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作者:津夏      更新:2021-04-30 15:57      字数:9320
  observation;   and      yet  he   found    himself   watching     these   trifles  with   the
  keenest attention。       Even the corrosion of the cork of an acid bottle caught
  his eye; and he wondered that the doctor did not use glass stoppers。                   Tiny
  scratches where the light glinted off from the table; little stains upon the
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  leather   of   the   desk;   chemical   formulae   scribbled   upon   the   labels   of   the
  phialsnothing   was   too   slight   to   arrest   his   attention。   And   his   sense   of
  hearing was equally alert。          The heavy ticking of the solemn black clock
  above the mantelpiece struck quite painfully upon his ears。                    Yet in spite
  of   it;   and   in   spite   also   of   the   thick;   old…fashioned   wooden   partition;   he
  could hear voices of men talking in the next room; and could even catch
  scraps     of  their   conversation。      〃Second       hand   was    bound     to  take   it。〃
  〃Why; you drew the last of them yourself!〃
  〃How   could   I   play   the   queen   when   I   knew   that   the   ace   was   against
  me?〃      The phrases came in little spurts falling back into the dull murmur
  of conversation。        And then suddenly he heard the creaking of a door and
  a   step   in   the   hall;   and   knew   with   a   tingling   mixture   of   impatience   and
  horror that the crisis of his life was at hand。
  Dr。 Horace Selby was a large; portly man with an imposing presence。
  His nose and chin were bold and pronounced; yet his features were puffy;
  a combination which would blend more freely with the wig and cravat of
  the early Georges than with the close…cropped hair and black frock…coat of
  the end   of the   nineteenth   century。       He   was   clean shaven;   for   his   mouth
  was too good to coverlarge; flexible; and sensitive; with a kindly human
  softening   at   either   corner   which   with   his   brown   sympathetic   eyes   had
  drawn      out  many     a  shame…struck      sinner's   secret。    Two     masterful    little
  bushy     side…whiskers      bristled   out   from    under    his  ears   spindling    away
  upwards to merge in the thick curves of his brindled hair。                 To his patients
  there was something reassuring in the mere bulk and dignity of the man。
  A  high   and   easy   bearing   in   medicine   as   in   war   bears   with   it   a   hint   of
  victories in the past; and a promise of others to come。               Dr。 Horace Selby's
  face was a consolation; and so too were the large; white; soothing hands;
  one of which he held out to his visitor。
  〃I am sorry to have kept you waiting。               It is a conflict of duties; you
  perceivea host's to his guests and an adviser's to his patient。                But now I
  am   entirely   at   your   disposal;   Sir   Francis。    But   dear   me;   you   are   very
  cold。〃
  〃Yes; I am cold。〃
  〃And you are trembling all over。             Tut; tut; this will never do!         This
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  miserable night has chilled you。          Perhaps some little stimulant〃
  〃No; thank you。        I would really rather  not。        And it is not the  night
  which has chilled me。         I am frightened; doctor。〃
  The doctor half…turned in his chair; and he patted the arch of the young
  man's knee; as he might the neck of a restless horse。
  〃What then?〃 he asked; looking over his shoulder at the pale face with
  the startled eyes。
  Twice the young man parted his lips。            Then he stooped with a sudden
  gesture;   and   turning   up   the   right   leg   of   his   trousers   he   pulled   down   his
  sock and thrust forward his shin。           The doctor made a clicking noise with
  his tongue as he glanced at it。
  〃Both legs?〃
  〃No; only one。〃
  〃Suddenly?〃
  〃This morning。〃
  〃Hum。〃
  The doctor pouted his lips; and drew his finger and thumb down the
  line of his chin。     〃Can you account for it?〃 he asked briskly。
  〃No。〃
  A trace of sternness came into the large brown eyes。
  〃I need not point out to you that unless the most absolute frankness
  〃
  The   patient   sprang   from   his   chair。  〃So   help   me   God!〃   he   cried;   〃I
  have   nothing   in   my   life   with   which   to   reproach   myself。   Do   you   think
  that I would be such a fool as to come here and tell you lies。               Once for all;
  I have nothing to regret。〃        He was a pitiful; half…tragic and half…grotesque
  figure; as he stood with one trouser leg rolled to the knee; and that ever
  present horror still lurking in his eyes。          A burst of merriment came from
  the   card…players   in   the   next   room;   and   the   two   looked   at   each   other   in
  silence。
  〃Sit    down;〃     said   the   doctor    abruptly;   〃your     assurance     is  quite
  sufficient。〃     He   stooped   and   ran   his   finger   down   the   line   of   the   young
  man's   shin;   raising   it   at   one   point。 〃Hum;   serpiginous;〃   he   murmured;
  shaking his head。       〃Any other symptoms?〃
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  〃My eyes have been a little weak。〃
  〃Let   me   see   your   teeth。〃   He   glanced   at   them;   and   again   made   the
  gentle; clicking sound of sympathy and disapprobation。
  〃Now your eye。〃         He lit a lamp at the patient's elbow; and holding a
  small crystal lens to concentrate the light; he threw it obliquely upon the
  patient's    eye。   As    he  did   so  a  glow    of  pleasure    came    over   his  large
  expressive face; a flush of such enthusiasm as the botanist feels when he
  packs   the   rare   plant   into   his   tin   knapsack;   or   the   astronomer   when   the
  long…sought comet first swims into the field of his telescope。
  〃This   is   very   typicalvery   typical   indeed;〃   he   murmured;   turning   to
  his   desk   and   jotting   down    a  few    memoranda       upon   a  sheet   of  paper。
  〃Curiously   enough;   I   am   writing   a   monograph   upon   the   subject。        It   is
  singular that you should have been able to furnish so well…marked a case。〃
  He had so forgotten the patient in his symptom; that he had assumed an
  almost   congratulatory   air   towards   its   possessor。      He   reverted   to   human
  sympathy again; as his patient asked for particulars。
  〃My dear sir; there is no occasion for us to go into strictly professional
  details together;〃 said he soothingly。          〃If; for example; I were to say that
  you   have   interstitial   keratitis;  how   would   you   be   the   wiser?   There   are
  indications of a strumous diathesis。            In broad terms; I may say that you
  have a constitutional and hereditary taint。〃
  The young baronet sank back in his chair; and his chin fell forwards
  upon his chest。       The doctor sprang to a side…table and poured out half a
  glass of liqueur brandy which he held to his patient's lips。                A little fleck
  of colour came into his cheeks as he drank it down。
  〃Perhaps I spoke a little abruptly;〃 said the doctor; 〃but you must have
  known the nature of your complaint。               Why; otherwise; should you have
  come to me?〃
  〃God help me; I suspected it; but only today when my leg grew bad。
  My father had a leg like this。〃
  〃It was from him; then?〃
  〃No; from my grandfather。           You have heard of Sir Rupert Norton; the
  great Corinthian?〃
  The doctor was a man of wide reading with a retentive; memory。                    The
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  name     brought    back   instantly   to  him   the   remembrance       of  the  sinister
  reputation of its ownera notorious buck of the thirtieswho had gambled
  and duelled and steeped himself in drink and debauchery; until even the
  vile set with whom he consorted had shrunk away from him in horror; and
  left him to a sinister old age with the barmaid wife whom he had married
  in some drunken frolic。        As he looked at the young man still leaning back
  in the leather chair; there seemed for the instant to flicker up behind him
  some vague presentiment of that foul old dandy with his dangling seals;
  many…wreathed   scarf;   and   dark   satyric   face。     What   was   he   now?      An
  armful of bones in a mouldy box。             But his deeds they were living and
  rotting the blood in the veins of an innocent man。