第 65 节
作者:小秋      更新:2021-03-11 17:56      字数:9322
  said was; 〃No!〃 But; oh; if you had heard his voiceand he so
  gentle and sweet…tempered at other timesyou would have felt; as
  I did; that he had Helena in his mind!
  〃Now; listen to this;〃 he went on。 〃Everything that my art can do
  for Mr。 Philip Dunboyne; while I am at his bedside; is undone
  while I am away by some other person。 He is worse to…day than I
  have seen him yet。〃
  〃Oh; sir; do you think he will die?〃
  〃He will certainly die unless the right means are taken to save
  him; and taken at once。 It is my duty not to flinch from telling
  you the truth。 I have made a discovery since yesterday which
  satisfies me that I am right。 Somebody is trying to poison Mr。
  Dunboyne; and somebody will succeed unless he is removed from
  this house。〃
  I am a poor feeble creature。 The doctor caught me; or I should
  have dropped on the grass。 It was not a fainting…fit。 I only
  shook and shivered so that I was too weak to stand up。 Encouraged
  by the doctor; I recovered sufficiently to be able to ask him
  where Philip was to be taken to。 He said: 〃To the hospital。 No
  poisoner can follow my patient there。 Persuade him to let me take
  him away; when I call again in an hour's time。〃
  As soon as I could hold a pen; I sent a telegram to you。 Pray;
  pray come by the earliest train。 I also telegraphed to old Mr。
  Dunboyne; at the hotel in London。
  It was impossible for me to face Helena; I own I was afraid。 The
  cook kindly went upstairs to see who was in Philip's room。 It was
  the housemaid's turn to look after him for a while。 I went
  instantly to his bedside。
  There was no persuading him to allow himself to be taken to the
  hospital。 〃I am dying;〃 he said。 〃If you have any pity for me;
  send for Euneece。 Let me see her once more; let me hear her say
  that she forgives me; before I die。〃
  I hesitated。 It was too terrible to think of Euneece in the same
  house with her sister。 Her life might be in danger! Philip gave
  me a look; a dreadful ghastly look。 〃If you refuse;〃 he said
  wildly; 〃the grave won't hold me。 I'll haunt you for the rest of
  your life。〃
  〃She shall hear that you are ill;〃 I answeredand ran out of the
  room before he could speak again。
  What I had promised to write; I did write。 But; placed between
  Euneece's danger and Philip's danger; my heart was all for
  Euneece。 Would Helena spare her; if she came to Philip's bedside?
  In such terror as I never felt before in my life; I added a word
  more; entreating her not to leave the farm。 I promised to keep
  her regularly informed on the subject of Philip's illness; and I
  mentioned that I expected the Governor to return to us
  immediately。 〃Do nothing;〃 I wrote; 〃without his advice。〃 My
  letter having been completed; I sent the cook away with it; in a
  chaise。 She belonged to the neighborhood; and she knew the
  farmhouse well。
  Nearly two hours afterward; I heard the chaise stop at the door;
  and ran out; impatient to hear how my sweet girl had received my
  letter。 God help us all! When I opened the door; the first person
  whom I saw was Euneece herself。
  CHA PTER LIX。
  DEFENSE。
  ONE surprise followed another; after I had encountered Euneece at
  the door。
  When my fondness had excused her for setting the well…meant
  advice in my letter at defiance; I was conscious of expecting to
  see her in tears; eager; distressingly eager; to hear what hope
  there might be of Philip's recovery。 I saw no tears; I heard no
  inquiries。 She was pale; and quiet; and silent。 Not a word fell
  from her when we met; not a word when she kissed me; not a word
  when she led the way into the nearest roomthe dining…room。 It
  was only when we were shut in together that she spoke。
  〃Which is Philip's room?〃 she asked。
  Instead of wanting to know how he was; she desired to know where
  he was! I pointed toward the back dining…room; which had been
  made into a bedroom for Philip。 He had chosen it himself; when he
  first came to stay with us; because the window opened into the
  garden。 and he could slip out and smoke at any hour of the day or
  night; when he pleased。
  〃Who is with him now?〃 was the next strange thing this
  sadly…changed girl said to me。
  〃Maria is taking her turn;〃 I answered; 〃she assists in nursing
  Philip。〃
  〃Where is?〃 Euneece got no further than that。 Her breath
  quickened; her color faded away。 I had seen people look as she
  was looking now; when they suffered under some sudden pain。
  Before I could offer to help her; she rallied; and went on:
  〃Where;〃 she began again; 〃is the other nurse?〃
  〃You mean Helena?〃 I said。
  〃I mean the Poisoner。〃
