第 9 节
作者:炒作      更新:2021-04-30 16:07      字数:9322
  African   trader。   His   face   bore   testimony  to   the   winds   and   weather   it   had
  encountered; and wore habitually a grave; if not melancholy; expression。
  He was rough but kind to me; and though strict was just; which was no
  common feature in an old African hand to one who had just arrived on the
  coast。
  He   kept   the   factorywe   called   all   houses   on   the   coast   factoriesas
  neat and clean as if it had been a ship。 He had the floor of the portion we
  dwelt in holystoned every week; and numberless little racks and shelves
  were fitted up all over the  house。 The outside walls glittered with   paint;
  and the yard was swept clean every morning; and every Sunday; at eight
  o'clock and sunset; the ensign was hoisted and lowered; and an old cannon
  fired at the word of command。 Order and rule were with Jackson observed
  from habit; and were strictly enforced by him on all the natives employed
  in the factory。
  Although I have said the country looked as if uninhabited; there were
  numerous villages hidden away in the long grass and brushwood; invisible
  at   a   distance;   being   huts   of   thatch   or   mud;   and   not   so high   as   the   grass
  among   which   they   were   placed。   From   these   villages   came   most   of   our
  servants; and also the middlemen; who acted as brokers between us;   the
  white men; and the negroes who brought ivory and gum and india…rubber
  from the far interior for sale。 Our trade was principally in ivory; and when
  an unusually large number of elephants' tusks arrived upon the Point for
  sale;    it  would    be  crowded      with   Bushmen;       strange   and    uncouth;    and
  hideously      ugly;   and    armed;    and    then   we    would     be   very   busy;    for
  sometimes as many as two hundred tusks   would be brought to us at the
  same   time;   and   each   of   these   had   to   be   bargained   for   and   paid   for   by
  exchange   of   cotton   cloths;   guns;   knives;   powder;   and   a   host   of   small
  wares。
  For some time after my arrival   our factory; along with the others   on
  the coast belonging to Messrs。 Flint Brothers; was very well supplied by
  them with goods for the trade; but by degrees their shipments became less
  frequent;   and   small   when   they  did   come。   In   spite   of   repeated   letters   we
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  could   gain   no   reason   from   the   firm   for   this   fact;   nor   could   the   other
  factories; and gradually we found ourselves with an empty storehouse; and
  nearly all our goods gone。 Then followed a weary interval; during which
  we had nothing whatever to do; and day succeeded day through the long
  hot season。 It was now that I began to feel that Jackson had become of late
  more silent   and   reserved   with   me   than   ever   he   had   been。   I noticed;   too;
  that he had contracted a habit of wandering out to the extreme end of the
  Point; where he would sit for hours gazing upon the ocean before him。 In
  addition to this; he grew morose and uncertain in his temper toward   the
  natives; and sometimes he would fall asleep in the evenings on a sofa; and
  talk to himself at such a rate while asleep that I would grow frightened and
  wake   him;   when   he   would   stare   about   him   for   a   little   until   he   gathered
  consciousness; and then he would stagger off to bed to fall asleep again
  almost immediately。 Also; his hands trembled much; and he began to lose
  flesh。 All   this   troubled   me;   for   his   own   sake   as   well   as   my   own;   and   I
  resolved to ask him to see the doctor of the next mail… steamer that came。
  With this idea I went one day to the end of the Point; and found him in his
  usual attitude; seated on the long grass; looking seaward。 He did not hear
  me   approach;   and   when   I   spoke   he   started   to   his   feet;   and   demanded
  fiercely   why   I   disturbed   him。   I   replied;   as   mildly   as   I   could;   for   I   was
  rather afraid of the glittering look that was in his eyes; that I wished to ask
  him if he did not feel ill。
  He regarded me with a steady but softened glance for a little; and then
  said:
  〃My lad; I thank you for your trouble; but I want no doctor。 Do you
