第 30 节
作者:双曲线      更新:2021-04-30 17:21      字数:9322
  basely     left  all  our  dishes     until   the   morrow;     and   followed     our   cow…
  puncher to      his log cabin; where we were to spend the evening。
  By    now    it  was    dark;   and   a  bitter  cold    swooped     down     from    the
  mountains。       We built a fire in a huge stone fireplace and sat around in the
  flickering light telling ghost…stories to one another。             The place was rudely
  furnished;   with   only   a   hard   earthen   floor;   and   chairs   hewn   by   the   axe。
  Rifles;  spurs;   bits;   revolvers;  branding…irons   in   turn   caught   the   light   and
  vanished   in   the   shadow。      The   skin   of   a   bear   looked   at   us   from   hollow
  eye…sockets in which there were no eyes。                 We talked of the Long Trail。
  Outside the wind; rising; howled through the shakes of the roof
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  ON THE WIND AT NIGHT
  The   winds   were   indeed   abroad   that   night。     They   rattled   our   cabin;
  they shrieked in our eaves; they puffed down our chimney; scattering the
  ashes and leaving in the room a balloon of smoke as though a shell had
  burst。    When we opened the door and stepped out; after our good…nights
  had   been said;  it   caught at our hats   and   garments   as though   it had   been
  lying in wait for us。
  To our eyes; fire…dazzled; the night seemed very dark。                 There would
  be   a  moon     later;  but  at  present   even   the   stars   seemed   only   so   many
  pinpoints of dull metal; lustreless; without illumination。              We felt our way
  to camp; conscious of the softness of grasses; the uncertainty of stones。
  At   camp   the   remains   of   the   fire   crouched   beneath   the   rating   of   the
  storm。     Its embers glowed sullen and red; alternately glaring with a half…
  formed   resolution   to   rebel;   and   dying   to   a   sulky   resignation。   Once   a
  feeble   flame   sprang   up   for   an   instant;   but   was   immediately   pounced   on
  and beaten flat as though by a vigilant antagonist。
  We;    stumbling;     gathered    again   our   tumbled    blankets。     Across     the
  brow of the knoll lay a huge pine            trunk。    In its shelter we respread our
  bedding;   and   there;   standing;   dressed   for   the   night。   The   power   of   the
  wind tugged at our loose garments; hoping for spoil。                A towel; shaken by
  accident from the interior of a sweater; departed white…winged; like a bird;
  into   the   outer   blackness。    We   found   it   next   day   caught   in   the   bushes
  several hundred yards distant。          Our voices as we shouted were snatched
  from   our   lips   and   hurled   lavishly   into   space。   The   very   breath   of   our
  bodies seemed driven back; so that as we faced the elements; we breathed
  in gasps; with difficulty。
  Then we dropped down into our blankets。
  At once the prostrate tree…trunk gave us its protection。                We lay in a
  little   back…wash   of   the   racing   winds;   still   as   a   night   in   June。 Over   us
  roared the battle。       We felt like sharpshooters in the trenches; as though;
  were we to raise our heads; at that instant we should enter a zone of danger。
  So we lay quietly on our backs and stared at the heavens。
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  The    first  impression     thence    given    was   of  stars   sailing   serene   and
  unaffected;      remote    from   the   turbulence     of  what    until  this  instant   had
  seemed to fill the universe。          They were as always; just as we should see
  them   when   the   evening   was   warm   and   the   tree…toads          chirped   clearly
  audible at half a mile。         The importance         of the tempest shrank。          Then
  below   them   next   we      noticed   the   mountains;   they   too   were   serene   and
  calm。
  Immediately        it  was   as   though     the  storm     were    an   hallucination;
  something not objective; something real; but within the soul of him who
  looked upon it。       It claimed sudden kinship with those blackest days when
  nevertheless      the   sun;   the  mere    external    unimportant      sun;   shines   with
  superlative brilliancy。        Emotions of a power to shake the foundations of
  life seemed vaguely to stir in answer to these their hollow symbols。                      For
  after all; we were contented at heart and tranquil in mind; and this was but
  the outer gorgeous show of an intense emotional experience we did not at
  the    moment      prove。    Our     nerves    responded      to  it  automatically。      We
  became excited; keyed to a high tension; and so lay rigid on our backs; as
  though fighting out the battles of our souls。
  It  was    all  so  unreal    and   yet  so   plain   to  our  senses    that  perforce
  automatically our experience had to conclude it psychical。                     We were in
  air absolutely still。      Yet above us the trees writhed and twisted and turned
  and    bent   and   struck    back;   evidently   in   the   power    of  a  mighty   force。
  Across   the   calm   heavens   the   murk   of   flying   atmosphereI   have   always
  maintained that if you looked closely enough you could SEE the windthe
  dim;   hardly…made…out;   fine   debris   fleeing   high   in   the   air;these   faintly
  hinted     at  intense   movement       rushing    down    through     space。    A   roar   of
  sound   filled   the   hollow   of   the   sky。  Occasionally   it   intermitted;   falling
  abruptly   in   volume   like   the   mysterious   rare   hushings   of   a   rapid   stream。
  Then the familiar noises of a summer night became audible for the briefest
  instant;a horse sneezed; an owl hooted; the wild call of birds came down
  the  wind。     And   with   a   howl the   legions   of   good   and   evil   took   up   their
  warring。      It was too real; and yet it was not reconcilable with the calm of
  our resting…places。
  For hours we lay thus in all the intensity of an inner storm and stress;
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  which it seemed could not fail to develop us; to mould us; to age us; to
  leave   on   us   its   scars;   to   bequeath   us   its   peace   or   remorse   or   despair;   as
  would some great mysterious dark experience direct from the sources of
  life。   And then abruptly we were exhausted; as we should have been by
  too great emotion。        We fell asleep。       The morning dawned still and clear;
  and   garnished   and   set   in   order   as   though   such   things   had   never   been。
  Only   our   white   towel   fluttered   like   a   flag   of   truce   in   the   direction   the
  mighty elements had departed。
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  THE VALLEY
  Once upon a time I happened to be staying in a hotel room which had
  originally been part of a suite; but which was then cut off from the others
  by only a thin door through which sounds carried clearly。                  It was about
  eleven   o'clock   in   the   evening。    The   occupants   of   that   next   room   came
  home。      I heard the door open and close。          Then the bed shrieked aloud as
  somebody fell heavily upon it。           There breathed across the silence a deep
  restful sigh。
  〃Mary;〃     said   a  man's    voice;   〃I'm  mighty     sorry   I  didn't  join  that
  Association   for Artificial Vacations。         They   guarantee   to   get   you   just   as
  tired and just as mad in two days as you could by yourself in two weeks。〃
  We   thought   of   that   one   morning   as   we   descended   the   Glacier   Point
  Trail in Yosemite。
  The contrast we need not have made so sharp。                We might have taken
  the regular wagon…road by way of Chinquapin; but we preferred to stick to
  the    trail;  and  so  encountered      our   first  sign  of  civilization    within   an
  hundred yards of the brink。          It; the sign; was tourists。       They were male
  and   female;  as   the   Lord   had   made   them;  but they  had improved on   that
  idea   since。    The    women   were   freckled;   hatted      with   alpines;   in  which
  edelweissartificial;      I   think   flowered     in   abundance;      they   sported
  severely  plain   flannel   shirts;