第 44 节
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  yards to the right of the door; a hole that looked as though it were
  water…worn。 Now Benita thought that she understood。 The rock was
  softer here; and centuries of flood had eaten it away; leaving a crack
  in the stratum which the crocodiles had found out and enlarged。 Down
  she went on her hands and knees; and thrusting the lantern in front of
  her; crept along that noisome drain; for this was what it resembled。
  And nowoh! now she felt air blowing in her face; and heard the sound
  of reeds whispering; and water running; and saw hanging like a lamp in
  the blue sky; a starthe morning star! Benita could have wept; she
  could have worshipped it; yet she pushed on between rocks till she
  found herself among tall reeds; and standing in water。 She had gained
  the banks of the Zambesi。
  Instantly; by instinct as it were; Benita extinguished her candle;
  fearing lest it should betray her; for constant danger had made her
  very cunning。 The dawn had not yet broken; but the waning moon and the
  stars gave a good light。 She paused to look。 There above her towered
  the outermost wall of Bambatse; against which the river washed; except
  at such times as the present; when it was very low。
  So she was not in the fortress as she had hoped; but without it; and
  oh! what should she do? Go back again? How would that serve her father
  or herself? Go on? Then she might fall into the hands of the Matabele
  whose camp was a little lower down; as from her perch upon the top of
  the cone she had seen that poor white man do。 Ah! the white man! If
  only he lived and she could reach him! Perhaps they had not killed him
  after all。 It was madness; yet she would try to discover; something
  impelled her to take the risk。 If she failed and escaped; perhaps then
  she might call to the Makalanga; and they would let down a rope and
  draw her up the wall before the Matabele caught her。 She would not go
  back empty…handed; to die in that dreadful place with her poor father。
  Better perish here in the sweet air and beneath the stars; even if it
  were upon a Matabele spear; or by a bullet from her own pistol。
  She looked about her to take her bearings in case it should ever be
  necessary for her to return to the entrance of the cave。 This proved
  easy; for a hundred or so feet above herwhere the sheer face of the
  cliff jutted out a little; at that very spot indeed on which tradition
  said that the body of the Se?ora da Ferreira had struck in its fall;
  and the necklace Benita wore to…day was torn from hera stunted
  mimosa grew in some cleft of the rock。 To mark the crocodile run
  itself she bent down a bunch of reeds; and having first lit a few
  Tandstickor brimstone matches and thrown them about inside of it; that
  the smell of them might scare the beast should it wish to return; she
  set her lantern behind a stone near to the mouth of the hole。
  Then Benita began her journey which; when the river was high; it would
  not have been possible for her to make except by swimming。 As it was;
  a margin of marsh was left between her and the steep; rocky side of
  the mount from which the great wall rose; and through this she made
  her way。 Never was she likely to forget that walk。 The tall reeds
  dripped their dew upon her until she was soaked; long; black…tailed
  finchessaccaboolas the natives call themflew up undisturbed; and
  lobbed away across the river; owls flitted past and bitterns boomed at
  the coming of the dawn。 Great fish splashed also in the shallows; or
  were they crocodiles? Benita hoped notfor one day she had seen
  enough of crocodiles。
  It was all very strange。 Could she be the same woman; she wondered;
  who not a year before had been walking with her cousins down
  Westbourne Grove; and studying Whiteley's windows? What would these
  cousins say now if they could see her; white…faced; large…eyed;
  desperate; splashing through the mud upon the unknown banks of the
  Zambesi; flying from death to death!
  On she struggled; above her the pearly sky in which the stars were
  fading; around her the wet reeds; and pervading all the heavy low…
  lying mists of dawn。 She was past the round of the walls; and at
  length stood upon dry ground where the Matabele had made their camp。
  But in that fog she saw no Matabele; probably their fires were out;
  and she chanced to pass between the sentries。 Instinctively; more than
  by reason; she headed for that hillock upon which she had seen the
  white man's waggon; in the vague hope that it might still be there。 On
  she struggled; still on; till at length she blundered against
  something soft and warm; and perceived that it was an ox tied to a
  trek…tow; beyond which were other oxen and a white waggon…cap。
  So it /was/ still there! But the white man; where was he? Through the
  dense mist Benita crept to the disselboom。 Then; seeing and hearing
  nothing; she climbed to the voorkissie and kneeling on it; separated
  the tent flaps and peered into the waggon。 Still she could see nothing
  because of the mist; yet she heard something; a man breathing in his
  sleep。 Somehow she thought that it was a white man; a Kaffir did not
  breathe like that。 She did not know what to do; so remained kneeling
  there。 It seemed as though the man who was asleep began to feel her
  presence; for he muttered to himselfsurely the words were English!
