第 40 节
作者:冬恋      更新:2021-04-30 17:00      字数:9322
  broad chest in one corner; and extracted melody from a fiddle to which a
  whole   generation   of   the   best   people   of   Patesville   had   danced   and   made
  merry。     Uncle Needham seldom played for colored gatherings; but made
  an exception in Mis' Molly's case; she was not white; but he knew her past;
  if she   was not the   rose; she   had   at   least   been near the   rose。   When   the
  company had gathered; Mary B。; as mistress of ceremonies; whispered to
  Uncle Needham; who tapped his violin sharply with the bow。
  〃Ladies an' gent'emens; take yo' pa'dners fer a Fuhginny reel!〃
  Mr。 Wain; as the guest of honor; opened the ball with his hostess。                He
  wore   a   broadcloth   coat   and   trousers;   a   heavy   glittering   chain   across   the
  spacious front of his white waistcoat; and a large red rose in his buttonhole。
  If his boots were slightly run down at the heel; so trivial a detail passed
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  unnoticed in   the general   splendor  of his   attire。          Upon   a close  or  hostile
  inspection   there   would   have   been   some   features   of   his   ostensibly   good…
  natured   facethe   shifty   eye;   the   full   and   slightly   drooping   lower   lip
  which   might   have   given   a   student   of   physiognomy   food   for   reflection。
  But whatever the latent defects of Wain's character; he proved himself this
  evening a model of geniality; presuming not at all upon his reputed wealth;
  but winning golden opinions from those who came to criticise; of whom;
  of   course;   there   were     a   few;   the   company   being   composed         of  human
  beings。
  When the dance began; Wain extended his large; soft hand to Mary B。;
  yellow; buxom; thirty; with white and even teeth glistening behind her full
  red lips。    A younger sister of Mary B。's was paired with Billy Oxendine; a
  funny     little  tailor;  a  great   gossip;    and   therefore    a  favorite    among     the
  women。       Mis'   Molly   graciously   consented;   after   many   protestations   of
  lack of skill and want of practice; to stand up opposite Homer Pettifoot;
  Mary B。's husband; a tall man; with a slight stoop; a bald crown; and full;
  dreamy eyes;a man of much imagination and a large fund of anecdote。
  Two      other    couples      completed      the    set;   others    were     restrained     by
  bashfulness   or   religious   scruples;   which   did   not   yield   until   later   in   the
  evening。
  The   perfumed   air   from   the   garden   without   and   the   cut   roses   within
  mingled incongruously with the alien odors of musk and hair oil; of which
  several   young   barbers   in   the   company  were   especially  redolent。             There
  was a play of sparkling eyes and glancing feet。                 Mary B。 danced with the
  languorous grace  of   an   Eastern   odalisque;  Mis'   Molly  with   the   mincing;
  hesitating   step   of   one   long   out   of   practice。    Wain   performed   saltatory
  prodigies。      This   was   a   golden   opportunity   for   the   display   in   which   his
  soul   found   delight。      He   introduced   variations   hitherto   unknown   to   the
  dance。      His   skill   and   suppleness   brought   a   glow   of   admiration   into   the
  eyes   of   the   women;   and   spread   a   cloud   of   jealousy   over   the   faces   of
  several of the younger men; who saw themselves eclipsed。
  Rena had announced in advance her intention to take no active part in
  the   festivities。    〃I   don't   feel   like   dancing;   mammaI   shall   never   dance
  again。〃
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  〃Well; now; Rena;〃 answered her mother; 〃of co'se you're too dignified;
  sence you've be'n 'sociatin' with white folks; to be hoppin' roun' an' kickin'
  up like Ma'y B。 an' these other yaller gals; but of co'se; too; you can't slight
  the comp'ny entirely; even ef it ain't jest exac'ly our party; you'll have to
  pay 'em some little attention; 'specially Mr。 Wain; sence you're goin' down
  yonder with 'im。〃
  Rena conscientiously did what she thought politeness required。                        She
  went     the   round    of   the   guests   in   the   early   part   of  the   evening     and
