第 28 节
作者:冬恋      更新:2021-04-30 17:00      字数:9322
  denied that his course was controlled by any narrow prudence。                     If Rena
  had been white; pure white (for in his creed there was no compromise); he
  would   have   braved   any   danger   for   her   sake。     Had   she   been   merely   of
  illegitimate   birth;   he   would   have   overlooked   the   bar   sinister。    Had   her
  people been simply poor and of low estate; he would have brushed aside
  mere      worldly     considerations;      and    would      have    bravely     sacrificed
  convention for love; for his liberality was not a mere form of words。                   But
  the one objection which he could not overlook was; unhappily; the one that
  applied to the only woman who had as yet moved his heart。                     He tried to
  be angry with her; but after the first hour he found it impossible。                He was
  a   man   of   too   much   imagination   not   to   be   able   to   put   himself;   in   some
  measure at least; in her place;to perceive that for her the step which had
  placed her in Tryon's world was the working out of nature's great law of
  self… preservation; for which he could not blame her。               But for the sheerest
  accident;no;   rather;   but   for   a   providential   interference;he   would   have
  married her; and might have gone to the grave unconscious that she was
  other than she seemed。
  The    clock   struck    the  hour   of   two。   With     a  shiver   he   closed   the
  window; undressed by the moonlight; drew down the shade; and went to
  bed。    He fell into an unquiet slumber; and dreamed again of Rena。                     He
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  must learn to control his waking thoughts; his dreams could not be curbed。
  In that realm Rena's image was for many a day to remain supreme。                        He
  dreamed of her sweet smile; her soft touch; her gentle voice。                   In all her
  fair young beauty she stood before him; and then by some hellish magic
  she   was   slowly   transformed   into   a   hideous   black   hag。     With   agonized
  eyes he watched her beautiful tresses become mere wisps of coarse wool;
  wrapped   round   with   dingy   cotton   strings;   he   saw   her   clear   eyes   grow
  bloodshot; her ivory teeth turn to unwholesome fangs。                With a shudder he
  awoke;   to   find   the   cold   gray   dawn   of   a   rainy   day   stealing   through   the
  window。
  He   rose;   dressed   himself;   went   down   to   breakfast;   then   entered   the
  writing…room and penned a letter which; after reading it over; he tore into
  small pieces and threw into the waste basket。               A second shared the same
  fate。    Giving up the task; he left the hotel and walked down to Dr。 Green's
  office。
  〃Is the doctor in?〃 he asked of the colored attendant。
  〃No; suh;〃 replied the man; 〃he's gone ter see de young cullud gal w'at
  fainted w'en de doctah was wid you yistiddy。〃
  Tryon sat down at the doctor's desk and hastily scrawled a note; stating
  that business compelled his immediate departure。                He thanked the doctor
  for   courtesies   extended;   and   left   his   regards   for   the   ladies。 Returning。
  to the hotel; he paid his bill and took a hack for the wharf; from which a
  boat was due to leave at nine o'clock。
  As the hack drove down Front Street; Tryon noted idly the houses that
  lined the street。     When he reached the sordid district in the lower part of
  the town; there was nothing to attract his attention until the carriage came
  abreast of a row of cedar…trees; beyond which could be seen the upper part
  of a large house with dormer windows。              Before the gate stood a horse and
  buggy;   which   Tryon   thought   he   recognized   as   Dr。   Green's。       He   leaned
  forward and addressed the driver。
  〃Can you tell me who lives there?〃 Tryon asked; pointing to the house。
  〃A callud 'oman; suh;〃 the man replied; touching his hat。               〃Mis' Molly
  Walden an' her daughter Rena。〃
  The   vivid   impression   he   received   of   this   house;   and   the   spectre   that
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  rose    before   him    of  a  pale;   broken…hearted      girl  within    its  gray   walls;
  weeping for a lost lover and a vanished dream of happiness; did not argue
  well for Tryon's future peace of mind。             Rena's image was not to be easily
  expelled from his heart; for the laws of nature are higher and more potent
  than   merely   human   institutions;   and   upon   anything   like   a   fair   field   are
  likely to win in the long ran。
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  XVII
  TWO LETTERS
  Warwick awaited events with some calmness and some philosophy;
  he could hardly have had the one without the other; and it required much
  philosophy to make him wait a week in patience for information upon a
  subject    in  which    he  was   so  vitally  interested。   The    delay   pointed    to
  disaster。    Bad   news   being   expected;   delay   at   least   put   off   the   evil   day。
  At the end of the week he received two letters;one addressed in his own
  hand     writing    and   postmarked      Patesville;   N。   C。;   the   other   in  the
  handwriting of George Tryon。          He opened the Patesville letter; which ran
  as follows:
  MY DEAR SON;Frank is writing this letter for me。              I am not well;
  but; thank the Lord; I am better than I was。
  Rena has had a heap of trouble on account of me and my sickness。                  If
  I could of dreamt that I was going to do so much harm; I would of died
  and   gone   to   meet   my   God   without   writing   one   word   to   spoil   my   girl's
  chances in life; but I didn't know what was going to happen; and I hope
  the Lord will forgive me。
  Frank knows all about it; and so I am having him write this letter for
  me; as Rena is not well enough yet。          Frank has been very good to me and
  to Rena。     He was down to your place and saw Rena there; and never said
  a word about it to nobody; not even to me; because he didn't want to do
  Rena no harm。        Frank is the best friend I have got in town; because he
  does so much for me and don't want nothing in return。                (He tells me not
  to put this in about him; but I want you to know it。)
  And   now   about   Rena。     She   come   to   see   me;   and   I   got   better   right
  away; for it was longing for her as much as anything else that made   me
  sick; and I was mighty mizzable。          When she had been here three days and
  was going back next day; she went up town to see the doctor for me; and
  while   she   was   up   there   she   fainted   and   fell   down   in   the   street;   and   Dr。
  Green sent her home in his buggy and come down to see her。                He couldn't
  tell what was the matter with her; but she has been sick ever since and out
  of her head some of the time; and keeps on calling on somebody by the
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  name   of   George;   which   was   the   young   white   man   she   told   me   she   was
  going to marry。       It seems he was in town the day Rena was took sick; for
  Frank saw him up street and run all the way down here to tell me; so that
  she could keep out of his way; while she was still up town waiting for the
  doctor and getting me some camphor gum for my camphor bottle。                           Old
  Judge   Straight   must   have   knowed   something   about   it;   for   he   sent   me   a
  note to keep Rena in the house; but the little boy he sent it by didn't bring
  it till Rena was already gone up town; and; as I couldn't read; of course I
  didn't   know   what   it   said。   Dr。   Green   heard   Rena   running   on   while   she
  was out of her head; and I reckon he must have suspicioned something; for
  he looked kind of queer and went away without saying nothing。                         Frank
  says   she   met   this   man   on   the   street;   and   when   he   found   out   she   wasn't
  white; he said or done something that broke her heart and she fainted and
  fell down。
  I am writing you this letter because I know you will be worrying about
  Rena not coming back。           If it wasn't for Frank; I hardly know how I could
  write to you。      Frank is not going to say nothing about Rena's passing for
  white and meeting this man; and neither