第 24 节
作者:津夏      更新:2021-04-30 15:57      字数:9315
  a   constrained   cordiality;   and   handed   over   the   keys   of   office   to   the   new
  mistress。     Mrs。   Grey   pressed   her   warmly   to   remain;   but   she   explained
  that   she   had   already  accepted   an   invitation   which   would   engage   her   for
  some months。        The same evening she departed for the south of England。
  A couple of days later the maid carried a card just after breakfast into
  the   library   where     the  Professor    sat  revising    his  morning     lecture。    It
  announced the re…arrival of Dr。 James M‘Murdo O'Brien。                    Their meeting
  was effusively genial on the part of the younger man; and coldly precise
  on that of his former teacher。
  〃You see there have been changes;〃 said the Professor。
  〃So I heard。      Miss Grey told me in her letters; and I read the notice in
  the    British   Medical     Journal。    So    it's  really  married    you    are。   How
  quickly and quietly you have managed it all!〃
  〃I   am   constitutionally   averse   to   anything   in   the   nature   of   show   or
  ceremony。       My   wife   is   a   sensible   womanI   may  even   go   the   length   of
  saying that; for a woman; she is abnormally sensible。                  She quite agreed
  with me in the course which I have adopted。〃
  〃And your research on Vallisneria?〃
  〃This matrimonial incident has            interrupted      it;  but   I have   resumed
  my classes; and we shall soon be quite in harness again。〃
  〃I    must    see   Miss     Grey    before    I   leave    England。       We     have
  corresponded; and I think that all will be well。             She must come out with
  me。     I don't think I could go without her。〃
  The Professor shook his head。
  〃Your nature is not so weak as you pretend;〃 he said。                 〃Questions of
  this sort are; after all; quite subordinate to the great duties of life。〃
  O'Brien smiled。
  〃You would have me take out my Celtic soul and put in a Saxon one;〃
  he said。     〃Either my brain is too small or my heart is too big。              But when
  may I call and pay my respects to Mrs。 Grey?                 Will she be at home this
  afternoon?〃
  〃She   is   at   home   now。   Come   into   the   morning…room。        She   will   be
  glad to make your acquaintance。〃
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  They walked across the linoleum…paved hall。                The Professor opened
  the door of the room; and walked in; followed by his friend。                  Mrs。 Grey
  was sitting in a basket…chair by the window; light and fairy…like in a loose…
  flowing;     pink   morning…gown。         Seeing     a  visitor;  she   rose   and   swept
  towards   them。      The   Professor   heard   a   dull   thud   behind   him。   O'Brien
  had fallen back into a chair; with his hand pressed tight to his side。
  〃Jinny!〃 he gasped〃Jinny!〃
  Mrs。 Grey stopped dead in her advance; and stared at him with a face
  from     which     every    expression     had    been    struck    out;   save    one   of
  astonishment   and   horror。      Then   with   a   sharp   intaking   of   the   breath   she
  reeled;   and   would   have   fallen   had   the   Professor   not   thrown     his   long;
  nervous arm round her。
  〃Try this sofa;〃 said he。
  She   sank   back   among   the   cushions   with   the   same   white;   cold;   dead
  look   upon   her   face。    The   Professor   stood   with   his   back   to   the   empty
  fireplace and glanced from the one to the other。
  〃So;    O'Brien;〃     he    said   at  last;   〃you    have    already    made     the
  acquaintance of my wife!〃
  〃Your   wife;   〃   cried   his   friend   hoarsely。 〃She   is   no   wife   of   yours。
  God help me; she is MY wife。〃
  The Professor stood rigidly upon the hearthrug。             His long; thin fingers
  were     intertwined;     and    his  head    sunk    a   little  forward。      His    two
  companions had eyes only for each other。
  〃Jinny!〃 said he。
  〃James!〃
  〃How could you leave me so; Jinny?              How could you have the heart
  to do it?     I thought you were dead。          I mourned for your deathay; and
  you have made me mourn for you living。               You have withered my life。〃
  She made no answer; but lay back among her cushions with her eyes
  still fixed upon him。
  〃Why do you not speak?〃
  〃Because      you    are  right;   James。     I   HAVE      treated   you    cruelly
  shamefully。      But it is not as bad as you think。〃
  〃You fled with De Horta。〃
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  〃No; I did not。      At the last moment my better nature prevailed。               He
  went alone。      But I was ashamed to come back after what I had written to
  you。    I could not face you。       I took passage alone to England under a new
  name;   and   here   I   have   lived   ever   since。  It   seemed   to   me   that   I   was
  beginning   life   again。    I   knew   that   you   thought   I   was   drowned。    Who
  could have dreamed that fate would throw us together again!                    When the
  Professor asked me〃
  She stopped and gave a gasp for breath。
  〃You are   faint;〃     said the   Professor〃keep   the   head low;   it   aids the
  cerebral   circulation。〃     He   flattened   down   the   cushion。     〃I   am   sorry   to
  leave you; O'Brien; but I have my class duties to look to。               Possibly I may
  find you here when I return。〃
  With a grim and rigid face he strode out of the room。               Not one of the
  three hundred students who listened to his lecture saw any change in his
  manner and appearance; or could have guessed that the austere gentleman
  in front of them had found out at last how hard it is to rise above  one's
  humanity。      The     lecture   over;   he  performed      his  routine   duties   in  the
  laboratory; and then drove back to his own house。                 He did not enter by
  the front door; but passed through the garden to the folding glass casement
  which   led   out   of   the   morning…room。      As   he   approached   he   heard   his
  wife's voice and O'Brien's in loud and animated talk。                He paused among
  the rose…bushes; uncertain whether to interrupt them or no。                Nothing was
  further from his nature than play the eavesdropper; but as he stood; still
  hesitating; words fell upon his ear which struck him rigid and motionless。
  〃You are still my wife; Jinny;〃 said O'Brien; 〃I forgive you from the
  bottom   of   my   heart。   I   love   you;   and   I   have   never   ceased   to   love   you;
  though you had forgotten me。〃
  〃No; James; my heart was always in Melbourne。                 I have always been
  yours。     I thought that it was better for you that I should seem to be dead。〃
  〃You must choose between us now; Jinny。              If you determine to remain
  here;   I   shall   not   open   my   lips。 There   shall   be   no   scandal。 If;   on   the
  other hand; you come with me; it's little I care about the world's opinion。
  Perhaps I am as much to blame as you。               I thought too much of my work
  and too little of my wife。〃
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  The   Professor   heard   the   cooing;   caressing   laugh   which   he   knew   so
  well。
  〃I shall go with you; James;〃 she said。
  〃And the Professor?〃         〃The poor Professor!        But he will not mind
  much; James; he has no heart。〃
  〃We must tell him our resolution。〃
  〃There is   no   need;〃   said   Professor Ainslie   Grey;   stepping   in   through
  the open casement。        〃I have overheard the latter part of your conversation。
  I hesitated to interrupt you before you came to a conclusion。〃
  O'Brien   stretched   out   his   hand   and   took   that   of   the   woman。  They
  stood together with the sunshine on their faces。              The Professor paused at
  the casement with his hands behind his back; and his long black shadow
  fell between them。
  〃You have come to a wise decision;〃 said he。               〃Go back to Australia
  together; and let what has passed be blotted out of your lives。〃
  〃But youyou〃 stammered O'Brien。
  The Professor waved his hand。
  〃Never trouble about me;〃 he said。
  The woman gave a gasping cry。
  〃What can I do or say?〃 she wailed。           〃How could I have foreseen this?
  I thought my old life was dead。           But it has come back again; with all its
  hopes and its desires。