第 24 节
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老山文学 更新:2021-04-30 15:54 字数:9321
〃Our souls might have understood each other;〃 she said in a grave voice。 〃But I have no right to exact your confidence。 You will never know the extent of your obligations to me; I shall not explain them。〃
They walked a few steps in silence。
〃My life does interest you;〃 said the young man。
〃Monsieur; I implore you; tell me your name or else be silent。 You are a child;〃 she added; with an impatient movement of her shoulders; 〃and I feel a pity for you。〃
The obstinacy with which she insisted on knowing his name made the pretended sailor hesitate between prudence and love。 The vexation of a desired woman is powerfully attractive; her anger; like her submission; is imperious; many are the fibres she touches in a man's heart; penetrating and subjugating it。 Was this scene only another aspect of Mademoiselle de Verneuil's coquetry? In spite of his sudden passion the unnamed lover had the strength to distrust a woman thus bent on forcing from him a secret of life and death。
〃Why has my rash indiscretion; which sought to give a future to our present meeting; destroyed the happiness of it?〃 he said; taking her hand; which she left in his unconsciously。
Mademoiselle de Verneuil; who seemed to be in real distress; was silent。
〃How have I displeased you?〃 he said。 〃What can I do to soothe you?〃
〃Tell me your name。〃
He made no reply; and they walked some distance in silence。 Suddenly Mademoiselle de Verneuil stopped short; like one who has come to some serious determination。
〃Monsieur le Marquis de Montauran;〃 she said; with dignity; but without being able to conceal entirely the nervous trembling of her features; 〃I desire to do you a great service; whatever it may cost me。 We part here。 The coach and its escort are necessary for your protection; and you must continue your journey in it。 Fear nothing from the Republicans; they are men of honor; and I shall give the adjutant certain orders which he will faithfully execute。 As for me; I shall return on foot to Alencon with my maid; and take a few of the soldiers with me。 Listen to what I say; for your life depends on it。 If; before you reach a place of safety; you meet that odious man you saw in my company at the inn; escape at once; for he will instantly betray you。 As for me;〃 she paused; 〃as for me; I fling myself back into the miseries of life。 Farewell; monsieur; may you be happy; farewell。〃
She made a sign to Captain Merle; who was just then reaching the brow of the hill behind her。 The marquis was taken unawares by her sudden action。
〃Stop!〃 he cried; in a tone of despair that was well acted。
This singular caprice of a girl for whom he would at that instant have thrown away his life so surprised him that he invented; on the spur of the moment; a fatal fiction by which to hide his name and satisfy the curiosity of his companion。
〃You have almost guessed the truth;〃 he said。 〃I am an /emigre/; condemned to death; and my name is Vicomte de Bauvan。 Love of my country has brought me back to France to join my brother。 I hope to be taken off the list of /emigres/ through the influence of Madame de Beauharnais; now the wife of the First Consul; but if I fail in this; I mean to die on the soil of my native land; fighting beside my friend Montauran。 I am now on my way secretly; by means of a passport he has sent me; to learn if any of my property in Brittany is still unconfiscated。〃
While the young man spoke Mademoiselle de Verneuil examined him with a penetrating eye。 She tried at first to doubt his words; but being by nature confiding and trustful; she slowly regained an expression of serenity; and said eagerly; 〃Monsieur; are you telling me the exact truth?〃
〃Yes; the exact truth;〃 replied the young man; who seemed to have no conscience in his dealings with women。
Mademoiselle de Verneuil gave a deep sigh; like a person who returns to life。
〃Ah!〃 she exclaimed; 〃I am very happy。〃
〃Then you hate that poor Montauran?〃
〃No;〃 she said; 〃but I could not make you understand my meaning。 I was not willing that /you/ should meet the dangers from which I will try to protect him;since he is your friend。〃
〃Who told you that Montauran was in danger?〃
〃Ah; monsieur; even if I had not come from Paris; where his enterprise is the one thing talked of; the commandant at Alencon said enough to show his danger。〃
〃Then let me ask you how you expect to save him from it。〃
〃Suppose I do not choose to answer;〃 she replied; with the haughty air that women often assume to hide an emotion。 〃What right have you to know my secrets?〃
〃The right of a man who loves you。〃
