第 8 节
作者:小秋      更新:2021-03-11 17:55      字数:9321
  enough (with your interest to help us) to be received into the
  asylum。 What a relief it will be to get rid of that child! And
  how hard I shall work at canvassing for subscribers' votes! Your
  name will be a tower of strength when I use it as a reference。
  Pardon meyou are not looking so pleasantly as usual。 Do you see
  some obstacles in our way?〃
  〃I see two obstacles。〃
  〃What can they possibly be?〃
  For the second time; my politeness gave way under the strain laid
  on it。 〃You know perfectly well;〃 I said; 〃what one of the
  obstacles is。〃
  〃Am I to understand that you contemplate any serious resistance
  on the part of my husband?〃
  〃Certainly!〃
  She was unaffectedly amused by my simplicity。
  〃Are you a single man?〃 she asked。
  〃I am a widower。〃
  〃Then your experience ought to tell you that I know every weak
  point in the Minister's character。 I can tell him; on your
  authority; that the hateful child will be placed in competent and
  kindly handsand I have my own sweet baby to plead for me。 With
  these advantages in my favor; do you actually suppose I can fail
  to make _my_ way of thinking _his_ way of thinking? You must have
  forgotten your own married life! Suppose we go on to the second
  of your two obstacles。 I hope it will be better worth considering
  than the first。〃
  〃The second obstacle will not disappoint you;〃 I answered; 〃I am
  the obstacle; this time。〃
  〃You refuse to help me?〃
  〃Positively。〃
  〃Perhaps reflection may alter your resolution?〃
  〃Reflection will do nothing of the kind。〃
  〃You are rude; sir!〃
  〃In speaking to you; madam; I have no alternative but to speak
  plainly。〃
  She rose。 Her shifting eyes; for once; looked at me steadily。
  〃What sort of enemy have I made of you?〃 she asked。 〃A passive
  enemy who is content with refusing to help me? Or an active enemy
  who will write to my husband?〃
  〃It depends entirely;〃 I told her; 〃on what your husband does。 If
  he questions me about you; I shall tell him the truth。〃
  〃And if not?〃
  〃In that case; I shall hope to forget that you ever favored me
  with a visit。〃
  In making this reply I was guiltless of any malicious intention。
  What evil interpretation she placed
  on my words it is impossible for me to say; I can only declare
  that some intolerable sense of injury hurried her into an
  outbreak of rage。 Her voice; strained for the first time; lost
  its tuneful beauty of tone。
  〃Come and see us in two years' time;〃 she burst out〃and
  discover the orphan of the gallows in our house if you can! If
  your Asylum won't take her; some other Charity will。 Ha; Mr。
  Governor; I deserve my disappointment! I ought to have remembered
  that you are only a jailer after all。 And what is a jailer?
  Proverbially a brute。 Do you hear that? A brute!〃
  Her strength suddenly failed her。 She dropped back into the chair
  from which she had risen; with a faint cry of pain。 A ghastly
  pallor stole over her face。 There was wine on the sideboard; I
  filled a glass。 She refused to take it。 At that time in the day;
  the Doctor's duties required his attendance in the prison。 I
  instantly sent for him。 After a moment's look at her; he took the
  wine out of my hand; and held the glass to her lips。
  〃Drink it;〃 he said。 She still refused。 〃Drink it;〃 he
  reiterated; 〃or you will die。〃
  That frightened her; she drank the wine。 The Doctor waited for a
  while with his fingers on her pulse。 〃She will do now;〃 he said。
  〃Can I go?〃 she asked。
  〃Go wherever you please; madamso long as you don't go upstairs
  in a hurry。〃
  She smiled: 〃I understand you; sirand thank you for your
  advice。〃
  I asked the Doctor; when we were alone; what made him tell her
  not to go upstairs in a hurry。
  〃What I felt;〃 he answered; 〃when I had my fingers on her pulse。
  You heard her say that she understood me。〃
  〃Yes; but I don't know what she meant。〃
  〃She meant; probably; that her own doctor had warned her as I
  did。〃
  〃Something seriously wrong with her health?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃What is it?〃
  〃Heart。〃
  CHAPTER X。
  MISS CHANCE REAPPEARS。
  A WEEK had passed; since the Minister's wife had left me; when I
  received a letter from the Minister himself。
  After surprising me; as he innocently supposed; by announcing the
  birth of his child; he mentioned some circumstances connected
  with that event; which I now heard for the first time。
  〃Within an easy journey of the populous scene of my present
  labors;〃 he wrote; 〃there is a secluded country village called
  Low Lanes。 The rector of the place is my wife's brother。 Before
  the birth of our infant; he had asked his sister to stay for a
