第 24 节
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飘雪的季节 更新:2021-04-30 15:50 字数:9322
liging; gracious; caressing; radiant; happy。 Her eyes; smiled; the little wrinkles of her face (there were a vast number of them!) also smiled; her mouth smiled likewise; but only on one side。 I discovered afterwards that was her best side。 She spoke: her voice had also changed with her manner; it was now sweet as honey。
〃You said; Monsieur; that our dear Jeanne was very intelligent。 I discovered the same thing myself; and I am proud of being able to agree with you。 This young girl has really made me feel a great deal of interest in her。 She has what I call a happy disposition。。。。 But excuse me for thus drawing upon your valuable time。〃
She summoned the servant…girl; who looked much more hurried and scared than before; and who vanished with the order to go and tell Mademoiselle Alexandre that Monsieur Sylvestre Bonnard; Member of the Institute; was waiting to see her in the parlour。
Mademoiselle Prefere had barely time to confide in me that she had the most profound respect for all decisions of the Institutewhatever they might bewhen Jeanne appeared; out of breath; red as a poppy; with her eyes very wide open; and her arms dangling helplessly at her sidescharming in her artless awkwardness。
〃What a state you are in; my dear child!〃 murmured Mademoiselle Prefere; with maternal sweetness; as she arranged the girl's collar。
Jeanne certainly did present an odd aspect。 Her hair combed back; and imperfectly held by a net from which loose curls were escaping; her slender arms; sheathed down to the elbows in lustring sleeves; her hands; which she did not seem to know what to do with; all red with chillblains; her dress; much too short; revealing that she had on stockings much too large for her; and shoes worn down at the heel; and a skipping…rope tied round her waist in lieu of a belt;all combined to lend Mademoiselle Jeanne an appearance the reverse of presentable。
〃Oh; you crazy girl!〃 sighed Mademoiselle Prefere; who now seemed no longer like a mother; but rather like an elder sister。
Then she suddenly left the room; gliding like a shadow over the polished floor。
I said to Jeanne;
〃Sit down; Jeanne; and talk to me as you would to a friend。 Are you not better satisfied here now than you were last year?〃
She hesitated; then answered with a good…natured smile of resignation;
〃Not much better。〃
I asked her to tell me about her school life。 She began at once to enumerate all her different studiespiano; style; chronology of the Kings of France; sewing; drawing; catechism; deportment。。。 I could never remember them all! She still held in her hands; all unconsciously; the two ends of her skipping…rope; and she raised and lowered them regularly while making her enumeration。 Then all at once she became conscious of what she was doing; blushed; stammered; and became so confused that I had to renounce my desire to know the full programme of study adopted in the Prefere Institution。
After having questioned Jeanne on various matters; and obtained only the vaguest of answers; I perceived that her young mind was totally absorbed by the skipping…rope; and I entered bravely into that grave subject。
〃So you have been skipping?〃 I said。 〃It is a very nice amusement; but one that you must not exert yourself too much at; for any excessive exercise of that kind might seriously injure your health; and I should be very much grieved about it JeanneI should be very much grieved; indeed!〃
〃You are very kind; Monsieur;〃 the young girl said; 〃to have come to see me and talk to me like this。 I did not think about thanking you when I came in; because I was too much surprised。 Have you seen Madame de Gabry? Please tell me something about her; Monsieur。〃
〃Madame de Gabry;〃 I answered; 〃is very well。 I can only tell you about her; Jeanne; what an old gardener once said of the lady of the castle; his mistress; when somebody anxiously inquired about her: 'Madame is in her road。' Yes; Madame de Gabry is in her own road; and you know; Jeanne; what a good road it is; and how steadily she can walk upon it。 I went out with her the other day; very; very far away from the house; and we talked about you。 We talked about you; my child; at your mother's grave。〃
〃I am very glad;〃 said Jeanne。
And then; all at once; she began to cry。
I felt too much reverence for those generous tears to attempt in any way to check the emotion that had evoked them。 But in a little while; as the girl wiped her eyes; I asked her;
〃Will you not tell me; Jeanne; why you were thinking so much about that skipping…rope a little while ago?〃
