第 3 节
作者:小秋      更新:2021-03-11 17:55      字数:9321
  girl; whose troubles are all to come。 Do you call her pretty? Do
  you feel interested in her?〃
  The sorrow and pity in his face answered for him。
  Quietly sleeping; the poor baby rested on her mother's bosom。 Was
  the heart of the murderess softened by the divine influence of
  maternal love? The hands that held the child trembled a little。
  For the first time it seemed to cost her an effort to compose
  herself; before she could speak to the Minister again。
  〃When I die to…morrow;〃 she said; 〃I leave my child helpless and
  friendlessdisgraced by her mother's shameful death。 The
  workhouse may take heror a charitable asylum may take her。〃 She
  paused; a first tinge of color rose on her pale face; she broke
  into an outburst of rage。 〃Think of _my_ daughter being brought
  up by charity! She may suffer poverty; she may be treated with
  contempt; she may be employed by brutal people in menial work。 I
  can't endure it; it maddens me。 If she is not saved from that
  wretched fate; I shall die despairing; I shall die cursing〃
  The Minister sternly stopped her before she could say the next
  word。 To my astonishment she appeared to be humbled; to be even
  ashamed: she asked his pardon: 〃Forgive me; I won't forget myself
  again。 They tell me you have no children of your own。 Is that a
  sorrow to you and your wife?〃
  Her altered tone touched him。 He answered sadly and kindly: 〃It
  is the one sorrow of our lives。〃
  The purpose which she had been keeping in view from the moment
  when the Minister entered her cell was no mystery now。 Ought I to
  have interfered? Let me confess a weakness; unworthy perhaps of
  my office。 I was so sorry for the childI hesitated。
  My silence encouraged the mother。 She advanced to the Minister
  with the sleeping infant in her arms。
  〃I daresay you have sometimes thought of adopting a child?〃 she
  said。 〃Perhaps you can guess now what I had in my mind; when I
  asked if you would consent to a sacrifice? Will you take this
  wretched innocent little creature home with you?〃 She lost her
  self…possession once more。 〃A motherless creature to…morrow;〃 she
  burst out。 〃Think of that。〃
  God knows how I still shrunk from it! But there was no
  alternative now; I was bound to remember my duty to the excellent
  man; whose critical position at that moment was; in some degree
  at least; due to my hesitation in asserting my authority。 Could I
  allow the Prisoner to presume on his compassionate nature; and to
  hurry him into a decision which; in his calmer moments; he might
  find reason to regret? I spoke to _him。_ Does the man live
  whohaving to say what I had to saycould have spoken to the
  doomed mother?
  〃I am sorry to have allowed this to go on;〃 I said。 〃In justice
  to yourself; sir; don't answer!〃
  She turned on me with a look of fury。
  〃He shall answer;〃 she cried。
  I saw; or thought I saw; signs of yielding in his face。 〃Take
  time;〃 I persisted〃take time to consider before you decide。〃
  She stepped up to me。
  〃Take time?〃 she repeated。 〃Are you inhuman enough to talk of
  time; in my presence?〃
  She laid the sleeping child on her bed; and fell on her knees
  before the Minister: 〃I promise to hear your exhortationsI
  promise to do all a woman can to believe and repent。 Oh; I know
  myself! My heart; once hardened; is a heart that no human
  creature can touch。 The one way to my better natureif I have a
  better natureis through that poor babe。 Save her from the
  workhouse! Don't let them make a pauper of her!〃 She sank
  prostrate at his feet; and beat her hands in frenzy on the floor。
  〃You want to save my guilty soul;〃 she reminded him furiously。
  〃There's but one way of doing it。 Save my child!〃
  He raised her。 Her fierce tearless eyes questioned his face in a
  mute expectation dreadful to see。 Suddenly; a foretaste of
  deaththe death that was so near now!struck her with a
  shivering fit: her head dropped on the Minister's shoulder。 Other
  men might have shrunk from the contact of it。 That true Christian
  let it rest。
  Under the maddening sting of suspense; her sinking energies
  rallied for an instant。 In a whisper; she was just able to put
  the supreme question to him。
  〃Yes? or No?〃
  He answered: 〃Yes。〃
  A faint breath of relief; just audible in the silence; told me
  that she had heard him。 It was her last effort。 He laid her;
  insensible; on the bed; by the side of her sleeping child。 〃Look
  at them;〃 was all he said to me; 〃how could I refuse?〃
  CHAPTER V。
  MISS CHANCE ASSERTS HERSELF。
  THE services of our medical officer were required; in order to
  hasten the recovery of the Prisoner's senses。
