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denied that his course was controlled by any narrow prudence。 If Rena
had been white; pure white (for in his creed there was no compromise); he
would have braved any danger for her sake。 Had she been merely of
illegitimate birth; he would have overlooked the bar sinister。 Had her
people been simply poor and of low estate; he would have brushed aside
mere worldly considerations; and would have bravely sacrificed
convention for love; for his liberality was not a mere form of words。 But
the one objection which he could not overlook was; unhappily; the one that
applied to the only woman who had as yet moved his heart。 He tried to
be angry with her; but after the first hour he found it impossible。 He was
a man of too much imagination not to be able to put himself; in some
measure at least; in her place;to perceive that for her the step which had
placed her in Tryon's world was the working out of nature's great law of
self… preservation; for which he could not blame her。 But for the sheerest
accident;no; rather; but for a providential interference;he would have
married her; and might have gone to the grave unconscious that she was
other than she seemed。
The clock struck the hour of two。 With a shiver he closed the
window; undressed by the moonlight; drew down the shade; and went to
bed。 He fell into an unquiet slumber; and dreamed again of Rena。 He
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must learn to control his waking thoughts; his dreams could not be curbed。
In that realm Rena's image was for many a day to remain supreme。 He
dreamed of her sweet smile; her soft touch; her gentle voice。 In all her
fair young beauty she stood before him; and then by some hellish magic
she was slowly transformed into a hideous black hag。 With agonized
eyes he watched her beautiful tresses become mere wisps of coarse wool;
wrapped round with dingy cotton strings; he saw her clear eyes grow
bloodshot; her ivory teeth turn to unwholesome fangs。 With a shudder he
awoke; to find the cold gray dawn of a rainy day stealing through the
window。
He rose; dressed himself; went down to breakfast; then entered the
writing…room and penned a letter which; after reading it over; he tore into
small pieces and threw into the waste basket。 A second shared the same
fate。 Giving up the task; he left the hotel and walked down to Dr。 Green's
office。
〃Is the doctor in?〃 he asked of the colored attendant。
〃No; suh;〃 replied the man; 〃he's gone ter see de young cullud gal w'at
fainted w'en de doctah was wid you yistiddy。〃
Tryon sat down at the doctor's desk and hastily scrawled a note; stating
that business compelled his immediate departure。 He thanked the doctor
for courtesies extended; and left his regards for the ladies。 Returning。
to the hotel; he paid his bill and took a hack for the wharf; from which a
boat was due to leave at nine o'clock。
As the hack drove down Front Street; Tryon noted idly the houses that
lined the street。 When he reached the sordid district in the lower part of
the town; there was nothing to attract his attention until the carriage came
abreast of a row of cedar…trees; beyond which could be seen the upper part
of a large house with dormer windows。 Before the gate stood a horse and
buggy; which Tryon thought he recognized as Dr。 Green's。 He leaned
forward and addressed the driver。
〃Can you tell me who lives there?〃 Tryon asked; pointing to the house。
〃A callud 'oman; suh;〃 the man replied; touching his hat。 〃Mis' Molly
Walden an' her daughter Rena。〃
The vivid impression he received of this house; and the spectre that
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rose before him of a pale; broken…hearted girl within its gray walls;
weeping for a lost lover and a vanished dream of happiness; did not argue
well for Tryon's future peace of mind。 Rena's image was not to be easily
expelled from his heart; for the laws of nature are higher and more potent
than merely human institutions; and upon anything like a fair field are
likely to win in the long ran。
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XVII
TWO LETTERS
Warwick awaited events with some calmness and some philosophy;
he could hardly have had the one without the other; and it required much
philosophy to make him wait a week in patience for information upon a
subject in which he was so vitally interested。 The delay pointed to
disaster。 Bad news being expected; delay at least put off the evil day。
At the end of the week he received two letters;one addressed in his own
hand writing and postmarked Patesville; N。 C。; the other in the
handwriting of George Tryon。 He opened the Patesville letter; which ran
as follows:
MY DEAR SON;Frank is writing this letter for me。 I am not well;
but; thank the Lord; I am better than I was。
Rena has had a heap of trouble on account of me and my sickness。 If
I could of dreamt that I was going to do so much harm; I would of died
and gone to meet my God without writing one word to spoil my girl's
chances in life; but I didn't know what was going to happen; and I hope
the Lord will forgive me。
Frank knows all about it; and so I am having him write this letter for
me; as Rena is not well enough yet。 Frank has been very good to me and
to Rena。 He was down to your place and saw Rena there; and never said
a word about it to nobody; not even to me; because he didn't want to do
Rena no harm。 Frank is the best friend I have got in town; because he
does so much for me and don't want nothing in return。 (He tells me not
to put this in about him; but I want you to know it。)
And now about Rena。 She come to see me; and I got better right
away; for it was longing for her as much as anything else that made me
sick; and I was mighty mizzable。 When she had been here three days and
was going back next day; she went up town to see the doctor for me; and
while she was up there she fainted and fell down in the street; and Dr。
Green sent her home in his buggy and come down to see her。 He couldn't
tell what was the matter with her; but she has been sick ever since and out
of her head some of the time; and keeps on calling on somebody by the
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name of George; which was the young white man she told me she was
going to marry。 It seems he was in town the day Rena was took sick; for
Frank saw him up street and run all the way down here to tell me; so that
she could keep out of his way; while she was still up town waiting for the
doctor and getting me some camphor gum for my camphor bottle。 Old
Judge Straight must have knowed something about it; for he sent me a
note to keep Rena in the house; but the little boy he sent it by didn't bring
it till Rena was already gone up town; and; as I couldn't read; of course I
didn't know what it said。 Dr。 Green heard Rena running on while she
was out of her head; and I reckon he must have suspicioned something; for
he looked kind of queer and went away without saying nothing。 Frank
says she met this man on the street; and when he found out she wasn't
white; he said or done something that broke her heart and she fainted and
fell down。
I am writing you this letter because I know you will be worrying about
Rena not coming back。 If it wasn't for Frank; I hardly know how I could
write to you。 Frank is not going to say nothing about Rena's passing for
white and meeting this man; and neither