第 25 节
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扑火 更新:2021-04-17 19:06 字数:9261
“Aunt;” said Thomasin; with round eyes; “what DO you mean?”
“Don’t be alarmed; it was my duty。 I can say no more about it now; but when it is over I will tell you exactly what I said; and why I said it。”
Thomasin was perforce content。
“And you will keep the secret of my would…be marriage from Clym for the present?” she next asked。
“I have given my word to。 But what is the use of it? He must soon know what has happened。 A mere look at your face will show him that something is wrong。”
Thomasin turned and regarded her aunt from the tree。 “Now; hearken to me;” she said; her delicate voice expanding into firmness by a force which was other than physical。 “Tell him nothing。 If he finds out that I am not worthy to be his cousin; let him。 But; since he loved me once; we will not pain him by telling him my trouble too soon。 The air is full of the story; I know; but gossips will not dare to speak of it to him for the first few days。 His closeness to me is the very thing that will hinder the tale from reaching him early。 If I am not made safe from sneers in a week or two I will tell him myself。”
The earnestness with which Thomasin spoke prevented further objections。 Her aunt simply said; “Very well。 He should by rights have been told at the time that the wedding was going to be。 He will never forgive you for your secrecy。”
“Yes; he will; when he knows it was because I wished to spare him; and that I did not expect him home so soon。
And you must not let me stand in the way of your
Christmas party。 Putting it off would only make matters worse。”
“Of course I shall not。 I do not wish to show myself beaten before all Egdon; and the sport of a man like Wildeve。 We have enough berries now; I think; and we had better take them home。 By the time we have decked the house with this and hung up the mistletoe; we must think of starting to meet him。”
Thomasin came out of the tree; shook from her hair and dress the loose berries which had fallen thereon; and went down the hill with her aunt; each woman bearing half the gathered boughs。 It was now nearly four o’clock; and the sunlight was leaving the vales。 When the west grew red the two relatives came again from the house and plunged into the heath in a different direction from the first; towards a point in the distant highway along which the expected man was to return。
3 … How a Little Sound Produced a Great Dream
Eustacia stood just within the heath; straining her eyes in the direction of Mrs。 Yeobright’s house and premises。 No light; sound; or movement was perceptible there。
The evening was chilly; the spot was dark and lonely。 She inferred that the guest had not yet e; and after lingering ten or fifteen minutes she turned again towards home。
She had not far retraced her steps when sounds in front of her betokened the approach of persons in conversation along the same path。 Soon their heads became visible against the sky。 They were walking slowly; and though it was too dark for much discovery of character from aspect; the gait of them showed that they were not workers on the heath。 Eustacia stepped a little out of the foot…track to let them pass。 They were two women and a man; and the voices of the women were those of Mrs。 Yeobright and Thomasin。
They went by her; and at the moment of passing appeared to discern her dusky form。 There came to her ears in a masculine voice; “Good night!”
She murmured a reply; glided by them; and turned round。 She could not; for a moment; believe that chance; unrequested; had brought into her presence the soul of the house she had gone to inspect; the man without whom her inspection would not have been thought of。
She strained her eyes to see them; but was unable。 Such was her intentness; however; that it seemed as if her ears were performing the functions of seeing as well as hearing。 This extension of power can almost be believed in at such moments。 The deaf Dr。 Kitto was probably under the influence of a parallel fancy when he described his body as having bee; by long endeavour; so sensitive to vibrations that he had gained the power of perceiving by it as by ears。
She could follow every word that the ramblers uttered。 They were talking no secrets。 They were merely indulging in the ordinary vivacious chat of relatives who have long been parted in person though not in soul。 But it was not to the words that Eustacia listened; she could not even have recalled; a few minutes later; what the words were。 It was to the alternating voice that gave out about one…tenth of them—the voice that had wished her good night。 Sometimes this throat uttered Yes; sometimes it uttered No; sometimes it made inquiries about a time worn denizen of the place。 Once it surprised her notions by remarking upon the friendliness and geniality written in the faces of the hills around。
The three voices passed on; and decayed and died out upon her ear。
Thus much had been granted her; and all besides withheld。 No event could have been more exciting。 During the greater part of the afternoon she had been entrancing herself by imagining the fascination which must attend a man e direct from beautiful Paris—laden with its atmosphere; familiar with its charms。 And this man had greeted her。
With the departure of the figures the profuse articulations of the women wasted away from her memory; but the accents of the other stayed on。 Was there anything in the voice of Mrs。 Yeobright’s son—for Clym it was—startling as a sound? No; it was simply prehensive。 All emotional things were possible to the speaker of that “good night。” Eustacia’s imagination supplied the rest—except the solution to one riddle。 What COULD the tastes of that man be who saw friendliness and geniality in these shaggy hills?
