第 36 节
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津股巡览 更新:2021-03-16 00:41 字数:9322
run away from us。〃
Coleman looked at her to see what she could mean。 From many women; these words would have been equal; under the circumstances; to a command to stay; but he felt that none might know what impulses moved the mind behind that beautiful mask。 In his misery he thought to hurt her into an expression of feeling by a rough speech。 〃 I'm so in love with Nora Black; you know; that I have to be very careful of myself。〃
〃 Oh;〃 said Marjory; never thought of that。 I should think you would have to be careful of yourself。〃 She did not seem moved in any way。 Coleman despaired of finding her weak spot。 She was a'damantine; this girl。 He searched his mind for something to say which would be still more gross than his last outbreak; but when he felt that he was about to hit upon it; the professor interrupted with an agitated speech to Marjory。 〃You had better go to your mother; my child; and see that you are all ready to leave here as soon as the carriages come up。〃
〃We have absolutely nothing to make ready;〃 said Marjory; laughing。 〃 But I'll go and see if mother needs anything before we start that I can get for her。〃 She went away without bidding good…bye to Coleman。 The sole maddening impression to him was that the matter of his going had not been of sufficient importance to remain longer than a moment upon her mind。 At the same time he decided that he would go; irretrievably go。
Even then the dragoman entered the room。 〃 We will pack everything …upon the horse?〃
〃 Everything…yes。〃
Peter Tounley came afterward。 〃 You are not going to bolt ? 〃
〃 Yes; I'm off;〃 answered Coleman recovering him… self for Peter's benefit。 〃 See you in Athens; probably。〃
Presently the dragoman announced the readiness of the horses。 Coleman shook hands with the students and the Professor amid cries of surprise and polite regret。 〃What? Going; oldman? Really? What for ? Oh; wait for us。 We're off in a few minutes。 Sorry as the devil; old boy; to' see you go。〃 He accepted their protestations with a somewhat sour face。 He knew perfectly well that they were thinking of his departure as something that related to Nora Black。 At the last; he bowed to the ladies as a collection。 Marjory's answering bow was affable; the bow of Mrs。 Wainwright spoke a resentment for some… thing; and Nora's bow was triumphant mockery。 As he swung into the saddle an idea struck him with over whelming force。 The idea was that he was a fool。 He was a colossal imbecile。 He touched the spur to his horse and the animal leaped superbly; making the Greeks hasten for safety in all directions。 He was off ; he could no more return to retract his devious idiocy than he could make his horse fly to Athens。 What was done was done。 He could not mend it。 And he felt like a man that had broken his own heart; perversely; childishly; stupidly broken his own heart。 He was sure that Marjory was lost to him。 No man could be degraded so publicly and resent it so crudely and still retain a Marjory。 In his abasement from his defeat at the hands of Nora Black he had performed every imaginable block…headish act and had finally climaxed it all by a departure which left the tongue of Nora to speak unmolested into the ear of Marjory。 Nora's victory had been a serious blow to his fortunes; but it had not been so serious as his own subsequent folly。 He had generously muddled his own affairs until he could read nothing out of them but despair。
He was in the mood for hatred。 He hated many people。 Nora Black was the principal item; but he did not hesitate to detest the professor; Mrs。 Wain… wright; Coke and all the students。 As for Marjory; he would revenge himself upon her。 She had done nothing that he defined clearly but; at any rate; he would take revenge for it。 As much as was possible; he would make her suffer。 He would convince her that he was a tremendous and inexorable person。 But it came upon his mind that he was powerless in all ways。 If he hated many people they probably would not be even interested in his emotion and; as for his revenge upon Marjory; it was beyond his strength。 He was nothing but the complaining victim of Nora Black and himself。
