第 37 节
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  But no words came; though he questioned her many times no words came;
  till at last her head sank forward upon her knees; and in a faint
  voice she murmured:
  〃Loose me; or I die。〃
  XIX
  THE AWAKING
  Still Jacob Meyer hesitated。 The great secret was unlearned; and; if
  this occasion passed; might never be learned。 But if he hesitated; Mr。
  Clifford did not。 The knowledge of his child's danger; the sense that
  her life was mysteriously slipping away from her under pressure of the
  ghastly spell in which she lay enthralled; stirred him to madness。 His
  strength and manhood came back to him。 He sprang straight at Meyer's
  throat; gripped it with one hand; and with the other drew the knife he
  wore。
  〃You devil!〃 he gasped。 〃Wake her or you shall go with her!〃 and he
  lifted the knife。
  Then Jacob gave in。 Shaking off his assailant he stepped to Benita;
  and while her father stood behind him with the lifted blade; began to
  make strange upward passes over her; and to mutter words of command。
  For a long while they took no effect; indeed; both of them were almost
  sure that she was gone。 Despair gripped her father; and Meyer worked
  at his black art so furiously that the sweat burst out upon his
  forehead and fell in great drops to the floor。
  Oh; at last; at last she stirred! Her head lifted itself a little; her
  breast heaved。
  〃Lord in Heaven; I have saved her!〃 muttered Jacob in German; and
  worked on。
  Now the eyes of Benita opened; and now she stood up and sighed。 But
  she said nothing; only like a person walking in her sleep; she began
  to move towards the entrance of the cave; her father going before her
  with the lamp。 On she went; and out of it straight to her tent; where
  instantly she cast herself upon her bed and sank into deep slumber。 It
  was as though the power of the drug…induced oblivion; which for a
  while was over…mastered by that other stronger power invoked by Jacob;
  had reasserted itself。
  Meyer watched her for awhile; then said to Mr。 Clifford:
  〃Don't be afraid and don't attempt to disturb her。 She will wake
  naturally in the morning。〃
  〃I hope so for both our sakes;〃 he answered; glaring at him; 〃for if
  not; you or I; or the two of us; will never see another。〃
  Meyer took no notice of his threats; indeed the man seemed so
  exhausted that he could scarcely stand。
  〃I am done;〃 he said。 〃Now; as she is safe; I don't care what happens
  to me。 I must rest;〃 and he staggered from the tent; like a drunken
  man。
  Outside; at the place where they ate; Mr。 Clifford heard him gulping
  down raw gin from the bottle。 Then he heard no more。
  All the rest of the night; and for some hours of the early morning;
  did her father watch by the bed of Benita; although; lightly clad as
  he was; the cold of dawn struck to his bones。 At length; when the sun
  was well up; she rose in her bed; and her eyes opened。
  〃What are you doing here; father?〃 she said。
  〃I have come to see where you were; dear。 You are generally out by
  now。〃
  〃I suppose that I must have overslept myself then;〃 she replied
  wearily。 〃But it does not seem to have refreshed me much; and my head
  aches。 Oh! I remember;〃 she added with a start。 〃I have had such a
  horrid dream。〃
  〃What about?〃 he asked as carelessly as he could。
  〃I can't recall it quite; but it had to do with Mr。 Meyer;〃 and she
  shivered。 〃It seemed as though I had passed into his power; as though
  he had taken possession of me; body and soul; and forced me to tell
  him all the secret things。〃
  〃What secret things; Benita?〃
  She shook her head。
  〃I don't know now; but we went away among dead people; and I told him
  there。 Oh! father; I am afraid of that manterribly afraid! Protect
  me from him;〃 and she began to cry a little。
  〃Of course I will protect you; dear。 Something has upset your nerves。
  Come; dress yourself and you'll soon forget it all。 I'll light the
  fire。〃
  A quarter of an hour later Benita joined him; looking pale and shaken;
  but otherwise much as usual。 She was ravenously hungry; and ate of the
  biscuits and dried meat with eagerness。
  〃The coffee tastes quite different from that which I drank last
  night;〃 she said。 〃I think there must have been something in it which
  gave me those bad dreams。 Where is Mr。 Meyer? Oh; I know!〃 and again
  she put her hand to her head。 〃He is still asleep by the wall。〃
  〃Who told you that?〃
