第 40 节
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  gone back into the clay out of which they were formed and are not; nor
  evermore shall be? You have but one life; turn; turn to the living;
  and make it happy。〃
  〃I do not agree with you; Mr。 Meyer。 To me the dead are still living;
  one day I shall find them。 Now let me go。〃
  〃I will not let you go。 I will plead and wrestle with you as in the
  old fable my namesake of my own race wrestled with the angel; until at
  length you bless me。 You despise me because I am a Jew; because I have
  had many adventures and not succeeded; because you think me mad。 But I
  tell you that there is the seed of greatness in me。 Give yourself to
  me and I will make you great; for now I know that it was you whom I
  needed to supply what is lacking in my nature。 We will win the wealth;
  and together we will rule〃
  〃Until a few days hence we starve or the Matabele make an end of us。
  No; Mr。 Meyer; no;〃 and she tried to push past him。
  He stretched out his arms and stopped her。
  〃Listen;〃 he said; 〃I have pleaded with you as man with woman。 Now; as
  you refuse me and as you alone stand between me and madness; I will
  take another course。 I am your master; your will is servant to my
  will; I bid you obey me。〃
  He fixed his eyes upon hers; and Benita felt her strength begin to
  fail。
  〃Ah!〃 he said; 〃you are my servant now; and to show it I shall kiss
  you on the lips; then I shall throw the sleep upon you; and you will
  tell me what I want to know。 Afterwards we can be wed when it pleases
  me。 Oh! do not think that your father will defend you; for if he
  interferes I shall kill that foolish old man; whom until now I have
  only spared for your sake。 Remember that if you make me angry; I shall
  certainly kill him; and your father's blood will be on your head。 Now
  I am going to kiss you。〃
  Benita lifted her hand to find the pistol at her waist。 It fell back
  again; she had no strength; it was as though she were paralysed as a
  bird is paralysed by a snake so that it cannot open its wings and fly
  away; but sits there awaiting death。 She was given over into the hands
  of this man whom she hated。 Could Heaven allow such a thing? she
  wondered dimly; and all the while his lips drew nearer to her face。
  They touched her own; and then; why or wherefore Benita never
  understood; the spell broke。 All his power was gone; she was as she
  had been; a free woman; mistress of herself。 Contemptuously she thrust
  the man aside; and; not even troubling to run; lifted her pail of
  water and walked away。
  Soon she saw the light again; and joyfully extinguished her lamp。
  Indeed; the breast of Benita; which should have been so troubled after
  the scene through which she had passed; strangely enough was filled
  with happiness and peace。 As that glorious sunlight had broken on her
  eyes; so had another light of freedom arisen in her soul。 She was no
  longer afraid of Jacob Meyer; that coward kiss of his had struck off
  the shackles which bound her to him。 Her mind had been subject to his
  mind; but now that his physical nature was brought into the play; his
  mental part had lost its hold upon her。
  As she approached the hut she saw her father seated on a stone outside
  it; since the poor old man was now so weak and full of pain that he
  could not stand for very long; and seeing; remembered Meyer's threats
  against him。 At the thought all her new…found happiness departed。
  She might be safe; she felt sure that she was safe; but how about her
  father? If Meyer could not get his way probably he would be as good as
  his word; and kill him。 She shivered at the thought; then; recovering
  herself; walked forward steadily with her bucket of water。
  〃You have been a long while gone; my love;〃 said Mr。 Clifford。
  〃Yes; father; Mr。 Meyer was in the cave; and kept me。〃
  〃How did he get there; and what did he want?〃
  〃I don't know how he got therecrept in when we were not looking; I
  suppose。 But as for what he wantedlisten; dear;〃 and word for word
  she told him what had passed。
  Before she had finished; her father was almost choking with wrath。
  〃The dirty Jew! The villain!〃 he gasped。 〃I never dreamed that he
  would dare to attempt such an outrage。 Well; thank Heaven! I can still
  hold a rifle; and when he comes out〃
  〃Father;〃 she said gently; 〃that man is mad。 He is not responsible for
  his actions; and therefore; except in self…defence; you must not think
