第 5 节
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woman。
〃There are exceptions to all rules;〃 I insisted。 〃And why are the
virtues of the parents not just as likely to descend to the
children as the vices? There was a fund of good; I can tell you;
in that poor baby's fatherthough I don't deny that he was a
profligate man。 And even the horrible motheras you heard just
nowhas virtue enough left in her to feel grateful to the man
who has taken care of her child。 These are facts; you can't
dispute them。〃
The Doctor took out his pipe。 〃Do you mind my smoking?〃 he asked。
〃Tobacco helps me to arrange my ideas。〃
I gave him the means of arranging his ideas; that is to say; I
gave him the match…box。 He blew some preliminary clouds of smoke
and then he answered me:
〃For twenty years past; my friend; I have been studying the
question of hereditary transmission of qualities; and I have
found vices and diseases descending more frequently to children
than virtue and health。 I don't stop to ask why: there is no end
to that sort of curiosity。 What I have observed is what I tell
you; no more and no less。 You will say this is a horribly
discouraging result of experience; for it tends to show that
children come into the world at a disadvantage on the day of
their birth。 Of course they do。 Children are born deformed;
children are born deaf; dumb; or blind; children are born with
the seeds in them of deadly diseases。 Who can account for the
cruelties of creation? Why are we endowed with lifeonly to end
in death? And does it ever strike you; when you are cutting your
mutton at dinner; and your cat is catching its mouse; and your
spider is suffocating its fly; that we are all; big and little
together; born to one certain inheritancethe privilege of
eating each other?〃
〃Very sad;〃 I admitted。 〃But it will all be set right in another
world。〃
〃Are you quite sure of that?〃 the Doctor asked。
〃Quite sure; thank God! And it would be better for you if you
felt about it as I do。〃
〃We won't dispute; my dear Governor。 I don't scoff at comforting
hopes; I don't deny the existence of occasional compensations。
But I do see; nevertheless; that Evil has got the upper hand
among us; on this curious little planet。 Judging by my
observation and experience; that ill…fated baby's chance of
inheriting the virtues of her parents is not to be compared with
her chances of inheriting their vices; especially if she happens
to take after her mother。 _There_ the virtue is not conspicuous;
and the vice is one enormous fact。 When I think of the growth of
that poisonous hereditary taint; which may come with timewhen I
think of passions let loose and temptations lying in ambushI
see the smooth surface of the Minister's domestic life with
dangers lurking under it which make me shake in my shoes。 God!
what a life I should lead; if I happened to be in his place; some
years hence。 Suppose I said or did something (in the just
exercise of my parental authority) which offended my adopted
daughter。 What figure would rise from the dead in my memory; when
the girl bounced out of the room in a rage? The image of her
mother would be the image I should see。 I should remember what
her mother did when _she_ was provoked; I should lock my bedroom
door; in my own house; at night。 I should come down to breakfast
with suspicions in my cup of tea; if I discovered that my adopted
daughter had poured it out。 Oh; yes; it's quite true that I might
be doing the girl a cruel injustice all the time; but how am I to
be sure of that? I am only sure that her mother was hanged for
one of the most merciless murders committed in our time。 Pass the
match…box。 My pipe's out; and my confession of faith has come to
an end。〃
It was useless to dispute with a man who possessed his command of
language。 At the same time; there was a bright side to the poor
Minister's prospects which the Doctor had failed to see。 It was
barely possible that I might succeed in putting my positive
friend in the wrong。 I tried the experiment; at any rate。
〃You seem to have forgotten;〃 I reminded him; 〃that the child
will have every advantage that education can offer to her; and
will be accustomed from her earliest years to restraining and
purifying influences; in a clergyman's household。〃
Now that he was enjoying the fumes of tobacco; the Doctor was as
placid and sweet…tempered as a man could be。
〃Quite true;〃 he said。
〃Do you doubt the influence of religion?〃 I asked sternly。
He answered; sweetly: 〃Not at all〃
〃Or the influence of kindness?〃
〃Oh; dear; no!〃
〃Or the force of example?〃