  while at his house; and the doctor thought she might safely be
  allowed to accept the invitation。 Through some error in the
  customary calculations; as I suppose; the child was born
  unexpectedly at the rectory; and the ceremony of baptism was
  performed at the church; under circumstances which I am not able
  to relate within the limits of a letter: Let me only say that I
  allude to this incident without any sectarian bitterness of
  feelingfor I am no enemy to the Church of England。 You have no
  idea what treasures of virtue and treasures of beauty maternity
  has revealed in my wife's sweet nature。 Other mothers; in her
  proud position; might find their love cooling toward the poor
  child whom we have adopted。 But my household is irradiated by the
  presence of an angel; who gives an equal share in her affections
  to the two little ones alike。〃
  In this semi…hysterical style of writing; the poor man
  unconsciously told me how cunningly and how cruelly his wife was
  deceiving him。
  I longed to exhibit that wicked woman in her true characterbut
  what could I do? She must have been so favored by circumstances
  as to be able to account for her absence from home; without
  exciting the slightest suspicion of the journey which she had
  really taken; if I declared in my reply to the Minister's letter
  that I had received her in my rooms; and if I repeated the
  conversation that had taken place; what would the result be? She
  would find an easy refuge in positive denial of the truthand;
  in that case; which of us would her infatuated husband believe?
  The one part of the letter which I read with some satisfaction
  was the end of it。
  I was here informed that the Minister's plans for concealing the
  parentage of his adopted daughter had proved to be entirely
  successful。 The members of the new domestic household believed
  the two children to be infant…sisters。 Neither was there any
  danger of the adopted child being identified (as the oldest child
  of the two) by consultation of the registers。
  Before he left our town; the Minister had seen for himself that
  no baptismal name had been added; after the birth of the daughter
  of the murderess had been registered; and that no entry of
  baptism existed in the registers kept in places of worship。 He
  drew the inferencein all probability a true inference;
  considering the characters of the parentsthat the child had
  never been baptized; and he performed the ceremony privately;
  abstaining; for obvious reasons; from adding her Christian name
  to the imperfect register of her birth。 〃I am not aware;〃 he
  wrote; 〃whether I have; or have not; committed an offense against
  the Law。 In any case; I may hope to have made atonement by
  obedience to the Gospel。〃
  Six weeks passed; and I heard from my reverend friend once more。
  His second letter presented a marked contrast to the first。 It
  was written in sorrow and anxiety; to inform me of an alarming
  change for the worse in his wife's health。 I showed the letter to
  my medical colleague。 After reading it he predicted the event
  that might be expected; in two words:Sudden death。
  On the next occasion when I heard from the Minister; the Doctor's
  grim reply proved to be a prophecy fulfilled。
  When we address expressions of condolence to bereaved friends;
  the principles of popular hypocrisy sanction indiscriminate lying
  as a duty which we owe to the deadno matter what their lives
  may have beenbecause they are dead。 Within my own little
  sphere; I have always been silent; when I could not offer to
  afflicted persons expressions of sympathy which I honestly felt。
  To have condoled with the Minister on the loss that he had
  sustained by the death of a woman; self…betrayed to me as
  shamelessly deceitful; and pitilessly determined to reach her own
  cruel ends; would have been to degrade myself by telling a
  deliberate lie。 I expressed in my answer all that an honest man
  naturally feels; when he is writing to a friend in distress;
  carefully abstaining from any allusion to the memory of his wife;
  or to the place which her death had left vacant in his household。
  My letter; I am sorry to say; disappointed and offended him。 He
  wrote to me no more; until years had passed; and time had exerted
  its influence in producing a more indulgent frame of mind。 These
  letters of a later date have been preserved; and will probably be
  used; at the right time; for purposes of explanation with which I
  may be connected in the future。
  。 。 。 。 。 。 。
  The correspondent whom I had now lost was succeeded by a
  gentleman entirely unknown to me。
  Those reasons which induced me to conceal the names of