第 33 节
作者:炒作      更新:2021-04-30 16:07      字数:9321
  midday and entered his room。 Xantippe was there; talking to her child; and
  quietly bade him go away。
  〃It's my room as well as yours;〃 Gregorio had answered。
  〃It is my money that pays for it;〃 was the reply。
  A   long   conversation     followed;    but   Xantippe    met   the   man's   coarse
  anger with quiet scorn; and told him that if he stayed she would grow to
  dislike her son since he was the father。
  Gregorio was wise enough to control his anger then。 For he knew that
  if she were really to lose her love for the boy; all his chances; and the boy's
  chances;   of   ease   and   prosperity   would   be   destroyed。   It   was;   of   course;
  ridiculous   to   imagine   she   would   supply   him   with   money  then。  That   she
  thoroughly loathed him; and would always loathe him; was very certain。
  So great; indeed; seemed her contempt for him that it was quite possible
  she might come to hate his child。 So he did not attempt to remain in the
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  room; but as he closed the door after him he waited a moment and listened。
  He heard her heave a sigh of relief and then say to the little fellow; 〃How
  like your father you grow! My God! I almost think I hate you for being so
  like him。〃 Gregorio shuddered as he ran noiselessly downstairs。 He never
  ventured to speak to her again。 He argued himself out of the disquiet into
  which her words had thrown him。 He knew it was difficult for a woman to
  hate her child。 The birth…pains cement a love it requires a harsh wrench to
  sever。   He   easily   persuaded   himself;   as   he   sipped   Madam   Marx's   coffee;
  that if he kept in the background all cause for hatred would be removed。
  As   for   her   feelings   toward   himself;   he   had   ceased;   almost;   to   care。   The
  money   was   worth   the   cost   paid   in   the   attainment   of   it;   and   a   woman's
  laugh was less sweet to him than the chink of gold and silver pieces。 On
  the   whole   Gregorio   had   little   reason   to   be   troubled;   only   unreasoning
  dislike for the Englishmanwhy could not he be of any other nation; or; if
  an Englishman; any other Englishman?hurt his peace of mind。 And for
  the most part his discontent only smouldered。
  Madam       Marx    brought    her   coffee   and   sat   beside   him。   Her    face
  betokened satisfaction; and she looked at Gregorio with a possessive smile。
  She had gained her desire; and asked fortune for no other gift。
  〃You have not seen Xantippe since she turned you out? Ah; well; it is
  much better you should keep away。 You are welcome here; and it is foolish
  to go where one is not wanted。〃
  〃I've not seen her; I'm afraid to see her。〃 He spoke openly to madam
  now。
  〃Some women are queer。 If she had ever really loved you; she would
  not have thrown you over。 I should not have complained had I been in her
  place。 One cannot always choose one's lot。〃
  〃It's that damned Englishman who has spoiled her。〃
  〃Ah; yes; those English! I know them。〃
  〃Did I tell you what she said about the boy?〃
  〃Yes; my friend。 But as long as you don't worry her; her words need
  not worry you。〃
  〃They don't; except sometimes at night。 I wake up and remember them;
  and then I am afraid。〃
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  〃Why do you hate the Englishman? To my mind it is lucky for both of
  you that this Englishman saw her。 There are not men so rich as the English;
  and he is a rich Englishman。 You are lucky。〃
  〃I hate him。〃
  〃Because he has stolen your wife's love?〃 Madam Marx; as she put the
  question;     laid   her   fat   hand    upon    Gregorio's     shoulder     and   laughed
  confidently。 The   movement irritated him; but he never tried to resist   her
  now。
  〃No;     not   quite   that。  I'm   used   to   it;  and   the  money      more    than
  compensates me。 But I hated the man when I first saw him in the Paradise。
  There   was   a   fiddler…woman   he   talked   to;   and   he   could   scarcely   make
  himself     understood。     He   had   money;     and   he  gave   her   champagne       and
  flowers。 And I was starving; and the woman was beautiful。〃
  Madam tapped his cheek and smiled。