〃Already?〃 she said。 〃No; you do not love me。 I am only an object of passing gallantry to you;that is all。 I am clear…sighted; did I not penetrate your disguise at once? A woman who knows anything of good society could not be misled; in these days; by a pupil of the Polytechnique who uses choice language; and conceals as little as you do the manners of a /grand seigneur/ under the mask of a Republican。 There is a trifle of powder left in your hair; and a fragrance of nobility clings to you which a woman of the world cannot fail to detect。 Therefore; fearing that the man whom you saw accompanying me; who has all the shrewdness of a woman; might make the same discovery; I sent him away。 Monsieur; let me tell you that a true Republican officer just from the Polytechnique would not have made love to me as you have done; and would not have taken me for a pretty adventuress。 Allow me; Monsieur de Bauvan; to preach you a little sermon from a woman's point of view。 Are you too juvenile to know that of all the creatures of my sex the most difficult to subdue is that same adventuress;she whose price is ticketed and who is weary of pleasure。 That sort of woman requires; they tell me; constant seduction; she yields only to her own caprices; any attempt to please her argues; I should suppose; great conceit on the part of a man。 But let us put aside that class of women; among whom you have been good enough to rank me; you ought to understand that a young woman; handsome; brilliant; and of noble birth (for; I suppose; you will grant me those advantages); does not sell herself; and can only be won by the man who loves her in one way。 You understand me? If she loves him and is willing to commit a folly; she must be justified by great and heroic reasons。 Forgive me this logic; rare in my sex; but for the sake of your happiness;and my own;〃 she added; dropping her head; 〃I will not allow either of us to deceive the other; nor will I permit you to think that Mademoiselle de Verneuil; angel or devil; maid or wife; is capable of being seduced by commonplace gallantry。〃
〃Mademoiselle;〃 said the marquis; whose surprise; though he concealed it; was extreme; and who at once became a man of the great world; 〃I entreat you to believe that I take you to be a very noble person; full of the highest sentiments; ora charming girl; as you please。〃
〃I don't ask all that;〃 she said; laughing。 〃Allow me to keep my incognito。 My mask is better than yours; and it pleases me to wear it; if only to discover whether those who talk to me of love are sincere。 Therefore; beware of me! Monsieur;〃 she cried; catching his arm vehemently; 〃listen to me; if you were able to prove that your love is true; nothing; no human power; could part us。 Yes; I would fain unite myself to the noble destiny of some great man; and marry a vast ambition; glorious hopes! Noble hearts are never faithless; for constancy is in their fibre; I should be forever loved; forever happy; I would make my body a stepping…stone by which to raise the man who loved me; I would sacrifice all things to him; bear all things from him; and love him forever;even if he ceased to love me。 I have never before dared to confess to another heart the secrets of mine; nor the passionate enthusiasms which exhaust me; but I tell you something of them now because; as soon as I have seen you in safety; we shall part forever。〃
〃Part? never!〃 he cried; electrified by the tones of that vigorous soul which seemed to be fighting against some overwhelming thought。
〃Are you free?〃 she said; with a haughty glance which subdued him。
〃Free! yes; except for the sentence of death which hangs over me。〃
She added presently; in a voice full of bitter feeling: 〃If all this were not a dream; a glorious life might indeed be ours。 But I have been talking folly; let us beware of committing any。 When I think of all you would have to be before you could rate me at my proper value I doubt everything〃
〃I doubt nothing if you will only grant me〃
〃Hush!〃 she cried; hearing a note of true passion in his voice; 〃the open air is decidedly disagreeing with us; let us return to the coach。〃
That vehicle soon came up; they took their places and drove on several miles in total silence。 Both had matter for reflection; but henceforth their eyes no longer feared to meet。 Each now seemed to have an equal interest in observing the other; and in mutually hiding important secrets; but for all that they were drawn together by one and the same impulse; which now; as a result of this interview; assumed the dimensions of a passion。 They recognized in each other qualities which promised to heighten all the