〃I wouldn't deny it for the world。〃
I had not expected this extraordinary docility。 The Doctor had
got the upper hand of me againa state of thing s that I might
have found it hard to endure; but for a call of duty which put an
end to our sitting。 One of the female warders appeared with a
message from the condemned cell。 The Prisoner wished to see the
Governor and the Medical Officer。
〃Is she ill?〃 the Doctor inquired。
〃No; sir。〃
〃Hysterical? or agitated; perhaps?〃
〃As easy and composed; sir; as a person can be。〃
We set forth together for the condemned cell。
CHAPTER VII。
THE MURDERESS CONSULTS THE AUTHORITIES。
THERE was a considerate side to my friend's character; which
showed itself when the warder had left us。
He was especially anxious to be careful of what he said to a
woman in the Prisoner's terrible situation; especially in the
event of her having been really subjected to the influence of
religious belief。 On the Minister's own authority; I declared
that there was every reason to adopt this conclusion; and in
support of what I had said I showed him the confession。 It only
contained a few lines; acknowledging that she had committed the
murder and that she deserved her sentence。 〃From the planning of
the crime to the commission of the crime; I was in my right
senses throughout。 I knew what I was doing。〃 With that remarkable
disavowal of the defense set up by her advocate; the confession
ended。
My colleague read the paper; and handed it back to me without
making any remark。 I asked if he suspected the Prisoner of
feigning conversion to please the Minister。
〃She shall not discover it;〃 he answered; gravely; 〃if I do。〃
It would not be true to say that the Doctor's obstinacy had
shaken my belief in the good result of the Minister's
interference。 I may; however; acknowledge that I felt some
misgivings; which were not dispelled when I found myself in the
presence of the Prisoner。
I had expected to see her employed in reading the Bible。 The good
book was closed and was not even placed within her reach。 The
occupation to which she was devoting herself astonished and
repelled me。
Some carelessness on the part of the attendant had left on the
table the writing materials that had been needed for her
confession。 She was using them nowwhen death on the scaffold
was literally within a few hours of herto sketch a portrait of
the female warder; who was on the watch! The Doctor and I looked
at each other; and now the sincerity of her repentance was
something that I began to question; too。
She laid down the pen; and proceeded quietly to explain herself。
〃Even the little time that is left to me proves to be a weary
time to get through;〃 she said。 〃I am making a last use of the
talent for drawing and catching a likeness; which has been one of
my gifts since I was a girl。 You look as if you didn't approve of
such employment as this for a woman who is going to be hanged。
Well; sir; I have no doubt you are right。〃 She paused; and tore
up the portrait。 〃If I have misbehaved myself;〃 she resumed; 〃I
make amends。 To find you in an indulgent frame of mind is of
importance to me just now。 I have a favor to ask of you。 May the
warder leave the cell for a few minutes?〃
Giving the woman permission to withdraw for a while; I waited
with some anxiety to hear what the Prisoner wanted of me。
〃I have something to say to you;〃 she proceeded; 〃on the subject
of executions。 The face of a person who is going to be hanged is
hidden; as I have been told; by a white cap drawn over it。 Is
that true?〃
How another man might have felt; in my place; I cannot; of
course; say。 To my mind; such a questionon _her_ lipswas too
shocking to be answered in words。 I bowed。
〃And the body is buried;〃 she went on; 〃in the prison?〃
I could remain silent no longer。 〃Is there no human feeling left
in you?〃 I burst out。 〃What do these horrid questions mean?〃
〃Don't be angry with me; sir; you shall hear directly。 I want to
know first if I am to be buried in the prison?〃
I replied as before; by a bow。
〃Now;〃 she said; 〃I may tell you what I mean。 In the autumn of
last year I was taken to see some waxworks。 Portraits of
criminals were among them。 There was one portrait〃 She
hesitated; her infernal self…possession failed her at last。 The
color left her face; she was no longer able to look at me firmly。
〃There was one portrait;〃 she resumed; 〃that had been taken after
the execution。 The face was so hideous; it was swollen to such a
size in its frightful deformityoh; sir; don't let me be seen in
that state; even by the strangers who bury me! U