第 6 节
作者:绚烂冬季      更新:2021-04-30 16:04      字数:9318
  that she has not the right to vote; or the right to sit on the
  bench; but in the fact that in her affectional relations she is
  not the equal of man; she has not the right to abstain; to choose
  instead of being chosen。  You say that that would be abnormal。
  Very well! But then do not let man enjoy these rights; while his
  companion is deprived of them; and finds herself obliged to make
  use of the coquetry by which she governs; so that the result is
  that man chooses 'formally;' whereas really it is woman who
  chooses。  As soon as she is in possession of her means; she
  abuses them; and acquires a terrible supremacy。〃
  〃But where do you see this exceptional power?〃
  〃Where?  Why; everywhere; in everything。  Go see the stores in
  the large cities。  There are millions there; millions。  It is
  impossible to estimate the enormous quantity of labor that is
  expended there。  In nine…tenths of these stores is there anything
  whatever for the use of men?  All the luxury of life is demanded
  and sustained by woman。  Count the factories; the greater part of
  them are engaged in making feminine ornaments。  Millions of men;
  generations of slaves; die toiling like convicts simply to
  satisfy the whims of our companions。
  〃Women; like queens; keep nine…tenths of the  human race as
  prisoners of war; or as prisoners at hard labor。  And all this
  because they have been humiliated; because they have been
  deprived of rights equal to those which men enjoy。 They take
  revenge for our sensuality; they catch us in their nets。
  〃Yes; the whole thing is there。  Women have made of themselves
  such a weapon to act upon the senses that a young man; and even
  an old man; cannot remain tranquil in their presence。 Watch a
  popular festival; or our receptions or ball…rooms。  Woman well
  knows her influence there。  You will see it in her triumphant
  smiles。
  〃As soon as a young man advances toward a woman; directly he
  falls under the influence of this opium; and loses his head。
  Long ago I felt ill at ease when I saw a woman too well
  adorned;whether a woman of the people with her red neckerchief
  and her looped skirt; or a woman of our own society in her
  ball…room dress。  But now it simply terrifies me。  I see in it a
  danger to men; something contrary to the laws; and I feel a
  desire to call a policeman; to appeal for defence from some
  quarter; to demand that this dangerous object be removed。
  〃And this is not a joke; by any means。  I am convinced; I am
  sure; that the time will comeand perhaps it is not far
  distantwhen the world will understand this; and will be
  astonished that a society could exist in which actions as harmful
  as those which appeal to sensuality by adorning the body as our
  companions do were allowed。  As well set traps along our public
  streets; or worse than that。
  CHAPTER X。
  〃That; then; was the way in which I was captured。  I was in
  love; as it is called; not only did she appear to me a perfect
  being; but I considered myself a white blackbird。  It is a
  commonplace fact that there is no one so low in the world that he
  cannot find some one viler than himself; and consequently puff
  with pride and self…contentment。  I was in that situation。  I did
  not marry for money。  Interest was foreign to the affair; unlike
  the marriages of most of my acquaintances; who married either for
  money or for relations。  First; I was rich; she was poor。
  Second; I was especially proud of the fact that; while others
  married with an intention of continuing their polygamic life as
  bachelors; it was my firm intention to live monogamically after
  my engagement and the wedding; and my pride swelled immeasurably。
  〃Yes; I was a wretch; convinced that I was an angel。  The period
  of my engagement did not last long。  I cannot remember those days
  without shame。  What an abomination!
