第 66 节
作者:小秋      更新:2021-03-11 17:56      字数:9321
  banister; she staggered as she caught at it; and held herself up。
  The silence was still unbroken。 Something in me; stronger than
  myself; drew my steps along the hall nearer and nearer to the
  stair; till I could see the face which had struck that murderous
  wretch with terror。
  I looked。
  No! it was not my sweet girl; it was a horrid transformation of
  her。 I saw a fearful creature; with glittering eyes that
  threatened some unimaginable vengeance。 Her lips were drawn back;
  they showed her clinched teeth。 A burning red flush dyed her
  face。 The hair of her head rose; little by little; slowly。 And;
  most dreadful sight of all; she seemed; in the stillness of the
  house; to be _listening to something。_ If I could have moved; I
  should have fled to the first place of refuge I could find。 If I
  could have raised my voice; I should have cried for help。 I could
  do neither the one nor the other。 I could only look; look; look;
  held by the horror of it with a hand of iron。
  Helena must have roused her courage; and resisted her terror。 I
  heard her speak:
  〃Let me by!〃
  〃No。〃
  Slowly; steadily; in a whisper; Euneece made that reply。
  Helena tried once morestill fighting against her own terror: I
  knew it by the trembling of her voice。
  〃Let me by;〃 she repeated; 〃I am on my way to Philip's room。〃
  〃You will never enter Philip's room again。〃
  〃Who will stop me?〃
  〃I will。〃
  She had spoken in the same steady whisper throughoutbut now she
  moved。 I saw her set her foot on the first stair。 I saw the
  horrid glitter in her eyes flash close into Helena's face。 I
  heard her say:
  〃Poisoner; go back to your room。〃
  Silent and shuddering; Helena shrank away from herdaunted by
  her glittering eyes; mastered by her lifted hand pointing up the
  stairs。
  Helena slowly ascended till she reached the landing。 She turned
  and looked down; she tried to speak。 The pointing hand struck her
  dumb; and drove her up the next flight of stairs。 She was lost to
  view。 Only the small rustling sound of the dress was to be heard;
  growing fainter and fainter; then an interval of stillness; then
  the noise of a door opened and closed again; then no sound
  morebut a change to be seen: the transformed creature was cr
  ouching on her knees; still and silent; her face covered by her
  hands。 I was afraid to approach her; I was afraid to speak to
  her。 After a time; she rose。 Suddenly; swiftly; with her head
  turned away from me; she opened the door of Philip's roomand
  was gone。
  I looked round。 There was only Maria in the lonely hall。 Shall I
  try to tell you what my sensations were? It may sound strangely;
  but it is trueI felt like a sleeper; who has half…awakened from
  a dream。
  CHAPTER LX。
  DISCOVERY。
  A LITTLE later; on that eventful day; when I was most in need of
  all that your wisdom and kindness could do to guide me; came the
  telegram which announced that you were helpless under an attack
  of gout。 As soon as I had in some degree got over my
  disappointment; I remembered having told Euneece in my letter
  that I expected her kind old friend to come to us。 With the
  telegram in my hand I knocked softly at Philip's door。
  The voice that bade me come in was the gentle voice that I knew
  so well。 Philip was sleeping。 There; by his bedside; with his
  hand resting in her hand; was Euneece; so completely restored to
  her own sweet self that I could hardly believe what I had seen;
  not an hour since。 She talked of you; when I showed her your
  message; with affectionate interest and regret。 Look back; my
  admirable friend; at what I have written on the two or three
  pages which precede this; and explain the astounding contrast if
  you can。
  I was left alone to watch by Philip; while Euneece went away to
  see her father。 Soon afterward; Maria took my place; I had been
  sent for to the next room to receive the doctor。
  He looked care…worn and grieved。 I said I was afraid he had
  brought bad news with him。
  〃The worst possible news;〃 he answered。 〃A terrible exposure
  threatens this family; and I am powerless to prevent it;〃
  He then asked me to remember the day when I had been surprised by
  the singular questions which he had put to me; and when he had
  engaged to explain himself after he had made some inquiries。 Why;
  and how; he had set those inquiries on foot was what he had now
  to tell。 I will repeat what he said; in his own words; as nearly
  as I can remember them。 While he was in attendance on Philip; he
  had observed symptoms which made him suspect that Digitalis had
  been given to the young man; in doses often repeated。 Cases of