  When the Doctor and I left the cell together; she was composed;
  and ready (in the performance of her promise) to listen to the
  exhortations of the Minister。 The sleeping child was left
  undisturbed; by the mother's desire。 If the Minister felt tempted
  to regret what he had done; there was the artless influence which
  would check him! As we stepped into the corridor; I gave the
  female warder her instructions to remain on the watch; and to
  return to her post when she saw the Minister come out。
  In the meantime; my companion had walked on a little way。
  Possessed of ability and experience within the limits of his
  profession; he was in other respects a man with a crotchety mind;
  bold to the verge of recklessness in the expression of his
  opinion; and possessed of a command of language that carried
  everything before it。 Let me add that he was just and merciful in
  his intercourse with others; and I shall have summed him up
  fairly enough。 When I joined him he seemed to be absorbed in
  reflection。
  〃Thinking of the Prisoner?〃 I said。
  〃Thinking of what is going on; at this moment; in the condemned
  cell;〃 he answered; 〃and wondering if any good will come of it。〃
  I was not without hope of a good result; and I said so。
  The Doctor disagreed with me。 〃I don't believe in that woman's
  penitence;〃 he remarked; 〃and I look upon the parson as a poor
  weak creature。 What is to become of the child?〃
  There was no reason for concealing from one of my colleagues the
  benevolent decision; on the part of the good Minister; of which I
  had been a witness。 The Doctor listened to me with the first
  appearance of downright astonishment that I had ever observed in
  his face。 When I had done; he made an extraordinary reply:
  〃Governor; I retract what I said of the parson just now。 He is
  one of the boldest men that ever stepped into a pulpit。〃
  Was the doctor in e arnest? Strongly in earnest; there could be
  no doubt of it。 Before I could ask him what he meant; he was
  called away to a patient on the other side of the prison。 When we
  parted at the door of my room; I made it a request that my
  medical friend would return to me and explain what he had just
  said。
  〃Considering that you are the governor of a prison;〃 he replied;
  〃you are a singularly rash man。 If I come back; how do you know I
  shall not bore you?〃
  〃My rashness runs the risk of that;〃 I rejoined。
  〃Tell me something; before I allow you to run your risk;〃 he
  said。 〃Are you one of those people who think that the tempers of
  children are formed by the accidental influences which happen to
  be about them? Or do you agree with me that the tempers of
  children are inherited from their parents?〃
  The Doctor (as I concluded) was still strongly impressed by the
  Minister's resolution to adopt a child whose wicked mother had
  committed the most atrocious of all crimes。 Was some serious
  foreboding in secret possession of his mind? My curiosity to hear
  him was now increased tenfold。 I replied without hesitation:
  〃I agree with you。〃
  He looked at me with his sense of humor twinkling in his eyes。
  〃Do you know I rather expected that answer?〃 he said; slyly。 〃All
  right。 I'll come back。〃
  Left by myself; I took up the day's newspaper。
  My attention wandered; my thoughts were in the cell with the
  Minister and the Prisoner。 How would it end? Sometimes; I was
  inclined to doubt with the Doctor。 Sometimes; I took refuge in my
  own more hopeful view。 These idle reflections were agreeably
  interrupted by the appearance of my friend; the Chaplain。
  〃You are always welcome;〃 I said; 〃and doubly welcome just now。 I
  am feeling a little worried and anxious。〃
  〃And you are naturally;〃 the Chaplain added; not at all disposed
  to receive a stranger?〃
  〃Is the stranger a friend of yours?〃 I asked。
  〃Oh; no! Having occasion; just now; to go into the waiting…room;
  I found a young woman there; who asked me if she could see you。
  She thinks you have forgotten her; and she is tired of waiting。 I
  merely undertook; of course; to mention what she had said to me。〃
  The nurse having been in this way recalled to my memory; I felt
  some little interest in seeing her; after what had passed in the
  cell。 In plainer words; I was desirous of judging for myself
  whether she deserved the hostile feeling which the Prisoner had
  shown toward her。 I thanked the Chaplain before he left me; and
  gave the servant the necessary instructions。 When she entered the
  room; I looked at the woman attentively for the first time。
  Youth and a fine complexion; a well…made figure and a natural
  grace of movementthese were her personal attractions;