  〃I can't say; but it is so。 He will not come here till one o'clock。
  There; I feel much better now。 What shall we do; father?〃
  〃Sit in the sun and rest; I think; dear。〃
  〃Yes; let us do that; on the top of the wall。 We can see the Makalanga
  from there; and it will be a comfort to be sure that there are other
  human beings left in the world besides ourselves and Jacob Meyer。〃
  So presently they went; and from the spot whence Meyer used to shoot
  at the Matabele camp; looked down upon the Makalanga moving about the
  first enclosure far below。 By the aid of the glasses Benita even
  thought that she recognised Tamas; although of this it was difficult
  to be sure; for they were all very much alike。 Still; the discovery
  quite excited her。
  〃I am sure it is Tamas;〃 she said。 〃And oh! how I wish that we were
  down there with him; although it is true that then we should be nearer
  to the Matabele。 But they are better than Mr。 Meyer; much better。〃
  Now for a while they were silent; till at length she said suddenly:
  〃Father; you are keeping something back from me; and things begin to
  come back。 Tell me; did I go anywhere last night with Mr。 Meyeryou
  and he and I together?〃
  He hesitated and looked guilty; Mr。 Clifford was not a good actor。
  〃I see that we did; I am sure that we did。 Father; tell me。 I must
  know; I will know。〃
  Then he gave way。
  〃I didn't want to speak; dear; but perhaps it is best。 It is a very
  strange story。 Will you promise not to be upset?〃
  〃I will promise not to be more upset than I am at present;〃 she
  answered; with a sad little laugh。 〃Go on。〃
  〃You remember that Jacob Meyer wanted to mesmerize you?〃
  〃I am not likely to forget it;〃 she answered。
  〃Well; last night he did mesmerize you。〃
  〃What?〃 she said。 〃/What?/ Oh! how dreadful! Now I understand it all。
  But when?〃
  〃When you were sound asleep; I suppose。 At least; the first I knew of
  it was that some noise woke me; and I came out of the hut to see you
  following him like a dead woman; with a lamp in your hand。〃
  Then he told her all the story; while she listened aghast。
  〃How dared he!〃 she gasped; when her father had finished the long
  tale。 〃I hate him; I almost wish that you had killed him;〃 and she
  clenched her little hands and shook them in the air。
  〃That is not very Christian of you; Miss Clifford;〃 said a voice
  behind her。 〃But it is past one o'clock; and as I am still alive I
  have come to tell you that it is time for luncheon。〃
  Benita wheeled round upon the stone on which she sat; and there;
  standing amidst the bushes a little way from the foot of the wall; was
  Jacob Meyer。 Their eyes met; hers were full of defiance; and his of
  conscious power。
  〃I do not want any luncheon; Mr。 Meyer;〃 she said。
  〃But I am sure that you do。 Please come down and have some。 Please
  come down。〃
  The words were spoken humbly; almost pleadingly; yet to Benita they
  seemed as a command。 At any rate; with slow reluctance she climbed
  down the shattered wall; followed by her father; and without speaking
  they went back to their camping place; all three of them; Jacob
  leading the way。
  When they had eaten; or made pretence to eat; he spoke。
  〃I see that your father has told you everything; Miss Clifford; and of
  that I am glad。 As for me; it would have been awkward; who must ask
  your forgiveness for so much。 But what could I do? I knew; as I have
  always known; that it was only possible to find this treasure by your
  help。 So I gave you something to make you sleep; and then in your
  sleep I hypnotized you; andyou know the rest。 I have great
  experience in this art; but I have never seen or heard of anything
  like what happened; and I hope I never shall again。〃
  Hitherto Benita had sat silent; but now her burning indignation and
  curiosity overcame her shame and hatred。
  〃Mr。 Meyer;〃 she said; 〃you have done a shameful and a wicked thing;
  and I tell you at once that I can never forgive you。〃
  〃Don't say that。 Please don't say that;〃 he interrupted in tones of
  real grief。 〃Make allowances for me。 I had to learn; and there was no
  other way。 You are a born clairvoyante; one among ten thousand; my art
  told me so; and you know all that is at stake。〃
  〃By which you mean so many ounces of gold; Mr。 Meyer。〃
  〃By which I mean the greatness that gold can give; Miss Clifford。〃
  〃Such greatness; Mr。 Meyer; as a week of fever; or a Matabele spear;
  or God's w