  of such a thing。 As for what he said about you; I believe it was only
  an empty threat; and for me you need have no fear; his power over me
  is gone; it went like a flash when his lips touched me;〃 and she
  rubbed her own as though to wipe away some stain。 〃I am afraid of
  nothing more。 I believeyes; I believe the old Molimo was right; and
  that all will end well〃
  As she was speaking Benita heard a shuffling sound behind her; and
  turned to learn its cause。 Then she saw a strange sight。 Jacob Meyer
  was staggering towards them; dragging one foot after the other through
  the grass and stones。 His face was ghastly pale; his jaw had dropped
  like that of a dead man; and his eyes were set wide open and full of
  horror。
  〃What is the matter with you; man?〃 asked Mr。 Clifford。
  〃IIhave seen a ghost;〃 he whispered。 〃You did not come back into
  the cave; did you?〃 he added; pointing at Benita; who shook her head。
  〃What ghost?〃 asked Mr。 Clifford。
  〃I don't know; but my lamp went out; and then a light began to shine
  behind me。 I turned; and on the steps of that crucifix I saw a woman
  kneeling。 Her arms clasped the feet of the figure; her forehead rested
  upon the feet; her long black hair flowed down; she was dressed in
  white; and the light came from her body and her head。 Very slowly she
  turned and looked at me; and oh; Heaven! that face〃 and he put his
  hand before his eyes and groaned。 〃It was beautiful; yes; yes; but
  fearful to see; like an avenging angel。 I fled; and the lightonly
  the lightcame with me down the cave; even at the mouth of it there
  was a little。 I have seen a spirit; I who did not believe in spirits;
  I have seen a spirit; and I tell you that not for all the gold in the
  world will I enter that place again。〃
  Then before they could answer; suddenly as though his fear had got
  some fresh hold of him; Jacob sprang forward and fled away; crashing
  through the bushes and leaping from rock to rock like a frightened
  buck。
  XXI
  THE MESSAGE FROM THE DEAD
  〃Meyer always said that he did not believe in spirits;〃 remarked Mr。
  Clifford reflectively。
  〃Well; he believes in them now;〃 answered Benita with a little laugh。
  〃But; father; the poor man is mad; that is the fact of it; and we must
  pay no attention to what he says。〃
  〃The old Molimo and some of his peopleTamas; for instancedeclared
  that they have seen the ghost of Benita da Ferreira。 Are they mad
  also; Benita?〃
  〃I don't know; father。 Who can say? All these things are a mystery。
  All I do know is that I have never seen a ghost; and I doubt if I ever
  shall。〃
  〃No; but when you were in that trance something that was not you spoke
  out of your mouth; which something said that it was your namesake; the
  other Benita。 Well; as you say; we can't fathom these things;
  especially in a haunted kind of place like this; but the upshot of it
  is that I don't think we have much more to fear from Jacob。〃
  〃I am not so sure; father。 Mad people change their moods very
  suddenly。〃
  As it happened Benita was quite right。 Towards suppertime Jacob Meyer
  reappeared; looking pale and shaken; but otherwise much as usual。
  〃I had a kind of fit this morning;〃 he explained; 'the result of an
  hallucination which seized me when my light went out in that cave。 I
  remember that I thought I had seen a ghost; whereas I know very well
  that no such thing exists。 I was the victim of disappointment;
  anxieties; and other still stronger emotions;〃 and he looked at
  Benita。 〃Therefore; please forget anything I said or did; andwould
  you give me some supper?〃
  Benita did so; and he ate in silence; with some heartiness。 When he
  had finished his food; and swallowed two or three tots of squareface;
  he spoke again:
  〃I have come here; where I know I am not welcome; upon business;〃 he
  said in a calm; matter…of…fact voice。 〃I am tired of this place; and I
  think it is time that we attained the object of our journey here;
  namely; to find the hidden gold。 That; as we all know; can only be
  done in a certain way; through the clairvoyant powers of one of us and
  the hypnotic powers of another。 Miss Clifford; I request that you will
  allow me to throw you into a state of trance。 You have told us
  everything else; but you have not yet told us where the treasure is
  hidden; and this it is necessary that we should know。〃
  〃And if I refuse; Mr。 Meyer?〃
  〃Then I am sorry; but I must take means to compel your obedience。
  Under those circumstances; much against my will;