieces in a day or two。
  Peggotty began to be less with us; of an evening; than she had
  always been。 My mother deferred to her very much—more than
  usual; it occurred to me—and we were all three excellent friends;
  still we were different from what we used to be; and were not so
  comfortable among ourselves。 Sometimes I fancied that Peggotty
  perhaps objected to my mother’s wearing all the pretty dresses she
  had in her drawers; or to her going so often to visit at that
  neighbour’s; but I couldn’t; to my satisfaction; make out how it
  was。
  Gradually; I became used to seeing the gentleman with the
  black whiskers。 I liked him no better than at first; and had the
  same uneasy jealousy of him; but if I had any reason for it beyond
  a child’s instinctive dislike; and a general idea that Peggotty and I
  could make much of my mother without any help; it certainly was
  not the reason that I might have found if I had been older。 No such
  thing came into my mind; or near it。 I could observe; in little
  pieces; as it were; but as to making a net of a number of these
  pieces; and catching anybody in it; that was; as yet; beyond me。
  One autumn morning I was with my mother in the front
  garden; when Mr。 Murdstone—I knew him by that name now—
  came by; on horseback。 He reined up his horse to salute my
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  mother; and said he was going to Lowestoft to see some friends
  who were there with a yacht; and merrily proposed to take me on
  the saddle before him if I would like the ride。
  The air was so clear and pleasant; and the horse seemed to like
  the idea of the ride so much himself; as he stood snorting and
  pawing at the garden…gate; that I had a great desire to go。 So I was
  sent upstairs to Peggotty to be made spruce; and in the meantime
  Mr。 Murdstone dismounted; and; with his horse’s bridle drawn
  over his arm; walked slowly up and down on the outer side of the
  sweetbriar fence; while my mother walked slowly up and down on
  the inner to keep him company。 I recollect Peggotty and I peeping
  out at them from my little window; I recollect how closely they
  seemed to be examining the sweetbriar between them; as they
  strolled along; and how; from being in a perfectly angelic temper;
  Peggotty turned cross in a moment; and brushed my hair the
  wrong way; excessively hard。
  Mr。 Murdstone and I were soon off; and trotting along on the
  green turf by the side of the road。 He held me quite easily with one
  arm; and I don’t think I was restless usually; but I could not make
  up my mind to sit in front of him without turning my head
  sometimes; and looking up in his face。 He had that kind of shallow
  black eye—I want a better word to express an eye that has no
  depth in it to be looked into—which; when it is abstracted; seems
  from some peculiarity of light to be disfigured; for a moment at a
  time; by a cast。 Several times when I glanced at him; I observed
  that appearance with a sort of awe; and wondered what he was
  thinking about so closely。 His hair and whiskers were blacker and
  thicker; looked at so near; than even I had given them credit for
  being。 A squareness about the lower part of his face; and the
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  dotted indication of the strong black beard he shaved close every
  day; reminded me of the wax…work that had travelled into our
  neighbourhood some half…a…year before。 This; his regular
  eyebrows; and the rich white; and black; and brown; of his
  complexion—confound his complexion; and his memory!—made
  me think him; in spite of my misgivings; a very handsome man。 I
  have no doubt that my poor dear mother thought him so too。
  We went to an hotel by the sea; where two gentlemen were
  smoking cigars in a room by themselves。 Each of them was lying
  on at least four chairs; and had a large rough jacket on。 In a corner
  was a heap of coats and boat…cloaks; and a flag; all bundled up
  together。
  They both rolled on to their feet in an untidy sort of manner;
  when we came in; and said; ‘Halloa; Murdstone! We thought you
  were dead!’
  ‘Not yet;’ said Mr。 Murdstone。
  ‘And who’s this shaver?’ said one of the gentlemen; taking hold
  of me。
  ‘That’s Davy;’ returned Mr。 Murdstone。
  ‘Davy who?’ said the gentleman。 ‘Jones?’
  ‘Copperfield;’ said Mr。 Murdstone。
  ‘What! Bewitching Mrs。 Copperfield’s encumbrance?’ cried the
  gentleman。 ‘The pretty little widow?’
  ‘Quinion;’ said Mr。 Murdstone; ‘take care; if you please。
  Somebody’s sharp。’
  ‘Who is?’ asked the gentleman; laughing。 I looked up; quickly;
  being curious to know。
  ‘Only Brooks of Sheffield;’ said Mr。 Murdstone。
  I was quite relieved to find that it was only Brooks of Sheffield;
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  for; at first; I really thought it was I。
  There seemed to be something very comical in the reputation of
  Mr。 Brooks of Sheffield; for both the gentlemen laughed heartily
  when he was mentioned; and Mr。 Murdstone was a good deal
  amused also。 After some laughing; the gentleman whom he had
  called Quinion; said:
  ‘And what is the opinion of Brooks of Sheffield; in reference to
  the projected business?’
  ‘Why; I don’t know that Brooks understands much about it at
  present;’ replied Mr。 Murdstone; ‘but he is not generally
  favourable; I believe。’
  There was more laughter at this; and Mr。 Quinion said he
  would ring the bell for some sherry in which to drink to Brooks。
  This he did; and when the wine came; he made me have a little;
  with a biscuit; and; before I drank it; stand up and say; ‘Confusion
  to Brooks of Sheffield!’ The toast was received with great
  applause; and such hearty laughter that it made me laugh too; at
  which they laughed the more。 In short; we quite enjoyed
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