opinion　would　be　of　the　greatest　value　to　both　of　us。　In　a
  postscript　I　mentioned　the　hour　at　which　we　were　going　to　the
  station　to　meet　my　sister。　When　I　say　〃we；〃　I　mean　Miss　Jillgall
  as　well　as　myself。
  。　。　。　。　。　。　。
  We　found　him　waiting　for　us　at　the　railway。　I　am　afraid　he
  resented　papa's　incomprehensible　resolution　not　to　give　him　a
  hearing。　He　was　silent　and　sullen。　I　could　not　conceal　that　to
  see　this　state　of　feeling　distressed　me。　He　showed　how　truly　he
  deserved　to　be　lovedhe　begged　my　pardon；　and　he　became　his　own
  sweet　self　again　directly。　I　am　more　determined　to　marry　him　than
  ever。
  When　the　train　entered　the　station；　all　the　carriages　were　full。
  I　went　one　way；　thinking　I　had　seen　Helena。　Miss　Jillgall　went
  the　other　way；　under　the　same　impression。　Philip　was　a　little　way
  behind　me。
  Not　seeing　my　sister；　I　had　just　turned　back；　when　a　young　man
  jumped　out　of　a　carriage；　opposite　Philip；　and　recognized　and
  shook　hands　with　him。　I　was　just　near　enough　to　hear　the　stranger
  say；　〃Look　at　the　girl　in　our　carriage。〃　Philip　looked。　〃What　a
  charming　creature！〃　he　said；　and　then　checked　himself　for　fear
  the　young　lady　should　hear　him。　She　had　just　handed　her　traveling
  bag　and　wraps　to　a　porter；　and　was　getting　out。　Philip　politely
  offered　his　hand　to　help　her。　She　looked　my　way。　The　charming
  creature　of　my　sweetheart's　admiration　was；　to　my　infinite
  amusement；　Helena　herself。
  CHAPTER　XXI。
  HELENA'S　DIARY。
  THE　day　of　my　return　marks　an　occasion　which　I　am　not　likely　to
  forget。　Hours　have　passed　since　I　came　homeand　my　agitation
  still　forbids　the　thought　of　repose。
  As　I　sit　at　my　desk　I　see　Eunice　in　bed；　sleeping　peacefully；
  except　when　she　is　murmuring　enjoyment　in　some　happy　dream。　To
  what　end　has　my　sister　been　advancing　blindfold；　and　（who　knows？）
  dragging　me　with　her；　since　that　disastrous　visit　to　our　friends
  in　London？　Strange　that　there　should　be　a　leaven　of　superstition
  in　_my_　nature！　Strange　that　I　should　feel　fear　of　somethingI
  hardly　know　what！
  I　have　met　somewhere　（perhaps　in　my　historical　reading）　with　the
  expression：　〃A　chain　of　events。〃　Was　I　at　the　beginning　of　that
  chain；　when　I　entered　the　railway　carriage　on　my　journey　home？
  Among　the　other　passengers　there　was　a　young　gentleman；
  accompanied　by　a　lady　who　proved　to　be　his　sister。　They　were　both
  well…bred　people。　The　brother　evidently　admired　me；　and　did　his
  best　to　make　himself　agreeable。　Time　passed　quickly　in　pleasant
  talk；　and　my　vanity　was　flatteredand　that　was　all。
  My　fellow…travelers　were　going　on　to　London。　When　the　train
  reached　our　station　the　young　lady　sent　her　brother　to　buy　some
  fruit；　which　she　saw　in　the　window　of　the　refreshment…room。　The
  first　man　whom　he　encountered　on　the　platform　was　one　of　his
  friends；　to　whom　he　said　something　which　I　failed　to　hear。　When　I
  handed　my　traveling　bag　and　my　wraps　to　the　porter；　and　showed
  myself　at　the　carriage　door；　I　heard　the　friend　say：　〃What　a
  charming　creature！〃　Having　nothing　to　conceal　in　a　journal　which
  I　protect　by　a　lock；　I　may　own　that　the　stranger's　personal
