第 36 节
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飘雪的季节 更新:2021-04-30 15:50 字数:9322
h the little hole which he has made; I should never have thought that a bumble…bee had so much sense! Why; that is admirble! The more I observe; them; the more do insects and flowers fill me with astonishment。 I am like that good Rollin who went wild with delight over the flowers of his peach…trees。 I wish I could have a fine garden; and live at the verge of a wood。
August; September。
It occurred to me one Sunday morning to watch for the moment when Mademoiselle Prefere's pupils were leaving the school in procession to attand Mass at the parish church。 I watched them passing two by two;the little ones first with very serious faces。 There were three of them all dressed exactly alikedumpy; plump; important… looking little creatures; whom I recognized at once as the Mouton girls。 Their elder sister is the artist who drew that terrrible head of Tatius; King of the Sabines。 Beside the column; the assistant school…teacher; with her prayer…book in her hand; was gesturing and frowning。 Then came the next oldest class; and finally the big girls; all whispering to each other; as they went by。 But I did not see Jeanne。
I went to police…headquarters and inquired whether they chanced to have; filed away somewhere or other; any information regarding the establishment in the Rue Demours。 I succeeded in inducing them to send some female inspectors there。 These returned bringing with them the most favourable reports about the establishment。 In their opinion the Prefere School was a model school。 It is evident that if I were to force an investigation; Mademoiselle Prefere would receive academic honours。
October 3。
This Thursday being a school…holiday I had teh chance of meeting the three little Mouton girls in the vicinity of the Rue Demours。 After bowing to their mother; I asked the eldest who appears to be about ten years old; how was her playmate; Mademoiselle Jeanne Alexandre。
The little Mouton girl answered me; all in a breath;
〃Jeanne Alexandre is not my playmate。 She is only kept in the school for charityso they make her sweep the class…rooms。 It was Mademoiselle who said so。 And Jeanne Alexandre is a bad girl; so they lock her up in the dark roomand it serves her rightand I am a good girland I am never locked up in the dark room。〃
The three little girls resumed their walk; and Madame Mouton followed close behind them; looking back over her broad shoulder at me; in a very suspicious manner。
Alas! I find myself reduced to expedients of a questionable character。 Madame de Gabry will not come back to Paris for at least three months more; at the very soonest。 Without her; I have no tact; I have no common senseI am nothing but a cumbersome; clumsy; mischief…making machine。
Nevertheless; I cannot possibly permit them to make Jeanne a boarding…school servant!
December 28。
The idea that Jeanne was obliged to sweep the rooms had become absolutely unbearable。
The weather was dark and cold。 Night had already begun。 I rang the school…door bell with the tranquillity of a resolute man。 The moment that the timid servant opened the door; I slipped a gold piece into her hand; and promised her another if she would arrange matters so that I could see Mademoiselle Alexandre。 Her answer was;
〃In one hour from now; at the grated window。〃
And she slammed the door in my face so rudely that she knocked my hat into the gutter。 I waited for one very long hour in a violent snow…storm; then I approached the window。 Nothing! The wind raged; and the snow fell heavily。 Workmen passing by with their implements on their shoulders; and their heads bent down to keep the snow from coming in their faces; rudely jostled me。 Still nothing。 I began to fear I had been observed。 I knew that I had done wrong in bribing a servant; but I was not a bit sorry for it。 Woe to the man who does not know how to break through social regulations in case of necessity! Another quarter of an hour passed。 Nothing。 At last the window was partly opened。
〃Is that you; Monsieur Bonnard?〃
Is that you; Jeanne?tell me at once what has become of you。〃
〃I am wellvery well。〃
〃But what else!〃
〃They have put me in the kitchen; and I have to sweep the school… rooms。〃
〃In the kitchen! Sweepingyou! Gracious goodness!〃
〃Yes; because my guardian does not pay for my schooling any longer。〃
〃Gracious goodness! Your guardian seems to me to be a thorough scoundrel。〃
〃Then you know…〃
〃What?〃
〃Oh! don't ask me to tell you that!but I would rather die than find myself alone with him again。〃