  attempted poisoning by this medicine were so rare; that he felt
  bound to put his suspicions to the test by going round among the
  chemists's shopsexcepting of course the shop at which his own
  prescriptions were made upand asking if they had lately
  dispensed any preparation of Digitalis; ordered perhaps in a
  larger quantity than usual。 At the second shop he visited; the
  chemist laughed。 〃Why; doctor;〃 he said; 〃have you forgotten your
  own prescription?〃 After this; the prescription was asked for;
  and produced。 It was on the paper used by the doctorpaper which
  had his address printed at the top; and a notice added; telling
  patients who came to consult him for the second time to bring
  their prescriptions with them。 Then; there followed in writing:
  〃Tincture of Digitalis; one ounce〃with his signature at the
  end; not badly imitated; but a forgery nevertheless。 The chemist
  noticed the effect which this discovery had produced on the
  doctor; and asked if that was his signature。 He could hardly; as
  an honest man; have asserted that a forgery was a signature of
  his own writing。 So he made the true reply; and asked who had
  presented the prescription。 The chemist called to his assistant
  to come forward。 〃Did you tell me that you knew; by sight; the
  young lady who brought this prescription?〃 The assistant admitted
  it。 〃Did you tell me she was Miss Helena Gracedieu?〃 〃I did。〃
  〃Are you sure of not having made any mistake?〃 〃Quite sure。〃 The
  chemist then said: 〃I myself supplied the Tincture of Digitalis;
  and the young lady paid for it; and took it away with her。 You
  have had all the information that I can give you; sir; and I may
  now ask; if you can throw any light on the matter。〃 Our good
  friend thought of the poor Minister; so sorely afflicted; and of
  the famous name so sincerely respected in the town and in the
  country round; and said he could not undertake to give an
  immediate answer。 The chemist was excessively angry。 〃You know as
  well as I do;〃 he said; 〃that Digitalis; given in certain doses;
  is a poison; and you cannot deny that I honestly believed myself
  to be dispensing your prescription。 While you are hesitating to
  give me an answer; my character may suffer; I may be suspected
  myself。〃 He ended in declaring he should consult his lawyer。 The
  doctor went home; and questioned his servant。 The man remembered
  the day of Miss Helena's visit in the afternoon; and the
  intention that she expressed of waiting for his master's return。
  He had shown her into the parlor which opened into the
  consulting…room。 No other visitor was in the house at that time;
  or had arrived during the rest of the day。 The doctor's own
  experience; when he got home; led him to conclude that Helena had
  gone into the consulting…room。 He had entered that room; for the
  purpose of writing some prescriptions; and had found the leaves
  of paper that he used diminished in number。 After what he had
  heard; and what he had discovered (to say nothing of what he
  suspected); it occurred to him to look along the shelves of his
  medical library。 He found a volume (treating of Poisons) with a
  slip of paper left between the leaves; the poison described at
  the place so marked being Digitalis; and the paper used being one
  of his own prescription…papers。 〃If; as I fear; a legal
  investigation into Helena's conduct is a possible event;〃 the
  doctor concluded; 〃there is the evidence that I shall be obliged
  to give; when I am called as a witness。〃
  It is my belief that I could have felt no greater dismay; if the
  long arm of the Law had laid its hold on me while he was
  speaking。 I asked what was to be done。
  〃If she leaves the house at once;〃 the doctor replied; 〃she may
  escape the infamy of being charged with an attempt at murder by
  poison; and; in her absence; I can answer for Philip's life。 I
  don't urge you to warn her; because that might be a dangerous
  thing to do。 It is for you to decide; as a member of the family;
  whether you will run the risk。〃
  I tried to speak to him of Euneece; and to tell him what I had
  already related to yourself。 He was in no humor to listen to me。
  〃Keep it for a fitter time;〃 he answered; 〃and think of what I
  have just said to you。〃 With that; he left me; on his way to
  Philip's room。
  Mental exertion was completely beyond me。 Can you understand a
  poor middle…aged spinster being frightened into doing a dangerous
  thing? That may seem to be nonsense。 But if you ask why I took a
  morsel of paper; and wrote the warning which I was afraid to
  communicate by word of mouthwhy I went upstairs with my knees
  knocking together; and opened the door of Helena's room just