第 75 节
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e compelled to leave before he was prepared to take her; and if she did now; it might stir up complications which would be anything but pleasant to contemplate。 Still he was fond of her; very; and would do anything to make her happy。 He could support her in a very respectable way even now; if he did not eventually go to prison; and even there he might manage to make some shift for her。 It would be so much better; though; if he could persuade her to remain at home until he knew exactly what his fate was to be。 He never doubted but that some day; whatever happened; within a reasonable length of time; he would be rid of all these complications and well…to…do again; in which case; if he could get a divorce; he wanted to marry Aileen。 If not; he would take her with him anyhow; and from this point of view it might be just as well as if she broke away from her family now。 But from the point of view of present complicationsthe search Butler would makeit might be dangerous。 He might even publicly charge him with abduction。 He therefore decided to persuade Aileen to stay at home; drop meetings and communications for the time being; and even go abroad。 He would be all right until she came back and so would shecommon sense ought to rule in this case。
With all this in mind he set out to keep the appointment she suggested in her letter; nevertheless feeling it a little dangerous to do so。
〃Are you sure;〃 he asked; after he had listened to her description of the Calligan homestead; 〃that you would like it there? It sounds rather poor to me。〃
〃Yes; but I like them so much;〃 replied Aileen。
〃And you're sure they won't tell on you?〃
〃Oh; no; never; never!〃
〃Very well;〃 he concluded。 〃You know what you're doing。 I don't want to advise you against your will。 If I were you; though; I'd take your father's advice and go away for a while。 He'll get over this then; and I'll still be here。 I can write you occasionally; and you can write me。〃
The moment Cowperwood said this Aileen's brow clouded。 Her love for him was so great that there was something like a knife thrust in the merest hint at an extended separation。 Her Frank here and in troubleon trial maybe and she away! Never! What could he mean by suggesting such a thing? Could it be that he didn't care for her as much as she did for him? Did he really love her? she asked herself。 Was he going to desert her just when she was going to do the thing which would bring them nearer together? Her eyes clouded; for she was terribly hurt。
〃Why; how you talk!〃 she exclaimed。 〃You know I won't leave Philadelphia now。 You certainly don't expect me to leave you。〃
Cowperwood saw it all very clearly。 He was too shrewd not to。 He was immensely fond of her。 Good heaven; he thought; he would not hurt her feelings for the world!
〃Honey;〃 he said; quickly; when he saw her eyes; 〃you don't understand。 I want you to do what you want to do。 You've planned this out in order to be with me; so now you do it。 Don't think any more about me or anything I've said。 I was merely thinking that it might make matters worse for both of us; but I don't believe it will。 You think your father loves you so much that after you're gone he'll change his mind。 Very good; go。 But we must be very careful; sweetyou and Ireally we must。 This thing is getting serious。 If you should go and your father should charge me with abductiontake the public into his confidence and tell all about this; it would be serious for both of usas much for you as for me; for I'd be convicted sure then; just on that account; if nothing else。 And then what? You'd better not try to see me often for the presentnot any oftener than we can possibly help。 If we had used common sense and stopped when your father got that letter; this wouldn't have happened。 But now that it has happened; we must be as wise as we can; don't you see? So; think it over; and do what you think best and then write me and whatever you do will be all right with medo you hear?〃 He drew her to him and kissed her。 〃You haven't any money; have you?〃 he concluded wisely。
Aileen; deeply moved by all he had just said; was none the less convinced once she had meditated on it a moment; that her course was best。 Her father loved her too much。 He would not do anything to hurt her publicly and so he would not attack Cowperwood through her openly。 More than likely; as she now explained to Frank; he would plead with her to come back。 And he; listening; was compelled to yield。 Why argue? She would not leave him anyhow。
He went down in his pocket for the first time since he had known Aileen and produced a layer of bills。 〃Here's two hundred dollars; sweet;〃 he said; 〃until I see or hear from you。 I'll see that you have whatever you need; and now don't think that I don't love you。 You know I do。 I'm crazy about you。〃
Aileen protested that she did not need so muchthat she did not really need anyshe had some at home; but he put that aside。 He knew that she must have money。
〃Don't talk; honey;〃 he said。 〃I know what you need。〃 She had been so used to receiving money from her father and mother in comfortable amounts from time to time that she thought nothing of it。 Frank loved her so much that it made everything right between them。 She softened in her mood and they discussed the matter of letters; reaching the conclusion that a private messenger would be safest。 When finally they parted; Aileen; from being sunk in the depths by his uncertain attitude; was now once more on the heights。 She decided that he did love her; and went away smiling。 She had her Frank to fall back onshe would teach her father。 Cowperwood shook his head; following her with his eyes。 She represented an additional burden; but give her up; he certainly could not。 Tear the veil from this illusion of affection and make her feel so wretched when he cared for her so much? No。 There was really nothing for him to do but what he had done。 After all; he reflected; it might not work out so badly。 Any detective work that Butler might choose to do would prove that she had not run to him。 If at any moment it became necessary to bring common sense into play to save the situation from a deadly climax; he could have the Butlers secretly informed as to Aileen's whereabouts。 That would show he had little to do with it; and they could try to persuade Aileen to come home again。 Good might resultone could not tell。 He would deal with the evils as they arose。 He drove quickly back to his office; and Aileen returned to her home determined to put her plan into action。 Her father had given her some little time in which to decidepossibly he would give her longerbut she would not wait。 Having always had her wish granted in everything; she could not understand why she was not to have her way this time。 It was about five o'clock now。 She would wait until all the members of the family were comfortably seated at the dinner…table; which would be about seven o'clock; and then slip out。
On arriving home; however; she was greeted by an unexpected reason for suspending action。 This was the presence of a certain Mr。 and Mrs。 Steinmetzthe former a well…known engineer who drew the plans for many of the works which Butler undertook。 It was the day before Thanksgiving; and they were eager to have Aileen and Norah accompany them for a fortnight's stay at their new home in West Chestera structure concerning the charm of which Aileen had heard much。 They were exceedingly agreeable people comparatively young and surrounded by a coterie of interesting friends。 Aileen decided to delay her flight and go。 Her father was most cordial。 The presence and invitation of the Steinmetzes was as much a relief to him as it was to Aileen。 West Chester being forty miles from Philadelphia; it was unlikely that Aileen would attempt to meet Cowperwood while there。
She wrote Cowperwood of the changed condition and departed; and he breathed a sigh of relief; fancying at the time that this storm had permanently blown over。
Chapter XXXIX
In the meanwhile the day of Cowperwood's trial was drawing near。 He was under the impression that an attempt was going to be made to convict him whether the facts warranted it or not。 He did not see any way out of his dilemma; however; unless it was to abandon everything and leave Philadelphia for good; which was impossible。 The only way to guard his future and retain his financial friends was to stand trial as quickly as possible; and trust them to assist him to his feet in the future in case he failed。 He discussed the possibilities of an unfair trial with Steger; who did not seem to think that there was so much to that。 In the first place; a jury could not easily be suborned by any one。 In the next place; most judges were honest; in spite of their political cleavage; and would go no further than party bias would lead them in their rulings and opinions; which was; in the main; not so far。 The particular judge who was to sit in this case; one Wilbur Payderson; of the Court of Quarter Sessions; was a strict party nominee; and as such beholden to Mollenhauer; Simpson; and Butler; but; in so far as Steger had ever heard; he was an honest man。
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