〃And why did you not write to me?〃
〃I was watched。〃
At this instant I formed a resolve which nothing in this world could have induced me to change。 I did; indeed; have some idea that I might be acting contrary to law; but I did not give myself the least concern about that idea。 And; being firmly resolved; I was able to be prudent。 I acted with remarkable coolness。
〃Jeanne;〃 I asked; 〃tell me! does that room you are in open into the court…yard?〃
〃Yes。〃
〃Can you open the street…door from the inside yourself?〃
〃Yes;if there is nobody in the porter's lodge。〃
〃Go and see if there is any one there; and be careful that nobody observes you。〃
Then I waited; keeping a watch on the door and window。
In six or seven seconds Jeanne reappeared behind the bars; and said;
〃The servant is in the porter's lodge。〃
〃Very well;〃 I said; 〃have you a pen and ink?〃
〃No。〃
〃A pencil?〃
〃Yes。〃
〃Pass it out here。〃
I took an old newspaper out of my pocket; andin a wind which blew almost hard enough to put the street…lamps out; in a downpour of snow which almost blinded meI managed to wrap up and address that paper to Mademoiselle Prefere。
While I was writing I asked Jeanne;
〃When the postman passes he puts the papers and letters in the box; doesn't he? He rings the bell and goes away? Then the servant opens the letter…box and takes whatever she finds there to Mademoiselle Prefere immediately; is not that about the way the thing is managed whenever anything comes by post?〃
Jeanne thought it was。
〃Then we shall soon see。 Jeanne; go and watch again; and; as soon as the servant leaves the lodge; open the door and come out here to me。〃
Having said this; I put my newspaper in the box; gave the bell a tremendous pull; and then hid myself in the embrasure of a neighbouring door。
I might have been there several minutes; when the little door quivered; then opened; and a young girl's head made its appearance through the opening。 I took hold of it; I pulled it towards me。
〃Come; Jeanne! come!〃
She stared at me uneasily。 Certainly she must have been afraid that I had gone mad; but; on the contrary; I was very rational indeed。
〃Come; my child! come!〃
〃Where?〃
〃To Madame de Gabry's。〃
Then she took my arm。 For some time we ran like a couple of thieves。 But running is an exercise ill…suited to one as corpulent as I am; and; finding myself out of breath at last; I stopped and leaned upon something which turned out to be the stove of a dealer in roasted chestnuts; who was doing business at the corner of a wine… seller's shop; where a number of cabmen were drinking。 One of them asked us if we did not want a cab。 Most assuredly we wanted a cab! The driver; after setting down his glass on the zinc counter; climbed upon his seat and urged his horse forward。 We were saved。
〃Phew!〃 I panted; wiping my forehead。 For; in spite of the cold; I was perspiring profusely。
What seemed very odd was that Jeanne appeared to be much more conscious than I was of the enormity which we had committed。 She looked very serious indeed; and was visibly uneasy。
〃In the kitchen!〃 I cried out; with indignation。
She shook her head; as if to say; 〃Well; there or anywhere else; what does it matter to me?〃 And by the light of the street…lamps; I observed with pain that her face was very thin and her features all pinched。 I did not find in her any of that vivacity; any of those bright impulses; any of that quickness of expression; which used to please me so much。 Her gaze had become timid; her gestures constrained; her whole attitude melancholy。 I took her handa little cold hand; which had become all hardened and bruised。 The poor child must have suffered very much。 I questioned her。 She told me very quietly that Mademoiselle Prefere had summoned her one day; and called her a little monster and a little viper; for some reason which she had never been able to learn。
She had added; 〃You shall not see Monsieur Bonnard any more; for he has been giving you bad advice; and he has conducted himself in a most shameful manner towards me。〃 〃I then said to her; 'That; Mademoiselle; you will never be able to make me believe。' Then Mademoiselle slapped my face and sent me back to the school…room。 The announcement that I should never be allowed to see you again made me feel as if night had come down upon me。 Don't you know those evenings when one feels so sad to see the darkness come?well; just imagine such a moment stretched out into weeksinto whole months! Don't you remember my little Saint…George? Up to that time I had worked at it as well as I couldjust simply to work at itjust to amuse