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作者:插翅难飞      更新:2021-04-30 17:18      字数:9322
  resent his attitude; for I felt that I had indeed been indiscreet; and that it
  would   give   a   bad   impression   if   upon   this   my   first   evening   I   quarrelled
  with my superior officer。
  So    far   I  admit   that   I  was   wrong;     but   now    I  come     to  the   sequel。
  Supper over; the colonel and some other officers left the room; for it was
  in a farm…house that the mess was held。                  There remained a dozen or so;
  and   a   goat…skin   of   Spanish   wine   having   been   brought   in   we   all   made
  merry。      Presently this Major Olivier asked me some questions concerning
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  the army of Germany and as to the part which I had myself played in the
  campaign。        Flushed   with   the   wine;   I   was   drawn on   from  story  to   story。
  It was not unnatural; my friends。
  You   will   sympathise   with   me。       Up   there   I   had   been   the   model   for
  every   officer   of   my   years   in   the   army。   I   was   the   first   swordsman;   the
  most   dashing      rider;   the  hero    of  a  hundred     adventures。      Here     I  found
  myself   not   only   unknown;   but   even   disliked。        Was   it   not   natural   that   I
  should wish to tell these brave comrades what sort of man it was that had
  come among them?            Was it not natural that I should wish to say; 〃Rejoice;
  my friends; rejoice!         It is no ordinary man who has joined you to…night;
  but it is I; THE Gerard; the hero of Ratisbon; the victor of Jena; the man
  who   broke   the   square   at   Austerlitz〃?       I   could   not   say   all   this。 But   I
  could at least tell them some incidents which would enable them to say it
  for themselves。        I did so。      They listened unmoved。             I told them  more。
  At last; after my tale of how I had guided the army across the Danube; one
  universal   shout   of   laughter   broke   from   them   all。      I   sprang   to   my   feet;
  flushed   with   shame   and   anger。        They   had   drawn   me   on。        They   were
  making game   of   me。         They   were   convinced that   they  had   to   do   with   a
  braggart and a liar。       Was this my reception in the Hussars of Conflans?
  I dashed the tears of mortification from my eyes; and they laughed the
  more at the sight。
  〃Do you know; Captain Pelletan; whether Marshal Lannes is still with
  the army?〃 asked the major。
  〃I believe that he is; sir;〃 said the other。
  〃Really; I should have thought that his presence was hardly necessary
  now that Captain Gerard has arrived。〃
  Again   there   was   a   roar   of   laughter。   I   can   see   the   ring   of   faces;   the
  mocking   eyes;   the   open   mouths   Olivier   with   his   great   black   bristles;
  Pelletan thin and sneering; even the young sub…lieutenants convulsed with
  merriment。       Heavens;   the   indignity   of   it!     But   my   rage   had   dried   my
  tears。    I was myself again; cold; quiet; self…contained; ice without and fire
  within。
  〃May   I   ask;   sir;〃   said   I   to   the   major;   〃at   what   hour   the   regiment   is
  paraded?〃
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  〃I trust; Captain Gerard; that you do not mean to alter our hours;〃 said
  he; and again there was a burst of laughter; which died away as I looked
  slowly round the circle。
  〃What hour is the assembly?〃 I asked; sharply; of Captain Pelletan。
  Some mocking answer was on his tongue; but my glance kept it there。
  〃The assembly is at six;〃 he answered。
  〃I thank you;〃 said I。       I then counted the company and found that I
  had to do with fourteen officers; two of whom appeared to be boys fresh
  from     St。  Cyr。    I  could    not   condescend      to  take   any   notice   of  their
  indiscretion。
  There remained the major; four captains; and seven lieutenants。
  〃Gentlemen;〃   I  continued; looking   from  one   to   the other of   them;   〃I
  should feel myself unworthy of this famous regiment if I did not ask you
  for   satisfaction   for   the   rudeness   with   which   you   have   greeted   me;  and   I
  should hold you to be unworthy of it if on any pretext you refused to grant
  it。〃
  〃You will have no difficulty upon that score;〃 said the major。                 〃I am
  prepared to waive my rank and to give you every satisfaction in the name
  of the Hussars of Conflans。〃
  〃I thank you;〃 I answered。          〃I feel; however; that I have some claim
  upon these other gentlemen who laughed at my expense。〃
  〃Whom would you fight; then?〃 asked Captain Pelletan。
  〃All of you;〃 I answered。
  They looked in surprise from one to the other。             Then they drew off to
  the other end of the room; and I heard the buzz of their whispers。                   They
  were laughing。       Evidently they still thought that they had to do with some
  empty braggart。       Then they returned。
  〃Your request is unusual;〃 said Major Olivier; 〃but it will be granted。
  How do you propose to conduct such a duel?               The terms lie with you。〃
  〃Sabres;〃 said I。     〃And I will take you in order of seniority; beginning
  with you; Major Olivier; at five o'clock。          I will thus be able to devote five
  minutes to each before the assembly is blown。               I must; however; beg you
  to have the courtesy to name the place of meeting; since I am still ignorant
  of the locality。〃
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  They were impressed by my cold and practical manner。
  Already the smile had died away from their lips。
  Olivier's face was no longer mocking; but it was dark and stern。
  〃There is   a small   open space behind the   horse lines;〃   said he。          〃We
  have held a few affairs of honour there and it has done very well。                    We
  shall be there; Captain Gerard; at the hour you name。〃
  I was in the act of bowing to thank them for their acceptance when the
  door   of   the   mess…room   was   flung   open   and   the   colonel   hurried   into   the
  room; with an agitated face。
  〃Gentlemen;〃 said he; 〃I have been asked to call for a volunteer from
  among you for a service which involves the greatest possible danger。                     I
  will not disguise from you that the matter is serious in the last degree; and
  that Marshal Lannes has chosen a cavalry officer because he can be better
  spared than an officer of infantry or of engineers。             Married men are not
  eligible。    Of the others; who will volunteer?〃
  I need not say that all the unmarried officers stepped to the front。            The
  colonel looked round in some embarrassment。
  I could see his dilemma。        It was the best man who should go; and yet
  it was the best man whom he could least spare。
  〃Sir;〃 said I; 〃may I be permitted to make a suggestion?〃
  He    looked    at  me    with   a  hard   eye。    He    had   not   forgotten    my
  observations at supper。       〃Speak!〃 said he。
  〃I would point out; sir;〃 said I; 〃that this mission is mine both by right
  and by convenience。〃
  〃Why so; Captain Gerard?〃
  〃By right because I am the senior captain。           By convenience because I
  shall not be missed in the regiments since the men have not yet learned to
  know me。〃
  The colonel's features relaxed。
  〃There is certainly truth in what you say; Captain Gerard;〃 said he。               〃I
  think that you are indeed best fitted to go upon this mission。               If you will
  come with me I will give you your instructions。〃
  I  wished    my    new   comrades     good…night     as  I  left  the  room;   and   I
  repeated   that   I   should   hold   myself   at   their   disposal   at   five   o'clock   next
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  morning。      They bowed in silence; and I thought that I could see from the
  expression of their faces that they had already begun to take a more just
  view of my character。
  I had expected that the colonel would at once inform me what it was
  that I had been chosen to do; but instead of that he walked on in silence; I
  following behind him。
  We   passed   through   the   camp   and   made   our   way   across   the   trenches
  and over the ruined heaps of stones which marked the old wall of the town。
  Within; there was a labyrinth of passages formed among the debris of the
  houses which had been destroyed by