  appearance　struck　me；　and　that　what　I　felt　this　time　was　not
  flattered　vanity；　but　gratified　pride。　He　was　young；　he　was
  remarkably　handsome；　he　was　a　distinguished…looking　man。
  All　this　happened　in　one　moment。　In　the　moment　that　followed；　I
  found　myself　in　Eunice's　arms。　That　odious　person；　Miss　Jillgall；
  insisted　on　embracing　me　next。　And　then　I　was　conscious　of　an
  indescribable　feeling　of　surprise。　Eunice　presented　the
  distinguished…looking　gentleman　to　me　as　a　friend　of　hersMr。
  Philip　Dunboyne。
  〃I　had　the　honor　of　meeting　your　sister；〃　he　said；　〃in　London；　at
  Mr。　Staveley's　house。〃　He　went　on　to　speak　easily　and　gracefully
  of　the　journey　I　had　taken；　and　of　his　friend　who　had　been　my
  fellow…traveler；　and　he　attended　us　to　the　railway　omnibus　before
  he　took　his　leave。　I　observed　that　Eunice　had　something　to　say　to
  him　confidentially；　before　they　parted。　This　was　another　example
  of　my　sister's　childish　character；　she　is　instantly　familiar　with
  new　acquaintances；　if　she　happens　to　like　them。　I　anticipated
  some　amusement　from　hearing　how　she　had　contrived　to　establish
  confidential　relations　with　a　highly…cultivated　man　like　Mr。
  Dunboyne。　But；　while　Miss　Jillgall　was　with　us；　it　was　just　as
  well　to　keep　within　the　limits　of　commonplace　conversation。
  Before　we　got　out　of　the　omnibus　I　had；　however；　observed　one
  undesirable　result　of　my　absence　from　home。　Eunice　and　Miss
  Jillgallthe　latter　having；　no　doubt；　finely　flattered　the
  formerappeared　to　have　taken　a　strong　liking　to　each　other。
  Two　curious　circumstances　also　caught　my　attention。　I　saw　a
  change　to；　what　I　call　self　…assertion；　in　my　sister's　manner；
  something　seemed　to　have　raised　her　in　her　own　estimation。　Then；
  again；　Miss　Jillgall　was　not　like　her　customary　self。　She　had
  delightful　moments　of　silence；　and　when　Eunice　asked　how　I　liked
  Mr。　Dunboyne；　she　listened　to　my　reply　with　an　appearance　of
  interest　in　her　ugly　face　which　was　quite　a　new　revelation　in　my
  experience　of　my　father's　cousin。
  These　little　discoveries　（after　what　I　had　already　observed　at
  the　railway…station）　ought　perhaps　to　have　prepared　me　for　what
  was　to　come；　when　my　sister　and　I　were　alone　in　our　room。　But
  Eunice；　whether　she　meant　to　do　it　or　not；　baffled　my　customary
  penetration。　She　looked　as　if　she　had　plenty　of　news　to　tell
  mewith　some　obstacle　in　the　way　of　doing　it；　which　appeared　to
  amuse　instead　of　annoying　her。　If　there　is　one　thing　more　than
  another　that　I　hate；　it　is　being　puzzled。　I　asked　at　once　if
  anything　remarkable　had　happened　during　Eunice's　visit　to　London。
  She　smiled　mischievously。　〃I　have　got　a　delicious　surprise　for
  you；　my　dear；　and　I　do　so　enjoy　prolonging　it。　Tell　me；　Helena；
  what　did　you　propose　we　should　both　do　when　we　found　ourselves　at
  home　again？〃
  My　memory　was　at　fault。　Eunice's　good　spirits　became　absolutely
  boisterous。　She　called　out：　〃Catch！〃　and　tossed　her　journal　into
  my　hands；　across　the　whole　length　of　the　room。　〃We　were　to　read
  each　other's　diaries；〃　she　said。　〃There　is　mine　to　begin　with。〃
