第 4 节
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Youth and a fine complexion; a well…made figure and a natural
grace of movementthese were her personal attractions; so far as
I could see。 Her defects were; to my mind; equally noticeable。
Under a heavy forehead; her piercing eyes looked out at persons
and things with an expression which was not to my taste。 Her
large mouthanother defect; in my opinionwould have been
recommended to mercy; in the estimation of many men; by her
magnificent teeth; white; well…shaped; cruelly regular。 Believers
in physiognomy might perhaps have seen the betrayal of an
obstinate nature in the lengthy firmness of her chin。 While I am
trying to describe her; let me not forget her dress。 A woman's
dress is the mirror in which we may see the reflection of a
woman's nature。 Bearing in mind the melancholy and impressive
circumstances under which she had brought the child to the
prison; the gayety of color in her gown and her bonnet implied
either a total want of feeling; or a total want of tact。 As to
her position in life; let me confess that I felt; after a closer
examination; at a loss to determine it。 She was certainly not a
lady。 The Prisoner had spoken of her as if she was a domestic
servant who had forfeited her right to consideration and respect。
And she had entered the prison; as a nurse might have entered it;
in charge of a child。 I did what we all do when we are not clever
enough to find the answer to a riddleI gave it up。
〃What can I do for you?〃 I asked。
〃Perhaps you can tell me;〃 she answered; 〃how much longer I am to
be kept waiting in this prison。〃
〃The decision;〃 I reminded her; 〃doesn't depend on me。〃
〃Then who does it depend on?〃
The Minister had undoubtedly acquired the sole right of deciding。
It was for him to say whether this woman should; or should not;
remain in attendance on the child whom he had adopted。 In the
meanwhile; the feeling of distrust which was gaining on my mind
warned me to remember the value of reserve in holding intercourse
with a stranger。
She seemed to be irritated by my silence。 〃If the decision
doesn't rest with you;〃 she asked; 〃why did you tell me to stay
in the waiting…room?〃
〃You brought the little girl into the prison;〃 I said; 〃was it
not natural to suppose that your mistress might want you〃
〃Stop; sir!〃
I had evidently given offense; I stopped directly。
〃No person on the face of the earth;〃 she declared; loftily; 〃has
ever had the right to call herself my mistress。 Of my own free
will; sir; I took charge of the child。〃
〃Because you are fond of her?〃 I suggested。
〃I hate her。〃
It was unwise on my partI protested。 〃Hate a baby little more
than a year old!〃 I said。
〃_Her_ baby!〃
She said it with the air of a woman who had produced an
unanswerable reason。 〃I am accountable to nobody;〃 she went on。
〃If I consented to trouble myself with the child; it was in
remembrance of my friendshipnotice; if you please; that I say
friendshipwith the unhappy father。〃
Putting together what I had just heard; and what I had seen in
the cell; I drew the right conclusion at last。 The woman; whose
position in life had been thus far an impenetrable mystery to me;
now stood revealed as one; among other objects of the Prisoner's
jealousy; during her disastrous married life。 A serious doubt
occurred to me as to the authority under which the husband's
mistress might be acting; after the husband's death。 I instantly
put it to the test。
〃Do I understand you to assert any claim to the child?〃 I asked。
〃Claim?〃 she repeated。 〃I know no more of the child than you do。
I heard for the first time that such a creature was in existence;
when her murdered father sent for me in his dying moments。 At his
entreaty I promised to take care of her; while her vile mother
was out of the house and in the hands of the law。 My promise has
been performed。 If I am expected (having brought her to the
prison) to take her away again; understand this: I am under no
obligation (even if I could afford it) to burden myself with that
child; I shall hand her over to the workhouse authorities。〃
I forgot myself once moreI lost my temper。
〃Leave the room;〃 I said。 〃Your unworthy hands will not touch the
poor baby again。 She is provided for。〃
〃I don't believe you!〃 the wretch burst out。 〃Who has taken the
child?〃
A quiet voice answered: 〃_I_ have taken her。〃
We both looked round and saw the Minister standing in the open
doorway; with the child in his arms。 The ordeal that he had gone
through in the condemned cell was visible in his face; he looked
