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likes to look so well; and is proud of being so pretty。
That is among my very earliest impressions。 That; and a sense
that we were both a little afraid of Peggotty; and submitted
ourselves in most things to her direction; were among the first
opinions—if they may be so called—that I ever derived from what
I saw。
Peggotty and I were sitting one night by the parlour fire; alone。
I had been reading to Peggotty about crocodiles。 I must have read
very perspicuously; or the poor soul must have been deeply
interested; for I remember she had a cloudy impression; after I
had done; that they were a sort of vegetable。 I was tired of reading;
and dead sleepy; but having leave; as a high treat; to sit up until
my mother came home from spending the evening at a
neighbour’s; I would rather have died upon my post (of course)
than have gone to bed。 I had reached that stage of sleepiness when
Peggotty seemed to swell and grow immensely large。 I propped
my eyelids open with my two forefingers; and looked
perseveringly at her as she sat at work; at the little bit of wax…
candle she kept for her thread—how old it looked; being so
wrinkled in all directions!—at the little house with a thatched roof;
where the yard…measure lived; at her work…box with a sliding lid;
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with a view of St。 Paul’s Cathedral (with a pink dome) painted on
the top; at the brass thimble on her finger; at herself; whom I
thought lovely。 I felt so sleepy; that I knew if I lost sight of
anything for a moment; I was gone。
‘Peggotty;’ says I; suddenly; ‘were you ever married?’
‘Lord; Master Davy;’ replied Peggotty。 ‘What’s put marriage in
your head?’
She answered with such a start; that it quite awoke me。 And
then she stopped in her work; and looked at me; with her needle
drawn out to its thread’s length。
‘But were you ever married; Peggotty?’ says I。 ‘You are a very
handsome woman; an’t you?’
I thought her in a different style from my mother; certainly; but
of another school of beauty; I considered her a perfect example。
There was a red velvet footstool in the best parlour; on which my
mother had painted a nosegay。 The ground…work of that stool; and
Peggotty’s complexion appeared to me to be one and the same
thing。 The stool was smooth; and Peggotty was rough; but that
made no difference。
‘Me handsome; Davy!’ said Peggotty。 ‘Lawk; no; my dear! But
what put marriage in your head?’
‘I don’t know!—You mustn’t marry more than one person at a
time; may you; Peggotty?’
‘Certainly not;’ says Peggotty; with the promptest decision。
‘But if you marry a person; and the person dies; why then you
may marry another person; mayn’t you; Peggotty?’
‘You may;’ says Peggotty; ‘if you choose; my dear。 That’s a
matter of opinion。’
‘But what is your opinion; Peggotty?’ said I。
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I asked her; and looked curiously at her; because she looked so
curiously at me。
‘My opinion is;’ said Peggotty; taking her eyes from me; after a
little indecision and going on with her work; ‘that I never was
married myself; Master Davy; and that I don’t expect to be。 That’s
all I know about the subject。’
‘You an’t cross; I suppose; Peggotty; are you?’ said I; after
sitting quiet for a minute。
I really thought she was; she had been so short with me; but I
was quite mistaken: for she laid aside her work (which was a
stocking of her own); and opening her arms wide; took my curly
head within them; and gave it a good squeeze。 I know it was a
good squeeze; because; being very plump; whenever she made any
little exertion after she was dressed; some of the buttons on the
back of her gown flew off。 And I recollect two bursting to the
opposite side of the parlour; while she was hugging me。
‘Now let me hear some more about the Crorkindills;’ said
Peggotty; who was not quite right in the name yet; ‘for I an’t heard
half enough。’
I couldn’t quite understand why Peggotty looked so queer; or
why she was so ready to go back to the crocodiles。 However; we
returned to those monsters; with fresh wakefulness on my part;
and we left their eggs in the sand for the sun to hatch; and we ran
away from them; and baffled them by constantly turning; which
they were unable to do quickly; on account of their unwieldy
make; and we went into the water after them; as natives; and put
sharp pieces of timber down their throats; and in short we ran the
whole crocodile gauntlet。 I did; at least; but I had my doubts of
Peggotty; who was thoughtfully sticking her needle into various
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parts of her face and arms; all the time。
We had exhausted the crocodiles; and begun with the alligators;
when the garden…bell rang。 We went out to the door; and there
was my mother; looking unusually pretty; I thought; and with her
a gentleman with beautiful black hair and whiskers; who had
walked home with us from church last Sunday。
As my mother stooped down on the threshold to take me in her
arms and kiss me; the gentleman said I was a more highly
privileged little fellow than a monarch—or something like that; for
my later understanding comes; I am sensible; to my aid here。
‘What does that mean?’ I asked him; over her shoulder。
He patted me on the head; but somehow; I didn’t like him or his
deep voice; and I was jealous that his hand should touch my
mother’s in touching me—which it did。 I put it away; as well as I
could。
‘Oh; Davy!’ remonstrated my mother。
‘Dear boy!’ said the gentleman。 ‘I cannot wonder at his
devotion!’