He felt that he would never again see Marjory; and while feeling it he began to plan his attitude when next they met。 He would be very cold and reserved。 At Agrinion he found that there would be no train until the next daybreak。 The dragoman was excessively annoyed over it; but Coleman did not scold at all。 As a matter of fact his heart had given a great joyus bound。 He could not now prevent his being overtaken。 They were only a few leagues away; and while he was waiting for the train they would easily cover the distance。 If anybody expressed surprise at seeing him he could exhibit the logical reasons。 If there had been a train starting at once he would have taken it。 His pride would have put up with no subterfuge。 If the Wainwrights overtook him it was because he could not help it。 But he was delighted that he could not help it。 There had been an inter… position by some specially beneficent fate。 He felt like whistling。 He spent the early half of the night in blissful smoke; striding the room which the dragoman had found for him。 His head was full of plans and detached impressive scenes in which he figured before Marjory。 The simple fact that there was no train away from Agrinion until the next daybreak had wrought a stupendous change in his outlook。 He unhesitatingly considered it an omen of a good future。 He was up before the darkness even contained presage of coming light; but near the railway station was a little hut where coffee was being served to several prospective travellers who had come even earlier to the rendezvous。 There was no evidence of the Wainwrights。
Coleman sat in the hut and listened for the rumble of wheels。 He was suddenly appalled that the Wainwrights were going to miss the train。 Perhaps they had decided against travelling during the night。 Perbaps this thing; and perhaps that thing。 The morning was very cold。 Closely muffled in his cloak; he went to the door and stared at where the road was whiten… ing out of night。 At the station stood a little spectral train; and the engine at intervals emitted a long; piercing scream which informed the echoing land that; in all probability; it was going to start after a time for the south。 The Greeks in the coffee room were; of course; talking。
At last Coleman did hear the sound of hoofs and wheels。 The three carriages swept up in grand procession。 The first was laden with students ; in the second was the professor; the Greek officer; Nora Black's old lady and other persons; all looking marvellously unimportant and shelved。 It was the third carriage at which Coleman stared。 At first be thought the dim light deceived his vision; but in a moment he knew that his first leaping conception of the arrangement of the people in this vehicle had been perfectly correct。 Nora Black and Mrs。 Wainwright sat side by side on the back seat; while facing them were Coke and Marjory。
They looked cold but intimate。
The oddity of the grouping stupefied Coleman。 It was anarchy; naked and unashamed。 He could not imagine how such changes could have been consummated in the short time he had been away from them; but he laid it all to some startling necromancy on the part of Nora Black; some wondrous play which had captured them all because of its surpassing skill and because they were; in the main; rather gullible people。 He was wrong。 The magic had been wrought by the unaided foolishness of Mrs。 Wainwfight。 As soon as Nora Black had succeeded in creating an effect of intimacy and dependence between herself and Coleman; the professor had flatly stated to his wife that the presence of Nora Black in the party; in the inn; in the world; was a thiag that did not meet his approval in any way。 She should be abolished。 As for Coleman; he would not defend him。 He preferred not to talk to him。 It made him sad。 Coleman at least had been very indiscreet; very indiscreet。 It was a great pity。 But as for this blatant woman; the sooner they rid themselves of her; the sooner he would feel that all the world was not evil。
Whereupon Mrs。 Wainwright had changed front with the speed of light and attacked with horse; foot and guns。 She failed to see; she had declared; where this poor; lone girt was in great fault。 Of course it was probable that she had listened to this snaky。 tongued Rufus Coleman; but that was ever the mistake that women made。 Oh; certainly ; the professor would like to let Rufus Coleman off scot…free。 That was the way with men。 They defended each other in all cases。 If wrong were done it was the woman who suffered。 Now; since this poor girl was alone far off here in Greece; Mrs。 Wainwright announced that she had such full sense of her duty to her sex that her conscience would not allow her to scorn and desert a sister; even if that sister was; approximately; the victim of a creature like Rufus Coleman。 Perhaps the poor thing loved this wretched man; although it was hard to imagine any woman giving her heart to such。 a monster。
The professor had then asked with considerable spirit for the proofs upon which Mrs。 Wainwright named Coleman a monster; and had made a wry face over her