  〃It is generally agreed that love is a moral sentiment; a
  community of thought rather than of sense。  If that is the case;
  this community of thought ought to find expression in words and
  conversation。  Nothing of the sort。  It was extremely difficult
  for us to talk with each other。 What a toil of Sisyphus was our
  conversation!  Scarcely had we thought of something to say; and
  said it; when we had to r俿um偂ur silence and try to discover
  new subjects。  Literally; we did not know what to say to each
  other。  All that we could think of concerning the life that was
  before us and our home was said。
  〃And then what?  If we had been animals; we should have known
  that we had not to talk。  But here; on the contrary; it was
  necessary to talk; and there were no resources!  For that which
  occupied our minds was not a thing to be expressed in words。
  〃And then that silly custom of eating bon…bons; that brutal
  gluttony for sweetmeats; those abominable preparations for the
  wedding; those discussions with mamma upon the apartments; upon
  the sleeping…rooms; upon the bedding; upon the morning…gowns;
  upon the wrappers; the linen; the costumes!  Understand that if
  people married according to the old fashion; as this old man said
  just now; then these eiderdown coverlets and this bedding would
  all be sacred details; but with us; out of ten married people
  there is scarcely to be found one who; I do not say believes in
  sacraments (whether he believes or not is a matter of
  indifference to us); but believes in what he promises。  Out of a
  hundred men; there is scarcely one who has not married before;
  and out of fifty scarcely one who has not made up his mind to
  deceive his wife。
  〃The great majority look upon this journey to the church as a
  condition necessary to the possession of a certain woman。  Think
  then of the supreme significance which material details must take
  on。  Is it not a sort of sale; in which a maiden is given over to
  a debauche; the sale being surrounded with the most agreeable
  details?
  CHAPTER XI。
  〃All marry in this way。  And I did like the rest。  If the young
  people who dream of the honeymoon only knew what a disillusion it
  is; and always a disillusion!  I really do not know why all think
  it necessary to conceal it。
  〃One day I was walking among the shows in Paris; when; attracted
  by a sign; I entered an establishment to see a bearded woman and
  a water…dog。  The woman was a man in disguise; and the dog was an
  ordinary dog; covered with a sealskin; and swimming in a bath。
  It was not in the least interesting; but the Barnum accompanied
  me to the exit very courteously; and; in addressing the people
  who were coming in; made an appeal to my testimony。  'Ask the
  gentleman if it is not worth seeing!  Come in; come in!  It only
  costs a franc!'  And in my confusion I did not dare to answer
  that there was nothing curious to be seen; and it was upon my
  false shame that the Barnum must have counted。
  〃It must be the same with the persons who have passed through the
  abominations of the honeymoon。  They do not dare to undeceive
  their neighbor。  And I did the same。
  〃The felicities of the honeymoon do not exist。 On the contrary;
  it is a period of uneasiness; of shame; of pity; and; above all;
  of ennui;of ferocious ennui。  It is something like the
  feeling of a youth when he is beginning to smoke。  He desires to
  vomit; he drivels; and swallows his drivel; pretending to enjoy
  this little amusement。 The vice of marriage〃 。 。 。
  〃What!  Vice?〃 I said。  〃But you are talking of one of the most
  natural things。〃
  〃Natural!〃 said he。  〃Natural!  No; I consider on the contrary
  that it is against nature; and it is I; a perverted man; who have
  reached this conviction。  What would it be; then; if I had not
  known corruption?  To a young girl; to every unperverted young
  girl; it is an act extremely unnatural; just as it is to
  children。  My sister married; when very young; a man twice her
  own age; and who was utterly corrupt。  I remember how astonished
  we were the night of her wedding; when; pale and covered with
  tears; she fled from her husband; her whole body trembling;
  saying that for nothing in the world would she tell what he
  wanted of her。
  〃You say natural?  It is natural to eat; that is a pleasant;
  agreeable function; which no one is ashamed to perform from the
  time of his birth。  No; it is not natural。  A pure young girl
  wants one thing;children。  Children; yes; not a lover。〃 。 。 。
  〃But;〃 said I; with astonishment; 〃how would the human race
  continue?〃
  〃But what is the use of its continuing?〃 he rejoined;
  vehemently。
  〃What!  What is the use?  But then we should not exist。〃
  〃And why is it necessary that we should exist?〃
  〃Why; to live; to be sure。〃
  〃And why live?  The Schopenhauers; the Hartmanns; and all the
  Buddhists; say that the greatest happiness is Nirvana; Non…Life;
  and they are right in this sense;that human happiness is
  coincident with the annihilation of 'Self。' Only they do not
  express themselves well。