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作者:插翅难飞      更新:2021-04-30 17:18      字数:9320
  the most interesting way of picking it up; and before I was thirty I could
  speak nearly every tongue in Europe; but it must be confessed that what
  you   learn   is   not  of   much   use   for   the   ordinary   purposes    of   life。  My
  business;   for   example;   has   usually   been   with   soldiers   and   peasants;   and
  what advantage is it to be able to say to them that I love only them; and
  that I will come back when the wars are over?
  Never have I had so sweet a teacher as in Venice。               Lucia was her first
  name; and her secondbut a gentleman forgets second names。                      I can say
  this with   all discretion;  that she   was of   one   of   the senatorial   families of
  Venice and that her grandfather had been Doge of the town。
  She was of an exquisite beautyand when I; Etienne Gerard; use such
  a word as 〃exquisite;〃 my friends; it has a meaning。                 I have judgment; I
  have memories; I have the means of comparison。                   Of all the women who
  have loved me there are not twenty to whom I could apply such a term as
  that。    But I say again that Lucia was exquisite。
  Of   the   dark   type   I   do   not   recall   her   equal   unless   it   were   Dolores   of
  Toledo。      There   was   a   little   brunette   whom   I   loved   at   Santarem   when   I
  was   soldiering   under   Massena   in   Portugalher   name   has   escaped   me。
  She was of a perfect beauty; but she had not the figure nor the grace of
  Lucia。     There was Agnes also。          I could not put one before the other; but I
  do none an injustice when I say that Lucia was the equal of the best。
  It was over this matter of pictures that I had first met her; for her father
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  owned a  palace  on the  farther side of   the  Rialto Bridge upon   the  Grand
  Canal; and it was so packed with wall…paintings that Suchet sent a party of
  sappers to cut some of them out and send them to Paris。
  I   had   gone   down   with   them;   and   after   I   had   seen   Lucia   in   tears   it
  appeared   to   me   that   the   plaster   would   crack   if   it   were   taken   from   the
  support of the wall。         I said so; and the sappers were withdrawn。                  After
  that   I   was   the   friend   of   the   family;   and   many   a   flask   of   Chianti   have   I
  cracked   with   the   father   and   many   a   sweet   lesson   have   I   had   from   the
  daughter。      Some of our French officers married in Venice that winter; and
  I might have done the same; for I loved her with all my heart; but Etienne
  Gerard   has   his   sword;   his   horse;   his   regiment;   his   mother;   his   Emperor;
  and his career。       A debonair Hussar has room in his life for love; but none
  for   a   wife。  So   I   thought   then;   my   friends;   but   I   did   not   see   the   lonely
  days when I should long to clasp those vanished hands; and turn my head
  away when I saw old comrades with their tall children standing round their
  chairs。     This love which I had thought was a joke and a playthingit is
  only  now   that   I   understand that   it   is   the   moulder of   one's   life;  the   most
  solemn and sacred of all things             Thank you; my friend; thank you!                It
  is a good wine; and a second bottle cannot hurt。
  And now I will tell you how my love for Lucia was the cause of one of
  the most terrible of all the wonderful adventures which have ever befallen
  me; and how it was that I came to lose the top of my right ear。                     You have
  often asked me why it was missing。                To…night for the first time I will tell
  you。
  Suchet's   head…quarters   at   that   time   was   the   old   palace   of   the   Doge
  Dandolo; which stands on the lagoon not far from the place of San Marco。
  It was near the end of the winter; and I had returned one night from the
  Theatre Goldini; when I found a note from Lucia and a gondola waiting。
  She   prayed   me   to   come   to   her   at   once   as   she   was   in   trouble。     To   a
  Frenchman and a soldier there was but one answer to such a note。                         In an
  instant I was in the boat and the gondolier was pushing out into the dark
  lagoon。
  I remember that as I took my seat in the boat I was struck by the man's
  great   size。    He   was   not   tall;   but   he   was   one   of   the   broadest   men   that   I
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  have   ever   seen   in   my   life。   But   the   gondoliers   of   Venice   are   a   strong
  breed; and powerful men are common enough among them。                             The fellow
  took his place behind me and began to row。
  A  good   soldier   in   an   enemy's   country   should   everywhere   and   at   all
  times be on the alert。        It has been one of the rules of my life; and if I have
  lived to wear grey hairs it is because I have observed it。                    And yet upon
  that night   I   was   as   careless   as   a   foolish   young   recruit   who   fears   lest   he
  should be thought to be afraid。            My pistols I had left behind in my hurry。
  My   sword   was   at   my   belt;   but   it   is   not   always   the   most   convenient   of
  weapons。       I lay back in my seat in the gondola; lulled by the gentle swish
  of the water and the steady creaking of the oar。                  Our way lay through a
  network of narrow canals with high houses towering on either side and a
  thin   slit   of   star…spangled   sky   above   us。   Here   and   there;   on   the   bridges
  which spanned the canal; there was the dim glimmer of an oil lamp; and
  sometimes   there   came   a   gleam  from  some   niche   where   a   candle   burned
  before the image of a saint。            But save for this it was all black; and one
  could only see the water by the white fringe which curled round the long
  black   nose   of   our   boat。     It   was   a   place   and   a   time   for   dreaming。    I
  thought of   my  own   past   life;  of all   the   great   deeds   in   which   I   had   been
  concerned; of the horses that I had handled; and of the women that I had
  loved。      Then   I   thought   also   of   my   dear   mother;   and   I   fancied   her   joy
  when she heard the folk in the village talking about the fame of her son。
  Of   the   Emperor   also   I   thought;   and   of   France;   the   dear   fatherland;   the
  sunny   France;   mother   of   beautiful   daughters   and   of   gallant   sons。          My
  heart glowed within me as I thought of how we had brought her colours so
  many   hundred   leagues   beyond   her   borders。            To   her   greatness   I   would
  dedicate my life。        I placed my hand upon my heart as I swore it; and at
  that instant the gondolier fell upon me from behind。
  When I say that he fell upon me I do not mean merely that he attacked
  me;   but   that   he   really   did   tumble   upon   me   with   all   his   weight。     The
  fellow   stands   behind   you   and   above   you   as   he   rows;   so   that   you   can
  neither see him nor can you in any way guard against such an assault。
  One moment I had sat with my mind filled with sublime resolutions;
  the next I was flattened out upon the bottom of the boat; the breath dashed
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  out of my body; and this monster pinning me down。                     I felt the fierce pants
  of   his   hot   breath   upon   the  back   of   my   neck。   In   an   instant   he   had   torn
  away   my   sword;   had   slipped   a   sack   over   my   head;   and   had   tied   a   rope
  firmly round the outside of it。
  There I was at the bottom of the gondola as helpless as a trussed fowl。
  I could not shout; I could not move; I was a mere bundle。                    An instant later
  I heard once more the swishing of the water and the creaking of the oar。
  This fellow had done his work and had resumed his journey as quietly
  and unconcernedly as if he were accustomed to clap a sack over a colonel
  of Hussars every day of the week。
  I   cannot   tell   you   the   humiliation   and   also   the   fury   which   filled   my
  mind as I lay there like a helpless sheep being carried to the butcher's。                      I;
  Etienne Gerard; the champion of the six brigades of light cavalry and the
  first   swordsman        of  the   Grand    Army;     to   be  overpowered        by   a  single
  unarmed   man   in   such   a   fashion!       Yet   I   lay  quiet;   for   there   is   a   time   to