  When I remind you; dear Mr。 Governor; that my letter had
  carefully concealed from her the horrible discovery made by the
  doctor; your imagination will picture my state of mind。 She saw
  that I was overpowered。 Her sweet nature; so strangely frozen up
  thus far; melted at last。 〃You don't know what I have heard;〃 she
  said; 〃you don't know what thoughts have been roused in me。〃 She
  left her chair; and sat on my knee with the familiarity of the
  dear old times; and took the letter that I had written to her
  from her pocket。
  〃Look at it yourself;〃 she said; 〃and tell me if anybody could
  read it; and not see that you were concealing something。 My dear;
  I have driven round by the doctor's houseI have seen himI
  have persuaded him; or perhaps I ought to say surprised him; into
  telling me the truth。 But the kind old man is obstinate。 He
  wouldn't believe me when I told him I was on my way here to save
  Philip's life。 He said: 'My child; you will only put your own
  life in jeopardy。 If I had not seen that danger; I should never
  have told you of the dreadful state of things at home。 Go back to
  the good people at the farm; and leave the saving of Philip to
  me。' 〃
  〃He was right; Euneece; entirely right。〃
  〃No; dear; he was wrong。 I begged him to come here; and judge for
  himself; and I ask you to do the same。〃
  I was obstinate。 〃Go back!〃 I persisted。 〃Go back to the farm!〃
  〃Can I see Philip?〃 she asked。
  I have heard some insolent men say that women are like cats。 If
  they mean that we do; figuratively speaking; scratch at times; I
  am afraid they are not altogether wrong。 An irresistible impulse
  made me say to poor Euneece: 〃This is a change indeed; since you
  refused to receive Philip。〃
  〃Is there no change in the circumstances?〃 she asked sadly。
  〃Isn't he ill and in danger?〃
  I begged her to forgive me; I said I meant no harm。
  〃I gave him up to my sister;〃 she continued; 〃when I believed
  that his happiness depended; not on me; but on her。 I take him
  back to myself; when he is at the mercy of a demon who threatens
  his life。 Come; Selina; let us go to Philip。〃
  She put her arm round me; and made me get up from my chair。 I was
  so easily persuaded by her; that the fear of what Helena's
  jealousy and Helena's anger might do was scarcely present in my
  thoughts。 The door of communication was locked on the side of the
  bedchamber。 I went into the hall; to enter Philip's room by the
  other door。 She followed; waiting behind me。 I heard what passed
  between them when Maria went out to her。
  〃Where is Miss Gracedieu?〃
  〃Resting upstairs; miss; in her room。〃
  〃Look at the clock; and tell me when you expect her to come down
  here。〃
  〃I am to call her; miss; in ten minutes more。〃
  〃Wait in the dining…room; Maria; till I come back to you。 〃
  She joined me。 I held the door open for her to go into Philip's
  room。 It was not out of curiosity; the feeling that urged me was
  sympathy; when I waited a moment to see their first meeting。 She
  bent over the poor; pallid; trembling; suffering man; and raised
  him in her arms; and laid his head on her bosom。 〃My Philip!〃 She
  murmured those words in a kiss。 I closed the door; I had a good
  cry; and; oh; how it comforted me!
  There was only a minute to spare when she came out of the room。
  Maria was waiting for her。 Euneece said; as quietly as ever: 〃Go
  and call Miss Gracedieu。〃
  The girl looked at her; and sawI don't know what。 Maria became
  alarmed。 But she went up the stairs; and returned in haste to
  tell us that her young mistress was coming down。
  The faint rustling of Helena's dress as she left her room reached
  us in the silence。 I remained at the open door of the
  dining…room; and Maria approached and stood near me。 We were both
  frightened。 Euneece stepped forward; and stood on the mat at the
  foot of the stairs; waiting。 Her back was toward me; I could only
  see that she was as still as a statue。 The rustling of the dress
  came nearer。 Oh; heavens! what was going to happen? My teeth
  chattered in my head; I held by Maria's shoulder。 Drops of
  perspiration showed themselves on the girl's forehead; she stared
  in vacant terror at the slim little figure; posted firm and still
  on the mat。
  Helena turned the corner of the stairs; and waited a moment on
  the last landing; and saw her sister。
  〃You here?〃 she said。 〃What do you want?〃
  There was no reply。 Helena descended; until she reached the last
  stair but one。 There; she stopped。 Her staring eyes grew large
  and wild; her hand shook as she stretched it out; feeling for the
  banister; she staggered as she caught at it; and held herself up。
  The silence was still unbroken。 Some