  Then quite suddenly he struck a match and lit a candle which stood in
  a beer bottle by his side。 She could not see his face while he lit the
  match; for his arm hid it; and the candle burned up slowly。 Then the
  first thing she saw was the barrel of a revolver pointing straight at
  her。
  〃Now; my black friend;〃 said a pleasant voice; 〃down you go or I
  shoot。 One; two! Oh; my God!〃
  The candle burned up; its light fell upon the white; elfish face of
  Benita; whose long dark hair streamed about her; it shone in her great
  eyes。 Still she could see nothing; for it dazzled her。
  〃Oh; my God!〃 said the voice again。 〃Benita! Benita! Have you come to
  tell me that I must join you? Well; I am ready; my sweet; my sweet!
  Now I shall hear your answer。〃
  〃Yes;〃 she whispered; and crawling forward down the cartel Benita fell
  upon his breast。
  For she knew him at lastdead or living she cared notshe knew him;
  and out of hell crept to him; her heaven and her home!
  XXIII
  BENITA GIVES HER ANSWER
  〃Your answer; Benita;〃 Robert said dreamily; for to him this thing
  seemed a dream。
  〃Have I not given it; months ago? Oh; I remember; it was only in my
  heart; not on my lips; when that blow fell on me! Then afterwards I
  heard what you had done and I nearly died。 I wished that I might die
  to be with you; but I could not。 I was too strong; now I understand
  the reason。 Well; it seems that we are both living; and whatever
  happens; here is my answer; if it is worth anything to you。 Once and
  for all; I love you。 I am not ashamed to say it; because very soon we
  may be separated for the last time。 But I cannot talk now; I have come
  here to save my father。〃
  〃Where is he; Benita?〃
  〃Dying in a cave up at the top of that fortress。 I got down by a
  secret way。 Are the Matabele still here?〃
  〃Very much so;〃 he answered。 〃But something has happened。 My guard
  woke me an hour ago to say that a messenger had arrived from their
  king; Lobengula; and now they are talking over the message。 That is
  how you came to get through; otherwise the sentries would have
  assegaied you; the brutes;〃 and he drew her to him and kissed her
  passionately for the first time; then; as though ashamed of himself;
  let her go。
  〃Have you anything to eat?〃 she asked。 〃IIam starving。 I didn't
  feel it before; but now〃
  〃Starving; you starving; while Ilook; here is some cold meat which I
  could not get down last night; and put by for the Kaffirs。 Great
  Heavens! that I should feed you with Kaffirs' leavings! But it is good
  eat it。〃
  Benita took the stuff in her fingers and swallowed it greedily; she
  who for days had lived on nothing but a little biscuit and biltong。 It
  tasted delicious to hernever had she eaten anything so good。 And all
  the while he watched her with glowing eyes。
  〃How can you look at me?〃 she said at length。 〃I must be horrible; I
  have been living in the dark and crawling through mud。 I trod upon a
  crocodile!〃 and she shuddered。
  〃Whatever you are I never want to see you different;〃 he answered
  slowly。 〃To me you are most beautiful。〃
  Even then; wreck as she was; the poor girl flushed; and there was a
  mist in her eyes as she looked up and said:
  〃Thank you。 I don't care now what happens to me; and what has happened
  doesn't matter at all。 But can we get away?〃
  〃I don't know;〃 he answered; 〃but I doubt it。 Go and sit on the
  waggon…box for a few minutes while I dress; and we will see。〃
  Benita went。 The mist was thinning now; and through it she saw a sight
  at which her heart sank; for between her and the mount Bambatse
  Matabele were pouring