I never saw such a beautiful colour on my mother’s face before。
She gently chid me for being rude; and; keeping me close to her
shawl; turned to thank the gentleman for taking so much trouble
as to bring her home。 She put out her hand to him as she spoke;
and; as he met it with his own; she glanced; I thought; at me。
‘Let us say “good night”; my fine boy;’ said the gentleman;
when he had bent his head—I saw him!—over my mother’s little
glove。
‘Good night!’ said I。
‘Come! Let us be the best friends in the world!’ said the
gentleman; laughing。 ‘Shake hands!’
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My right hand was in my mother’s left; so I gave him the other。
‘Why; that’s the wrong hand; Davy!’ laughed the gentleman。
My mother drew my right hand forward; but I was resolved; for
my former reason; not to give it him; and I did not。 I gave him the
other; and he shook it heartily; and said I was a brave fellow; and
went away。
At this minute I see him turn round in the garden; and give us a
last look with his ill…omened black eyes; before the door was shut。
Peggotty; who had not said a word or moved a finger; secured
the fastenings instantly; and we all went into the parlour。 My
mother; contrary to her usual habit; instead of coming to the
elbow…chair by the fire; remained at the other end of the room; and
sat singing to herself。
—‘Hope you have had a pleasant evening; ma’am;’ said
Peggotty; standing as stiff as a barrel in the centre of the room;
with a candlestick in her hand。
‘Much obliged to you; Peggotty;’ returned my mother; in a
cheerful voice; ‘I have had a very pleasant evening。’
‘A stranger or so makes an agreeable change;’ suggested
Peggotty。
‘A very agreeable change; indeed;’ returned my mother。
Peggotty continuing to stand motionless in the middle of the
room; and my mother resuming her singing; I fell asleep; though I
was not so sound asleep but that I could hear voices; without
hearing what they said。 When I half awoke from this
uncomfortable doze; I found Peggotty and my mother both in
tears; and both talking。 ‘Not such a one as this; Mr。 Copperfield
wouldn’t have liked;’ said Peggotty。 ‘That I say; and that I swear!’
‘Good Heavens!’ cried my mother; ‘you’ll drive me mad! Was
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ever any poor girl so ill…used by her servants as I am! Why do I do
myself the injustice of calling myself a girl? Have I never been
married; Peggotty?’
‘God knows you have; ma’am;’ returned Peggotty。 ‘Then; how
can you dare;’ said my mother—‘you know I don’t mean how can
you dare; Peggotty; but how can you have the heart—to make me
so uncomfortable and say such bitter things to me; when you are
well aware that I haven’t; out of this place; a single friend to turn
to?’
‘The more’s the reason;’ returned Peggotty; ‘for saying that it
won’t do。 No! That it won’t do。 No! No price could make it do。
No!’—I thought Peggotty would have thrown the candlestick
away; she was so emphatic with it。
‘How can you be so aggravating;’ said my mother; shedding
more tears than before; ‘as to talk in such an unjust manner! How
can you go on as if it was all settled and arranged; Peggotty; when
I tell you over and over again; you