  think I'm looking ill?〃
  〃Indeed you are;〃 I answered; 〃ill and thin; and; do you know; I hear
  you talk to yourself in your sleep nearly every night。〃
  〃What do I say?〃 he asked eagerly。
  〃That I cannot tell;〃 I replied。 〃It is all rambling talk; the same things
  over and over again; and nearly all about one personLucy。〃
  〃Boy!〃 he cried out; as if in pain; or as if something had touched him
  to the quick; 〃sit you down; and I'll tell you why I think of hershe was
  my wife。〃
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  He moved nearer to the edge of the cliff; and we sat down; almost over
  the restless sea beneath us。
  〃She   lives   in   my   memory;〃   he   continued;   speaking   more   to   himself
  than to me; and looking far out to the horizon; beneath which the setting
  sun   had begun   to   sink;  〃in   spite of   all   I   can   do   or   think of to   make   her
  appear     base    in  my    eyes。   For   she   left  me    to  go   with   another     mana
  scoundrel。 This was how it was;〃 he added; quickly: 〃I married her; and
  thought her as pure as a flower; but I could not take her to sea with me
  because   I   was   only   the   mate   of   a   vessel;   so   I   left   her   among   her   own
  friends; in the village where she was born。 In a little cottage by herself I
  settled her; comfortable and happy as I thought。 God! how she hung round
  my neck and sobbed when I went away the first time! and yetyetwithin
  a year she left me。〃 And he stopped for several minutes; resting his head
  upon his hands。   〃At   first   I   could   get no trace of   her;〃   he   resumed。   〃Her
  friends     knew     nothing    more     of  her   than   that   she   had   left  the   village
  suddenly。      Gradually      I  found    out  the   name     of  the   scoundrel     who    had
  seduced her away。 He had bribed her friends so that they were silent; but I
  overbribed   them  with   the   last   money  I   had;  and   I   followed him  and   my
  wife   on   foot。   I   never   found   them;   nor   did   I   ever   know   why   she   had
  deserted me for him。 If I had only known the reason; if I could have been
  told of my fault; if she had only written to say that she was tired of me;
  that I was too old; too rough for her soft ways;I think I could have borne
  the heavy stroke the villain had dealt me better。 The end of my search was
  that I dropped down in the streets of   Liverpool; whither I  thought I  had
  tracked   them;  and   was   carried   to   the  hospital   with   brain…fever upon   me。
  Two   months   afterward   I   came   out   cured;   and   the   sense   of   my   loss   was
  deadened within me; so that I could go to sea again; which I did; before
  the   mast;   under   the  name   of   Jackson;   in   a  bark   that   traded   to   this   coast
  here。〃 And the old sailor rose to his feet and turned abruptly away; leaving
  me sitting alone。
  I saw that he did not wish to be followed; so I stayed where I was and
  watched   the   gray   twilight   creep   over   the   face   of   the   sea;   and   the   night
  quickly succeed to it。 Not a cloud had been in the sky all day long; and as
  the darkness   increased the stars   came  out;  until the  whole  heavens   were
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  studded with glittering gems。
  Suddenly;   low   down;   close   to   the   sea;   a   point   of   light   flickered   and
  disappeared;   shone   again   for   a   moment;   wavered   and   went   out;   only   to
  reappear and shine steadily。 〃A steamer's masthead light;〃 I thought; and
  ran to the house to give the news; but Jackson had already seen the light;
  and   pronounced   that   she   had   anchored   until   the   morning。   At   daybreak
  there she was; dipping her sides to the swell of the sea as it rolled beneath
  her。 It was my duty to go off to her in one of the surf…boats belonging to
  the factory; and so I scrambled down the cliff to the little strip of smooth
  beach that served us for a landing… place。
  When   I   arrived   there   I   found   that   the   white…crested   breakers   were
  heavier   than   I   had   thought   they   would   be。   However;   there   was   the   boat
  lying on the beach with its prow toward the waves; and round it were the
  boat…boys with their loincloths girded; ready to sta