  exchanged        greetings    with   them。     To    several    requests    for   dances    she
  replied that she was not dancing。             She did not hold herself aloof because
  of   pride;   any   instinctive   shrinking   she   might   have   felt   by   reason   of   her
  recent   association   with   persons   of   greater   refinement   was   offset   by   her
  still more newly awakened zeal for humanity; they were her people; she
  must not despise them。           But the occasion suggested painful memories of
  other and different scenes in which she had lately participated。                     Once or
  twice   these   memories   were   so   vivid   as   almost   to   overpower   her。         She
  slipped away from the company; and kept in the background as much as
  possible without seeming to slight any one。
  The guests   as   well   were  dimly conscious   of   a slight   barrier  between
  Mis'   Molly's   daughter   and   themselves。           The   time   she   had   spent   apart
  from these friends of her youth had rendered it impossible for her ever to
  meet     them    again    upon    the   plane    of   common       interests   and    common
  thoughts。      It was much as though one; having acquired the vernacular of
  his   native   country;   had   lived   in   a   foreign   land   long   enough   to   lose   the
  language   of   his   childhood   without   acquiring   fully   that   of   his   adopted
  country。      Miss   Rowena   Warwick   could   never   again   become   quite   the
  Rena   Walden   who   had   left   the   house   behind   the   cedars   no   more   than   a
  year and a half before。          Upon this very difference were based her noble
  aspirations      for  usefulness;one      must    stoop    in  order   that   one   may   lift
  others。     Any   other   young   woman   present   would   have   been   importuned
  beyond her powers of resistance。             Rena's reserve was respected。
  When      supper    was    announced;      somewhat       early   in  the  evening;     the
  dancers   found   seats   in   the   hall   or   on   the   front   piazza。    Aunt   Zilphy;
  assisted   by   Mis'   Molly   and   Mary   B。;   passed   around   the   refreshments;
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  which      consisted     of  fried   chicken;     buttered    biscuits;    pound…cake;      and
  eggnog。       When the first edge of appetite was taken off; the conversation
  waxed   animated。         Homer   Pettifoot   related;   with   minute   detail;   an   old;
  threadbare hunting lie; dating; in slightly differing forms; from the age of
  Nimrod; about finding twenty…five partridges sitting in a row on a rail; and
  killing them all with a single buckshot; which passed through twenty…four
  and   lodged   in   the body  of   the twenty…fifth;  from   which it   was   extracted
  and returned to the shot pouch for future service。
  This   story   was   followed   by   a   murmur   of   incredulityof   course;   the
  thing   was   possible;   but   Homer's   faculty   for   exaggeration   was   so   well
  known   that   any   statement   of   his   was   viewed   with   suspicion。           Homer
  seemed hurt at this lack of faith; and was disposed to argue the point; but
  the sonorous voice of Mr。 Wain on the other side of the room cut short his
  protestations; in much the same way that the rising sun extinguishes the
  light of lesser luminaries。
  〃I wuz a member er de fus' legislatur' after de wah;〃 Wain was saying。
  〃When I went up f'm Sampson in de fall; I had to pass th'ough Smithfiel'; I
  got in town in de afternoon; an' put up at de bes' hotel。                 De lan'lo'd did n'
  have no s'picion but what I wuz a white man; an' he gimme a room; an' I
  had   supper   an'   breakfas';   an'   went   on   ter   Rolly   nex'   mornin'。    W'en   de
  session wuz over; I come along back; an' w'en I got ter Smithfiel'; I driv'
  up ter de same hotel。          I noticed; as soon as I got dere; dat de place had
  run   down   consid'able   dere   wuz   weeds   growin'   in   de   yard;   de   winders
  wuz   dirty;   an'   ev'ything   roun'   dere   looked   kinder   lonesome   an'   shif'less。
  De   lan'lo'd   met   me   at   de   do';   he   looked   mighty   down   in   de   mouth;   an'
  sezee:
  〃‘Look a…here; w'at mad