第 40 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-04-30 15:46      字数:9322
  pleasure to find you in this corner of the world; Mr Malone。 Have
  you come to buy up the Alhambra?
  MALONE。 Well; I don't say I mightn't。 I think I could do better
  with it than the Spanish government。 But that's not what I came
  about。 To tell you the truth; about a month ago I overheard a
  deal between two men over a bundle of shares。 They differed about
  the price: they were young and greedy; and didn't know that if
  the shares were worth what was bid for them they must be worth
  what was asked; the margin being too small to be of any account;
  you see。 To amuse meself; I cut in and bought the shares。 Well;
  to this day I haven't found out what the business is。 The office
  is in this town; and the name is Mendoza; Limited。 Now whether
  Mendoza's a mine; or a steamboat line; or a bank; or a patent
  article
  TANNER。 He's a man。 I know him: his principles are thoroughly
  commercial。 Let us take you round the town in our motor; Mr
  Malone; and call on him on the way。
  MALONE。 If you'll be so kind; yes。 And may I ask who
  TANNER。 Mr Roebuck Ramsden; a very old friend of your
  daughter…in…law。
  MALONE。 Happy to meet you; Mr Ramsden。
  RAMSDEN。 Thank you。 Mr Tanner is also one of our circle。
  MALONE。 Glad to know you also; Mr Tanner。
  TANNER。 Thanks。 'Malone and Ramsden go out very amicably through
  the little gate。 Tanner calls to Octavius; who is wandering in
  the garden with Ann' Tavy! 'Tavy comes to the steps; Tanner
  whispers loudly to him' Violet has married a financier of
  brigands。 'Tanner hurries away to overtake Malone and Ramsden。
  Ann strolls to the steps with an idle impulse to torment
  Octavius'。
  ANN。 Won't you go with them; Tavy?
  OCTAVIUS。 'tears suddenly flushing his eyes' You cut me to the
  heart; Ann; by wanting me to go 'he comes down on the lawn to
  hide his face from her。 She follows him caressingly'。
  ANN。 Poor Ricky Ticky Tavy! Poor heart!
  OCTAVIUS。 It belongs to you; Ann。 Forgive me: I must speak of it。
  I love you。 You know I love you。
  ANN。 What's the good; Tavy? You know that my mother is determined
  that I shall marry Jack。
  OCTAVIUS。 'amazed' Jack!
  ANN。 It seems absurd; doesn't it?
  OCTAVIUS。 'with growing resentment' Do you mean to say that Jack
  has been playing with me all this time? That he has been urging
  me not to marry you because he intends to marry you himself?
  ANN。 'alarmed' No no: you mustn't lead him to believe that I said
  that: I don't for a moment think that Jack knows his own mind。
  But it's clear from my father's will that he wished me to marry
  Jack。 And my mother is set on it。
  OCTAVIUS。 But you are not bound to sacrifice yourself always to
  the wishes of your parents。
  ANN。 My father loved me。 My mother loves me。 Surely their wishes
  are a better guide than my own selfishness。
  OCTAVIUS。 Oh; I know how unselfish you are; Ann。 But believe me
  though I know I am speaking in my own interestthere is another
  side to this question。 Is it fair to Jack to marry him if you do
  not love him? Is it fair to destroy my happiness as well as your
  own if you can bring yourself to love me?
  ANN。 'looking at him with a faint impulse of pity' Tavy; my
  dear; you are a nice creaturea good boy。
  OCTAVIUS。 'humiliated' Is that all?
  ANN。 'mischievously in spite of her pity' That's a great deal; I
  assure you。 You would always worship the ground I trod on;
  wouldn't you?
  OCTAVIUS。 I do。 It sounds ridiculous; but it's no exaggeration。 I
  do; and I always shall。
  ANN。 Always is a long word; Tavy。 You see; I shall have to live
  up always to your idea of my divinity; and I don't think I could do
  that if we were married。 But if I marry Jack; you'll never be
  disillusionedat least not until I grow too old。
  OCTAVIUS。 I too shall grow old; Ann。 And when I am eighty; one
  white hair of the woman I love will make me tremble more than the
  thickest gold tress from the most beautiful young head。
  ANN。 'quite touched' Oh; that's poetry; Tavy; real poetry。 It
  gives me that strange sudden sense of an echo from a former
  existence which always seems to me such a striking proof that we
  have immortal souls。
  OCTAVIUS。 Do you believe that is true?
