第 65 节
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小秋 更新:2021-03-11 17:56 字数:9322
said was; 〃No!〃 But; oh; if you had heard his voiceand he so
gentle and sweet…tempered at other timesyou would have felt; as
I did; that he had Helena in his mind!
〃Now; listen to this;〃 he went on。 〃Everything that my art can do
for Mr。 Philip Dunboyne; while I am at his bedside; is undone
while I am away by some other person。 He is worse to…day than I
have seen him yet。〃
〃Oh; sir; do you think he will die?〃
〃He will certainly die unless the right means are taken to save
him; and taken at once。 It is my duty not to flinch from telling
you the truth。 I have made a discovery since yesterday which
satisfies me that I am right。 Somebody is trying to poison Mr。
Dunboyne; and somebody will succeed unless he is removed from
this house。〃
I am a poor feeble creature。 The doctor caught me; or I should
have dropped on the grass。 It was not a fainting…fit。 I only
shook and shivered so that I was too weak to stand up。 Encouraged
by the doctor; I recovered sufficiently to be able to ask him
where Philip was to be taken to。 He said: 〃To the hospital。 No
poisoner can follow my patient there。 Persuade him to let me take
him away; when I call again in an hour's time。〃
As soon as I could hold a pen; I sent a telegram to you。 Pray;
pray come by the earliest train。 I also telegraphed to old Mr。
Dunboyne; at the hotel in London。
It was impossible for me to face Helena; I own I was afraid。 The
cook kindly went upstairs to see who was in Philip's room。 It was
the housemaid's turn to look after him for a while。 I went
instantly to his bedside。
There was no persuading him to allow himself to be taken to the
hospital。 〃I am dying;〃 he said。 〃If you have any pity for me;
send for Euneece。 Let me see her once more; let me hear her say
that she forgives me; before I die。〃
I hesitated。 It was too terrible to think of Euneece in the same
house with her sister。 Her life might be in danger! Philip gave
me a look; a dreadful ghastly look。 〃If you refuse;〃 he said
wildly; 〃the grave won't hold me。 I'll haunt you for the rest of
your life。〃
〃She shall hear that you are ill;〃 I answeredand ran out of the
room before he could speak again。
What I had promised to write; I did write。 But; placed between
Euneece's danger and Philip's danger; my heart was all for
Euneece。 Would Helena spare her; if she came to Philip's bedside?
In such terror as I never felt before in my life; I added a word
more; entreating her not to leave the farm。 I promised to keep
her regularly informed on the subject of Philip's illness; and I
mentioned that I expected the Governor to return to us
immediately。 〃Do nothing;〃 I wrote; 〃without his advice。〃 My
letter having been completed; I sent the cook away with it; in a
chaise。 She belonged to the neighborhood; and she knew the
farmhouse well。
Nearly two hours afterward; I heard the chaise stop at the door;
and ran out; impatient to hear how my sweet girl had received my
letter。 God help us all! When I opened the door; the first person
whom I saw was Euneece herself。
CHA PTER LIX。
DEFENSE。
ONE surprise followed another; after I had encountered Euneece at
the door。
When my fondness had excused her for setting the well…meant
advice in my letter at defiance; I was conscious of expecting to
see her in tears; eager; distressingly eager; to hear what hope
there might be of Philip's recovery。 I saw no tears; I heard no
inquiries。 She was pale; and quiet; and silent。 Not a word fell
from her when we met; not a word when she kissed me; not a word
when she led the way into the nearest roomthe dining…room。 It
was only when we were shut in together that she spoke。
〃Which is Philip's room?〃 she asked。
Instead of wanting to know how he was; she desired to know where
he was! I pointed toward the back dining…room; which had been
made into a bedroom for Philip。 He had chosen it himself; when he
first came to stay with us; because the window opened into the
garden。 and he could slip out and smoke at any hour of the day or
night; when he pleased。
〃Who is with him now?〃 was the next strange thing this
sadly…changed girl said to me。
〃Maria is taking her turn;〃 I answered; 〃she assists in nursing
Philip。〃
〃Where is?〃 Euneece got no further than that。 Her breath
quickened; her color faded away。 I had seen people look as she
was looking now; when they suffered under some sudden pain。
Before I could offer to help her; she rallied; and went on:
〃Where;〃 she began again; 〃is the other nurse?〃
〃You mean Helena?〃 I said。
〃I mean the Poisoner。〃