  Innocent　of　any　suspicion　of　the　true　state　of　affairs；　I　began
  the　reading　of　Eunice's　journal。
  If　I　had　not　seen　the　familiar　handwriting；　nothing　would　have
  induced　me　to　believe　that　a　girl　brought　up　in　a　pious
  household；　the　well…beloved　daughter　of　a　distinguished
  Congregational　Minister；　could　have　written　that　shameless　record
  of　passions　unknown　to　young　ladies　in　respectable　English　life。
  What　to　say；　what　to　do；　when　I　had　closed　the　book；　was　more
  than　I　felt　myself　equal　to　decide。　My　wretched　sister　spared　me
  the　anxiety　which　I　might　otherwise　have　felt。　It　was　she　who
  first　opened　her　lips；　after　the　silence　that　had　fal　len　on　us
  while　I　was　reading。　These　were　literally　the　words　that　she
  said：
  〃My　darling；　why　don't　you　congratulate　me？〃
  No　argument　could　have　persuaded　me；　as　this　persuaded　me；　that
  all　sisterly　remonstrance　on　my　part　would　be　completely　thrown
  away。
  〃My　dear　Eunice；〃　I　said；　〃let　me　beg　you　to　excuse　me。　I　am
  waiting〃
  There　she　interrupted　meand；　oh；　in　what　an　impudent　manner！
  She　took　my　chin　between　her　finger　and　thumb；　and　lifted　my
  downcast　face；　and　looked　at　me　with　an　appearance　of　eager
  expectation　which　I　was　quite　at　a　loss　to　understand。
  〃You　have　been　away　from　home；　too。〃　she　said。　〃Do　I　see　in　this
  serious　face　some　astonishing　news　waiting　to　overpower　me？　Have
  _you_　found　a　sweetheart？　Are　_you_　engaged　to　be　married？〃
  I　only　put　her　hand　away　from　me；　and　advised　her　to　return　to
  her　chair。　This　perfectly　harmless　proceeding　seemed　absolutely
  to　frighten　her。
  〃Oh；　my　dear；〃　she　burst　out；　〃surely　you　are　not　jealous　of　me？〃
  There　was　but　one　possible　reply　to　this：　I　laughed　at　it。　Is
  Eunice's　head　turned？　She　kissed　me！
  〃Now　you　laugh；〃　she　said；　〃I　begin　to　understand　you　again；　I
  ought　to　have　known　that　you　are　superior　to　jealousy。　But；　do
  tell　me；　would　it　be　so　very　wonderful　if　other　girls　found
  something　to　envy　in　my　good　luck？　Just　think　of　it！　Such　a
  handsome　man；　such　an　agreeable　man；　such　a　clever　man；　such　a
  rich　manand；　not　the　least　of　his　merits；　by…the…by；　a　man　who
  admires　You。　Come！　if　you　won't　congratulate　me；　congratulate
  yourself　on　having　such　a　brother…in…law　in　prospect！〃
  Her　head　_was_　turned。　I　drew　the　poor　soul's　attention
  compassionately　to　what　I　had　said　a　moment　since。
  〃Pardon　me；　dear；　for　reminding　you　that　I　have　not　yet　refused
  to　offer　my　congratulations。　I　only　told　you　I　was　waiting。〃
  〃For　what？〃
  〃Waiting；　of　course；　to　hear　what　my　father　thinks　of　your
  wonderful　good　luck。〃
  This　explanation；　offered　with　the　kindest　intentions；　produced
  another　change　in　my　very　variable　sister。　I　had　extinguished　her
  good　spirits　as　I　might　have　extinguished　a　light。　She　sat　down
  by　me；　and　sighed　in　the　saddest　manner。　The　heart　must　be　hard
  indeed　which　can　resist　the　distress　of　a　person　who　is　dear　to
  us。　I　put　my　arm　round　her；　she　was　becoming　once　more　the　Eunice
  whom　I　so　dearly　loved。
  〃My　poor　child；〃　I　said。　〃don't　distress　yourself　by　speaking　of
  it；　I　understand