miserably haggard and broken。 I was eager to know if his merciful
interest in the Prisoner had purified her guilty soulbut at the
same time I was afraid; after what he had but too plainly
suffered; to ask him to enter into details。
〃Only one word;〃 I said。 〃Are your anxieties at rest?〃
〃God's mercy has helped me;〃 he answered。 〃I have not spoken in
vain。 She believes; she repents; she has confessed the crime。〃
After handing the written and signed confession to me; he
approached the venomous creature; still lingering in the room to
hear what passed between us。 Before I could stop him; he spoke to
her; under a natural impression that he was addressing the
Prisoner's servant。
〃I am afraid you will be disappointed;〃 he said; 〃when I tell you
that your services will no longer be required。 I have reasons for
placing the child under the care of a nurse of my own choosing。〃
She listened with an evil smile。
〃I know who furnished you with your reasons;〃 she answered。
〃Apologies are quite needless; so far as I am concerned。 If you
had proposed to me t o look after the new member of your family
there; I should have felt it my duty to myself to have refused。 I
am not a nurseI am an independent single lady。 I see by your
dress that you are a clergyman。 Allow me to present myself as a
mark of respect to your cloth。 I am Miss Elizabeth Chance。 May I
ask the favor of your name?〃
Too weary and too preoccupied to notice the insolence of her
manner; the Minister mentioned his name。 〃I am anxious;〃 he said;
〃to know if the child has been baptized。 Perhaps you can
enlighten me?〃
Still insolent; Miss Elizabeth Chance shook her head carelessly。
〃I never heardand; to tell you the truth; I never cared to
hearwhether she was christened or not。 Call her by what name
you like; I can tell you thisyou will find your adopted
daughter a heavy handful。〃
The Minister turned to me。 〃What does she mean?〃
〃I will try to tell you;〃 Miss Chance interposed。 〃Being a
clergyman; you know who Deborah was? Very well。 I am Deborah now;
and _I_ prophesy。〃 She pointed to the child。 〃Remember what I
say; reverend sir! You will find the tigress…cub take after its
mother。〃
With those parting words; she favored us with a low curtsey; and
left the room。
CHAPTER VI。
THE DOCTOR DOUBTS。
THE Minister looked at me in an absent manner; his attention
seemed to have been wandering。 〃What was it Miss Chance said?〃 he
asked。
Before I could speak; a friend's voice at the door interrupted
us。 The Doctor; returning to me as he had promised; answered the
Minister's question in these words:
〃I must have passed the person you mean; sir; as I was coming in
here; and I heard her say: 'You will find the tigress…cub take
after its mother。' If she had known how to put her meaning into
good English; Miss Chancethat is the name you mentioned; I
thinkmight have told you that the vices of the parents are
inherited by the children。 And the one particular parent she had
in her mind;〃 the Doctor continued; gently patting the child's
cheek; 〃was no doubt the mother of this unfortunate little
creaturewho may; or may not; live to show you that she comes of
a bad stock and inherits a wicked nature。〃
I was on the point of protesting against my friend's
interpretation; when the Minister stopped me。
〃Let me thank you; sir; for your explanation;〃 he said to the
Doctor。 〃As soon as my mind is free; I will reflect on what you
have said。 Forgive me; Mr。 Governor;〃 he went on; 〃if I leave
you; now that I have placed the Prisoner's confession in your
hands。 It has been an effort to me to say the little I have said;
since I first entered this room。 I can think of nothing but that
unhappy criminal; and the death that she must die to…morrow。〃
〃Does she wish you to be present?〃 I asked。
〃She positively forbids it。 'After what you have done for me;'
she said; 'the least I can do in return is to prevent your being
needlessly distressed。' She took leave of me; she kissed the
little girl for the last timeoh; don't ask me to tell you about
it! I shall break down if I try。 Come; my darling!〃 He kissed the
child tenderly; and took her away with him。
〃That man is a strange compound of strength and weakness;〃 the
Doctor remarked。 〃Did you notice his face; just now? Nine men out
of ten; suffering as he suffered; would have failed to control
themselves。 Such resolution as his _may_ conquer the difficulties
that are in store for him yet。〃
It was a trial of my temper to hear my clever colleague
justifying; in this way; the ignorant prediction of an insolent
woman。
〃There are exceptions to all