  ANN。 Tavy; if it is to become true you must lose me as well as
  love me。
  OCTAVIUS。 Oh! 'he hastily sits down at the little table and
  covers his face with his hands'。
  ANN。 'with conviction' Tavy: I wouldn't for worlds destroy your
  illusions。 I can neither take you nor let you go。 I can see
  exactly what will suit you。 You must be a sentimental old
  bachelor for my sake。
  OCTAVIUS。 'desperately' Ann: I'll kill myself。
  ANN。 Oh no you won't: that wouldn't be kind。 You won't have a bad
  time。 You will be very nice to women; and you will go a good deal
  to the opera。 A broken heart is a very pleasant complaint for a
  man in London if he has a comfortable income。
  OCTAVIUS。 'considerably cooled; but believing that he is only
  recovering his self…control' I know you mean to be kind; Ann。
  Jack has persuaded you that cynicism is a good tonic for me。 'He
  rises with quiet dignity'。
  ANN。 'studying him slyly' You see; I'm disillusionizing you
  already。 That's what I dread。
  OCTAVIUS。 You do not dread disillusionizing Jack。
  ANN。 'her face lighting up with mischievous ecstasywhispering' I
  can't: he has no illusions about me。 I shall surprise Jack the
  other way。 Getting over an unfavorable impression is ever so much
  easier than living up to an ideal。 Oh; I shall enrapture Jack
  sometimes!
  OCTAVIUS。 'resuming the calm phase of despair; and beginning to
  enjoy his broken heart and delicate attitude without knowing it'
  I don't doubt that。 You will enrapture him always。 And hethe
  fool!thinks you would make him wretched。
  ANN。 Yes: that's the difficulty; so far。
  OCTAVIUS。 'heroically' Shall I tell him that you love?
  ANN。 'quickly' Oh no: he'd run away again。
  OCTAVIUS。 'shocked' Ann: would you marry an unwilling man?
  ANN。 What a queer creature you are; Tavy! There's no such thing
  as a willing man when you really go for him。 'She laughs
  naughtily'。 I'm shocking you; I suppose。 But you know you are
  really getting a sort of satisfaction already in being out of
  danger yourself。
  OCTAVIUS 'startled' Satisfaction! 'Reproachfully' You say that to
  me!
  ANN。 Well; if it were really agony; would you ask for more of it?
  OCTAVIUS。 Have I asked for more of it?
  ANN。 You have offered to tell Jack that I love him。 That's
  self…sacrifice; I suppose; but there must be some satisfaction in
  it。 Perhaps it's because you're a poet。 You are like the bird
  that presses its breast against the sharp thorn to make itself
  sing。
  OCTAVIUS。 It's quite simple。 I love you; and I want you to be
  happy。 You don't love me; so I can't make you happy myself; but I
  can help another man to do it。
  ANN。 Yes: it seems quite simple。 But I doubt if we ever know why
  we do things。 The only really simple thing is to go straight for
  what you want and grab it。 I suppose I don't love you; Tavy; but
  sometimes I feel as if I should like to make a man of you
  somehow。 You are very foolish about women。
  OCTAVIUS。 'almost coldly' I am content to be what I am in that
  respect。
  ANN。 Then you must keep away from them; and only dream about
  them。 I wouldn't marry you for worlds; Tavy。
  OCTAVIUS。 I have no hope; Ann: I accept my ill luck。 But I don't
  think you quite know how much it hurts。
  ANN。 You are so softhearted! It's queer that you should be so
  different from Violet。 Violet's as hard as nails。
  OCTAVIUS。 Oh no。 I am sure Violet is thoroughly womanly at heart。
  ANN。 'with some impatience' Why do you say that? Is it unwomanly
  to be thoughtful and businesslike and sensible? Do you want
  Violet to be an idiotor something worse; like me?
  OCTAVIUS。 Something worselike you! What do you mean; Ann?
  ANN。 Oh well; I don't mean that; of course。 But I have a great
  respect for Violet。 She gets her own way always。
  OCTAVIUS。 'sighing' So do you。
  ANN。 Yes; but somehow she gets it without coaxingwithout having
  to make people sentimental about her。
  OCTAVIUS。 'with brotherly callousness' Nobody could get very
  sentimental about Violet; I think; pretty as she is。
  ANN。 Oh yes they could; if she made them。
  OCTAVIUS。 But surely no really nice woman would deliberately
  practise on men's instincts in that way。
  ANN。 'throwing up her hands' Oh Tavy; Tavy; Ricky Ticky Tavy;
  heaven help the woman who marries you!
  OCTAVIUS。 'his passion reviving at the name' Oh why; why; why do
  you say that? Don't torment me。 I don't understand。
  ANN。 Suppose she were to tell fibs; and lay snares for men?
  OCTAVIUS。 Do you think I could marry such a womanI; who have
  known and loved you?
  ANN。 Hm! Well; at all events; she wouldn't let you if she were
  wise。 So that's settled。 And now I can't talk any more。 Say you
  forgive me; and that the subject is closed。
  OCTAVIUS。 I have nothing to forgive; and the subject is closed。
  And if the wound is open; at least you shall never see it bleed。
  ANN。 Poetic to the last; Tavy。 Goodbye; dear。 'She pats his
  check; has an impulse to kiss him and then another impulse of
  distaste which prevents her; finally runs away through the garden
  and into the villa'。
  Octavius again ta