〃Why; indeed I will; Monsieur。 It was only because I had no right to come into the parlour with a skipping…rope。 You know; of course; that I am past the age for playing at skipping。 But when the servant said there was an old gentleman。。。oh!。。。I mean。。。that a gentleman was waiting for me in the parlour; I was making the little girls jump。 Then I tied the rope round my waist in a hurry; so that it might not get lost。 It was wrong。 But I have not been in the habit of having many people come to see me。 And Mademoiselle Prefere never lets us off if we commit any breach of deportment: so I know she is going to punish me; and I am very sorry about it。〃。。。
〃That is too bad; Jeanne!〃
She became very grave; and said;
〃Yes; Monsieur; it is too bad; because when I am punished myself; I have no more authority over the little girls。〃
I did not at once fully understand the nature of this unpleasantness; but Jeanne explained to me that; as she was charged by Mademoiselle Prefere with the duties of taking care of the youngest class; of washing and dressing the children; of teaching them how to behave; how to sew; how to say the alphabet; of showing them how to play; and; finally; of putting them to bed at the close of the day; she could not make herself obeyed by those turbulent little folks on the days she was condemned to wear a night…cap in the class…room; or to eat her meals standing up; from a plate turned upside down。
Having secretly admired the punishments devised by the Lady of the Enchanted Pelerine; I responded:
〃Then; if I understand you rightly; Jeanne; you are at once a pupil here and a mistress? It is a condition of existence very common in the world。 You are punished; and you punish?〃
〃Oh; Monsieur!〃 she exclaimed。 〃No! I never punish!〃
〃Then; I suspect;〃 said I; 〃that your indulgence gets you many scoldings from Mademoiselle Prefere?〃
She smiled; and blinked。
Then I said to her that the troubles in which we often involve ourselves; by trying to act according to our conscience and to do the best we can; are never of the sort that totally dishearten and weary us; but are; on the contrary; wholesome trials。 This sort of philosophy touched her very little。 She even appeared totally unmoved by my moral exhortations。 But was not this quite natural on her part?and ought I not to have remembered that it is only those no longer innocent who can find pleasure in the systems of moralists?。。。 I had at least good sense enough to cut short my sermonising。
〃Jeanne;〃 I said; 〃you were asking a moment ago about Madame de Gabry。 Let us talk about that Fairy of yours She was very prettily made。 Do you do any modelling in wax now?〃
〃I have not a bit of wax;〃 she exclaimed; wringing her hands〃no wax at all!〃
〃No wax!〃 I cried〃in a republic of busy bees?〃
She laughed。
〃And; then; you see; Monsieur; my FIGURINES; as you call them; are not in Mademoiselle Prefere's programme。 But I had begun to make a very small Saint…George for Madame de Gabrya tiny little Saint…George; with a golden cuirass。 Is not that right; Monsieur Bonnardto give Saint…George a gold cuirass?〃
〃Quite right; Jeanne; but what became of it?〃
〃I am going to tell you; I kept it in my pocket because I had no other place to put it; andand I sat down on it by mistake。〃
She drew out of her pocket a little wax figure; which had been squeezed out of all resemblance to human form; and of which the dislocated limbs were only attached to the body by their wire framework。 At the sight of her hero thus marred; she was seized at once with compassion and gaiety。 The latter feeling obtained the mastery; and she burst into a clear laugh; which; however; stopped as suddenly as it had begun。
Mademoiselle Prefere stood at the parlour door; smiling。
〃That dear child!〃 sighed the schoolmistress in her tenderest tone。 〃I am afraid she will tire you。 And; then; your time is so precious!〃
I begged Mademoiselle Prefere to dismiss that illusion; and; rising to take my leave; I took from my pocket some chocolate…cakes and sweets which I had brought with me。
〃That is so nice!〃 said Jeanne; 〃there will be enough to go round the whole school。〃
The lady of the pelerine intervened。
〃Mademoiselle Alexandre;〃 she said; 〃thank Monsieur for his generosity。〃
Jeanne looked at her for an instant in a sullen way; then; turning to me; said with remarkable firmness;
〃Monsieur; I thank you for your kindness in coming to see me。〃
〃Jeanne;〃 I said; pressing both her hands; 〃remain always a good; truthful; brave girl。 Good…bye。〃
As she left the room with her packages of chocolate and confectioner