On such occasions as this a thousand ideas pass through a highly charged woman’s head; and they indicate themselves on her face; but the changes; though actual; are minute。 Eustacia’s features went through a rhythmical succession of them。 She glowed; remembering the mendacity of the imagination; she flagged; then she freshened; then she fired; then she cooled again。 It was a cycle of aspects; produced by a cycle of visions。
Eustacia entered her own house; she was excited。 Her grandfather was enjoying himself over the fire; raking about the ashes and exposing the red…hot surface of the turves; so that their lurid glare irradiated the chimney…corner with the hues of a furnace。
“Why is it that we are never friendly with the Yeobrights?” she said; ing forward and stretching her soft hands over the warmth。 “I wish we were。 They seem to be very nice people。”
“Be hanged if I know why;” said the captain。 “I liked the old man well enough; though he was as rough as a hedge。 But you would never have cared to go there; even if you might have; I am well sure。”
“Why shouldn’t I?”
“Your town tastes would find them far too countrified。 They sit in the kitchen; drink mead and elder…wine; and sand the floor to keep it clean。 A sensible way of life; but how would you like it?”
“I thought Mrs。 Yeobright was a ladylike woman?
A curate’s daughter; was she not?”
“Yes; but she was obliged to live as her husband did; and I suppose she has taken kindly to it by this time。 Ah; I recollect that I once accidentally offended her; and I have never seen her since。”
That night was an eventful one to Eustacia’s brain; and one which she hardly ever forgot。 She dreamt a dream; and few human beings; from Nebuchadnezzar to the Swaffham tinker; ever dreamt a more remarkable one。 Such an elaborately developed; perplexing; exciting dream was certainly never dreamed by a girl in Eustacia’s situation before。 It had as many ramifications as the Cretan labyrinth; as many fluctuations as the northern lights; as much colour as a parterre in June; and was as crowded with figures as a coronation。 To Queen Scheherazade the dream might have seemed not far removed from monplace; and to a girl just returned from all the courts of Europe it might have seemed not more than interesting。 But amid the circumstances of Eustacia’s life it was as wonderful as a dream could be。
There was; however; gradually evolved from its transformation scenes a less extravagant episode; in which the heath dimly appeared behind the general brilliancy of the action。 She was dancing to wondrous music; and her partner was the man in silver armour who had acpanied her through the previous fantastic changes; the visor of his helmet being closed。 The mazes of the dance were ecstatic。 Soft whispering came into her ear from under the radiant helmet; and she felt like a woman in Paradise。 Suddenly these two wheeled out from the mass of dancers; dived into one of the pools of the heath; and came out somewhere into an iridescent hollow; arched with rainbows。 “It must be here;” said the voice by her side; and blushingly looking up she saw him removing his casque to kiss her。 At that moment there was a cracking noise; and his figure fell into fragments like a pack of cards。
She cried aloud。 “O that I had seen his face!”
Eustacia awoke。 The cracking had been that of the window shutter downstairs; which the maid…servant was opening to let in the d