  〃The     woman      can't  interest   you    now。   Also    you    have   moneyhis
  money。〃
  〃Still I hate him。〃
  〃You Greeks are like children。 Your hatred is unreasonable; there is no
  cause for it。〃
  〃Unreasonable        and   not  to  be   reasoned    away。〃     〃Well;    why    worry
  about him? He won't follow you to Benhur; I fancy。〃
  〃It   doesn't   worry   me   generally;   but   when   you   mention   him   my   hate
  springs up again。 I forget him when I am by myself。〃
  〃Forget him now。〃
  And they drank coffee in silence。
  Darkness came on; and the blue night mist。 Gregorio was impatient to
  see   his   son。   He   gazed   intently   at   the   door   of   the   opposite   house;   little
  heeding      madam;     who     was   busy    with   preparations     for   the   evening's
  entertainment of her customers。 Suddenly he saw a woman leave the house;
  hail a passing carriage; and drive rapidly down the street toward the Place
  Mehemet   Ali。   Gregorio;   with   a   cry   of   pleasure;   rose   and   left   the   cafe。
  Madam  Marx   followed  him  to   the  door   and   called   a   good…night   to   him。
  Gregorio stood irresolutely in the middle of the road。 He had promised the
  boy    a   boat;  and    he  blamed     himself    for   having    forgotten    to  buy    it。
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  Grumbling at his forgetfulness; he hurried along the street; determined to
  waste no time。 On occasions he could relinquish his lazy; slouching gait;
  and he would hurry always to obey the commands of the king his son。 A
  pleasant   smile   at   the   thought   of   the   pleasure   his   present   would   cause
  softened the sinister mould of his lips; and he sang softly to himself as he
  moved quickly cityward。
  Before he had gone many yards an oath broke in upon the music; and
  he darted swiftly under the shadow of a wall; for coming forward him was
  Amos   the   Jew。   But   the   old   man's   sharp   eyes   detected   the   victim;   and;
  following   Gregorio   into   his   hiding…place;   Amos   laid   his   hand   upon   the
  Greek。
  〃Why      do   you   try  to  hide   when    we   have    so  much     to  say  to  one
  another?〃
  Gregorio shook himself from the Jew's touch and professed ignorance
  of the necessity for speech。
  〃Come;   come;   my   friend;   the   money   you   borrowed   is   still   owing   in
  part。〃
  〃But you will be paid。 We are saving money; we cannot put by all we
  earnwe must live。〃
  〃I   will   be   paid    now;    if  I  am    not;   you   are   to   blame    for   the
  consequences。〃
  And with a courtly salute the Jew passed on。 Now Gregorio had not
  forgotten his debt; nor the Jew's threats; and he fully intended to pay what
  he owed。 But of course it would take time; and the man was too impatient。
  He realised he had been foolish not to pay something on account; but it
  hurt    him   to  part   with   gold。   He   determined;      however;     to  send   Amos
  something   when   he   returned   home。   So   good   a   watch   had   been   kept;   he
  never doubted the child's safety。 But it would be awkward if Amos got him
  put   in   jail。   So   he   reckoned   up   how   much   he   could   afford   to   pay;   and;
  having bought the toy; returned eagerly home。 He ran upstairs; singing a
  barcarole   at   the   top   of   his   voice;   and   rushed   into   the   room;   waving   the
  model ship above his head。 〃See here;〃 he cried; 〃is the ship! I have not
  forgotten it。〃 But his shout fell to a whisper。 The room was empty。
  With a heartbroken sob the man fell swooning on the floor。
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  IX A DISCOVERY AND A CONSPIRACY
  For    long   he   lay  stretched    out   upon    the  floor   in  a  state   of  half…
  consciousness。   He   could   hear   the   mosquitos   buzzing   about   his   face;   he
  could hear; too; the sounds of life rise up from the street below; but he was
  able   to   move   neither   arm   nor   leg;   and   his   head   seemed   fastened   to   the
  floor   by   immovable   leaden   weights。   That   his   son   was   lost   was   all   he
  understood。
  How long he lay there he scarcely knew; but