When I remind you; dear Mr。 Governor; that my letter had
carefully concealed from her the horrible discovery made by the
doctor; your imagination will picture my state of mind。 She saw
that I was overpowered。 Her sweet nature; so strangely frozen up
thus far; melted at last。 〃You don't know what I have heard;〃 she
said; 〃you don't know what thoughts have been roused in me。〃 She
left her chair; and sat on my knee with the familiarity of the
dear old times; and took the letter that I had written to her
from her pocket。
〃Look at it yourself;〃 she said; 〃and tell me if anybody could
read it; and not see that you were concealing something。 My dear;
I have driven round by the doctor's houseI have seen himI
have persuaded him; or perhaps I ought to say surprised him; into
telling me the truth。 But the kind old man is obstinate。 He
wouldn't believe me when I told him I was on my way here to save
Philip's life。 He said: 'My child; you will only put your own
life in jeopardy。 If I had not seen that danger; I should never
have told you of the dreadful state of things at home。 Go back to
the good people at the farm; and leave the saving of Philip to
me。' 〃
〃He was right; Euneece; entirely right。〃
〃No; dear; he was wrong。 I begged him to come here; and judge for
himself; and I ask you to do the same。〃
I was obstinate。 〃Go back!〃 I persisted。 〃Go back to the farm!〃
〃Can I see Philip?〃 she asked。
I have heard some insolent men say that women are like cats。 If
they mean that we do; figuratively speaking; scratch at times; I
am afraid they are not altogether wrong。 An irresistible impulse
made me say to poor Euneece: 〃This is a change indeed; since you
refused to receive Philip。〃
〃Is there no change in the circumstances?〃 she asked sadly。
〃Isn't he ill and in danger?〃
I begged her to forgive me; I said I meant no harm。
〃I gave him up to my sister;〃 she continued; 〃when I believed
that his happiness depended; not on me; but on her。 I take him
back to myself; when he is at the mercy of a demon who threatens
his life。 Come; Selina; let us go to Philip。〃
She put her arm round me; and made me get up from my chair。 I was
so easily persuaded by her; that the fear of what Helena's
jealousy and Helena's anger might do was scarcely present in my
thoughts。 The door of communication was locked on the side of the
bedchamber。 I went into the hall; to enter Philip's room by the
other door。 She followed; waiting behind me。 I heard what passed
between them when Maria went out to her。
〃Where is Miss Gracedieu?〃
〃Resting upstairs; miss; in her room。〃
〃Look at the clock; and tell me when you expect her to come down
here。〃
〃I am to call her; miss; in ten minutes more。〃
〃Wait in the dining…room; Maria; till I come back to you。 〃
She joined me。 I held the door open for her to go into Philip's
room。 It was not out of curiosity; the feeling that urged me was
sympathy; when I waited a moment to see their first meeting。 She
bent over the poor; pallid; trembling; suffering man; and raised
him in her arms; and laid his head on her bosom。 〃My Philip!〃 She
murmured those words in a kiss。 I closed the door; I had a good
cry; and; oh; how it comforted me!
There was only a minute to spare when she came out of the room。
Maria was waiting for her。 Euneece said; as quietly as ever: 〃Go
and call Miss Gracedieu。〃
The girl looked at her; and sawI don't know what。 Maria became
alarmed。 But she went up the stairs; and returned in haste to
tell us that her young mistress was coming down。
The faint rustling of Helena's dress as she left her room reached
us in the silence。 I remained at the open door of the
dining…room; and Maria approached and stood near me。 We were both
frightened。 Euneece stepped forward; and stood on the mat at the
foot of the stairs; waiting。 Her back was toward me; I could only
see that she was as still as a statue。 The rustling of the dress
came nearer。 Oh; heavens! what was going to happen? My teeth
chattered in my head; I held by Maria's shoulder。 Drops of
perspiration showed themselves on the girl's forehead; she stared
in vacant terror at the slim little figure; posted firm and still
on the mat。
Helena turned the corner of the stairs; and waited a moment on
the last landing; and saw her sister。
〃You here?〃 she said。 〃What do you want?〃
There was no reply。 Helena descended; until she reached the last
stair but one。 There; she stopped。 Her staring eyes grew large
and wild; her hand shook as she stretched it out; feeling for the
banister; she staggered as she caught at it; and held herself up。
The silence was still unbroken。 Some